Chapter 104: Ending (Part 1)
The young girl who was an assistant knocked on the door of the house, and the door opened quickly, revealing Gu Chen's handsome face.
He still looked so perfect, without any tiredness or morbidity, if the assistant didn't tell, Ji Ning wouldn't be able to see that he had a low fever. His face was a little redder than normal.
"Hello, senior." Ji Ning smiled and greeted Gu Chen.
"Welcome, Junior Brother Ji Ning."
Gu Chen smiled and opened the door of the house and turned sideways to let Ji Ning enter the house. He nodded to the assistant and let her leave.
The room was very warm. Ji Ning took off her coat and hung it in the closet. For the time being, she put the paper bag with the scarf on the table, and then she cared about Gu Chen's body first: "Senior, listen to Miss Xu. Say you're sick, are you okay?"
Gu Chen was stunned when he heard the words, shook his head and laughed: "I obviously won't let her tell you, don't worry, I'm in good condition, and it doesn't matter."
"Miss Xu also asked me to watch Senior take medicine..." Ji Ning said, "Senior, you have to pay more attention to your body and don't wear yourself out."
"You can wait until noon to eat." Gu Chen avoided talking about the medicine and said with a smile, "Okay, it's really okay, thank you for caring about me, but I think we can still talk anything else?"
Jining nodded, took the medicine in mind, and then talked with Gu Chen about other things.
Gu Chen played the male lead in this film, and his performance in it was really outstanding. Although Ji Ning didn't see the final content, he also searched the Internet for the ending film and feedback , especially the still photo of Gu Chen coldly shooting the murderer at the end, Ji Ning enjoyed it several times.
He reflected his inner feelings to Gu Chen truthfully, Gu Chen laughed after hearing this, and responded gently with his eyes: "I'm really happy to have you like me."
"When I went out to the cinema, I heard everyone complimenting the seniors, and the audience liked you very much."
As Ji Ning said this, he noticed that Gu Chen closed his eyes gently, the redness on his face became more obvious, but he looked a little sick, and he realized that Gu Chen might be more ill It's serious, he should leave quickly, let Gu Chen have a good rest, and supervise Gu Chen to take the medicine before leaving.
"Senior, it's time for you to take your medicine." He stood up, took the paper bag and handed it to Gu Chen, "And thank you for the scarf that day, senior, and a small gift inside. , is my little intention, I hope the senior can work."
"Good."
Gu Chen took the paper bag and smiled at him, their hands touched, Ji Ning could feel the heat radiating from Gu Chen's hand.
"I'll be leaving in a while, senior, you have a good rest." Ning said, "But where is the medicine? Is it time for you to take it now?"
"I don't want to eat..."
Gu Chen lowered his eyes, lowered his voice, and did not say where the medicine was placed.
The national male **** who shines brightly in front of the screen actually has a side that doesn't like taking medicine, which makes Ji Ning feel funny and cute, but medicine must be taken, not because he has feelings for Gu Chen Filters are soft-hearted.
Jining's eyes searched the room, and finally saw the medicine bottle in the corner of the window sill, and there was a note written by the assistant, telling Gu Chen to take the medicine well, but the medicine bottle was blocked. Putting it in such an inconspicuous corner, you can see Gu Chen's attitude.
He poured a glass of warm water, put the medicine bottle and water glass on the bedside table, Gu Chen finally showed a tired look and leaned on the bedside, but when he saw the pills handed over, he Still shook his head and said, "I think I still..."
"Senior."
Jining called him softly, reached out to touch Gu Chen's hair, and coaxed him: "Senior, be obedient, take the medicine, okay?"
But as soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly realized that his actions were a little rude, and immediately put down his hand. Gu Chen was also stunned, but he actually took the tablet and nodded and said: "it is good."
Gu Chen listened to Ji Ning's words and drank the pills obediently. Ji Ning stood by and watched him drink the pills, and couldn't help but lose his mind for a moment.
The reason why he treated Gu Chen so much just now was because he unconsciously remembered Jiang Che, and Jiang Che didn't like taking medicine. He had coaxed Jiang Che like this before, and he said the same thing.
