Chapter 0198
Chapter 40 Return Chapter 40 Return (1) 1 Yuren was dreaming.
It is familiar. Leader's dream. In the space of chaos where the fragments of myriad memories pile up, the voice of the leader whispers to Yuren, who seems to be half asleep.
– I think there's something to complain about.
'You were not Carlos Rejester.'
Yuren pulled out a question that had been there for a while. The lead was affirmed.
-Yeah, I do.
'Are you the one I guess?' – You know you can not answer.
'If I am what I guess, I will.' – No, I will.
'I'm afraid so. If you say this, you get out like that, and if you say that, you go out like this. You are really nice. '
Yuren grumbled. I can only guess about the identity of the leader. There was nothing I could be sure of.
When Yuren realized that the leader was not Carlos, Yuren was greatly discouraged.
I was hoping to do that. I was sure that he was Baion's reincarnation, but I thought he was the Carlos who fought with Azell before.
Suddenly the leader asked.
-Yuren, what do you think about your life now?
'I think I use my life worthwhile.'
It was Yuren's heart.
Before meeting with the leader, Yuren had no feelings of liking and dislike of herself. Dragon Demon King is raised by the tools of worshipers.
After meeting with the leader, Yuren became dislike of herself.
I did not like the environment I was in, and I hated Dragon Demon King worshipers who cultivate themselves as fanatics to use as consumables. And above all, I hated myself for not being able to get out of their hands.
Now I thought I could love myself a little bit. I feel proud that I am doing the right thing in the sense of guilt that I can never shake off.
'Thanks to you.'
Because the leader gave strength, he was able to escape the bridle of destiny. I was able to use this life, which was raised by the tools of lunatics, for my own sake.
Most of all, I met my colleagues.
Azell and Kairen, Latishia, Laura … And now to Arrieta.
They all trusted themselves. I did not see myself as a tool to neutrality and abandon me at any time, but as a colleague who could lay down my life for each other.
I did not say it out loud, but Yuren was genuinely moved by their attitude.
I can do anything for these people. He will be willing to give his own life.
I did not know until I met them. And that feeling made Yuren of the present.
– Is not that enough?
'I'm scared.'
Yuren said.
'Your, and my identity … I am afraid that it is totally different from what I want to believe now. '
Yuren has talked about anxiety that has never been revealed before.
In front of colleagues, Yuren always seemed to be happy. It seemed that he did not hesitate to follow his fate, trusting no doubt about the unidentified being of India.
But in fact Yuren was also anxious.
When he understood the guilt he had committed through the leader, Yuren's heart was shredded. And as he watched the opportunity and acted as a tool for the Plains of Darkness, his sense of guilt grew so heavy that he could not figure out how to liquidate it.
The meeting with Azell was like meeting a lantern on a dark night. Thanks to it, Yuren was able to decide how to spend his life.
It's not just a vague fight that hinders Plains of Darkness, but a way to end it all.
Latishia would have been the same. Yuren and she were continuing an invisible battle. The reason why the two people got their hands was because they sympathized with each other's cramps.
'I fear that you and I are our enemies.'
This was the identity of Yuren's fear.
Azell, and his colleagues, was an absolute value for Yuren that could not be changed. So if you thought you could harm them, you'd be afraid to go crazy.
'Whoever you are is really grateful. This mind will not change. '
Yuren knows that the leader has planned his destiny. Maybe he is just a puppet moving according to his intentions.
At the same time the leader gave him the freedom to choose his destiny. I was grateful enough that I could not tell him just by increasing the number of options to one.
'Even so, if you were our enemy, I would … … . ' Whoever I am is you, Yuren.
The leader said cutting the words of Yuren.
'But if my guess is right, I am your reincarnation. We are the same person. ' – Let's assume that Baion was your past life, as you might guess. So do you feel yourself Baion?
‘…….’It was not. Yuren was convinced that Baion was his reincarnation, but had never considered his life as his own.
– You are Yuren Rejester. It does not matter what you think of me. You can not deny it. 'Even if my will is against your will?' – I do not force you anything. It is you to choose.
2 Azell and Laura shared Saibaine stories with Niberis while they were away from their peers. And I did not just hang out at other times.
"Azell, I think the relic itself has been reluctant to give up during the excavation."
"Right. Hmm. I wish I had something left … … "
Azell and Laura found old ruins deep in the woods where people can not reach. It was a ruin with a trail that someone was trying to dig.
But as Laura said, it did not seem to be successful. It was not a large-scale construction, but a small group of people seemed to be trying to rob the contents of the ruins like a robber. In the middle, the passage near the ground sat completely.
This ruin was made by Carlos in his lifetime.
Carlos left all parts of the continent for Azell to wake up one day before being caught in Rausu. Did not some of them have been recalled through Yuren?
Carlos gave Azell a lot of talk until Belor died, and until the Loneliness Protector disappeared. He also handed out a map that originally showed Azell the arrangements he had left in his first wake of the ruins.
Azell and Laura were on their way during the break.
Some of them were excavated and some were still. Azell and Laura came to seven places for two weeks, three of them after the excavation.
"How much did Carlos like you?"
I was surprised to see what had been left behind in the ruins.
