Chapter 71: Yang Yu Card Story 1 "The Past"

Chapter 71: Yang Yu Card Story 1 "The Past"

    【Yang Yu】hidden plot 1 - the distant and vague past

    Yang Yu is not a person who likes to reminisce about the past.

    But there is a law in the world that is so unreasonable, if you want to forget one thing more, then it is hard to forget. On the contrary, many things that I want to write down have been lost in the years and slowly passed away.

    Those annoying memories are packed in boxes and hidden in the deepest and darkest corners of my heart. It seems that I can’t remember them anymore, but I encounter some scenes that are just a little familiar. The annoying box broke off the chain by himself, and released those dark memories recklessly, occupying a whole heart.

    Yang Yu looked at the grim and unwilling expression on the face of the boy who threatened him in front of him, he should have felt fear, he should have felt scared, but in his heart there was only a touch of contempt and disdain.

    Ah, it's so boring, why do people always insist on doing these boring and uninteresting things.

    Or is their life so bleak that only these things can reflect their worth? That's really pathetic, but not at all pitiful.

    It's more boring than bickering with Xia Yuan at school.

      Treat everyone like me, make them all give up so you can get a spot?"

    The face of the person in front of him who didn't even remember his name sank, and he said loudly as if covering up his guilty conscience: "Can't I just hate you? Only you, only you are in the way of others, very An eyesore!"

    "Well, I already knew." The blond blue-eyed boy nodded indifferently, and even echoed, "Of course you can't ignore me, after all, I'm very good-looking."

    "But you know what?" He lowered his voice, as if preparing to say something heartfelt, "Actually..."

    "You want to say that I look like you and can't win, so I'm not here to listen to your nonsense." The man sneered, obviously knowing his mind.

    "No no no." Yang Yu shook his head in surprise, "Why do you think so. I mean..."

    "Give up your mind! You can't look this good in your life, I'm mad at you!"

    He smugly threw down the sentence, leaving the angry man behind him, and pointed to his wrist: "Although this interview does not allow us to turn on the virtual screen, you seem to think that Can't record. But there's a thing called a recording table, which can be activated without a virtual screen. If you don't want to be directly disqualified, you better not mess with me."

    The man did not move after hearing this.

    Yang Yu shrugged, not bothering to look back, and went straight back to his lounge.

      Even so, that person still evoked some bad memories, which made Yang Yu a little unhappy, and felt that maybe he shouldn't let it go so easily.

    These memories relate to how skillfully he is now coping.

    Zweig has a saying: All the gifts of fate have already been marked with prices in secret.

    Yang Yu glanced at himself in the mirror and agreed.

    From a young age he noticed something different. Compared with other children, adults seem to have a higher tolerance for him, and they are more willing to tease him. They are also extra generous in giving candy and toys, and the piles are too large for his fleshy hands to hold.

    As long as he doesn't make too many mistakes, his parents will follow every step of the way.

    It's a poison called doting, enough to unwittingly confuse a child into thinking he is the center of the world. And he got those favors because he had a better look than anyone else.

    Parents at that time occasionally looked at him and could not help but discuss why his parents, who were only considered to be good-looking, would give birth to such a beautiful child, and were amazed that they would He regarded it as a novel object and looked at it with curiosity.

    When he was a child, Yang Yu couldn't understand those words that were too profound, and he was only keenly aware of the fact that he could easily get everything.

    He thought the world was like that, and it will always be like that.

    This is as if the wonderful childhood had been transformed into an illusory color, and it slowly shattered after he entered the school and began to go to school.

    Because he wanted him to stay with him for a longer period of time, his parents were reluctant to let him go to kindergarten, but stayed by his side to educate himself. It is not uncommon for early childhood education in this era to be completed with the help of parents. Many parents absolutely have the knowledge to educate children, but the problem of lack of patience leads many people not to do so.

    But Yang Yu's parents are obviously not included. They like their children, so they try their best to educate him, tell him the truth of the world, teach him culture and etiquette, and let him know right and wrong.

    Under their guidance, although Yang Yu was spoiled a little by the love around him, he was generally a good boy.

    And when such education is ultimately insufficient, even if parents are reluctant, they can only let Yang Yu, who has reached age, go out of the house, officially enter the school, and contact other peers.

    Yang Yu, who was going to school for the first time, was full of excitement and anticipation compared to his slightly worried parents. Unlike other children who cry and roll around in school and are unwilling to take the first step, he immediately carried a small schoolbag on his back after his parents let go.

