Chapter 1435: Pang Meiren's Mind 2
However, when he saw Pang Shanshan's embarrassed look, he quickly said: "Okay, okay, I'm not kidding. To be honest, I can't blame anyone for this, I think you'd better confess to your family, I believe you Mom and Dad are not so unenlightened, they will understand you."
Pang Shanshan said with a bitter face: "If only it were like this, I have no way to communicate with them now."
The two were silent for a while, only to hear Pang Shanshan continue: "Leng Xuan, I'm really at a loss right now." As he spoke, his face turned slightly red, "I don't want to hide from you, we have had a relationship since that night. , I do have a special feeling for you. I don't know whether I like you or the sustenance found by a lonely woman. In short, I have always been entangled in this problem. My family urged me to find a man to marry, But whenever I think of holding hands with other men, my heart aches. Maybe it's because of your existence that I can't accept other men. But I know in my heart that you give me what I want No. But, although I know it very well, I just don't have the courage to let it go." At this point, the corners of her eyes flashed with sparkling tears.
Hearing Pang Shanshan's inner voice, Leng Xuan's heart could not remain calm. He sighed lightly, stretched out his hand to hold Pang Shanshan's soft hand, and said, "I'm sorry, it's my fault that made you bear so much psychological pressure. Forgive me. I admit, I have a crush on you, but now But I can't give you a promise. As you said, what you want, I can't give you now. Because there are so many things that I need to do, I can't settle down at all. Although I don't want to, I still To say, I respect your choice, no matter what decision you make, I will support you. Even if you choose to spend your life with other men in the future, I will silently bless you and disappear from your life, I won't bother you any more."
Hearing this, Pang Shanshan's tears suddenly fell from the corners of her eyes, dripping into the coffee cup, splashing a faint ripple. She sobbed twice, and then said slowly: "Leng Xuan, thank you for your understanding, I came out with you today, just want to talk about it, I don't want to keep entangled in my heart. Right now, I'm still struggling in my mind. , If I can't have both, then I don't know whether I should choose family or love. When I say these words today, my heart is much more relaxed. I will think about it during this time. If I figure it out, I will I will tell you my decision."
Leng Xuan nodded and said with a smile: "Okay, I will give you a quiet space for you to think carefully. I understand your mood, so I will not force you, no matter what your choice is, I will accept it. "After speaking, the two began to avoid this topic and stopped talking about it. After chatting about some trivial things in life, the two came out of the cafe only after ten o'clock in the evening.
drove Pang Shanshan back to the residence, Leng Xuan said good night, and then galloped towards Yujingyuan. Back at the villa, I saw Li Mengjie and Ling Xuejiu, the two little girls, hadn't slept yet, lying on the sofa in the living room watching TV. It is estimated that they were watching a heart-breaking drama, and I only heard a few sobbings from the two women from time to time. And in order to match the atmosphere, they actually dimmed the lights in the living room.