Chapter 12: "Just die."
"Wow, don't, don't take it away!" Bai Tang's voice rose suddenly, breaking the sound, his tears streaming down, sobbing repressedly, "I'm sorry sir, I'm sorry it's me, it's me Wrong...don't take them away...it was me, I killed them, I was wrong and sorry..."
All the pictures that Baitang did not want to think of and were buried in the depths of his memory all emerged. There was no shovel at home, so he dug one small hole after another with his hands numbly, and his fingertips were scratched by stones. Covered with fine wounds, blood was oozing out, and he, like a marionette, buried the bird, tears and blood into the soil.
There are 12 birds in total.
Jiang Yunshu frowned. From Baitang’s intermittent narrative, he guessed that there was a similar situation before, but he didn’t know the details, so he didn’t dare to comfort him rashly. , "It's not Sugar's fault if you don't take it away."
Sugar was stunned when he heard alpha's voice, his fingertips clutching his clothes turned white, and a never-before-seen emotion surged into his heart and wrapped him tightly, he suddenly hated him extremely, It was this alpha, it was Jiang Yunsu who asked people to spray poison on the tree, it was Jiang Yunsu—
He can endure it, but at this moment, he hates it so much.
Why didn't this alpha die? Why didn't Jiang Yunsu die? Why do people who do bad things live well?
There are so many accidents in the world every day, passers-by who are killed by high-altitude parabolic objects, old people who fall down the stairs and hit their heads, children who fall into the water and drown, why are there no Jiang Yunsu's name in these accidental life and death books ?
It was obviously a car accident, it was clearly judged to be brain dead, and it was clearly stated that she would not open her eyes again, but why now—why did she suddenly wake up?
Baitang grabbed her hair tightly, opened her eyes desperately, tears streaming down her face, as if she could not breathe.
Why why why - please, anyone, come and kill this alpha.
Sugar stood screaming in the fire of hell.
But, no.
Without the protection of alpha, his omega will be eaten by this world.
Bai Tang felt that his entire figure had fallen into an endless abyss, surrounded by haze-like darkness, nibbling away at him bit by bit, he bit his lip in pain until blood dripped .
He wanted alpha to die, but he prayed by the window every night for alpha to be safe.
Contradiction tore his soul, the pain spreading from the heart reached every part of the body through the blood vessels, Baitang felt selfish and disgusting, he was a little breathless, the oxygen entering the respiratory tract was thin, he The more he took it, the more he felt suffocated, and the breath of death wrapped around his neck.
Then—then just die, Baisu closes his eyes and just die.
He gave up, he was too tired to hold on any longer.
"White sugar, white sugar!" Jiang Yunshu squeezed Baitang's shoulders and shouted again and again.
Do not let go.
Jiang Yunshu had to forcefully pry open the omega's tooth shell and put his finger in, and the fingertips immediately felt dull pain.
"Sugar!"
"The patient has been sedated and will wake up in about two hours," said the doctor standing at the end of the bed and Jiang Yunshu. "Next time there is such a situation, please send to the doctor in time."
"Okay...Thank you." Jiang Yunshu lowered his head, his throat was sore, and he struggled to squeeze out a few words.
"Does your hand need to be bandaged?" asked the nurse on the side.
Jiang Yunshu glanced at it, there were two neat little holes on his index finger, his hands were full of blood and dried up, looking quite scary, "No need, thank you."
The doctor and the nurse walked out, leaving only the two of them in the single ward.
Imperial Capital Hospital is well-known. It is one of the few hospitals that can recruit omega doctors. Once, an alpha doctor was directly dismissed because he insulted an omega patient.
Jiang Yunshu looked at Baitang quietly and closed his eyes on the bed, even the smallest size of hospital clothes was too big for Baitang, hanging loosely on the bones, the body covered by the bed There was only a slight undulation, and it was as thin as a piece of paper embedded in the hospital bed.
Jiang Yunshu covered his face, he was very regretful, he knew Baitang's mental state was unstable, why didn't he go to the yard to check it out beforehand, why didn't he find the existence of the sparrow's body earlier than Baitang, why did he repair it A second bachelor's degree is not psychology.
The feeling of powerlessness when he learned that Zhou An's cancer cells had metastasized to the lungs came again. He looked at his hands. The palms were not the familiar vertical and horizontal lines and thick calluses, but replaced them with Smooth and delicate skin.
He is a doctor, but he cannot save the people he wants to save.
Only people with ID cards can enter the ward. Except for him and the doctors and nurses, as long as a stranger enters by force, an alarm will be issued and he will be notified.
After Jiang Yunshu made sure that the ward was safe, he went to the front desk and asked, "Hello, do you have a psychology department here?"
The environment of the counseling room is warm and relaxing, with warm yellow lights, light green fabric sofas, a row of green plants on the shelves, open views of different locations on the wall, The glass holds the fruit tea, and two mint leaves float comfortably.
A man wearing gold-rimmed glasses sat on the chair opposite the sofa and smiled gently, "It's warm and relaxing here, right?"
Jiang Yunshu sat on the sofa and said directly: "Hello doctor, I'm not a patient, so you don't need to give me psychological suggestion."
"No wonder," the man's face was stunned, but he still smiled peacefully and elegantly, "I was surprised when I saw you come in, after all, in this society, the proudest Alphas rarely have psychological problems, and if they do, it's a mania or something."
"Doctor, are you not an alpha?" Jiang Yunshu observed him politely.
"I am," the chain on the gold glasses swayed, and the doctor said with a smile, "Hello, my name is Qin Zhongnan."
"Doctor Qin," Jiang Yunshu said straight to the point, "I want to consult about my omega."
"Oh?" The expression on Qin Zhongnan's face was even more surprising, Jiang Yunshu felt that the man looked at him more seriously, as if a trace of appreciation and approval passed through, "For his own omega There are very few alphas who come to consult specifically.”
Soon, after listening to Jiang Yunshu, Qin Zhongnan's previous two positive emotions no longer existed, and four words were written in his smiling eyes: You are not human.
But the doctor's professionalism still made him smile and said: "Mr. Jiang, in this case, if you want your omega to recover, you need to pay a lot of money and energy, if you If you don't have this kind of awareness, it is recommended not to start, otherwise giving up halfway will only hurt your omega even more."
"I know," Jiang Yunshu said without hesitation, "It's troublesome."
Qin Zhongnan closed his smile, raised his eyelids, clasped his hands into fists and looked at the extraordinary-looking alpha in front of him, as if thinking about whether Jiang Yunshu was lying.
Jiang Yunshu only felt a strong sense of oppression and discomfort from physiological feedback, and later he knew that Qin Zhongnan had released pheromones at that time.
Jiang Yunshu frowned, let Qin Zhongnan look at him generously, looked into Qin Zhongnan's eyes neither humble nor arrogant, with equal momentum.
After a while, Qin Zhongnan laughed again, "According to what you said, the source of all your omega's fears is you."
"Yes."
"Then, during the recovery of the omega," Qin Zhongnan's eyes curved into an arc, "that is, in a short period of time, Mr. Jiang should meet your omega as little as possible."