Chapter 78: "He has to accompany Jiang Yunshu."

Chapter 78: "He has to accompany Jiang Yunshu."

    “Da-da-”

    The sound of the outside world entered Jiang Yunshu's ears far away and vaguely, like a thick membrane.

    He moved his eyelids laboriously, his consciousness gradually returned, and all his sense organs began to function again, the pungent smell of disinfectant, the dazzling white light of LED, and the sound of his heavy breathing.

    He's not dead.

    The moment he fell, his bowels were already regretful.

    What about sugar? Where's the white sugar his omega should freak out...

    There was no one by the bed, Jiang Yunshu's face was confused for a long time, he opened his mouth, tried his best but did not make a sound: "white sugar, white sugar"

    Suddenly, the door was pushed open, and when someone saw him, he was excited: "Fuck! Wake up, wake up!"

    Jiang Yunshu's eyes swept across Lin Baizhou's face, he didn't stop, just stared at the door behind the latter, but it was not Baitang who came in the next second, it was Qin Zhongnan .

    The door closed.

    He murmured, "Where's the sugar?"

    Lin Baizhuo heard the words and said, "The sugar is fine."

    Jiang Yunshu guessed that the doctor prescribed sleeping pills for him, so he was very sleepy and had no strength. Naturally, he didn't notice the details on Lin Baizhou's face, and only heard that the sugar was fine.

    He fell asleep again, but when he was about to fall asleep, he vaguely heard Lin Baidi's sigh: "Why did you toss yourself into the hospital?"

    The second time he woke up, Jiang Yunshu only felt that his bones were about to fall apart. He slept after a long absence. He opened his eyes and propped himself up.

    This is a single ward, Qin Zhongnan, who is reading a magazine, is sitting on the sofa on the left, "Awake? Is there anything uncomfortable?"

    Jiang Yunshu shook his head, full of happiness for the rest of his life. At this moment, he just wanted to see Baitang, apologize and comfort his omega.

    He didn't dare to think about what mood Bai Tang was in and watched him fall down. He asked urgently, "Where's Bai Tang? He?"

    Before he finished speaking, the door of the ward was kicked open, and the loud "bang" shocked Qin Zhongnan.

    Jiang Yunshu only felt his eyes flicker, and then, his collar was vigorously lifted, and there was a sharp wind in his ears.

    Zheng Ruyun's eyes were red, and he looked like he had cried. He tightly restrained Jiang Yunshu's neckline with his left hand, and clenched his right hand into a fist and stopped two centimeters away from his temple. The veins burst out, shaking violently.

    "Zheng Ruyun!" Lin Baidi gasped and chased after him, hugged Zheng Ruyun's waist and stepped back, "Calm down!"

    Zheng Ruyun clenched his teeth tightly, and after a while, his left hand released a forceful force, but his eyes were redder, and he pointed at Jiang Yunshu: "Fuck me, I was really crazy at that time. I will give you the white sugar with confidence, you know that if you have an accident, the white sugar will…!”

    He choked up, unable to speak at all, he shook off Lin Baizhou, gasped for several times, and his fists were almost crushed, "Forget it."

    Only Zheng Ruyun's heavy breathing came from the ward.

    Half an hour.

    "What's wrong?" Jiang Yunshu said softly, his face blank, and said with difficulty, "What happened to the white sugar?"

    No one spoke.

    This atmosphere...the doctor is most familiar.

    …why no one speaks?

    The deathly silence made Jiang Yunshu's heart sink into the glacier. He felt weightless all over, and he was falling fast into the abyss. He couldn't breathe, as if he was about to drown in the water.

    On the verge of death, a sudden sharp pain in his brain, his body twitched violently and slammed into the hospital bed, his lungs choked with air, he coughed violently, his eyes were blurred, He fell on the bed, saw that he was surrounded by people, saw Qin Zhongnan's serious face, and saw that Lin Baizhou was pinching one of his acupoints, and pressed the call for help.

    He broke free from everyone's shackles, held down his throbbing temples, and shouted loudly: "What's wrong with the sugar!"

    The two alphas couldn't hold him down, Qin Zhongnan said, "Calm down, Baitang is fine, only"

    "I want to see him," Jiang Yunshu interrupted, with a panicky tone, only repeating, "I want to see him first."

    Jiang Yunshu stood motionless in front of the ward next to him, through the glass window on the door, he saw a person lying quietly on the hospital bed in the center of the room, his body as thin as It's just a piece of paper, his face is pale, his lips are not bloody, and he is dead, and he even wants to rush in and probe the omega's breath with his fingertips.

    The most dazzling thing is that on the left arm where the gauze has been removed, under a long meandering scar, on the wrist—a new bandage has been wrapped several times.

    Jiang Yunshu's pupils trembled violently, his footsteps involuntarily retreated, staring at Baitang's left wrist like a self-abuse.

    Zhou Chaoyu, who was sitting on the sofa, noticed the movement outside the door. He looked over calmly, but the emotion in his eyes was a storm. He gently closed the book in his hand and put it gently on the table.

    "Click." With the sound of twisting the door, Zhou Chaoyu came out.

    But the next second, the door closed in front of Jiang Yunshu, and the other party seemed to have no intention of letting him in.

    Jiang Yunshu stretched out his hand and blocked the door.

    Zhou Chaoyu grabbed his arm, "What?"

    Jiang Yunshu tilted his head slightly, "Go in."

    "Baitang just fell asleep," Zhou Chaoyu looked at him, "I haven't fallen asleep yet, don't go in yet."

