Chapter 194
In the calm storm of time and space.
It may be expressed as the universe.
A mysterious place full of incredible surprises, hitting many stars, giving birth to other stars.
‘Would it be trial to count the numbers of all the stars?’
I looked around. Except for me floating around in the center of the universe, this is the universe itself.
So it was not known what trials were.
‘The trial of Wolcheon. Formerly, the trial I had received from him. ”
Reminds me of my memory.
Eventually, he was able to attain the end of his trials by adapting to the environment and furthering his little enlightenment.
If so, this is also the case.
‘Adaptation and enlightenment. In short, we need a proper understanding of infinity. ‘
The universe is infinite.
It is the perfect place to learn the enlightenment of infinity.
But for me who only understood the beginning part, it was no different from catching a cloud.
‘The Amrit is quiet …’
There has been no change in her spirit since he was reversed by me in the real world. When face to face of a thousand horses were a little moving, but that was only.
Suddenly a thousand horses came to mind. If he really is the field, it may give infinite definition. But he died and was perfected by death itself.
There is nothing perfect in this world. There should be no normal. But it was the only “complete” one.
That’s why they didn’t use binge eating.
Even if I accept one, one in ten thousand, and his Son, I was instability itself, and there was almost something wrong.
‘You only have to bump into it.’
There was no time. Dozens will not be defeated easily, but Doom did not seem to lose. reposal. Its name of fear and trembling. Uriel Diablo became shabby the moment he saw him.
If the Nachalks are defeated and I can’t stop them, Doom will sweep the earth as a disaster no one can stop.
So do it.
‘First, let’s clear up the infinite number I realized.’
Whatever!
…
This trial was not like a trial that defined the number of infinity.
The time went on. I don’t know how much time has passed.
The first nervousness disappeared.
Days or months.
By now, the war between Nachal and Doom was over.
won? Or gin?
I wanted to go out, but could not go out. But no one came to see me from the outside.
Over time, I became numb.
Loneliness. Again, endless silence came.
Floating above the universe, I was helpless.
Then the first thing that came to mind is the memory of the past.
‘I have little memory of my childhood.’
My memory is divided into before and after awakening. Even if it’s the best, my parents died and Yang was adopted by my uncle.
The memory of the past was almost absent.
I just ran. Awakened, strong, and the last hero
In a sense, you’ve lived like a machine.
There is no my life.
Since returning, even future work has become “nothing.”
‘오 한성. Who are you? ‘
I was divided. Me before returning to the past, me now.
Present I asked me of the past.
It may be a bitter struggle to escape from infinite solitude.
In the past I did not answer. I could not do it.
I lived like a spinning wheel.
‘It was all about fighting and killing’
But I came back.
Perhaps he could have lived a different life.
More abundantly and effortlessly. It would have been easy to enjoy entertainment and love for everyone.
But not so. It just spins the wheel faster than in the past.
Why?
‘Because I want to change the past.’
Is that so?
I shook my head again.
Even if I could not change the past of humanity, I would have been able to change my past alone. I could have turned away and lived happily because of my past memories.
But it did not.
-Are you denying me?
Suddenly, I said of the past.
I’m just denying the past.
I couldn’t change it, so I wanted to reorganize the past that had only despair.
I wanted to make it ‘what I didn’t have at all’
So you’re struggling.
-Don’t you really want to be a hero?
Not so.
Even in this life, I did not intend to live as a hero.
-A lie. How long are you going to run away?
I have faced all adversity face to face.
It was a crazy story that I ran away, but no voice came out.
-You are not perfect. When the impeccable guy seeks perfection, everything is distracted.
The future was changing. But the speed was very fast. I too quickly became strong, but I never wanted to do something like the appearance of Doom.
Butterfly effect. It’s my mistake that didn’t keep everything in mind.
-Accept not perfect. Perfection starts there.
Accept the past.
In the past I was saying so.
I made a mistake, arrogance, admit it all.
But it wasn’t just accepted as a nod.
To be sure, I don’t like my past very much. Maybe he didn’t want to be a hero.
But forgive and love the past, and it was no different than forcing a fierce unbelievers to believe in God.
‘The past ······’
I tried.
To go back to the past, to recall the memory that I forgot.
Kururuleung!
But that was it.
There was a crack in the universe.
And he appeared.