Chapter 237: I will never be reconciled to such good intentions

Chapter 237 I will never be reconciled to such good intentions

Zhi looked at Liuli, her eyes full of sincerity, "I'm not afraid of Madam's jokes. I don't know how much I envy Madam. She looks like me now, but I still look good, but if one day..." She sighed and cast her eyes faintly outside, "It would be fine if I had the blessing of going before Governor Qu. If not, I will have to rely on my brother, sister-in-law and nephews to survive in the future. Even though I have no worries about food and clothing, I am destined to die alone."

Liuli looked at her doubtfully, remembering what Pei Xingjian said last night, "I'm afraid Mrs. Zhi will not return to the Qu family." She was even more puzzled. Nowadays, if the husband dies without children, most women will indeed return to their family, but Mrs. Zhi After all, her status is different. Although she is a concubine, she is no different from the governor's wife in Xizhou. I heard that Qu Zhizhan takes great care of the family. It stands to reason that in order to maintain this relationship, she should stay in Qu. Family is the priority, unless... Liuli slowed down her voice and said, "Madam, there is no need to worry too much. Madam treats Governor Qu with all her heart, and I think the Governor will also make plans for Madam."

Zhishi shook his head, with a rather bitter smile, "Even if the governor has the intention to do this, he is powerless. Zhishi and Qu know this well. My status is already like this, just like the foreign wife of Hu merchants, now I say She is the governor's wife. Once she leaves Xizhou, she is nothing. No matter how generous the Qu family is, how can they record a man and a woman under the name of a foreign concubine? Even then, they were willing to tolerate me. How dare I leave my home thousands of miles away and go to Chang'an to seek trouble for myself?

She stopped her mouth as if she had made a mistake, and said with a smile, "What are you talking about? It's not dirty to Madam's ears. Madam is different. No matter what, Pei Changshi's children are Madam's children, so there is no need to worry about their future happiness." Yes, I respect you, madam!" He said with a smile and raised the cup in his hand.

Liuli was a little startled when she heard this, but when she saw her raising her glass, she quickly picked up the glass and drank it down without thinking. This sweet-scented osmanthus was originally made from fresh golden osmanthus sealed in fine rice wine for several years. It smells sweet but is actually a bit strong. After drinking it, Liuli felt a burning sensation all the way from her throat to her belly. She almost choked and coughed, but she managed to hold it back until tears welled up in her eyes.

Looking up, she saw Mr. Zhi looking at her in surprise while holding a wine glass that he had only taken a sip from. She could only twitch the corners of her lips, "Unexpectedly, the church lady laughed." She quickly took out her handkerchief and wiped her eyes.

Yun Yi caught a glimpse of Yun Yi from the side and stood up, "What's wrong with sister?" She walked over in two steps and looked at Ji Shi angrily, "What did you say to sister?"

Zhishi shook her head with a blank look on her face. She had already thought about it twice. She clearly didn't have time to say anything just now. How could this Kudi drink such a glass of wine by herself?

Liuli also gave Yunyi a hand and said with a wry smile, "It's not just my wife's business. I smelled the sweetness of this wine and accidentally drank it too much and choked."

Yunyi looked at the empty cup in front of Liuli and couldn't help but laugh in surprise. She bowed apologetically to Zhi, "Yunyi was rude, madam, please forgive me." Then she said to Liuli, "Sister is too careless. You usually don't drink alcohol, but you don't know that this wine is not only strong in the mouth, but also has a strong stamina. Sister, drink some food to drink it down!"

Liuli looked at Yunyi's concerned eyes, nodded and smiled, but felt confused in her heart. She finally knew why Qu Chongyu indulged her like this. No wonder Pei Xingjian was so sure that "Zhi Shi will not return to the Qu family", and no wonder he would use "anything can be done" to describe the behavior of those high-ranking families giving away their daughters. It turns out that behind the surface scenery is actually such a word: outer chamber!

