Chapter 59: "Then I **** too."
The most difficult period of estrus has passed, Omega will no longer lose his mind and be dominated by instinct like the previous two days.
But maybe because Jiang Yunshu's strong and unreasonable behavior left a shadow on the sensitive omega on the first day, white sugar was very resistant to alpha's touch in the remaining days.
The housekeeping aunt received a notice last night and came to this house early today. As soon as she entered the door, she was attracted by the sheets and quilt covers fluttering in the garden.
She put down the ingredients, and saw the alpha of this house go downstairs with wet hair, as if she had just taken a shower.
"Mr. Jiang," said the housekeeping aunt, "leave the sheets and quilt covers outside and let me come!"
Jiang Yunshu put the towel around his neck and said, "It's okay, Auntie, please make it richer, and the sugar has lost weight again."
Auntie suddenly caught a glimpse of a dark red tooth mark on the neck of the alpha in front of her, which was half hidden under the collar, and she thought of the bed quilt that filled half the garden outside. , Understood, showing an ambiguous smile, and said: "If you are not in good shape, you will lose weight easily. Don't worry, I will make up for it! Mr. Jiang, please go up and accompany you."
As the saying goes, the elders have seen more people than the younger ones. The aunt smiled and understood again. This tall alpha is not obvious on the face, but is actually shy.
Stepping up the stairs, Jiang Yunshu thought of something and turned around again, "Auntie, let's make some herbal tea."
"Hey, what's wrong?"
In the dark room, omega lay naked on the bed, holding the pillow in both hands and sleeping drowsily, the quilt was piled on the back of the waist, revealing the white back, the shoulder blades were raised, and the spinal groove was smooth It extends to the coccyx, deep enough to hold water, very beautiful, an example of the perfect back proportion in the eyes of a medical student, and the degree to which an art student will be invited to be a model at a glance.
If it wasn't too thin, if it wasn't for three unsightly shallow scars.
Bai Tang's eyes were red and swollen, and her nose was blocked from crying. She could only breathe with her mouth half open, so that the sound of breathing was a little heavy.
Jiang Yunshu sat on the side of the bed and dipped some water on the omega's lips with a cotton swab. He touched the back of the sugar with his fingertips, and the scar was obviously left by a slender and flexible rope traces, such as whips.
White Sugar was woken up by the shouting of Brown Sugar outside, he opened his eyelids in a daze, and met Alpha's slightly heavy gaze.
Jiang Yunshu didn't speak, just looked at the person on the bed.
omega no longer confirmed whether he was Jiang Yunshu as before, but silently turned his head and turned his back to alpha.
Jiang Yunshu said, "Angry?"
White sugar is shown with the back of the head, without saying a word.
Jiang Yunshu leaned over, the mattress made a sound of springs, he pulled down the collar slightly, "You took a bite, are you still angry?"
"Not angry," said Bai Tang sullenly.
Jiang Yunshu said: "Turn your head around."
White sugar is very obedient, the lower half of his face is buried in the pillow, only a pair of swollen eyes are exposed, his voice is hoarse: "Did I bite hard? Does it hurt?" He remembered that it was him Unable to resist, he cried and begged not to be seen, but Alpha still turned a deaf ear and raised his leg, and when he saw the base of his leg from the ankle, he bit him in a fit of rage.
But in fact, no matter what Jiang Yunshu did to him, he would never be angry, because if it weren't for Jiang Yunshu, he would still be in dire straits.
He was just cold-hearted and endless sadness, he was covering it up tightly, and the ugliest side was shown to Jiang Yunshu.
Now that I think about it, I actually think it's okay, anyway, I'm already rotten enough, and anyway, Dr. Jiang won't like him.
He was blessed by Zhou An and was rescued from that hellish dark life, what else could he expect?
Simple.
It was just that he was in heat at the time, as long as he thought about it, he felt like the sky was about to fall.
Now I'm sober and think about it, really, it's okay.
"Why are you crying?" Jiang Yunshu wiped away the wetness under the white sugar eyelashes with his fingers.
Sugar bit the pillow towel and shook her head, tears rubbed onto the pillow.
Jiang Yunshu said solemnly: "Baitang, what are you thinking, you have to tell me before I know."
Bai Tang still shook his head, with a strong nasal voice, his voice trembled: "No, no" How dare he, how dare he say it, for Jiang Yunshu, he is just a person who looks like Zhou An's patient is not even Zhou An, Jiang Yunshu will be very disgusted when he hears it.
Silence.
After a while, Jiang Yunshu said, "But, I'm angry."
The white sugar buried in the pillow was suddenly quiet, and he subconsciously held his breath.