They are a bit like…
Gu Chen drank the medicine, put the water glass aside, Ji Ning let him rest on the bed again, said a few words, and was about to leave, but at this time Gu Chen was lying on the bed But he took his hand and asked softly, "Can you stay with me for a while?"
"But senior, you should rest..."
Jining hesitated for a while, then heard Gu Chen continue: "I want you to stay here, even if you just sit and play with your phone, as long as you are by my side, okay? "
"Ah...that's good."
Jining agreed in a daze, he felt something was wrong, because Gu Chen seemed to be too close to him, and it was also before, he didn't expect that after several years, Gu Chen could look at him Recognizing him and calling out his name, it seems that he has too good memory to explain, but Gu Chen can't be paying attention to him, it's even more impossible...
Of course, being able to be close to Gu Chen, Ji Ning was still very happy, so she really sat down beside the bed to accompany Gu Chen.
Gu Chen must have been really tired, and soon fell asleep. His sleeping face was very quiet and also so pleasing to the eyes, Ji Ning was playing with his mobile phone while watching Gu Chen from time to time A few eyes, the heart is very satisfied.
It wasn't until nearly twelve o'clock that Gu Chen slowly woke up. He opened his eyes and saw that Ji Ning was still sitting beside him, the corners of his lips curled up, revealing a shallow smile He said in a low voice, "Thank you for being with me."
"It should be me thanking the senior."
This is what Ji Ning said in his heart. Being so close to a big star is enough for him to remember for a lifetime. He is sorry for Assistant Xu. until now.
"Are you leaving?"
Gu Chen sat up: "Before parting, can I ask you for another gift?"
"What do you want, senior?" Ji Ning immediately asked, at the same time subconsciously calculating whether she had enough money to buy gifts.
"I want your kiss." Gu Chen looked at him, "You can kiss anywhere."
Jining suddenly stood up and said in surprise, "How does this work?"
If it spreads out, he won't be beaten to death by fans - and why would the senior want his kiss? This is too bizarre, right? !
Does the senior like him too... Ji Ning couldn't help but have such an idea, but he denied it immediately, impossible, there are so many beauties in the entertainment industry, how could a top star like senior see it? On him as an ordinary person...
However, something even more unexpected happened to Ji Ning, Gu Chen also got out of bed, stood in front of him, supported his shoulders, stared deeply at his His face slowly lowered his head.
"Sorry, I'll have to take it."
He gently placed his lips on Ji Ning's lips, not too lightly or too hard, paused for a few seconds, then stood up and stroked Ji Ning's cheek, raised the corners of his lips and said: "Thank you, this is the best gift I've ever received."
Jining was stunned, her mind went blank, and suddenly there was a light knock on the door, Assistant Xu's voice rang from the door: "Gu Brother, it's time for lunch, do you want to go down to eat or I'll bring it up for you?"
The person was about to explode. He rushed to the door and opened the door. Under the astonished gaze of Assistant Xu, he ran away and even forgot to say goodbye to Gu Chen.
"Gu Ge, this is..."
Assistant Xu asked in surprise, Gu Chen just smiled and didn't speak, he knew this was a virtual world, and he was about to leave it soon, he didn't need to be with a virtual character explain what.
He did not reject the fusion of thinking, because he felt that he was very similar to Jiang Che—perhaps even Ji Ning couldn’t fully see through him and Jiang Che. Personalities are actually very similar.
This also gave him a high sense of identity with Jiang Che, and he hoped that he could appear as "Jiang Che".
"Looking forward to meeting you next time, Ji Ning."
Gu Chen said softly.
At that time, he will meet Ji Ning with his truest and most complete face.
…
He actually kissed senior Gu Chen, and the senior kissed him on his own initiative... How is this possible...
The remaining shock in Ji Ning's heart hadn't completely subsided until she got back to school by car.
will kiss him?
Full of doubts about herself, Ji Ning walked towards the school in a dizzy manner, but suddenly saw two figures, and at this moment, he began to doubt whether his spirit was genuine Something went wrong, otherwise how could he see Teacher Lai and Yun Yuan talking?
Jining rubbed her eyes and observed it for a while before carefully confirming that it was not his illusion. The people standing in the distance talking were indeed Yun Yuan and Lai.
