Chapter 340
When I go inside, everyone comes in. I sat in my chair, pulled by Gil, and looked at everyone slowly, confirming that Franc had carefully closed the door.
Escort Darmuel stands behind me who is in a fixed position, Franc comes in front of the door, Gill is in a fixed position as a side serving right next to them, but the three of the Printemps firms are unable to determine their position I’m comparing Justox and me with such a face.
“Lutz, Benno-san, Marc-san, Yustox is there, but sit there as usual. Justustox knows all the circumstances so don’t worry.”
“Huh?”
Lutz shouted and looked up at Yustox. Justoks lightly shoulders and looks down at Lutz.
“It was me who studied Ferdinand’s life about Mine in downtown. That’s why I was entrusted with Printemps Shokai and Kobo for two years. It is Ferdinand’s order to be present today.”
ル Lutz, who had heard something unpleasant with the words of Yustox, sat in front and turned his worried face toward me.
“Rosemine, what did the priest say?”
“Lutz, please, speak normally”
“Normal …”
After looking around, Lutz exhales slowly, meditating once in tight eyes, then stared straight at me with green eyes.
“I understand. What happened?”
Listening to the voice and tone familiar to the ears, and at the same time being attacked by an unstoppable loneliness.
Nature and the depths of my eyes are getting hot. Lutz and Benno appear in a distorted field of view, trying to reach out.
I grabbed my hand on my knee.
“This is the last time I have used this hidden room, so I’m told to say goodbye …”
The tears that seemed to spilled fell with a deep sigh that didn’t know who they were. When I was staring at the tears that flowed over the fist, Benno sang.
“Well. Regardless of your appearance and consciousness, you’re already ten years old from the perspective of others. If your aristocratic daughter is ten years old, you can expect the hidden room to become unusable.”
¡Lutz opened his eyes as if he was surprised by Benno ’s words. It was only Lutz who didn’t expect a break-up, and it seems that Benno and Marc knew this would happen.
“Also in terms of age, Rosemine is really few merchants who are personally jealous”
Marc laughed as if in trouble, saying calmly.
“There is already an opinion among merchants that Rosemine is too jealous of Printemps and Gilberta. There are rumors about bringing a common man into the hidden room of the temple. I think it ’s not only Rosemine, but also the blows here. ”
If it seems that all of the work of the Printemps Shokai is due to my love, it will have an impact. Benno said that it was particularly relevant to employees’ motivation. It is difficult for me to be badly rated by Printemps Shokai.
“Ah, isn’t that bad for the saints?”
“Not just that, there is an engagement announcement soon”
Lutz blinked several times with a poignant face. The eyebrows are distorted in a mysterious way.
“… who?”
“My. Announcement of engagement between me and brother Villefried, the son of the lord”
As expected, Benno and Marc also rounded their eyes. Lutz tilts his head with a face that makes me never connect with engagement.
“… What? … Well, engagement? Isn’t it early?”
“Yeah, there are many things in the aristocratic house. That’s what happened to avoid complications”
Lutz said with a amazed face that you were just going to cause problems wherever you went. After that, he became a very troubled face and laughed with loneliness saying, “It’s no problem to help me anymore.” I felt that the complex smile made my chest tight.
I wanted to hug Lutz as usual, but I couldn’t reach out, and I stared at my skirt while opening and holding my fist on my knees.
When there is a wall that I can’t help even if I want to grind, or that I’ve just noticed that there was enough distance to clutter, or when I had to look directly at what I had shaken It ’s very difficult to talk about what you ’ve come to say.
“… It is very bad for a noble woman who has been engaged to bring a common man into a hidden room.”
“No, it isn’t a noble that a woman who is engaged brings a man”
Lutz immediately points out that you still lack common sense.
When I showed my lips sharply, Rutz scratched his head as if Benno’s nephew was depressed.
“Oh, I knew I couldn’t meet here anyway … But are you okay with that, really?”
“… I’m not okay at all”
Tears spilled with the real intention.
It has never been done before. Lutz admitted my existence, made paper and hair ornaments together while managing my physical condition, and when I hit the wall with trouble, I thought of a solution together, I was lonely and anxious When we didn’t have it, we were there together and carried a letter from a family that had to leave, so we managed to do it.
I don’t think I can do it alone.
“If not okay …”
‘I raised the hand of Lutz ’s words I raised.