"When in heat," Jiang Yunshu stared at Bai Tang's ears, "Why do you want to wash with cold water?"
He looked calm and said indifferently: "Why didn't you tell me, why don't you tell me, are you going to wait until I find out when you can't heal, and see how I regret it?"
"No!" Bai Tang suddenly sat up and apologized very quickly, "I don't have it, I don't really! I'm sorry, I'm sorry"
Jiang Yunshu was silent.
White Sugar noticed that Alpha was really angry, his face was full of panic, and there were tears on his eyelashes, and he was a little anxious to say, "I didn't, no! It's true, I just feel myself It sucks, I dare not give it"
The sound stopped abruptly.
Jiang Yunshu quickly grabbed the omega's chin and made him look directly at him, unable to escape: "Why do you think I'm so rotten."
Sugar hates the shortcoming of crying easily.
He held his breath, trying to suppress the sourness, but couldn't, he frowned, closed his eyes and dared not look at the alpha again, his eyelashes trembled, looking pitiful .
Jiang Yunshu is no longer soft-hearted. If this problem is not solved, it will only be a worry for the future. He shook the omega's chin, "Speak."
Tears flowed down, White Sugar's lips trembled, tremblingly said: "Because of me"
After saying the first three words, I was so choked up that I could no longer speak.
Jiang Yunshu let go of his hand, held the omega on his lap, hugged him in a virtual circle, and waited patiently.
Slapped and rewarded with a jujube.
Alpha just took a shower, and the white sugar smelled the good smell of soap, he clutched Jiang Yunshu's clothes, buried his face in Jiang Yunshu's chest, sobbing: "Because I'm too, too dirty, I'm all over It's all wounds, the wounds are ugly, the body is bad, and there are many, many faults."
It took a few minutes to finish a sentence, intermittently.
Jiang Yunshu felt a dampness in his chest. After listening to it, his face became even worse. At the same time he was angry that Baitang thought of himself like this, another thought flashed by: Who allowed him to do this? Want your own?
He laughed in anger, "Then according to what you said, I'm too rotten."
Baitang raised her head abruptly and wanted to refute, but Alpha covered her mouth and refused to speak, Jiang Yunshu said: "I used to eat this body so salty and so sweet, maybe it's all about it. The problem is that I can't check it out now, and to say it's dirty, how can you be dirtier than me? This body has had **** with so many people, it's extremely dirty."
Sugar widened her eyes, covered her mouth, and had a sore throat to say, "No! You are you, he is him!"
"But I'm in this body now."
White sugar whispered: "It's not the same, it's not the same!"
"Why is it different?" Jiang Yunshu said, "Didn't you say that because of your own body?"
Sugar was speechless for a moment.
He lifted White Sugar's chin, looked into the latter's eyes, and said word by word, "You are not dirty at all, and you are not rotten at all, do you hear? You are the victim , everything is Jiang Yunsu's fault, do you understand?"
White sugar's eyes became sour, alpha's face was blurred by tears again, he endured the sourness and said with difficulty: "Yeah"
This time I cried not because I was sad, but because—
Jiang Yunshu is so good.
At the same time, he had a little hope and happiness from the bottom of his heart - Jiang Yunshu felt that he was not bad.
"If you really think you're rotten, then you think I'm rotten in disguise," Jiang Yunshu said, "but I don't think I'm rotten at all, white sugar."
Baitang snorted again and agreed, "I'm sorry"
"Tomorrow I'll make an appointment for the urology department," Jiang Yunshu took a deep breath, suppressed the fire in his heart, and tried his best to speak as well as he could, "Now while I'm still talking, from hair to hair Toes, from the body to the mind, tell me what Jiang Yunsu has done to you, and I don't want to discover it by myself next time, okay?"
White sugar huddled in Alpha's arms obediently, shedding tears in grievance, sniffing her nose, and stammeringly said everything Jiang Yunsu had done to herself, like a bullied child Finally found the arms of the parents.
The fire was finally put out. Jiang Yunshu only listened to it for the first two minutes, and then the burning sound became more vigorous than before. The more he listened, the stiffer the expression on his face.
"Actually, after he hit me for the first time, it didn't change like that all of a sudden. He would apologize to me and say that he would never do it again. It will only play harder." Bai Tang said, "It was only later, that I was so unscrupulous, so I don't know that before the substitution, every time you said that you will not be able to do so, it will be, will be very scary..."
Jiang Yunshu felt that he might have 3 bubbles in his mouth tonight.
The tears of white sugar poured out continuously, and the more she said, the more she whispered: "There is also something that has been let go in my genital cavity before, I don't know if it is still good or not"
No, 4.
At this moment, Jiang Yunshu just wanted to drink the herbal tea made by his aunt.