She naturally also knew that many of the Hu businessmen who lived in Chang'an and Xizhou all year round also married wives in Xizhou. Although they were nominally equal wives, if these women really brought their children to Chang'an to seek life, it would be nothing more than that. They are just like maids and concubines, but Hu people don't care about status. As long as they keep rich property, no one cares about it. But in the eyes of a wealthy family, an ordinary wife of this status is simply an outcast... But Qu Chongyu allowed Yun Yi to do whatever he wanted, not afraid that she would offend his elders and colleagues, but he had no intention of taking Yun Yi back to Qu's family in Chang'an. In fact, it would be better for Yunyi not to go to Chang'an, but does she know that?

Liuli could not wait to pull Yunyi aside immediately to ask questions, but she also knew that this was definitely not the place for questioning, so she could only suppress her thoughts. Yunyi had already picked up a piece of steamed meat and put it into Liuli's bowl, "Sister Sister, eat quickly!”

Liuli said softly, "I understand, just sit back and talk later."

Yun Yi smiled and turned back, then turned around and gestured vividly with Qu Jingtang how much wine Liuli drank in one sip. Everyone in the tent laughed, but Mrs. Zhang looked at Zhi Shi more. Somewhat profound.

Zhi was a little bit dumbfounded. She saw Liuli eating meat and vegetables without saying a word. Her expression didn't seem like she was appreciative, but rather like she had a grudge against the dishes. She was puzzled and thought about what she just said a third time, but she was still the same. It's a feeling of confusion.

After Liuli finally put down the silver chopsticks, Zhi Shi smiled and whispered, "I have heard about my sister-in-law going to harass Madam a few days ago. This is her fault! She is used to being enthusiastic. She is also used to being arrogant and talks too casually. She is a common wife and a noble concubine. What is the relationship between Madam and Chang Shi? Even if Madam agrees, Chang Shi will definitely not accept it. Yes. These words are too rude. I originally wanted to ask Madam to come over and apologize, but I didn’t expect that my sister-in-law said the wrong thing again. Madam, please don’t take it seriously! How about punishing yourself with a drink?”

The stamina of the osmanthus wine has gradually taken off, and Liuli's cheeks felt a little warm. After listening to these words, he saw Zhiji tilting his head and drinking a whole glass of wine, and his mind became more and more confused. What on earth did this person want to say? He could only laugh and say, "Madam is too polite. When Liuli is also outspoken, why is it worth it for Madam? I wonder what Madam means by saying something that is beneficial and harmless?"

Zhishi put down the wine glass, covered her mouth with a handkerchief, and her heart sank slightly. "You can speak out loud." Kudisi wanted to remind herself that what she just said was true! This person is usually quiet, but he is really difficult to deal with. No wonder he was able to force the top managers into fearing to take action six years ago. Only a short-sighted person like Zhang would think that his reputation and virtue could be used to impress her. Don't you know that any scheming woman will never allow a common wife or concubine whose family background is better than her own to become her enemy? This Cudi family is obviously intolerant of others. Even if he has to let his husband take a concubine and pamper his maidservant, he will definitely choose someone who can be tightly held in his hands. How can he allow them to have other plans?

She calmed down, raised her eyes and said with a smile, "The so-called two benefits are just what I thought. Although Madam has lived in Xizhou for a long time, there are some things that may not be clear, or it may be inconvenient to come forward. No matter what, If there is a time when we can be used, just let us know. Who among us has not had the honor of Chang Shi in the past few years? Have you hired a girl from a small family as a concubine, or do you want to buy a maid with a pure and reliable background, who are both willing to serve? She couldn't bear such kindness. Liuli smiled and nodded, "Thank you, madam." The perfunctory tone in her tone would never be misunderstood.