    Now Yang Yu thinks of the mood at that time, and sighs his own stupidity, but he does not accuse the self who knows nothing, at most feels a little helpless.

    It was the first time to meet children of the same age, teachers, and many things that I have never seen before. For a time, Xiao Yangyu was deeply attracted by all the new and interesting things, and devoted himself to it wholeheartedly, and found nothing unusual or strange.

    He is really good-looking, and after communicating with the elders, he understands what to do to maximize the value of his face and gain more people's love. In less than a month, the teachers in their class were all smiling at him, but none of them were willing to get angry with him.

    The female classmates can distinguish between beauty and ugliness even if they have not reached the age of first love, and naturally they can understand what Yang Yu looks like. So they often entangled around Yang Yu, sparring, or saying something interesting, sharing their favorite toys, and hoping that the best-looking boy in this class would talk to them more.

    Yang Yu is a smart boy, he quickly noticed this special, but because of this, he didn't think there was anything special, just like treating the favor given by the elders, he took it all.

    In contrast to the love in the bright place, the disgust in the dark place also slowly breeds.

    No one can be liked by everyone, even if you are a delicious and juicy peach, there will still be people who don’t like eating peach.

    Started to realize that it was because of textbooks that I couldn't find for some reason.

    After the gym class, Yang Yu, who was warm all over, frantically rummaged through her schoolbag, and even searched the corners of the wall, but still couldn't find the book she had missed. At that time, they used books with special materials, which had the function of projecting and simulating scenes, and a customized version for each person, which was difficult to make up if lost.

    There are female students who are keenly aware of what they are, standing on the podium and shouting who did it, and hand it over quickly, with monitoring as evidence, or tell the teacher!

      made.

    In the end, Yang Yu had to read the textbook with a girl in that class. The girl was noticed by the teacher because she wanted to talk to him, so she was frequently called up to answer questions, and even Yang Yu suffered.

    Since then, a switch seemed to be turned on, and some small malicious acts against him appeared overwhelmingly.

    Sometimes it was accidentally bumped during cleaning, sometimes it was accidentally hit with a ball in gym class, sometimes it was an unintentional trip, and sometimes it was accidentally stepping on his shoes and making him handmade The work of the class was knocked out on the ground... The behavior was not too small or too small, and it could not cause serious consequences.

    At the beginning of these things, the girls would actively help him to denounce him, and the teacher would also scold him a few words. But he was angry but also understood that he didn't seem to be fighting against a certain person, but a group, and had to ask his parents for help.

    Parents were angry about his injury, so they naturally came to the school to ask the teacher for a theory. The teacher liked him very much and promised to help take care of him, but also said that there was no way to eradicate it for the time being.

    And those who targeted him also seemed to understand that this level of things could not cause harm, so they switched to a more hidden and more terrible method - isolation.

    This change appears to be quiet. Yang Yu didn't even notice the obvious difference. After a long time, he realized that the people around him had unknowingly alienated him. The girls who were talking for him looked at him in embarrassment, stumped and said that they could not ignore him, or that some people simply turned a blind eye and pretended that he did not exist.

    He didn't realize until a girl who was quite sympathetic to his situation secretly told him what was going on.

    Collective power is so terrifying, it can dominate a person's reputation, it can reverse right and wrong, and it can even force those who do not submit to bow their heads and give up resistance.

    People who were close to him were threatened at the same time, and if they did not stay away from him, they would be treated the same way. Maybe Yang Yu has teachers and classmates to help speak, but not everyone is willing to be obviously excluded and isolated.

    With the first one who gave up and surrendered, there were many.

    Children who don't know much about rights, instinctively succumb to a force stronger than themselves, are oppressed by group forces, and give up their own will.

    There may be more possible factors, and there may be a lot of inside information that he does not understand.

    But for Xiao Yangyu, the only thing that is specific is that he is indeed isolated. No one wants to be with him, no matter when he is in or out of class, no matter when, he is obviously extraordinarily flamboyant, but he is set off like a transparent person who does not exist, and all the classmates do not speak to him.

    When the teacher noticed something was wrong and came to ask him about the situation, Yang Yu said confusedly that other people didn't play with him, other than that he didn't suffer any harm. The teacher quickly figured out what was going on, but he also had a headache. Things between students are sometimes not what the teacher says or what, and many times these ghostly children are more stubborn than adults.

    Even if he forces others to play with Yang Yu, it may not be successful.

    Of course, the teacher made his efforts, telling the children not to do this, and also said many words of exhortation.

    The situation has not improved, even if someone pretends to bring Yang Yu, they will soon be forgotten. Once they went to the park to play hide-and-seek, someone deliberately left Yang Yu alone in the hiding place, didn't tell him the game was over, and then all quietly left.

