Chapter 399: why him
Chapter 399 Why Him
The next day, Xia Ling went to the emperor's office building as usual and met Feng Kun.
Feng Kun told her that the old doctor had made arrangements. He would be the only one to attend the specialist clinic next Wednesday. If she went there at that time, he would definitely be the one to attend the consultation.
A big stone in Xia Ling's heart finally fell to the ground.
However, not long after, my heart started to worry again: "What about the medicine I used to take...?"
Feng Kun frowned this time: "Xiao Ling, this is what I want to tell you. You have to think clearly about whether to keep this child or not. I checked your hospitalization list and found that you have used antibiotics. Although you This is not the most harmful to pregnant women, but it also carries the risk of damaging the fetus.”
Xia Ling's face turned pale.
This is the result she has always been worried about, but she never expected it to come true. This child was not easy to come by, and she had gone to great lengths to save its life. Now, I'm told that maybe it has flaws?
She began to regret, why didn't she listen to Lin Yunan's advice and use a substitute? If the paragliding accident hadn't happened, she would be happily and safely with Li Lei now, looking forward to the smooth birth of her little life. However, the accident changed everything.
She is far apart from her beloved, and even their unborn baby is in many dangers.
She believed more and more what Xia Moyan said. It seemed that she was really sentenced to death as a widower. So, will even unborn babies be affected? She felt that she was the most failed mother in the world. Other mothers could take good care of and protect their children, but she brought disaster to them from the beginning.
She looked sad, and her thin, white hands gently touched her lower abdomen.
Looking at her appearance, Feng Kun felt very distressed, but had no choice but to say softly, "Think carefully, maybe this child will have defects, or he may be lucky and healthy." Should he abort the child or give birth to it? This matter was so important that no one could help her make the decision, only she could think it through herself. However, it is so cruel to have such a heavy thing weigh on the shoulders of a girl who is already in so much pain.
Xia Ling remained silent and sat on the soft sofa, her hands still caressing her belly. She maintained this posture all day long. She was so helpless and hesitant, how could she be willing to abort the child? However, what if it is not aborted and the child is born with a defect? If the child was born sick, why would she bring him into this world to suffer? Just for your own selfish desires?
My heart felt like it was being burned by a raging fire, and it ached tossing and turning.
She was in a daze and didn't know how she got home. She had a hasty dinner and didn't even hear what Pei Ziheng was talking to her clearly. She washed up as if she was sleepwalking, undressed and went to bed.
Pei Ziheng untied his tie, walked to the bed and sat down, and touched her forehead: "Are you sick?"
She turned away uncomfortably and turned her back.
Pei Ziheng said warmly: "I'll call the family doctor." Her recent physical condition was not quite right, and he felt that he could not delay it any longer. What was going on, he had to let the doctor take a look.
Xia Ling was agitated when she heard the words and became more sober.
She turned back, half-propped up and looked at him: "Pei Ziheng, don't ask for a doctor."
"No matter how much you don't like injections and medicine, you shouldn't make fun of your health." Pei Ziheng frowned, "You promised me to take a good rest, but the more I rest, the less energetic I become."
She half lowered her eyes: "Pei Ziheng, I hate you."
The voice is very soft. Without him, she would be lying in Li Lei's arms discussing the baby. No matter whether the baby could be kept or not, there would be someone to face it hand in hand with her. As long as her child's father is by her side, she will feel at ease even if the sky falls. However, now, when all her reliance is lost, she can only curl up in this lonely and crisis-ridden cage, asking herself over and over again, what should she do?
Pei Ziheng stood up and went to get the mobile phone placed by the bedside.
“It doesn’t matter if you hate me, I don’t care.” He said, “I just want you to be healthy.”
She got up from the bed and held him back to prevent him from making phone calls. "I hate you, I hate you!" Over the past few days, the resentment that had accumulated for a long time suddenly erupted, drowning her like a flood. "Pei Ziheng, you think you are omnipotent, right? You think you are powerful and can dominate everything, right? ?! Why do you force me to stay with you? Why do you want me to do something I don’t want to do? Pei Ziheng, let me go!”
She was yelling and hysterical.
Pei Ziheng's expression suddenly turned gloomy, his face tightened, and he said nothing.
She scolded him repeatedly, with tears in her eyes, and punched him hard. Her sudden attack caught him off guard. It turned out that the tranquility of the past few days was just a whitewashed illusion of peace.
He stretched out his hand and clamped her chin tightly, forcing her to look at him: "Xia Ling, why? Just because I saved your life, just because the rest of your life can only belong to me!"
She shook her head, her pale face covered with tears, sobbed, and beat him again and again until she lost all her strength and cried until she fainted in his arms.
Pei Ziheng slowly closed his eyes.
After a long while, he gently laid her flat in his arms, let her lie down on the soft and comfortable mattress, and covered her with a quilt.
Then he got up and went to the study.
There was a pack of cigarettes in the study. He opened it, lit it, and smoked one after another. He only picked up the bad habit of smoking after she died. It was so painful during that time that he wouldn't be able to get through it if he didn't find something to numb himself. Later, when she came back, he thought he could quit.
However, the slapping became even more fierce.
"Xiao Ling..." He bowed his head and buried his face in his palms, "This is not fair." He had loved her for eighteen years, two full lifetimes, but what about the other man? But it's only been two years.
Why would she be so heartless as to fall in love with someone else?
The soot fell from his fingers, the dim red sparks flickered on and off, and no one responded in the silent air.
The next day, Xia Ling woke up. The mattress beside her was empty, neat, and cold. It seemed that no one had slept on it last night. She was a little worried. She didn't know what the consequences would be after treating Pei Ziheng like that last night.
With uneasiness, she washed and changed clothes and planned to go out.
Zhou's mother stopped her and said, "Ms. Ye, my husband asked me to wait for you to wake up and then ask the family doctor to come to your home and give you a comprehensive examination."
Xia Ling was startled, frowned and said, "I don't need it."
"But it's hard to explain to the husband." Zhou's mother was very embarrassed, "Besides, you really need to see a doctor."
(End of this chapter)