Chapter 1585
Where did the 0118 chapter go?
Ruan QingShuang put down the glass and smiled a little: “You should have heard of how Xu Yun and I met. It was a man who had a few hooligans to go to the medicinal diet that I opened. I have been forced to go astray. Xu Yun鈥檚 coming forward helped me solve the problem. If it wasn鈥檛 Xu Yun, I might have already…鈥?/p>
“This is all about the past, why should I mention it again?” Xu Yun indifferently said: “Everything has passed, and it is much better now.”
“Yeah, it’s much better now.” Ruan QingShuang continued: “The scene of that place was screaming at my sister-in-law. In fact, I have nothing to do with him. It was my parents’ gift to give my younger brother a kiss. Money, I agreed to the marriage of the family of the cellar, let me marry the big brother of the cellar. In fact, the cellar is not bad at home, father is the branch secretary we have, and it has the power, but I don鈥檛 feel any sense to that person. In normally, he will only be rampant in the countryside, bullying the people, I can’t marry such a person.”
The situation of Ruan QingShuang at that time was really embarrassing her. She would escape and come to Hedong City. It was really forced to have no way.
“No one of you can understand the psychology that I chose to leave at the time.” Ruan QingShuang said: “I hate my dad damn it very deeply, but I also feel sorry for them, I also feel sorry for my younger brother… I don’t want to I exchanged my own happiness for a lifetime, so I chose to escape.”
“And in the years that I have escaped, what happened at home has made me regret some of it now.” Ruan QingShuang said: “I don’t know if I do it, is it worth it or not worth it… I was so determined at the time. I don鈥檛 think they will forgive them in this life, but when I see them again and see their old faces and difficult situations, I really regret it. If I knew that they would have such experiences now, I don鈥檛 know. Know if you will choose to escape…”
Lin Ge firmly said: “Of course, I want to escape, Sister Shuang, who is not qualified to control your life, even if it is a parent, then you can’t take the child’s happiness and future to make chips! Anyway, I support your behavior in the past. Otherwise, you will not be able to know Yun Ge, your decision is correct.”
“I know it is correct, but I will still be unable to bear it.” Ruan QingShuang said: “My father is only fifty. It seems that it is as old as seventy years old. He is already two flying creams. The wrinkles on the face of sallow are always so thin, especially the hands exposed by the blue veins, full of hard suede… I take his hand every time, the kind of taste in my heart… really, I really can’t describe the pain.”
Everyone is in silence, referring to the word father, I believe many people will think of the oil painting created by artist Luo Zhongli in the 1980s. Perhaps this painting should not be called “Father” in the eyes of many urban children.
But in the eyes of the poor rural children, this is father, in my own eyes, the heart of the father!
Those who have seen the painting will be extremely impressed: the old man’s skin is dark, the thin face is covered with wrinkles like gullies and ruts, and the deep eyes are stunned and confused. The gaze is like remembering the past, but also looking forward to the future, let us feel the good-looking vision of the cow and sheep.
The chapped and anxious lips seem to have been dried for a long time, and there is only a mouthful of incisors in the mouth that I have tasted too much bitterness and bitterness. It is like a smashed, smashed big hand holding a broken and re-raised rough porcelain bowl. Drinking water, the sweat that oozes out in the tiny pores, I don鈥檛 know how much has slipped, sparse beard…
There is also a bitter life symbolizing the tragic color. It is deeply impressed by the tragic mark of his hard working life. Standing in front of this huge portrait picture, people feel the unique taste of tobacco on his body and feel his skin shaking. His blood is running.
When Ruan QingShuang saw her own father for many years, the picture she thought of was the painting of Luo Zhongli’s teacher, so her inner self-blame and annoyance was unrecognizable.
Lin Ge was silent for a while, and he was really thinking.
“Doves, people are not sages, you can’t do anything.” Ruan QingShuang indifferently said: “I know, you have your bottom line, but an old man who has reached the age of known destiny, wants to apologize, want to make up At that time, it may be the last and last hope and request in his life.”
Everyone is silent, this topic is a bit heavy, and Lin Ge even feels that he is too heavy to breathe.
“If you can forgive, then forgive me, time is faster than every one of us imagined.” Ruan QingShuang said, eyes have already burst into tears, unconsciously, she suddenly sang softly to sing the tears The song: “The old tree grows in front of the door, the dead wood in the courtyard blooms again, and half of the living has a lot of words, hiding in the white hair, the small ankle in memory, the small mouth of the meat, and giving love to him all his life. Only for that parent, where did the time go, I still haven鈥檛 felt good about the old age, and have children? For a lifetime, the children are crying and laughing, the time has gone, I haven鈥檛 taken a good look. Your eyes are spent, rice and oil salt? For half a lifetime, only the wrinkles on the face are left in the blink of an eye. Where did you go? Haven鈥檛 experienced the youth, you are old, and have children? For a lifetime, the children are crying and laughing. Now, where have you been, I haven鈥檛 taken a good look at your eyes, it鈥檚 spent, half a lifetime, and only wrinkles are left in the blink of an eye…鈥?/p>
At the end of the sing, Ruan QingShuang’s tears couldn’t stop getting out of the corner of her eyes. She really didn’t want to listen to this song. The feeling that this song brought to her was really too deep and deep. Everyone will be heavy, and the weight of this song is really heavy in the hearts of any parent or child.
Under the soft song of Ruan QingShuang, all the anger of Lin Ge has turned into silence, and his silence seems to be heavier than others. Any parent will feel where his time has gone, and Lin Ge suddenly begins to understand why Lin Shuhe is so desperate to appear in front of himself.
Yes, he also left the wrinkles on his face. He believes that even if Lin Biaohe only revenge for 20 years, he will still show the picture of the child crying when he closes his eyes. ? His love is transformed into hatred. After half a year, I suddenly realized.
“Dove, you should give him a chance. No matter what, no matter what happened, even if you are not willing to do it…” Ruan QingShuang said: “But time can’t wait another twenty years, these twenty years have been wasted too Pity.”
Xu Yun took a deep breath: “Sister Shuang is right, pigeons, think about it yourself. What should I do?”
After saying this, Xu Yun put the phone in front of Lin Ge: “There is his address on it, I let him leave it to me. We hope that you have already told you, the rest will be yours. Make your own choices. You can rest assured that no matter what choices you make, I support you. We all support you.”
Fang Ya also nodded: “Yes, we all support you, no matter what your decision is, any decision, I will listen to you.”
“Thank you…” Lin Ge couldn’t help it, but he was a man. He always insisted on the vow of bloodshed and tears. How can he cry in front of a woman? He got up and went straight into the bathroom. At this time, there was only cold water. In order to wash away the tears in his eyes that can’t control the gushing.
When tears and water were mixed, Lin Ge calmed down. The address on the Xu Yun mobile phone, he only remembered it and remembered it deeply. How did he think in his heart, only he knew it.