    Yang Yu spent a twilight from anticipation to confusion.

    When the cause was finally investigated, other people vaguely said that the fight between children was taken, because it did not cause any damage, so they could not ask the police for help. The teacher can't get in either.

    His parents were so angry that they finally took him to transfer.

    Yang Yu came to the new school with a puzzled heart. He still couldn't figure out why someone would target him like that and do those bad things to him.

    "Mom, did I do something wrong?" He asked his mother, thinking of those experiences, he just felt wronged.

    "You didn't do anything wrong." The mother replied firmly, and kept everything for him in the new school.

    After coming to the new school, the peaceful days did not last long, and soon the old ways returned, and everything seemed to be the same as before.

    Yang Yu looked at the broken water glass and listened to the voice of the classmates who shied the responsibility in front of him, and his doubts became bigger and bigger.

    If he did nothing wrong, why was he treated this way? Doesn't the book say that people who have done wrong will be hated, and will be subject to these revenge?

    Mom said he did nothing wrong, so was the book wrong?

    Not long after he came to the new school, he did not have enough foundation as before, and no one was willing to speak for him as a transfer student. The teacher wanted to help as always, but unfortunately this kind of thing was originally It was not easy to deal with, and the teacher also failed to ease the situation.

    Soon, he suffered the same treatment - cold isolation.

    This time, the parents sighed and gave him another school. In fact, they couldn't understand why their son didn't do anything bad, so he was pushed out by others like this. Obviously, this child has no shortcomings except that he was pampered and a little arrogant.

    To be on the safe side, this time, they told Yang Yu to be careful, not to be too flamboyant, and not to be too self-willed.

    Yang Yu nodded obediently, agreed, and did exactly what she did in school, not showing off, not being too close to people, and keeping a distance. With a restrained temperament, he was so well-behaved that he was repeatedly praised by the teacher.

    However, the familiar cold reception came again, and there was no one around Yang Yu.

    He has changed schools several times, and each time his parents have to work hard for a long time. This time when he talked about it again, his parents sighed and told him that he might not be able to leave in the short term. On the one hand, transferring schools requires many procedures, and on the other hand, transferring too frequently is not conducive to his studies.

    Yang Yu agreed silently.

    Under the circumstance of overt and covert exclusion and frequent transfer of schools, he slowly closed his heart, unwilling to communicate with anyone, nor to have contact with others. He endured bullying for no apparent reason, accepted friends who soon disappeared, and grew up alone.

    The boy's self-esteem also drives him to stop telling his parents everything and asking teachers for help as he did when he was a child. As time passed, he gradually grew, but everything around him remained the same, day after day.

    The doubt in his heart, after entering puberty, he got the answer.

    "Don't you think I don't know, you show off that face every day and attract the attention of those people is very proud!" The unfamiliar person blocked him under the blind spot of the surveillance, Throwing at him with trash, trampling his clean clothes dirty, and insulting him furiously.

    Then Yang Yu realized in a trance that the reason why he suffered for so long was all due to his face.

    So that's what he looks like, so does this happen?

    He stared at the slightly gloomy but undisguised youth in the mirror, and stroked his cheek thoughtfully: If there is no such face, if it is not this kind of appearance, will he not? To be hated by everyone again and forced to live alone?

    What happened next is also a story that Yang Yu does not want to mention. In other words, whenever he thinks of those, he not only feels a little embarrassed, but also feels guilty.

    At that time, Yang Yu, who was so lonely that he was going crazy, wanted to destroy this face of himself, in exchange for a few friends for himself, in exchange for a space to breathe. He naively thought that as long as the face that was hated by others was gone, everything would be fine.

    Fortunately, his parents discovered his intentions, stopped the action sternly, and told him to do so was to escape and nothing would change.

    But the stubborn Yang Yu couldn't listen. He wanted to live as ordinary as everyone else, and stop being so sneaky, like a mouse in the corner.

    In the end, they each took a step back, and his parents helped him change to a new school, and told the teacher that Yang Yu had a scar on his face and did not want to be seen, so he hoped that he would be allowed to wear a mask in class. Yang Yu finally covered his face with satisfaction and started his new life with great anticipation.

    In the beginning, it was exactly as he thought. The classmates heard that he had an injury on his face. Although they were curious, most of them were polite and did not pay much attention to this transfer student and did not take the initiative. close. After all, this person looks gloomy, and everyone will be a little scared when they are not familiar with him.