What remained in this ruin was a red magical cloak made of dragon leather, which Azell used to surround during the Dragon Demon War.
For reference, there was a genuine white Dragon's armor in the ruins of the previous turn. It was a very nice thing for Azell, who had previously taken over Yuren's armor replica of the White Dragon, which had been destroyed in the battle of Reygus.
Yeah, right. This guy, Dragon Demon Qi, will also leave it to his descendants … … "
Azell laughed.
Carlos' s arrangement was never compelled. I have scattered so many things around here, including the armor that Azell wrote.
Even if you believe that Azell will come back someday, is not this a little overkill?
Carlos really did not want to hand over Azell's stuff and the things he prepared for him to someone else. Even if it is Azell or his descendants.
'Really, even though I'm dead … … . '
He left him with his own hands.
But at this very moment, what he had arranged helped him. The obsession and stubbornness that goes beyond the ages is complicated.
Suddenly Laura said.
"It's the same."
"When is the Dragon Demon War?"
Laura nodded.
Azell said.
"Certainly I remember the old days."
If your
Suddenly Laura said.
"If the king is resurrected … … "
"That's already confirmed. When is the journal? "
Azell was accepting Atein's resurrection as a must-happen event. It was a problem to recognize and prepare for.
"What if the king acts like Lesch said?"
"Plains of Darkness If you want to throw away those guys and run your own ideals in good will to make a better world without thinking about fighting the world?"
Yes, I can,
"Then you'll have to go back to the grave."
Laura was embarrassed by the hesitant answer. Azell, who saw her expression, said.
"He has the power to change the world. It's big to think and big to act. It's big enough to be ridiculous. "
Atein is a person who moved history. Azell was a person who realized that fact more than anyone in this age.
"Dragon Slayer's Ritual is … okay . . . That's the area of myth. And I do not think it was really wrong. It was a benefit for a human being. It was a matter of pity for the dragon. "
Had it not been for Atein to create a Dragon Slayer's Ritual to re-establish the relationship between man and dragon, the realm of humanity might have been much smaller than it is now. And at the time of the Dragon Demon War, I may have kneeled because I have no power against the Dragon Demon King.
"But Dragon Demon War is different. I realized that after a lot of lives have been blown up that I can not count how many times I have turned the whole world upside down with the idea of changing the world as I thought it would be. I do not think I will give you another chance to repeat that grand failure. "
After meeting Lesch, Azell has been troubled by the problem. And this is the answer.
"Atein had a great ability to overturn the world. And I'm crazy. If such a person is forcing the world into a very personal ideal … Can Dragon Demon War not be a tragedy? "
"Just because of the possibility?"
"Not because of the possibility. I have no intention of forgiving the mistakes he made. And I have no intention of believing in the arrogant maniac's good will. "
“…….”Laura asked her mouth.
Azell asked.
"There is a word that I want to say."
I am… I do not know."
Laura frowned.
The Aunsaurus clan supported Azell with the idea that he had "given the opportunity to reverse the fate of the king." And according to Saibain, it was a fact.
The reason Atein caused the Dragon Demon War was to build an ideal nation. In order to create a better world, he wanted to force a new order into the world, and as a result, he played the role of invaders and conquerors.
But Atein realized at some point his fantasies could not be realized.
Atein's ideals were based on innocent expectations of human and Dragon Demon Race. Then, after he turned the whole world over with Dragon Demon War, he realized his mistake and was desperate.
The problem is that it was too late to realize that it was impossible to stop.
Atein desperately wanted to fulfill his responsibilities. And eventually he got a chance to reverse the wrong choice by falling down by Azell, a sword saddled by a world opposed by his oppressed ideals.
Azell said.
"If that's true, it's a disgusting thing."
"why?"
"The terrible failure that caused the whole world to take over, the one who put a million lives on so many people that he was able to revive and start a new life? I can not forgive you anymore. "
Azell's position was firm. No matter what the Atein is resurrected to say, any attitude will not shake.
"My relationship with him is already over. I crossed a river that could not be reversed. Even the history I had while I was asleep would only make the relationship stronger. "
In that respect, Azell and Carlos reached the same conclusion in the last conversation.
"Things that Plains of Darkness did, they did after the Dragon Demon War, as a fanatic group, and Atein has nothing to do with it? Ha! It is not a funny sound. Laura, you are past beings … There is a tendency to segregate the beings of our time and those of this age. But it's not rational. "
"why?"
Apparently Laura had such a tendency. Almarick, who disguised himself as an elder who gave comfort to himself while suffering from Plains of Darkness, does not show a steadfast attitude.
Azell said.
"If Atein was not prepared for his own death, Plains of Darkness would not have been as active as it is now. Carlos would not have spent such a hellish time. "
If Atein had a normal death, Azell would have seen a different view. However, Atein has given Plains of Darkness permission to use the great darkness and the path of the void, the Dragon Demon Qi and Dragon Demon Qi, while preparing for the resurrection.
The result was the loss of knowledge, including Dragon Slayer's Ritual, and the worst disaster of great darkness.
"Atein must take responsibility for what happened as a result of his arresting them to the survivors by arranging for resurrection."