“I’m not okay, but I’m not good enough. Until I went to the Aristocratic House, I was overwhelmed, I slept for two years and forgive me for being unstable. It was just … I really had to leave long ago. “
Lutz distorted his face. Benno and Marc look down and gently look away.
“I know why I shouldn’t be together, but I don’t know. Why have I slept for two years? Why haven’t I been completely cured after sleeping for two years?” “Why did you end up so suddenly?” Even if you say you are ten years old, you don’t think that way. ”
Lutz’s hand stretches to comfort me.
The hand stopped halfway and was held in the shape of a tight fist.
“… Do not cry”
A whispering low voice leaks out of Lutz’s mouth.
When I looked up, Lutz stood up, clenched his teeth, and looked down at me with a regretful face.
“Don’t cry anymore, Mine!”
Surprised by Lutz and the sound of the name “Mine”, my tears stopped for a moment.
“No matter how much you cry from now on, I can’t comfort you … So don’t cry anymore”
¡Lutz sat down again, saying that he was desperate to hurt, and said to lament his helplessness.
I noticed that Justoks quietly looked at me as the silent silence fell. It is an eye that is common to the chief priest trying to identify the other party.
When I was weak, I suddenly turned my gaze and tried to go away, and Lutz called “Nah, Mine” at the same time. I move my eyes without talking to Lutz.
“Why did you remember Mine, the dream of the future that she spoke on her way to the forest?”
To such a question, I recall the time when I walked to the forest with a small backpack, taking a breath and collecting the blessings of the forest. Lutz was the pacemaker, Tully was the organizer of the children, Ralph was there, and Faye was there. When we headed to the forest with a group of children, we always left first and arrived last because of slow walking.
Talking about my future dreams, I felt like I was desperate to make a clay board. Lutz said he wanted to be a travel merchant. At that time, I didn’t know anything about citizenship, the life of a travel merchant, or what the profession felt in my surroundings.
“Sure, Lutz said you wanted to be a travel merchant?”
The cheeks are slightly loosened with nostalgia. Unlike me, who was soaked in nostalgia, Lutz nodded with a serious face.
“Yes, I’ve always wanted to go to another city. I wanted to be a travel merchant and leave this city … now thanks to you As Gutenberg, I left the city, went to Hasse, went to Irkuner, went to Haldenzell, which was far from going by carriage, and various towns and villages along the way I’ve been to a lot of places and I’m going to do it now, I’ll have to make a printing studio. “
The green eyes like Lutz’s nephew, who was one of the best names of the villages and towns that I headed for, saw me straight.
“… Do you remember what your dream was?”
When asked by Lutz, I search for memory while blinking several times.
At that time, there was no paper or ink, and I wanted to leave some text, but I had no physical strength, no strength, no height, no money I was desperate to make it. I just wanted to read a book, and I couldn’t help reading it.
“… I live in a book. I want to make many new books in January, and I want to get all of them and read and live …”
… Oh, that’s right. Compared to those days, I am very blessed.
Paper was made. I have ink. A printing machine was created. The foundation for spreading the book was made. I have a collaborator who can help with making books. There are library rooms in the temple and the castle, and because I am in my current position, I can freely go in and read books. I realized I was getting the things I wanted that I wanted.
Look at your hand and return to Lutz. Lutz once whispered.
“There are still a few books made at Ehrenfest a year, but if we continue to increase the number of printing workshops, the number of books will increase, one in January and several in January.
“Yes”
Not only Ehrenfest, but also Haldenzell had a printing workshop. There are other Gieves who want to start printing. If Gutenberg and his colleagues move and teach, the number of printing workshops will increase. It is synonymous with the increasing number of books I wanted above all else.
“I will increase. I will increase more books for you.”
“… Why is Lutz doing that?”
When I thought I had heard the same thing before, Lutz gave up his shoulder, saying that it was natural.
“Your dream has come true, so I’ll make your dream come true. I’ll make a lot of books for you to deliver, so don’t cry. And wait for the book to arrive. “
Listening to Lutz’s words, I felt strange that “something is different” rather than happy.
Lutz, who came together, told me that I should wait. I’m very happy that the book arrives if I’m waiting, but I don’t like it when Lutz tells me. I was amazed at what wasn’t going well with my eyebrows.