Because of the distance, Ji Ning couldn't hear what they were saying, but only saw the blond boy holding a thick book in his hand, showing the contents of the pages to Yun Yuan.
Yun Yuan looked indifferent, and when his eyes touched the page, he showed a sneer, turned and left, and the direction he left happened to be Ji Ning's side.
I don't know why, Ji Ning subconsciously wanted to avoid it, but this is in the middle of the road, with lawns on both sides, there is nowhere to hide, and because the distance is getting closer, he also hears The boy who came over smiled.
"Can't you let it go?"
"I think you know very well that you can never really get what you want by staying here."
"You won't be unhappy?"
"It has nothing to do with you." Yun Yuan said coldly.
The boy curled his lips, suddenly turned his eyes, saw Ji Ning, and immediately showed a clear smile, and waved at him: "Teacher!"
At the same time, Yun Yuan also saw Ji Ning, Ji Ning really couldn't leave now, so he could only go up to greet them: "Hello, Teacher Yun. And Lai, good afternoon. ."
Yun Yuan's expression did not change: "I have finished reading your paper, go to the office with me, and I will talk to you."
Jin Ning shuddered when she heard the words, thinking that today was obviously Sunday, but the teacher even came to the school to discuss the thesis with him. He was really dedicated.
But since Yun Yuan spoke, he naturally had to go, so he nodded to Lai and left behind Yun Yuan.
Actually, he wanted to know the relationship between Yun Yuan and Lai, but seeing that the atmosphere between the two was not harmonious, he didn't say anything.
"Okay, teacher, see you later."
Lai smiled and said goodbye to Ji Ning, and handed the book for Yun Yuan to Ji Ning: "Please help me pass it to him." He paused and added a sentence , "It's Teacher Yun Yuan."
"Good."
Jining blinked and left with the book in his arms. As he walked, he looked at the book in his hand and found that it was a cultural relic examination. Worn, the paper is slightly yellowed, but there is still a good smell of books.
He seems to have seen this book somewhere... Ji Ning thought so, and felt a little strange at the same time, wondering why Lai and Yunyuan were unhappy because of a cultural relic book.
He followed Yun Yuan to the office of the hospital building, Yun Yuan turned on the computer, Ji Ning gently placed the book on the desk, Yun Yuan swept the book with cold eyes, and suddenly said : "Throw it away."
"Ah?" Ji Ning was stunned, and asked subconsciously, "Teacher, what happened to this book? Do you really want to throw it away?"
"There is no reason." Yun Yuan said, "throw it out of the office."
Jining nodded, feeling regretful. He reached out and brushed the bookcase, feeling that there might be some hidden secrets he didn't know, otherwise why would a good book be thrown away? Judging from this book alone, the quality is still quite intact. Books are different from other things, and if they are thrown away at will, it will make people feel particularly pity.
He turned around and walked out of the office, but suddenly remembered something, opened the book and flipped through it, and suddenly said to Yun Yuan: "Teacher, if you don't want this book, then I Can you take it back?"
"...Do you want?" Yun Yuan raised his eyes to look at him, unable to distinguish his emotions.
Jining nodded nervously, "I read this book at a friend's house when I was a child, I liked it at the time, and wanted a copy, but this book is no longer in print, I can find it in the bookstore. No new book."
"At that time I was young and didn't know where to buy used books. When I grew up, I forgot about it...I only remember it now when I see it."
"Of course if it doesn't work, I can write down the book number and buy another one."
Yun Yuan was silent for a moment, then said, "Take it back."
"Thank you, teacher!" Ji Ning held the book with a surprised expression.
"In that book," Yun Yuan asked, "Which cultural relic is your favorite?"
"I can't remember this..." Ji Ning shook her head, "This is a book I read when I was very young, and I forgot all the content in it."
"Open it again." Yun Yuan said.
Jining felt a little strange, but he still followed the teacher's instructions to open the cultural relics examination. It turned out to be the book he saw in Jiang Che's study when he was a child. There are many color pictures in this book. , so reading this book was one of his pastimes at the time.
He turned the page, suddenly stopped turning, pointed at the picture and said, "I like it."
