Chapter 231
Zhang Zi An heard this, I can roughly guess the follow-up.
Guo Dongyue is a highly educated person, and the professional qualities of the designer require him to be as meticulous as possible. That night he comforted his mother, but after hanging up the phone, he never fell asleep. The next day, he returned to the country by plane and went directly to his mother’s house and took her to the hospital for examination. Guo Mu was very resistant and said that she was in good health. Don’t waste this money. In the end, Guo Dongyue almost took her to the hospital.
After running several hospitals without results, he finally diagnosed the condition in an authoritative hospital – Alzheimer’s syndrome, although it is only early, but some symptoms have gradually become obvious.
Guo Dongyue is very self-blaming, why didn’t he notice it earlier? He googled some knowledge about the disease, although the cause is unknown, but proof shows that widowed, isolated and depressed people tend to have a higher incidence.
His father died young, almost exclusively by his mother. He grew up growing up, left home to go to college, and then went abroad to study. After working, he was renting a house near the company to live close to the company. In addition, he often traveled on a business trip, except for the holidays. Go back home once.
In the process of working hard and working hard for the cause, he did not consider the feelings of his mother alone. He even felt impatient when he received a phone call from his mother. If he couldn’t speak a few words, he would hang up. My mother has retired. Because she has always been quiet, she doesn’t like relatives, she doesn’t have any special hobbies. She can’t get along with the neighbors who have been gangs and dance square dances all day. Now, I can’t imagine how my mother spent the years. ……
Every time the mother calls for a safe call, he always caresslessly, but never asks about his mother’s body… Of course, if it is just a headache, even if he asks, the mother will definitely Concealed.
Guo Mu is not sure what disease she has, but thinks that Guo Dongyue is arrogant and spending money – patients with Alzheimer’s disease are the same as normal people most of the time in the early stages of the disease, not to mention Guo Mu feels. No abnormalities, even in the eyes of others, even the hospital is difficult to diagnose.
Guo Dongyue invited her mother to a full-time babysitter, because it is easy to get out of the way when she is sick and can’t find her. Guo Mu used to live alone, and the family suddenly came to a stranger, very uncomfortable. She felt that it was a waste of money. When her son was old, it was time to consider paying for marriage. Although Guo Dongyue earned a lot, no one thought it was too much money. Despite this, she still couldn’t help her son, and she had to promise to let the babysitter take care of her.
The nanny is Guo Dongyue’s high price, and the professional quality and ability do not have to be said. It is not bad to get along with Guo. However, with the deterioration of Guo’s condition, the temper became more and more weird and lonely. When the disease occurred, it was suspected that the nanny was a thief who sneaked into the house and reported to the police. Sometimes the babysitter went out to buy food. In order to prevent her from leaving home, she would lock her in the house. She suspected that there were bad people kidnapping her and calling the police again… The police were also taken care of by the police, and the babysitter also resigned several times. One.
Many people advised Guo Dongyue to send her to the old apartment. It is not a problem to do so. He does not agree in any way. He does not want to send his mother to the place full of strangers, because the mother is not the same as the normal person when he is sick. I don’t want to associate her with the word “patient.” Sometimes he came home and saw his mother wearing glasses sitting in the rocking chair of the living room to read the newspaper. He felt that the time of ten years was not enough.
Until one time, the mother lifted her gaze from the newspaper and smiled at him gently. He also responded with a smile. She felt that her face was ruddy, her face was very good, and her eyes were shining with luster, as if she were young. His heart was filled with hope, maybe a miracle occurred, and the drug eased the condition?
She smiled and asked with curiosity: “See you are familiar, who are you looking for? The child has not returned yet, or are you waiting?”
Guo Dongyue had forgotten what happened after that. When he returned, he was shaken by the young man in the bartender costume and told him that the bar was going to fight.
Guo’s condition gradually intensified, and her waking hours were getting less and less. She often forgot to do what she did after she stood up, and stood alone in the same place, even forgot to sit down. Her memory is like a broken pearl necklace, inexplicably missing the rope, and the remaining pearls are lost one by one.
She still remembers Guo Dongyue, who can recognize him occasionally, but most of the time she only remembers him when she was in high school. That is her pride. She will be anxious to have a meal at 11 in the morning and 5 in the afternoon, saying that the child is going out of school, when learning the most tired and long body, no matter how hungry.
Guo Dongyue will try to explain to her at the beginning, saying that I am Dongyue, your son, I have grown up. At first, after a lot of hard work, she can still think back, smile at him, ask how the work is going, is it very hard? As time went by, the explanation became pale and weak, the expression on her face became more and more indifferent, showing obvious impatience, and even once she pushed him away, stood up and screamed not to pretend to be my son…
She stood for two minutes like this, the anger on her face disappeared, and she returned to calmness. She smiled at Guo Dongyue who was pushed aside: “You sit for a while, the weather is cold, I am going to find out my son’s autumn and winter clothes… …”
From that day on, Guo Dongyue knew that he had disappeared into his mother’s memory forever after the university. This does not blame her, because after he went to college, the connection with her became weak. This is retribution, this must be retribution.
He is very clear that this is only the beginning. Later, she will irreversibly forget him in high school, him in junior high school, and him in elementary school, just like an old photo that is fading.
When she forgets everything, the fire of life will be extinguished.
Unconsciously, the store is already silent. Old Time Tea turned off the TV, Fina stopped fighting, and Xinghai sat on one side, letting the kittens play and play. Even Richard, who has been screaming all day long, hasn’t interrupted, only occasionally licking the feathers on his chest. Everyone is listening to Guo Dongyue telling the story. Only Snow Lion is still obsessively staring at Fina’s tail and ignores the things around him.
Guo Dongyue’s tone is very calm, as if to tell a thing that has nothing to do with him, but Zhang Zi An can feel the pain hidden under this calm.