Vol 2 Chapter 346: not my child
"Not your child?"
Xia Feng asked another tentative question after hearing the difference.
"I don't know... it's not my child anyway."
"You tell me what happened. As a bystander, I may be able to see it more clearly."
Xia Feng didn't want to get such an ambiguous answer.
After all, this answer can be extended in many ways, and he doesn't want to rely on guessing.
"Okay, I'll tell you, but you must never let other people know, not even our mother."
Pang Ying didn't compromise until now, looking at Xia Feng with a twisted face, obviously waiting for Xia Feng's promise.
"I promise you, I will listen to it all as a secret, and absolutely nothing will be said."
Xia Feng nodded solemnly, giving Pang Ying a firm promise.
"You and Mom don't know. Before and Wang Quan, I had a boyfriend. During this period, I got pregnant twice, and the children were aborted."
When Pang Ying said this, Xia Feng looked surprised, because in Pang Haizhi's memory, Wang Quan was Pang Ying's first love, and Wang Quan often said that the two of them were each other's first love, and they could go from falling in love to Combining is not easy.
As a result, Pang Ying now told him that he not only had a boyfriend, but also had two abortions in succession.
Seeing the surprise on Xia Feng's face, Pang Ying burst into tears again:
"I really love him very much, but I can't be with him, and I can't tell my parents."
"why?"
"Because he is 24 years older than me, as traditional people as my parents and my mother, I can't accept it at all.
I also asked tentatively, but two people said that my head was broken.
And he was divorced twice, and I really wanted to marry him, but in the end we broke up.
He was tired and I felt we had no future. "
Xia Feng didn't know how to judge this kind of year-end love. After all, he was not the party involved, and he had not experienced everything about them, so he was not qualified to say the so-called right or wrong.
He nodded silently and continued to listen to Pang Ying:
"When I had my second pregnancy, the doctor said that if I aborted the baby, I might not be able to have children in the future.
But I couldn't have this child either. We both broke up at the time, so I aborted the child without much thought.
Later, I got to know your brother-in-law, and I felt that your brother-in-law was similar to that person in a certain way, so I gradually developed a good impression of him, but in the process of getting acquainted, I knew that your brother-in-law is a man with strong traditional ideas.
He took chastity very seriously, and I had withdrawn because I didn't meet his requirements at all.
Later, after graduating from college, we accidentally joined the same company, and he began to pursue me crazy again. I like him, so I don't know how to tell him, I am very tangled, especially tangled.
So he never agreed, but he didn't give up, always guarding me by my side and accompanying me. "
"Did you lie to him then?"
"Actually, it's not a lie, because what I actually think is also, to love someone is to give everything and love for a lifetime.
I think most people are like this. At first, they will feel that the people who are with you now are the ones who cry with you, laugh with you, and grow old with you.
No one chooses to separate in the first place.
Me too, only reality finally beat my naivety. "
Xia Feng felt that what Pang Ying said was right, and put aside those who lied or not. Reason is emotional, especially when it comes to love, and it is not worth a cent at all.
So at that time, it was actually excusable to do anything stupid.
Many people think that a person is in love, and then what to do with that person, they will think he/she is crazy, and they will also say that she is too stupid or too cheap, but in fact only that person knows, because she loves Deep, so sinking too deep.
At least for this relationship, I have done everything I can, and I have no regrets.
However, people are like this, they will always use their own opinions to judge others' behavior at will.
Xia Feng remained silent about this, but he could probably guess what happened next.
"I finally lied to him.
I had revision surgery and lied to him that I had never been in a relationship.
So we walked together.
But I was afraid and uneasy in my heart, because I was afraid that one day he knew the truth, and what should I do at that time.
So there were several times during the process that he wanted to have a relationship with me, but I refused, because I couldn't get past this hurdle myself, and I always felt that what was fake was fake.
But he seemed to be eager to verify something, and was always very proactive.
In the end, I gave in. I think I will find out if I find it. It doesn’t matter if it’s a big deal.
But he found nothing, and not long after that, I accidentally discovered that I was pregnant.
I told him about it, he was very happy, and said he would immediately discuss with his family about the engagement and marriage.
After about a month, one day my stomach hurt so much, I went to the hospital for an examination, and the doctor told me that I had a miscarriage.
And it was very clear to me that I would never be able to get pregnant in my life.
But by this time, the wedding date had been finalized, and we were even looking into taking wedding photos, which was like being struck by lightning.
I was completely stunned. I used to have such a fluke, but now it has completely become an ironclad fact.
Don't say whether your brother-in-law can accept it, even I can't accept it. "
In the next few days, my heart was very chaotic. I took leave and stayed at home for several days. I even wrote a suicide note. I plan to wait until I go back to see your brother-in-law and then commit suicide.
But on the second day after I came back, my stomach started to hurt again, and it was obviously bigger than before.
Your brother-in-law insisted that I go to the hospital for a check-up. He even asked for leave. I didn’t object. It’s fine to tell the truth before the end, at least I still have the courage to face it.
But the results of the test made me unbelievable. The doctor said that I was pregnant.
But this is impossible, because the doctor has clearly told me before that I can't get pregnant, and since I have already miscarried, how could there be a child in my stomach.
Your brother-in-law has absolutely no idea what happened so there is no doubt.
After I got back from the hospital, I thought about it all night, and finally I decided I was going to live.
Because I think this is an opportunity that God gave me, it is a miracle, and I must take this opportunity well.
Just like that, I married your brother-in-law.
Although his mother has a lot of things to do, I feel ashamed of your brother-in-law after all in my heart. It's us who talk about life, and our parents are each other's, so there's no need to care about anything.
Although your brother-in-law is a bit masculine, he loves me very much, we rarely quarrel, and we live happily.
My belly was also getting bigger day by day until I could feel the "life" in my belly moving.
I can't wait to see "it" until "it" starts communicating with me. "
"The child in your belly communicates with you?"