Jishi didn't realize it, but he diligently persuaded Liuli to have some food and wine, and chatted a lot of gossip, then he casually smiled and said, "Madam is a smart person. I wonder if Madam has ever thought about what would happen if things don't go as she wants in the future." , how should we plan? Logically, there is no harm in adopting one." He sighed with self-pity, "It's just that I have seen a lot of adoptions in the clan, but this child is extremely difficult to choose, because he is too old. It won’t work, it won’t work if you can’t raise it, and it won’t work if you are too young. Firstly, it will be difficult to support, and secondly, you can’t tell your character. If you are too stupid, it will make people angry, but if you are too smart, it will not make people worry. , not to mention that it is doubly difficult to choose the child's parents. If you encounter someone with deep scheming and powerful methods, you may accidentally involve your own family fortune. You have to choose the one you like. Don't do it. Let others coax you..."

 Is she finished yet? Liuli had a feeling of alcohol in her chest. Hearing the more she spoke, she became more and more detailed. She couldn't help but feel irritated. She turned around and looked at Zhi Shi silently. When Zhi Shi met her gaze, she felt a chill rising from behind. All the words that had not yet been spoken were immediately choked back, and he smiled awkwardly after a while, "I am just taking it easy. No matter what, my wife is a hundred times better than me. Like me, I have no children and have to worry about my death." , If I really have a child, I'm afraid I'll be even more worried. If the Qu family says they want to take him away, what can I do? It's just a waste of my hard work!"

Liuli was stunned and turned around to take a look at Yunyi. She resisted with difficulty: So, Yunyi has never had a child in the past few years. Is that a good thing? She was thinking about something on her mind, so naturally she didn't notice. The person next to her glanced at Mrs. Zhang and her cousin, and shook her head slightly with a cold expression. Both of them looked slightly dim, and quickly glanced at Liuli, their eyes becoming more and more serious. Deep and cold.

Liu Li raised her head if she felt something, but the figures in her eyes were a little blurry. She rubbed her eyes attentively, and then looked over. The room was full of faces talking and laughing. Is there anything strange about it?

Zhi's expression has relaxed, with a smile on his face, "It is said that men are unlucky and like the new and hate the old. I only take it like this. Only when I met Pei Changshi did I know that there are such single-minded people. Madam is really blessed. As long as Pei Changshi continues like this, what is there to worry about in the future? As a wife, everything else is empty. Only the husband's favor is the most important. Those fox girls must not take advantage of this. I’ve sent all those people far away in a few years, which saves my worries..."

These words were not harsh at all, but they were just like a lullaby that made people's minds more and more dizzy. Liuli still had many random questions in her mind, but she couldn't bear to listen any more, so she simply held her forehead and closed her eyes. . In her ears, she heard Ji's voice changed to, "Mrs. Kudi, madam, quickly bring the hot towel and sobering soup." Yunyi's voice also got much closer in an instant, "Sister, sister can't drink enough." Feeling comfortable?"

She opened her eyes and smiled, "It's okay, I just drank a little too much."

Zhishi smiled quickly and said, "It's all my fault. Madam, do you want to go down and rest for a while? Or should you use some hangover soup first?"

Liuli smiled apologetically and said, "Madam, if you don't mind, please forgive Liuli for being rude and leave now. Come back tomorrow to receive your punishment."

Zhishi stood up and said, "As long as Mrs. Kudi doesn't blame her, let me take her a few steps away."

Qu Jingtang stood up without any haste, "Let Jingtang do the work instead."

Liuli apologized to everyone in the tent, held the hands of Qu Jingtang and Yun Yi and walked out slowly. After exiting the gate of Qu Mansion, she let out a long breath and felt her body became a little lighter.

Qu Jingtang's hands were much colder than Yun Yi's, and his voice was a little colder, "I think it's too early for Madam to go back to sleep now."

Liu Li's heart was moved, and she turned to look at her. Qu Jingtang's smile was a bit mocking, "I've been accustomed to drinking this wine since I was a child. It has more stamina than this. Madam, be careful." She walked a few more steps and then calmly said He added, "Chang Shi should be more careful."

There will be an extra chapter of Pink at 10pm tonight. Ah Lan's coding is a bit slow. It takes a long time to type one chapter. Please forgive me.

  

  

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