Chapter 1210
At the age of 28, parents began to worry about Lu Shu, and even took him to see doctors, physiotherapists, and psychologists.
Lu Shu spoke of a psychiatrist and said his many years of thinking, he is waiting for someone.
The psychiatrist comforted him for a long time, then wrote on the medical record, paranoia.
At the age of 29, Lu Shu's best friend got married and Lu Shu is the best man.
The bride's family dowry a car, Lu Shu asked the brothers, do you love her, good brothers say what love does not love, live on the line, this era is still talking about love.
When you are five years old, you can only go to the field one kilometer away to catch a butterfly.
At the age of ten, you can run through the shops of the streets for just one ice cream.
At the age of nineteen, you can go to a strange city for someone you like.
At the age of twenty-nine, you can find someone to live for a lifetime just for life.
The good brother said that he is getting lazy, too lazy to love, too lazy to be loved.
Lu Shu looked at the bright red groomsman's flower on the chest, and then looked at the beautiful bridesmaids around him. The brothers and grooms whispered to him: This girl is still single, very good, has a house at home, her parents work stably, she is a teacher.
The wedding was lively and embarrassing. A group of people who didn’t know sat in the banquet and pushed for a drink and a drink. They also said that the groomsmen and bridesmaids were beautiful.
Lu Shu has a trace of confusion, maybe this girl around is also good? He noticed that the bridesmaid was interested in him because the bride had told the bridesmaid that Lu Shu had worked smoothly in recent years. He was working hard when others fell in love. He was working hard when he was married and had children. .
The male master of the makeup is holding the microphone and asking for the oath. The groom said that I love you. The bride said that I love you too. Lu Shu could not even determine whether they said to each other.
When it comes to the process of throwing a handful of flowers, whoever gets it will have a good fortune, and Lu Shu’s good brother deliberately confessed to the bride’s hand and threw it to Lu Shu.
However, the bouquet was thrown in front of Lu Shu, but fell to the ground, or the bridesmaids smashed, leaving Lu Shu alone standing there in a daze.
Suddenly a bit sour in his heart, where are you?
The master of ceremonies suddenly laughed and asked: How did you cry with the best man?
Lu Shu stunned: Oh, I am happy for my good brother.
Master of applause: It is a good brother.
After the wedding, Lu Shu came to the groom's house. He looked at the glamorous bride sitting on the sofa like a little woman in the market.
30 years old, a good brother's wife is pregnant, resigned to go home to give birth, take care of children.
The good brother asked Lu Shu why he was still not married. Lu Shu said that he was still waiting. The good brother laughed: Lu Shu, you are so interesting.
At the age of 31, the good brothers borrowed Lu Shu to borrow money, saying that the children had more than 100,000 yuan in the club, and the family could not hold back.
Lu Shu lends the money to him and smiles: I don't need money anyway, you are still going back, but if you don't, you won't have it again.
Good brother said, rest assured, I saw the child now as if I saw my new life!
Lu Shu is a bit envious, but he still wants to wait.
This is 15 years.
At the age of 46, the high school classmates gathered again. The banquet went to work and got a lot of fat. The class spent hesitantly watching Lu Shu smile bitterly: you still haven't changed.
Lu Shu looked at himself in the mirror of the bathroom of the hotel. It seemed that time had done his hands and feet on him, punishing him to spend the rest of his life waiting for someone until he was old.
Someone asked Lu Shu how old the child was, and Lu Shu said that she was not married yet.
Everyone is astonished: Are you still waiting for that person?
Lu Shu said for a long time, right, still waiting.
Good brother asked: Is it not her?
Lu Shu hesitated for a long time in his heart, but in the end he said, yes, not her.
At the age of 47, the economic situation is not good and Lu Shu is unemployed.
The younger generation in the workplace is passionate, and Lu Shu is no longer the age of hard work, but the youngsters are not competitive.
At the age of 50, Lu Shu and his good brothers drank, and the good brothers came to Lu Shu's home. They no longer need to be staggered and feasting. They have already lived more than half of their lives. As if they can understand everything, two bottles of white wine are enough.
After a good brother’s face was flushed, he said that his body is getting worse and worse. His life is a plain rice, oil, salt and vinegar tea. His wife’s family is always dissatisfied with herself, and the children have to go to the cram school.
I have to spend money here, and I have to spend money there. Sometimes I look at the wife who is "you can do it" in the middle of the night and silently count the books at home with him. He almost collapses.
Kindergarten more than 1,000 or even thousands a month, the remedial class is also, the child said that wanting to go abroad, a few hundred years into the country, but he looked at the child's expectations, really do not want to admit that he can not afford it, he also I want to have my own life.
A good brother said that his child is eager to learn, and learning is much better than he was at the beginning. He wants to create good conditions for his children.
When he volunteered, he said that you must sign a volunteer for a job, but the child is not willing to listen. There is a huge gap between parents and children.
The father of the child looking at the shack said, I don't want to live like you.
The good brother said that the child began to understand me slowly after work, but I want to tell him more, don't compromise with life, don't think the world compromise.
When I talked, my eyes were red, and my brother said that the wine was so hot.
When the 56-year-old was drinking, the good brother was a lot silent. He said to Lu Shu: Actually, I am a little envious of you knowing that you are alone and never compromised.
Lu Shu is bitter. In fact, I also thought about compromising, but I have waited for so many years, and I am not the last one.
The good brother asked him if he hadn't waited yet.
Lu Shu, who was originally hesitant, suddenly said, then wait a lifetime.
At the age of 80, my brother was seriously ill. Lu Shu came to the hospital bed. The brothers pulled down the oxygen and said that in the past few days, my life has been like a slide for eighty years.
Those who regret, do not regret, are vividly in sight.
Lu Shu holds the other's hand and relaxes on each other's skin, like a piece of leather covering the body, which may fall off at any time.
The good brother suddenly cried and said, I dreamed last night, dreaming that I went back to our playground. In the spring season, everyone played basketball. Do you remember the girl who confessed to me, she took a bottle? The mineral water was handed to me, and I looked back at the playground where the grass was flying.
The people around me are shouting in excitement, and the bustling and bustling world is shouting, together, together.
At the age of 90, Lu Shu also lie in the ward, no one came to see him. Lu Shu lying alone on the hospital bed is like a lonely city. A person, a city, and his distressed.
On this day, a mysterious young man came to his ward and looked at Lu Shu, who was hanging down. He said, "Do you understand your own heart?"
……
There are two chapters. These two chapters are very emotional, I am slow, and everyone else will see it tomorrow morning.