Chapter 83:

Chapter 83:

    Seeing that Xing Dou was a little flustered, Yi Xin stopped talking about it to scare him. In fact, she didn't think what the seniors and teachers would do to him. Compared with anger and anger, what they conveyed in their eyes at that time was more concern and worry.

      It's not certain when something like this will happen again.

    She really doesn't like seeing Star Dou, who fell to the ground in pain, with a ghastly face.

    As her thoughts drifted away, Yi Xin remembered the tear that was like an illusion before. At this moment, Xing Dou was still hiding half of her face under the quilt. She couldn't confirm it again, but she still couldn't let it go, so she decided to take a side shot:

    "Xingdou, you didn't seem to be sleeping well just now, did you have a headache? Do you need some water?"

    The person under the quilt was motionless: "It's not a headache, no need to drink water. I'm fine...just a dream."

    "Have you had a nightmare?" Yi Xin began to wonder if it was too stressful for him to sleep smoothly.

    "No."

    Xingdou's voice came out from the quilt, muffled, with an inaudible melancholy: "Although I don't remember what happened, it was a good dream."

    "Is that so?" The manager was a little surprised, then smiled, "That's great."

    The atmosphere between the two became harmonious and warm.

    Yi Xin didn't want to interfere with Xing Dou's rest, and forbade him to watch the learning video. Originally, he was allowed to do those things after he was completely healed, but he couldn't stand the frustrated eyes of his idol, or the side Sighing, he read to him the current situation. Xing Dou didn't ask him to do anything this time. He listened obediently to Yi Xin about other people's progress in the past few days, compared himself, and made simple estimates and predictions.

    Not long after, the first uninvited guest arrived.

    After the polite knock on the door, Xing Dou and the manager sitting next to each other looked at each other and sighed when she saw the powerlessness in her eyes, and then pressed the option of permission to enter, He looked up nervously at the person.

    "Xingdou, you really woke up."

    The person was dressed in casual clothes and walked briskly, with short brown hair unruly and unruly, with a bit of casualness. As soon as he entered the door, his blue eyes stared at the person on the bed. Where to get a bunch of lilies. It is the leader of the second grade, Bu Yinian.

    "Senior..." Xing Dou was not surprised that he came to him first. Compared with the teachers who still need to teach the students, the first grades who are still struggling under the teachers, the second grades are indeed freer and more leisurely, even temporarily.

    It's just that he hasn't figured out how to explain this, and he will be embarrassed to see people for a while. Perhaps I had to be thankful that not all the second graders came, but only one person came to see him.

    Bu Yinian found a stool by himself and sat by the bed, handed the flower in his hand to Yi Xin, looked at the student who came out of the quilt with his head down, and thought about it Think: "Let's just say, I'm not the only one who wants to come, but all the guys in our class want to see you. It's just that I stopped you, you still need to rest, they all come, how can you rest. So I'm the only one here to look at your situation as a representative."

    He slowly swept across the younger brother's face, a little narrowly: "Besides, if everyone came, wouldn't it be like an interrogation instead of seeing a doctor."

    Yi Xin sweated for her idol, took the flower, and sat lightly in a distant place, not to disturb their conversation.

      Now, you shouldn't be so reckless, and you shouldn't learn from you privately..."

    Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by the constant sound of Bu Yinian's terminal.

    The handsome senior raised his eyebrows and opened his eyes. He couldn't help but loosen his expression and scolded: "These guys!"

    Immediately, he looked at the black-haired junior who was still uneasy and ashamed, propped his chin with one hand, and pinched the junior's soft cheek with the other: "Don't act like this. . Even if I want to blame you, other people won't agree, you look at these unconscionable guys, for fear of what I will do to you. Really, am I that kind of person?"

    Lines of information flashed across the screen.

     

    The voice of Bu Yinian next to him was smiling: "If you are such a popular junior, if you really get bullied, the seniors will be the first to help you out."

    Hearing this, Xing Dou didn’t feel at ease, only felt that he owed more, he was a little ashamed to see others, and wanted to bury himself with the quilt: “I’m really sorry… made you worry."

     

    Originally, Bu Yinian was a little angry when he heard about this. On the one hand, he was angry that Xing Dou concealed the real situation, and he was also angry that he did not trust them. If they really believed in their abilities, why would they ask others to help them train. If you really believe in their friendship, how can you hide your condition, and even don't ask them for help when you are sick.

    Second A, many people thought like him at first, and even thought about how to get Xingdou to write a letter of guarantee when he wakes up, how to give him a big loss, and how to let him in the future Be obedient.

    The anger in their hearts slowly dissipated with the passage of time until the morning and noon passed.