Yun Yuan's eyes narrowed.
The picture published in the picture is a broken ancient sword full of rust. The restored picture of the sword shows its beauty and sharpness in the past. The text of the introduction says that it is rumored that this sword will give birth to a streamer when the moon is full, which is extremely beautiful.
Ning could not remember clearly, but he remembered this sword, and Jiang Che also remembered this sword.
This sword is exactly the same as the "Queyue" that Ji Ning once gave him, because the predecessor was Jiang Che's future when he created the world, he added many elements from reality, including "Lack of Moon".
When Jiang Che and Ji Ning were young, they would often go into the study to look at this cultural relic. At that time, Ji Ning said that he liked this "lack of the moon", and Jiang Che was always fascinated by Jiang Che and Ji Ning. Keep it in mind.
Lay brought him this book just to remind him of the fact—
with his shadow.
Lei asked him if he was unwilling, how could he be willing, how could he be willing?
"Even you are only a part of him."
Lay held the book and said to him with a smile.
"You exist because 'he' exists."
"You wait because 'he' is waiting."
"You are 'his' obsession and 'his' unwillingness."
He is the unwillingness of "Jiang Che".
, in exchange for an unsatisfactory ending.
How ridiculous.
He didn't want to be Jiang Che, but because he was Jiang Che.
Yun Yuan suddenly laughed, but his eyes became even colder.
He knew it would be over soon, but he would rather die than admit that he was someone else.
Yun Yuan closed his eyes, his brows became more stern, he was about to let Ji Ning leave, but suddenly heard Ji Ning say: "Teacher, there is a note from Lai to you in the book. "
Wen Yan Yunyuan opened his eyes and saw the note that Ji Ning handed in front of him, he reached out and took it. This note was folded, and the contents inside could not be seen immediately. It just said that it was to be handed over to Yun Yuan, so he must open it.
He didn't want to know what Lai said, and was about to shred it, but suddenly, if he felt something, he opened the note and saw what was written inside.
Are you not reconciled? Isn't that why you want to become "Jiang Che"?
Without any thought, "he" may disappear completely, and we will all disappear. But I have seen in the future time that if we come together for fusion, then we become "personality", and after the fight, there is still a chance to dominate the body.
You may wonder why I told you this, it's because I don't want to just disappear, so I'm going to bring about a fusion and make you change your mind. Who will kill the deer is still undecided, aren't you unwilling to "he"? Then don't refuse to integrate, you still have a chance to get Ji Ning.
“…”
Yun Yuan's pupils shrank slightly, and suddenly grabbed the note.
"...Teacher?" Ji Ning didn't know what was written in the note, but after seeing the contents, Yun Yuan's expression changed obviously, and suddenly looked up at him.
Ning Ji was taken aback, her first reaction was that Lai wrote bad things about himself in the note, but it didn't make sense, Lai had no reason to do this to him.
Yun Yuan's gaze slowly moved down again and landed on the table. The cultural relics examination is still on it, and the pages of the book stay on the page of "Lack of the Moon". The simulated restoration map is extremely realistic, and it is no different from the one Yun Yuan has seen before.
"Come here."
After a while, he suddenly opened his mouth and said to Ji Ning from behind the desk.
Jining didn't know what Yun Yuan wanted to do, she walked over according to the words, but suddenly opened her eyes in fright - he felt a force on his shoulders, and then he was pushed down by Yun Yuan, Pressed on the desk.
"Wow..."
The paper flew everywhere, making a sound, a shadow was cast over Ji Ning's head, and his vision suddenly darkened.
, to disperse a faint **** smell.
Jining was stunned, he couldn't believe what was going on at this moment, but Yun Yuan had already stood up and looked at him condescendingly, his cold face darkened by the blush on his lips A little more flirtatious, the corners of his lips curled up, and he said in a low voice.
"I'll wait for you."
After all, he left Ji Ning in the office, pushed the door and walked out.
It was he who fell into a mystery. Indeed, as Lai said, bringing all the thoughts together does not mean giving up, but an opportunity to make "Jiang Che" himself .
At that time, he must wipe out other consciousness, leaving only his own will.
He couldn't give up.
