Chapter 251:
They were very close, their eyes were facing each other, and they could clearly see the message in each other's eyes.
But this man has always been strategizing and calm, and no one can figure out his emotions.
She used to be sure of his feelings for her, but now she is not sure. When she saw him sitting on a high platform with her own eyes and praising the performer for her good piano playing, she no longer dared to be confident.
Even though his eyes were full of pain when he looked at him now, Wei Hanzhang didn't feel moved.
"Ran Ran," Xiao Junzhan was hurt by the coldness in her eyes, and his heart ached. He didn't know what to say to comfort her for a moment, so he moved his lips and said with difficulty: "Don't look at me like that."
"I am much older than you, but this is also my first time loving someone. I don't know anything. I treat you all out of my heart. I will also be jealous and uneasy, and maybe I will do something wrong. How can I really do that?" If I hurt your heart, please tell me and let’s stop making trouble, okay?”
Her chin was held by him, and she could clearly see the wetness in his eyes, and could also hear that he was giving in every word, showing his sincerity without any concealment.
…But she didn’t dare to ask for it.
She placed her eyes on his thick and long eyelashes and said, "Do you want to listen to the truth?"
Xiao Junzhan wanted to kiss her red and swollen eyes, but after restraining himself, he nodded gently.
"To be honest, I'm a little tired," Wei Hanzhang said in an unhurried tone. Even though he was holding him and sitting on his lap, he didn't show any intimacy at all. He said softly, "Xiao Boqian, you know, I've been... It hurts."
Xiao Junzhan's heart tightened: "Is the wound still recovering?"
“No,” Wei Hanzhang shook his head slowly, “It’s not that my arm hurts, it’s that my heart hurts.”
"You said it hurt me when you kissed my cousin. It hurt me when you were cruel to me. It also hurt me when I saw other women flattering you and you didn't refuse." In his shocked eyes, he looked tired Leaning on his shoulder: "I don't want to hurt like this anymore. I can't let myself feel so uncomfortable anymore."
"I haven't suffered much since I was a child, and I haven't shed a few tears since I was sensible. I thought I would cry when Gu Yunran married two people, but I didn't. I also thought I would cry when he broke off the engagement. , or not, even when he married Qi Yuxiao, I still didn’t cry. "
“I’m used to being heartless. I’ve loved to bully him since I was a child, and he’s the only one who’s willing to give in to me. But this is the first time I’ve tasted heartache from you...I’m scared.”
“It really hurts, I’m afraid of the pain.”
Her voice became quieter and quieter as she talked about it later, but in Xiao Junzhan's ears, it was like a roar.
“I’m sorry Ranran, I shouldn’t have deliberately lied to you, and I’m sorry to make you so sad.”
His eyes were frightened, he held her hand tightly, and said in a trembling voice: "Don't believe those **** words. I have only kissed you. I have never looked at other girls. I don't even remember the person who presented the piano." "My name is all about you, and the only person who can be held in my arms is you. I will never make you sad again."
"If I don't hurt you, when will I be willing to hurt you?" Looking at the fingerprints on her chin, Xiao Junzhan lowered his head and blew on you, very carefully: "I was so angry at your words that I lost my senses, and I lost my sense of balance for a moment. If you don’t like me touching you in the future, I won’t touch you, okay?”
“I will bear all the pain from now on, and I won’t let you suffer any more.”
"Losed your mind?" Wei Hanzhang lowered his head and looked at his facial features close at hand, and said calmly: "Can I make you lose your mind with just one word?"
“Ran Ran,” Xiao Junzhan smiled bitterly, “This is my first time coming into contact with the word love. I heard that you have been so close to other men and yet managed to retain some sanity.”
Wei Hanzhang looked directly into his eyes: "Have you regained your consciousness now?"
“…” Xiao Junzhan pursed his lips and looked at her: “You also said angry words, right?”
Wei Hanzhang paused slightly and said, "Do you want to hear the truth or a lie?" After their eyes met for a few seconds, he stretched out his hand to hold her shoulders, pulled her into his arms, and said in a trembling voice: "No need to say it, I don't want to. Know."
Whether it was in the cave with Chen Zizhu, or with Gu Yunran when he was young and ignorant, everything has passed.
Such an intimate entanglement of lips and tongues, she had really experienced it with someone else.
…Is there anything else?
She is so courageous, do they have anything else?
Xiao Junzhan's heart was bleeding and he was breathing heavily.
Hearing that something was wrong with him, Wei Hanzhang reached out to push his shoulder, but was pushed down on the table with his backhand and kissed him.
She was startled and subconsciously wanted to struggle, but her waist was tightened, the back of her neck was held, and her injured arm was restrained by him under her ribs, unable to move.
He had no strength to resist, and he kissed her very eagerly. He robbed her of air in a few seconds, and soon she was just trying to fight for oxygen.
It wasn’t until the cheeks being kissed turned red and I was out of breath that I was gently let go.
Xiao Junzhan buried his face in her neck and waited for the two of them to calm down before saying, "Let's stop making trouble and live a good life in the future, okay?"
The girl under him was silent, causing him to raise his head and look down. The moment their eyes met, he lowered his head and kissed her again: "I promise, I won't make you sad in the future, no matter how angry you are. Don’t blame other girls for deliberately being a raft.”
There was still a residual redness in his eyes, which seemed like murderous intent, but also like the remnants of holding back tears.
It can be seen that after hearing those words, he felt very sad.
But he still endured the sadness and coaxed her with a low eyebrow.
Wei Hanzhang felt a little happy, but compared to the injustice he had suffered these past few days, it was not enough to relieve his anger.
She said: "What if I never like you? Will you 'lose your mind' again?"
"No, Ran Ran, I promise you that I will never let you shed a tear from now on." Xiao Junzhan lightly tapped her lips and said word by word: "Since you can like me once, you can like me again." Second time.”
"Except for you, I will never be so nice to anyone again." He sighed softly, carried her to the couch, lay down, put his arms around her waist and said, "Just remember, no matter who you like, , you can only stay in my arms, I can't listen to you on this matter. "
Wei Hanzhang remained silent.
Xiao Junzhan gently stroked her long hair and said softly: "The dead wood and vine have been found. I will cure you of the poison when I return to Beijing."
“Aren’t you afraid that after I get rid of the poison, I will find that I have a deep love for Chen Zishu?”
She knows how to affect his emotions.
Xiao Junzhan was silent for a long time, and suddenly put his forehead against his: "Then I admit it, since I can drive Gu Yunran out of your heart, what does Chen Zishu mean?"
"You won't avenge a private vendetta and deliberately embarrass him? Or let him go, cause an accident, and let him die... Ugh!"
As she spoke, she put her hand to cover her lips, glared at the man who suddenly took a bite of her, and said angrily: "You hit me!" (End of Chapter)