    But the good times didn't last long. Just when Yang Yu thought he could live a peaceful life, someone watched him and regarded him as some kind of leisure toy, and started similar isolated activities again.

    When Yang Yu found out that there was a suspicious substance in his desk again, the blood all over his body was about to coagulate.

    "Why?" he muttered as he was locked in the toilet seemingly inadvertently.

    He can't figure it out, now his face is inconspicuous, he didn't take the initiative to provoke anyone, and he didn't do bad things. ?

    Is it because he didn't show his face, so he looked suspicious and couldn't tell whether he was in a good or bad mood?

    A few days later, when Yang Yu came to school, the moment he took off his mask and exposed his face, he got the effect of silence. But it was of no use. Those private activities continued, and even intensified, making him afraid of going to school.

    It's been too long, those open and secret targeting never stopped. After Yang Yu was tricked into the classroom again and locked up, he finally couldn't stand it anymore.

    This time, instead of transferring, he simply took a leave of absence, studied at home, and stopped communicating with others.

    "It's not your fault, you did nothing wrong." The parents looked at the tiredness between his brows and emphasized with tears.

    "Yeah." The blond, blue-eyed teenager forced the corners of his mouth to respond.

    For a long time after that, while studying, Yang Yu thought about what happened and why he was treated like this? He reads books and videos, looks at the scenery and crowds.

    It's a long and short healing period. Fortunately, his parents never gave up on him from beginning to end, accompanied him and helped him.

    At the same time as his tired heart slowly recovered, he gradually understood the behavior of those people in the past, and also figured out why such a thing happened.

    So later Yang Yu could laugh calmly, talking about the conclusion in a very light tone: "This is the world, people who are too unique will be excluded. It's not because of doing anything wrong, it's just Because you are not like them."

    As parents say, he did nothing wrong, just because it was different.

    Aware of this, Yang Yu's heart became invincible. He no longer deliberately concealed his face, no longer feared being threatened and excluded, and no longer worried about being alone. He knew in his heart that compared to these people, he had already obtained the best parents in the world, so he would be afraid even if no one was there to accompany him in the future.

    Yang Yu let go of his restraint and gave up seeking everyone's love. He could laugh cheerfully and casually, and express his disgust indifferently. He lived his life as he wished, and no longer needed anything he could not get.

    He seemed to live a very comfortable life, but he never let anyone stay by his side for a long time except his parents and relatives.

    "Maybe I'm not suitable for making friends." Yang Yu muttered, not caring much.

    He spent his high school years like this, and when he was thinking about which school to go to, someone recommended him a place - the idol training college.

    "Wherever you go with your face, it must be very suitable." The man smiled and complimented.

    The blond and blue-eyed boy carefully read the information and nodded: "Okay, I'll go there and have a look."

    At that time, he didn't realize what kind of changes this seemingly easy move would bring to him, and what kind of people he would know.

    But before he went to school, he confidently told his parents: "In the past, I was painful and confused by this uniqueness, but now I want my uniqueness to be recognized by everyone."

    Yang Yu's original intention to become an idol seems a little revengeful and childish. And it was indeed the beginning that he was willing to try.

    …

    "What happened later?" The agent in front of him looked at him expectantly, as if waiting for a different ending, such as a face slap in the face or something.

    "Then..."

    Yang Yu dragged her tune, saw the manager's bright eyes with satisfaction, and said calmly: "Later, he entered the academy, met the light of many people, and was chasing something. A steadfast, unforgettable light. The first time I saw him, the guy was dumbfounded, he had never seen anything so bright, and he had never seen someone so good-looking. Not good looking, It's the kind of soul that comes out of the eyes."

    "His peaceful heart seemed to beat again that day, he couldn't help it, and he wanted to be that light. He wanted to be friends with that different light."

    "Wow, what a great look. Did he succeed then?" The lady manager exclaimed, with an excited tone.

    "Um... guess?" The blond and blue-eyed boy smiled, mysteriously selling off.

    At this time, a black-haired boy happened to pass by the window, with dark green eyes and a delicate face.

    Miss agent saw the eyes of the person in front of her lit up, and her already beautiful face became more colorful, got up in a rush, said something to talk to next time, and then hurriedly caught up with the black The person who sent it.

    A little sound can be heard in the distance.

    "Xingdou, Xingdou, where are you going? Let's go together?"

    "Hey, wait, it's a team activity later, it's better to be together."

    "Why do you have an appointment with someone? The class hasn't started yet, of course you don't have to count..."

    Miss agent blinked, covered her mouth, and smirked: "Hmm... did it work?"