Asking for two days off and some reflections
Take a 2-day break and resume updating on February 1st.
Everyone has seen how bad my state has been recently, so there is no need to go into details here.
Enough has been said about complaining, and there is no point in saying more.
In short, my brain really can't bear this kind of high-load continuous operation. If I force myself to continue writing, the quality will only get worse and worse.
So I decided to take a 2-day short vacation to recuperate.
Sorry_(:з ∠)_
I've been taking a lot of leave lately, and some book friends are worried that I won't be able to give up because of declining grades and difficulty in writing.
I'm here to guarantee that this is impossible.
Old book friends who know me all know:
Before this Conan fanfic, I had written a total of 4 novels.
Except for the original urban novel that I lacked in skills, chose a sensitive subject, and happened to be caught in a net storm, I really couldn't write it anymore due to force majeure.
For the other three novels, no matter how difficult the writing process was, I persisted in writing them until the end.
On dismal results:
When my first book was put on the shelves, it had 6,000 collections and an initial order of 500. I still happily wrote more than a million words and increased the average order from 500 to 5,000.
On the difficulties of creation:
My last book, "Le Qing's Bizarre Adventure," Kavin stuck made me lose control of my emotions and my mentality exploded countless times.
At that time, I updated less than 100,000 words per month, and I asked for leave on a "weekly" basis.
Because the update was extremely embarrassing, my income also hit a career low.
He was so glass-hearted that he couldn't accept any criticism, so he would go to the book review section every now and then to argue with people, as if only seeing a lot of praise could he be worthy of his hard work. (Now I don’t read the book review section, I only read this chapter, and I have never made this mistake again)
Even my family and friends said that I was abnormal during that period and my personality became autistic.
Advise me to give up, persuade me to change my career.
But I persisted.
Compared with before, the situation of this book is much better.
Whether it's out of the author's responsibility or the writer's obsession, I can't give up halfway.
I just don't want to muddle along.
In order to ensure updates, I write content that I am not satisfied with in a daze.
Future updates of this book may still be like this, and the quality may not be improved as expected.
But it will be complete.
If you are willing to wait, I will do my best to write it to the best I can.
Finally, thank you for your tolerance and care along the way. Thank you.