    The usual lively and lively training place, looking around, only the classmates who have been with each other for two years, and the faces that are no longer fresh, the only student who brings fresh taste is Can't come in bed.

    I haven't seen the person who usually comes to train for a long time, I haven't seen him improve a little bit, I haven't heard his calm and well-behaved voice, and I haven't seen his eyes full of longing and seriousness. The more people wait, the more uncomfortable they feel.

    "Xingdou is still small, many things are out of control, and accidents will happen."

    The classroom was silent for a while, and someone couldn't help but excuse the younger brother.

      in the position of protector or superior.

    As soon as the words of defense came out, other people with the same thoughts responded and explained themselves.

    "The child is a bit stubborn and often forgets to eat for training purposes. You can't blame him. After all, studying is not a bad thing."

    "Xingdou never said at the beginning that he did not study with others. If we asked, he would not hide it."

    "We also put a lot of pressure on him. We kept asking him not to lose. He took it very seriously, so he didn't care about his physical disorder. In the end, we also pressed him tighter."

    "We can wait for him to recover if there is anything else, Xing Dou doesn't seem like a person who will spoil other people's hearts."…

    In the end, they reached an agreement and decided to temporarily reveal the matter until Xingdou's illness was cured, and after some battles, the representative of the doctor - Bu Yinian was selected.

    And the winner did bring their thoughts to: "Xingdou, the biggest mistake you made this time was not that you were learning from us and at the same time learning from others. You are the biggest The mistake is not believing us."

      No matter. No matter what your thoughts or concerns, at least tell us, because we are one, we will not leave you, we trust you, so you need to trust us, you know?"

    Slightly admonishing, but in fact full of tender and gentle words.

      It wasn't until he was squeezed by the senior again that he promised in the eyes of the other party: "I believe the seniors. I ... will never do this again."

    "That's good." Bu Yinian let go of his hand with a nonchalant expression, "Actually, what you did is not particularly out of the ordinary. , in the end, I lost all my pants, and when I was running in school..."

    Two "knocks" interrupted Bu Yinian's promotion of a certain senior's dark history.

    The silver-haired youth stood at the open door, looked at the two of them lightly, and then turned to the black-haired youth: "Xing Dou looks much better, do you want to talk to the teacher alone? The teacher has a lot of questions that he wants to answer."

    "It's not alone, there's me." A red-haired head appeared behind him, and the green cat's eyes seemed to burst into tears when he looked at Xingdou, "Wuwu Xingdou, you're fine."

    Xing Dou looked at the two of them, and felt that the next time might not be better.

    "Forgot to close the door..." Bu Yinian's face changed, and he turned to Xing Dou and whispered, "It turns out that you chose these two as additional tutors, and your vision is good. From a relationship point of view, I can't handle it for the time being, and I may make them think about it constantly here, so I'll leave first. Don't be afraid, I'll be waiting next door, you can send a message if you have something, I right away."

    After he finished speaking, he stood up and said with a smile as if he had finished visiting. "Xing Dou, I am relieved to see that you are all right. I still have something to do. Let's take a step first. If you have anything, remember to contact me. Goodbye then." Xing Dou understood him. Kindly, nodded in response.

    Yun Zhengqing and Jiang Cang didn't care about the second-year student who left. They nodded to each other and greeted each other without a few greetings. Both sides ignored each other's appearance. As soon as they left, the two substitute teachers walked to the bedside, sat on the stool beside them, and looked at the black-haired boy with a nervous expression.

    "You're afraid at this time, don't you think it's a bit late?" Yun Zhengqing was busy, ready to implement his plan to hit the stick first and then give the sugar.

    However, before he could continue, a red-haired figure jumped on Xingdou, and a few words broke the serious atmosphere he created: "Xingdou, it's great, you wake up, today is really It scared me to death. When I saw you fainted on the bed in the morning, I thought, thought... No, I can't say, in short, it's really good that you're fine."

     Ming Xingdou just had a fever, but Jiang Cang acted as if he was seriously ill, and was surprisingly full of emotions.

    Yun Zhengqing looked at the noisy scene in front of him, a vein appeared on his forehead, and he pressed it down again. As expected, he still didn't fit in with Jiang Cang's aura, and it was completely unsuitable for him to stay in the same place. If it wasn't for the school, or if they were still wearing the teacher's name, it is estimated that another quarrel would break out now.

    He knew that, in fact, neither of these two seniors was malicious, and they said these words only because they cared about him and worried about him. It's just that the way of expression is different, and there may be some anger and displeasure between the words.

