Taking a day off and some remarks

Sorry_(:з ∠)_

I took leave so late today

It’s just that Carvin’s old habit of transitional chapters has happened again.

I've been holding it in all night, deleting, deleting, modifying, and coding more than half of it, but it still doesn't feel right.

Seeing that I would have to stay up late if I continued to hold it in, and my schedule would have to change again, I shamelessly asked for leave again.

Give it time to polish it up.

Will definitely resume updating tomorrow.

Thank you all for always supporting me, such a willful old pigeon.

To be honest, this book is too long, beyond my ability to handle.

Writing a book is actually a very interesting thing, but it is just like playing a game. Playing a game for a day is very exciting, but playing the game for a year, you have to play for 8 hours every day, and you can't rest for 365 days, and you have to sleep. Thinking about studying game equipment and play styles is like going to jail.

In the past, the writing was short and the feeling was not that profound.

This time I overestimated my attempt, but it made me completely realize the fact that I couldn't control a 2 million-word novel.

The serialization for more than a year has almost wiped out all my inspiration and creative enthusiasm. Staying up late, having insomnia, and having a disordered work and rest schedule almost ran through the entire second half of the series.

I can persist until now only because of everyone's support.

deeply appreciated.

If it weren't for everyone's company, I might have become disheartened and quit working as an eunuch.

(In the past two days, my family has been trying to persuade me to change my career. They are also thinking about me. After all, my family's financial situation is not bad, and my family is not short of my royalties. They feel that instead of shutting up at home every day and writing books, I suffer from insomnia every night. If you are struggling, it is better to change your career, find a more relaxed job, and live a normal life.)

(But after all, I still like to write books and there are so many readers who have been supporting me. So, in the end, the dispute was inevitable.)

(These troubles from reality may be the reason why I suddenly want to talk nonsense today)

In short

I dare not say that I will be able to think smoothly without asking for leave in the future.

All I can say is that after stumbling along until now, I am finally not far from completing the book.

Thank you. I will try my best to finish this book and not let you down.