Chapter 393 No
Facing Zhou Qing's doubts, Shen Li rubbed his eyebrows and sighed, leaning back, leaning there, his whole body showing a kind of depressive exhaustion, and Zhou Qing felt as if his heart dropped.
"If it's not convenient to say it, then don't say it. I don't have to know, I just ask casually."
"It's not that it's inconvenient to say, it's that Zhao Dacheng and Su Heng obviously had no intention of telling their father-in-law. I found out not long ago, so I haven't figured out how to tell my father-in-law yet.
The current situation cannot be recognized even if it is said, but it is easy to reveal some clues and cause unnecessary danger. "
"But let me tell you, my father can feel better.
His eight sons, his wife, his son, his daughter-in-law, his grandchildren
They were all wiped out, all gone. Do you know how uncomfortable he felt?
Don't look at him being cheerful every day, but ever since he learned about the murder in Rongyang Hou Mansion, he made him laugh many times, and I could see that it was all just an act.
I don’t have the heart to say it, but..."
Zhou Qing couldn't speak any more and closed his eyes.
"Sometimes, when I see him smiling, I feel so distressed that I want to cry. I want to say, if you can't laugh, then stop laughing, but I can't say that.
He has to live.
If he couldn't force a smile even if he tried to force a smile on his face, he might really not be able to survive.
Even if it's just pretending.
His whole family was gone, and he was the only one left.
Before coming to Kyoto, he had been unable to sleep for many nights, and would just stay awake night after night.
You said, he was awake and staring at the dark night, how did he survive?
I couldn't even think about it, my heart ached.
I saw him secretly go to a pharmacy outside to get a prescription for tranquilizers.
My father."
While Zhou Qing was talking, tears fell from nowhere, and she raised her hand to wipe them away.
"Later, until I came to Kyoto, I met His Majesty, the abbot of the Great Buddha Temple, Marquis Lide, Marquis Qingyang, Uncle Yun Qing, and Wang Jin. These people were making trouble around him every day. I've only seen him actually smile a few times.
These people can make him feel that he is really alive, that kind of life, with flesh and blood.
Sometimes I feel that my father may live just for hatred, and if he gets revenge in the future, he won't even have a thought about living.
I don’t even know how he was going to live at that time.
The whole family is gone.
Sometimes, I just hope that my revenge will not be so quick. If I wait a few more years, I am really afraid that my father will not be able to bear it. "
Shen Li scooped up Zhou Qing, held him in his arms, and said in a hoarse voice, "I understand, I understand."
Zhou Qing felt sorry for Zhou Huaishan and cried in Shen Li's arms for a long time. After a while, he sat up with his eyes red and swollen.
"So, whether it's Wang Jin or Su Heng, if they are really my father's son or grandson, they should tell him that at least my father still has something to live for."
"good."
Shen Li patted Zhou Qing's shoulder gently, feeling too uncomfortable to speak.
He could well understand the feeling of having all his close relatives gone, but being the only one left alive.
Sometimes, it is despair, and more often than not, it is confusion besides hatred.
Zhou Qing pulled the handkerchief and wiped his nose, "You just said that Su Heng is my father's three-year-old son. I remember that my father's youngest son seems to be five months old."
Shen Li nodded, "Yeah, but so far, the only one I've found is Su Heng."
Zhou Qing asked: "Then Wang Jin is the one who is five months old. He is about the same age. He and Su Heng look alike. I remember my father said that the ones above the three-year-old are all teenagers." ”
Shen Li sighed, "This kind of thing cannot be concluded based on this. I will check again. It may be the grandson, or..."
Or it might not matter.
The heavy conversation made both of them feel depressed. There was no lust for the night, and the two fell asleep hugging each other.
Holding Zhou Qing in his arms, Shen Li finally found something other than hatred in life.
In Zhou Qing's words, I have thoughts of living other than hatred.
Let the empty heart be filled.
Early the next morning, before Zhou Qing got up, Shen Li had already gone to the morning meeting.
Huang Chen's case was concluded, and Huang and Shen Shuan were sentenced to death and executed.
I thought what the second prince would do based on his infatuation for Shen Mingzhu.
As a result, the second prince did not make any move to plead for mercy from beginning to end, which made the people of the second prince's party feel relieved and the people of the princeling party were greatly disappointed.
As soon as the morning court was over, Qingyang Hou and Yun Qingbo, who had rarely come to the morning court, sandwiched Shen Li on the left and right.
"You don't have to force yourself to do some things. Don't worry, even if you're not very good at it, our brother Shan won't dislike you."
Being flanked by these two people, Shen Li was originally confused and wondering what they were going to do. When he heard this, his eyes suddenly twitched and he looked at Qingyang Hou in surprise.
ah?
I can not?
Qingyang Hou nodded sincerely towards Shen Li and patted him on the shoulder.
Yun Qingbo then patted Shen Li on the shoulder and sighed, "It's really okay. We all know that this kind of thing is inevitable. Don't take it too seriously. You've got dark circles under your eyes. No As for that, it really doesn’t matter.”
Shen Li
Turning his head to meet Uncle Yun Qing's gaze, Shen Li twitched his lips, "No, what are you talking about?"
Yun Qingbo and Qingyang Hou sighed together, showing the compassionate expressions characteristic of the abbot of the Great Buddha Temple, "Don't worry, it's really okay."
Shen Li?
Just when Shen Li was confused, Shen Li's father Guang Pingbo came from behind and stopped next to Shen Li, "Come home with me!"
A group with dark faces.
Shen Li?
"What's wrong?"
Uncle Guang Ping sighed angrily, "You have the nerve to ask, but I'm too embarrassed to say, let's go home and talk about it later!"
After saying that, he lifted his feet and walked out.
The confusion on Shen Li's head became even heavier.
Look at Yun Qingbo on the left and Qingyang Hou on the right.
The two men waved to him in unison, pitifully saying, "Go."
That attitude is very telling: Don’t worry and return to the west!
Guangping Bofu.
As soon as Shen Licai entered the old lady's house, a tea cup was thrown at him in the opposite direction, followed immediately by the old lady's roar, "Are you going to make me mad to death?"
Shen Li knelt down in confusion and confusion, "Grandma, what happened?"
The old lady gritted her teeth and looked at Shen Li, her face livid, "Didn't I tell you that you would be completely cut off from the Prince Ning's son?"
Shen Li suddenly
"Ang, I'm done."
The old lady slapped the table, as if she was going to fight.
"You broke it off, but you found a handsome boy, right?"
Shen Li's head was full of questions.
Without waiting for Shen Li's reaction, the old lady said again: "You can just find a handsome young man, why can't you even look down on him, and he was robbed by a bad old man in his forties!"
Shen Li? !
"Grandma, my grandson can't understand what you are talking about."
The old lady grinded her teeth angrily, "Don't you understand? It's spread all over the capital, saying that you are not good at Shen Li. You can't even compare to a bad old man in his forties. That boy would rather follow that old man than follow you!"
Shen Li became more and more confused.
Mrs. Guangping looked at Shen Li's look and finally couldn't help but remind her, "Did you take a handsome young man to Hongxiufang before?"
Shen Li! ! !
That's Zhou Qing!
Looking at Shen Li's expression, Mrs. Guangping rolled her eyes at him and said, "Yesterday, that boy followed an old man again! Now everyone in Kyoto knows that you have been poached!"
Shen Li! ! !
A bad old man in his forties?
That's his father-in-law!
I wipe it!