    Thinking about this, he lightly patted Jiang Cang's back and sincerely apologized: "I'm sorry for making you worry, I shouldn't have done this, the seniors are for my own good I know, I I promise you, there will be no next time."

    As soon as the apology came out, Yun Zhengqing couldn't say anything about holding a gun and a stick. Originally, he was just angry that Xing Dou didn't take care of his body, but now he came to see this pale face, and his heart softened by three points, and since he was so knowledgeable about current affairs, he couldn't say anything more to blame, he could only write down the belly. Swallow it and pretend it's not like that.

    Just as Yun Zhengqing wanted to accept Xing Dou's apology, Jiang Cang took the lead.

    "No, I do not accept your apology."

    This is beyond Yun Zhengqing's expectations.

    The red-haired young man still stopped the person with one hand, the tears from the corners of his eyes hadn't fallen, but he spit out a ruthless rejection.

      He doesn't ask forgiveness or not, he just doesn't want them to continue to be angry about it.

    Yun Zhengqing couldn't understand this colleague's thoughts, but he was too lazy to speculate most of the time, so he kept silent and waited for the change.

     

    Bu Yinian also talked about this topic just now, Xing Dou was puzzled, and hesitantly said: "Do you not believe in senior...?"

    "This is only a small half." Jiang Cang shook his head, "You still don't understand the more critical issue."

    "It's me who shouldn't train in private, beyond the limit..." Xing Dou thought for a while, and before he said a few words, he saw Jiang Cang shaking his head. Trying to get answers off the field.

    Yi Xin, who couldn't think of an answer, shook her head wryly, and crossed her hands.

    Yun Zhengqing on the side is watching the interaction between the two at the moment, and understands what tricks this man is doing at the same time, and he can't stop it. He waved his hand, implying that Yi Xin would leave for now, and decided to talk to Xing Dou in a more private setting, and felt that Xing Dou needed to understand this truth.

    "I can't think of it, I'm sorry." Xing Dou tried to no avail, he caught a glimpse of the back of the manager's helpless departure, stopped doing useless work, and admitted in a low voice.

    Jiang Cang no longer embarrassed him, restrained his expression, and was rarely cautious: "Xing Dou, your biggest problem is that you are too eager for quick success."

     The black-haired boy's pupils shrank, and he opened his lips before he could say anything. Before he could really say anything, he heard his senior's words like a bright mirror, illuminating his deep inside.

    "This kind of thing is not because you are eager to learn, nor is it because you did not take care of yourself, at the root, you are too impatient. When I participated in variety shows and taught you this time, I You can faintly perceive that you have an almost morbid desire for progress and growth."

    "This is not normal for a student who is in a formative stage, has not experienced too many setbacks, and has no overly strong competitors. There is no one around you who is worth your desperate efforts. It's not sensible to work hard, if it's for your own sake. You're not the type to fish out of water, so it's even weirder."

    "What are you afraid of? Star Dou."

     

      His hands were also clenched, and his whole body was in a slightly defensive state.

    Yun Zhengqing is not surprised by this, Jiang Cang has been a magical figure since his student days. When you think he's reliable and trustworthy, he'll probably do some pointless stupid things right away. When you think he's not serious, he's always surprisingly sharp and witty.

    Since someone handed out a stick at this time, as usual, someone has to give some candy.

    Otherwise the vigilant beast will not allow anyone to approach, let alone the deepest turf.

    "Xingdou, you may not know, when we came, there were a lot of things placed outside your door." Yun Zhengqing's voice is always a little lazy, as if on a summer afternoon The appearance of sleeping but not awake, as if awake but not awake, makes people relax, "There are a lot of flowers, new desserts from the dessert shop, teddy bears, sports clothes, eye protection stickers... There are many gifts there, There are also many pieces of paper with caring words written on them.”

     "Paper pieces are rare in our day and age. Those classmates who said they wanted to see you on the court, and other friends you knew, were too busy to come to see you. You, but you are all expressing your heart in this way. We are the same, we are not here to ask for guilt, nor to explore your secrets. As we have said before, we hope that you can have a broader and longer-term perspective At this moment, we want to help you and remove the stone that is pressing on your heart."

    "If you don't trust us, we can swear by our career that we will never leak your story. We don't mean to hurt you, if you really have a hard time talking, don't force it, but I hope you You know, until you're willing to say it, we'll always be someone you can talk to."

    The seniors are indeed graduates from the academy. Every word they say seems to be sincere, gentle, and firm.

   

    He avoided the scorching gaze, looking at the courtyard that was so brightly lit by the sun, as if covered with a transparent light cover, after a while, he slowly opened his mouth:

    "I..."