He represents Jiang Che's obsession and unwillingness, and this emotion comes from Ji Ning.
For him, Ji Ning is his obsession, his "Tao", and the meaning of his existence.
“…”
Jining lay on the desk for a while, and finally came back to her senses, her face suddenly turned pale, and she couldn't even take the book, and fled from Yunyuan in a panic 's office, running all the way down the stairs.
Mr. Yun Yuan kissed him, he kissed him... He actually kissed his teacher? !
Does the teacher like him too? Or did Tuxin want to play with him? No, no, such a cold and abstinent Teacher Yun can't be such a person, but he doesn't seem to be someone who can kiss others, didn't he still do such a thing just now? !
Jining ran all the way to the gate of the courtyard building, still in shock, he really didn't understand what was going on, the past few days he had been living really strange, it seemed like he woke up one night, all the people around him suddenly They all fell in love with him, kissed him and confessed to him, what the **** was going on, how could such a thing happen in reality...
Could it be that his mental problems are getting worse and worse, causing him to have hallucinations? Those kisses and confessions were actually his delusions—
Suddenly Jining stopped, he held his forehead, a blurry picture flashed in his mind, and many different things emerged.
In these pictures, he saw Herinos drinking wine under the moonlight, wearing a snow-white robe sitting in Yunyuan under the peach blossom tree, sitting on the throne to receive congratulations from all nations Qin Ruwang, the divine radiance is like Ark of the pure white angel.
Also Ozer, Huo Wuling, Zhou Rin, Gu Chen, Lai, Fu Qinghan, Ying Qianqiu... They all have completely different images from now.
The scene in front of him seemed to be split by one after another, twisted and weird, but interlaced and overlapped, exuding rich colors, forming a very terrifying picture.
Jining was frightened and took a few steps back, but what he saw seemed to be an illusion for a moment, and the next second it returned to normal, the usual campus scene.
It's really because of his mental problems... Ji Ning's heart fell to the bottom in an instant, and his face was a little gray, so the previous things were really imagined by him, so it can be explained Makes sense...
Thinking that he might be suffering from some kind of mental illness, Ji Ning almost wanted to cry, he wanted to go back to his parents immediately for comfort, but he didn't want them to know that he was sick , So he decided to go to the hospital for a check-up first, and then inform his parents about the results.
When you go to the hospital, you need to bring cash or a bank card. No matter which one you bring, Ji Ning put them in the dormitory, so he first went back to the dormitory, and when he opened the door, he saw Huo Wu Ling sat in his seat, fiddling with his phone lazily.
"Back?"
Hearing the sound of the door being opened, Huo Wuling said something casually, with a smile on his lips, raised his eyes, but found that Ji Ning's face was bloodless, as if suffering from A big hit.
"What's wrong?"
Huo Wuling put down her phone and stood up, the smile on her face faded, she walked in front of Ji Ning, her eyes fell on his lips, and when she saw the small wound on it, her voice suddenly became colder. Points: "Who bullied you?"
"It's not..."
Ning's brain was still in a mess, she shook her head, walked to the desk, took out the bank card from the locked drawer, and replied in a low voice, "It's my own problem."
"Speak clearly, Ningning."
He wanted to avoid Huo Wuling's gaze, but Huo Wuling couldn't. He pinched his chin and forced him to look at himself: "Who made you so sad?" He paused. After a while, "You think of Jiang Che again?"
"It's not..."
Jining opened her mouth, seeing Huo Wuling as if he didn't say anything
Cleared the attitude of not giving up, but still told the truth: "I may be ill, mentally, you know, I have been receiving psychological counseling before, but recently my The problem may be more serious..."
"Why do you think so?" But when Huo Wuling heard this, the chill on his face dissipated a lot, he raised his eyebrows and asked, "Who said you have a problem? ?"
"It's me..."
Jining pursed her lips, and told Huo Wuling everything she had experienced in the past two days, including the separation of the world he saw just now.
"So..."
Huo Wuling listened to him, her expression became more and more dangerous, and in the end she sneered.
"You're not sick, these things are true." As he spoke, he raised his hand and brushed Ji Ning's lips, gently pressing on the wound, "Does it hurt?"