“… I’m not good”
“Yeah?”
It’s natural that it doesn’t look good. I’ve been together. Whether you’re making paper or hair ornaments, saving orphans in a temple, selling books in a castle, or a different job, you’re not waiting for me.
“Lutz makes what I thought. If Lutz makes a book and delivers it, I must open my mouth and wait for it, and do what I can do.” No, I’m just waiting without doing what I can, and I’m not entitled to read Rutz’s book. “
Lutz smiled at my words.
Benno squints, “Oh, yes. If you have time to cry, work. Make money. Make a profit.”
“Gutenberg will cooperate and help to make as many books as possible so that he can work comfortably …. I will protect everyone in this city as promised by his father.”
“That’s right. From now on, the Printemps Chamber of Commerce and Gutenberg will continue to work with aristocrats. Only you, who have adopted the lords, can protect us who are weak citizens.”
When I asked and responded to Marc’s encouraging words, Lutz stood up and stood in front of me. Then hold out your hand.
“It’s a promise. Even if I can’t see you, I will make a book for you. This promise is much more effective.”
I also stood up and took Lutz’s hand. Declare with your hands in your hands and your stomach.
“If I can’t see you, I think about what I can do for Lutz. I promise.”
laughing while holding hands.
Lutz et al. Say “Okay, promise, protect me” and then leave the hidden room. It is Gill to see off to the temple gate.
My eyes are already swollen, and I turned off everyone in the hidden room, saying “Lutz also”.
“Yustox”
“What a princess?”
“I am laughing now? Do you think Lutz went without worrying?”
JUSTOKUS asks quietly.
“I’m laughing …. But right, there’s still time to go back to the castle. Why don’t you use the secret room of the temple head room? I can’t move. “
** A noble noble woman who should not reveal her feelings, reinvent her feelings in a hidden room, Yustox said.
“The princess’s hidden room has been his family and his relationship with downtown merchants so far.”
Eustox’s analogy came inside himself. For me, the family in the downtown area was like a hidden room where I could give my own.
“That’s right. A hidden room where the family no longer opens the door, Lutz and others are a bed that can be freed up even if the tent is closed, or a futon that seems to work hard the next day if it is wrapped up and sleeps.
…… Hidden rooms and beds are gone.
Where should we rest from now on? Does it mean that I have to be strong like a knight who can do a field trip?
When I tried to return to the temple room, Fran brought the veil and flung it over my head. When I can’t see my face, which would have turned red because of crying, Fran lifted me by saying, “I will excuse you.”
“I’ll leave Monica and Nicola to clean up. I’ll take Rosemine to the temple head room.”
Franc leaves the hidden room and tells Monica and Nicola that he starts walking. I said, “I can walk on my own,” and when I rubbed, I leaned against Franc. It was because he realized that it was a lasting pampering and skinship for the franc who did not cross the border between the Lord and the side serving.
…… Because it is still difficult to understand with the chief.
Darmuel and Angelica follow us as escort knights. When you arrive at the temple head room, you are lowered in front of the hidden door.
“Princess, I’ll call you when it’s time to return to the castle. Until then, please use a hidden room. Are there important things in this box?”
Talking like he knew a letter from his family between the documents, Yustox gave him a box that he had brought so far.
“Thank you, Yuustox”
I took out a letter from the box in the secret room of the temple head room and spread it out.
Replying to the letter I had with the Printemps Shokai at the castle sale. Everyone who seems to have read a letter reporting that Turi’s hair ornament received a compliment from the prince and that he took the best in the first year of the Aristocratic House has sent us praise.
“Mine, you worked hard. Wasn’t it hard? Be careful not to break your physical condition. I’m just worried about it.”
“Turi is praised by the prince, and Mine is the best of the nobility, both of her daughters are amazing. Father is proud.”
“The number of craftsmen who can make hair ornaments is increasing, but Mine’s is trying so hard that I can make it. I don’t want to ask others.”
I just wanted to cry just by opening a letter.
crying stopped after reading.
From now on, if a civilian is always available, even such a trivial exchange will not be possible.
“Dad, Mom, Turi …”
I can no longer enter my hidden room blocked by the door of contract magic with my father.
“Benno, Marc, Lutz …”
From now on, there will be no futon to cry and pamper.
“I keep my promises … I don’t think I can’t cry, Lutz”