    Jiang Yunshu's head was blank, he opened his mouth and was speechless.

    Jiang Yunshu stared at Omega's sleeping face and lowered his hand slowly.

    Zhou Chaoyu gently closed the door.

    "I believe you also know what happened to Baitang while you were in a coma." Zhou Chaoyu leaned against the window.

    Jiang Yunshu was extremely silent and did not speak for a long time.

    He seemed to be in disbelief, he didn't dare to say that word, he murmured very lightly: "...how could it be?"

    "People who commit suicide usually encounter stressful negative life events before committing suicide," Zhou Chaoyu said without emotion, as if he was answering Jiang Yunshu's question, and seemed to just want to say it to Jiang Yunshu Listen, "for example, humiliated, lost, defeated, or threatened."

    “With loss, we mean the loss of important things, important people, beliefs that support survival, etc.”

    "A normal person is extremely easy to do this when he encounters an important person such as the loss of his parents, let alone an omega full of trauma."

    Zhou Chaoyu spoke plainly, but every time he said a word, it was as if he had plucked out a bit of flesh on Jiang Yunshu's heart, dripping with blood.

    Qin Zhongnan, Lin Baizhou, and Zheng Ruyun didn't say a word at this moment, as if they had heard this remark long ago.

    Jiang Yunshu had a little tinnitus, and everything around him seemed to be distorted and screamed. After an unknown amount of time, he moved his stiff fingertips and said, "Listen."

      It's time to grab your body back in one fell swoop. You fell this time, it's a matter of course, Bai Tang thinks you died, or died suddenly in some other world, in short, the person lying in front of him now has changed back to Jiang Yunsu."

      He didn't dare to think about how desperate Bai Tang was at that time.

    Zhou Chaoyu gently cast a heavy weight: "He thought you were dead, so he chose to die with you."

    "Om—" The eardrum seemed to burst, and some heat flowed out. Jiang Yunshu only felt that someone hit his temple with an iron cone, and he felt a little dizzy for a moment.

    "But fortunately, there was a sudden turn of events at this time. For example, Brown Sugar ran up or he saw something that belonged to the two of you, which made him want to try to struggle for the last time. So he called the ambulance, and after that, he would ask for help from the person he trusted the most besides you, and he called me."

    Zhou Chaoyu will always remember Bai Tang's lost tone.

    Omega was covered in blood, curled up beside alpha tremblingly, pressing his right hand tightly on his left wrist, he whispered, "But what should I do? My blood is so fast."

    Helpless and dazed.

    Jiang Yunshu's fingers were so cold that he closed his eyes and couldn't say anything.

    "How dare you..." A crack appeared on the face of Zhou Chaoyu, who was always calm, and his voice trembled, "You are in the hospital now, how could you make your body like this? ...I don't know what caused you to faint due to exhaustion, but you are a doctor, it's okay if others don't understand, but you are a doctor! Do you still not know what's wrong with you for the second time? Qin Zhong and I Nandu is here! You have so much time to deal with, why don't you come here? What are you doing now?"

    There was silence around, Qin Zhongnan frowned.

    Jiang Yunshu said, "...I'm sorry."

    "No," Zhou Chaoyu said, "you didn't feel sorry for any of us, just talk to Baitang."

    He paused, as if he wanted to say something, but finally closed his mouth.

    At this time, Qin Zhongnan hurriedly took Zhou Chaoyu, who had lost his way, pulled him out, and said to Jiang Yunshu: "Baitang cried all morning, just fell asleep after taking a sedative, his mental state It's not very good, it's not suitable for you to meet for the time being. We won't disturb you for now, you should pay more attention to your body, don't think too much, I'll come back to you later. "

    The people in the room went out one by one, only Lin Baihui remained.

    Jiang Yunshu lowered his head and stared at the dead white bed and quilt without blinking.

    He probably knew what Zhou Chaoyu wanted to say:

    "You should be thankful and have a chance to talk to Sugar."

    Lin Baizhou sighed and said, "Everyone was worried after learning that you entered the hospital, but they don't know what your specific problem is... Zhou Chaoyu did nothing all morning and asked for leave They specifically looked for examples and countermeasures for your phenomenon... They think that your fault is that you are taboo and refraining from medical treatment. There are two worlds. They all know that they have a psychological problem, but why don't they treat it? At one point, I'm also angry that you don't take good care of your body."

    Jiang Yunshu made a "hmm", "I know."

    Lin Baizhou sighed again, "You don't want anything to happen, don't blame yourself too much, no one would have guessed that such a thing would happen... You should sleep a little longer, Zheng Ruyun said he I made dinner and delivered it to you tonight, everyone will be with you tonight, just call if you have anything, okay?"

    Jiang Yunshu hummed again.

    After Lin Baidi left, Jiang Yunshu sat in this position for a whole night, the window was open, the cold wind was blowing violently on his face, it took a long time for him to blink his eyes lightly, I don’t know where what to think.

    Lin Baizhou and Qin Zhongnan both came once each, but Jiang Yunshu waved their hands to let them go out first.

    Lin Baizhou looked worried, but seeing that Jiang Yunshu really wanted to be alone, he had to go out.

    Jiang Yunshu retracted his gaze and looked out the window again.

    alpha was strong and recovered after a good night's sleep, but in another ward a few meters away from him, the omega's blood was almost draining.

    What if the sugar didn't change her mind in the end? Then did his white sugar quietly shrink by his side and wait for the blood to drain? Then when his bodily function recovers, after waking up on his own, he will be left with only a cold corpse?

    Really?

    Is that so?