"It hurts..." Ji Ning took a small breath.
You see something strange, you must be infected with the virus."
Because of Huo Wuling's urging, Ji Ning really washed her lips and washed her face along the way. With Huo Wuling's comfort, his mood soon improved a lot, and as Huo Wuling said, the wound on his lips is the evidence, at least it wasn't his hallucination that Yun Yuan kissed him just now. .
So he really talked to Teacher Yun just now...
Jining looked at herself in the mirror with a look of disbelief. But compared to the matter with Yunyuan, he is more concerned about whether there is something wrong with his spirit. He is still not at ease and wants to go to the hospital for an examination.
When he walked out of the bathroom, Huo Wuling had changed his shoes and coat, looked at him and said with a smile: "Do you still want to go to the hospital? I'll accompany you."
"This is too much trouble for you..."
Hearing Huo Wuling say this, Ji Ning was very happy. After all, he didn't want to go to the hospital by himself. It would be best to have a company, but it would indeed cause trouble for Huo Wuling.
"It's okay, I'm free anyway." Huo Wuling smiled, "What I should do now is to accompany you."
When Ji Ning heard the words, she felt a little more grateful. Apart from the dispute over the past two days, Huo Wuling really had nothing to say to him, but it was because of this that he was more It's strange why Huo Wuling insisted on questioning his privacy that day, obviously he was not such a person at all.
This idea flashed in his mind, and then he stopped thinking about it and went to the hospital with Huo Wuling.
After the registration, the doctor first asked about his condition, and then said that he thinks Ji Ning should be fine, but he is too tired recently, and it is easy to think too much. If Ji Ning is worried, he can do it again. More detailed inspection.
Ning Ji was relieved when she heard the words, thanked the doctor, and Gao Xuan's heart returned to its original place. He also wanted to do a test, but today's test quota has been exhausted, so he can only come back another day.
"Look, I'll say you're fine."
After walking out of the consultation room, he told Huo Wuling the result, who was waiting outside, Huo Wuling smiled, spread his hands and said, "It's you who worry too much, those Everything really happened."
"But..." The biggest worry was gone, Ji Ning's mood disappeared in an instant, she smiled, and she had the energy to confuse other things, "Why are they all to me all of a sudden..."
"Probably fell in love with you long ago." Huo Wuling said lightly, "It just happened to gather together to confess to you. Okay, let's go out."
The two walked out of the hospital. This is a very large hospital. There are many patients coming and going, and most of them are elderly people. , young like the two of them are very rare here.
As you get older, you get more sick...
Jining sighed in her heart, but suddenly heard Huo Wuling sigh: "It's really a happy thing for people to grow old."
"..." Ji Ning couldn't help but glanced at him, what was this person saying in the hospital, wasn't he really sarcastic? Or does he just want to retire early?
Noticing his gaze, Huo Wuling smiled slightly, didn't explain anything, just said: "Okay, then it's our time, I've already booked a restaurant, night When I invite you to dinner, I will treat you as a comfort and an apology for you."
"Tonight?" Ji Ning shook his head and said regretfully, "But I still have a rehearsal for the drama club tonight, so I can't go."
"It's the last time, can't you stay with me?" Huo Wuling suddenly said this.
"What is the last time?" Ji Ning was puzzled.
Huo Wuling smiled: "Just think I'm dying, come and accompany me, the dying person."
"You stop talking nonsense!" Ji Ning glared at him immediately, he didn't like hearing such words.
"Okay." Huo Wuling stopped smiling, looked at him seriously, and said, "Come with me, Ningning, I beg you."
"..." His sudden seriousness caused Ji Ning to panic, and she felt a sense of fear, and her words unconsciously carried a hint of panic, "Do you have to be tonight?"
"Yes." Huo Wuling smiled.
"Okay, you wait for me to take a leave."
Jining agreed after hesitating, and at the same time sent a text message to Fergie, saying that he was in a hurry tonight, so he would not go to the rehearsal, and let him watch it carefully.
"Where are we going?" After sending the message, he asked Huo Wuling.
Huo Wuling took his hand and smiled with amorous eyebrows.
"Follow me."
"Now you can just look at me, Ningning."