Chapter 459: send back
Chapter 459 Send back
Xia Ling knew in her previous life how the elders of the Pei family treated civilian girls, so she was not surprised to see them being lukewarm now. She didn't care anyway. Even if she gave birth to a son, she didn't want her son to inherit the Pei family business. It didn't matter what they thought of her.
Pei Ziheng also hopes that she can give birth to a daughter, which is better than giving birth to Li Lei's eldest son, although Li Lei will never know the existence of this son.
Unfortunately, Xia Ling went to the hospital for a check-up and found out that she was carrying a baby boy.
Xia Ling’s mood was a little complicated.
She originally hoped to give birth to a baby girl, because a baby girl might not resemble her father as much as a baby boy, and Pei Ziheng would not know who the child's biological father was. However, now, the secret of the child's life experience has been revealed, and it doesn't matter whether he looks like Li Lei or not.
On the contrary, giving birth to a baby boy would better place her thoughts on Li Lei.
She was happy in her heart, caressing her belly gently, with a satisfied smile on her face.
Pei Ziheng's expression was gloomy, and he secretly made up his mind to send the child away as soon as he was born. Pei Ziheng couldn't tolerate a little beast who looked very much like his love rival occupying his woman.
on the way home.
Xia Ling didn't know what he was thinking, so she raised her face and said to him: "It's time to change many of the baby products in the house. Get rid of the dolls and small flowers and buy some boys' things."
Pei Ziheng originally wanted to say, what is the need for a child who will be sent away as soon as he is born? However, looking at the faint happy smile on her face, I suddenly thought, why should I say these words to create a conflict in vain? The same goes for sending her child away directly after she is born.
So he said, “Ask the driver to accompany you.”
In fact, as early as the last time he accompanied Xia Ling to purchase baby girl products, he had already bought some things for boys without telling her. However, those things were prepared for the heirs of the Pei family, and the one in her belly belonged to Li Lei. His evil seed is unworthy. Pei Ziheng didn't plan to accompany her on shopping trips anymore.
Xia Ling knew in her heart that he was doing the best he could by letting the driver accompany her.
The next day, accompanied by her driver, she went out to buy a lot of things and replaced all the girl's belongings in the nursery. In fact, she didn't know much about what boys liked, so she had to follow Li Lei's hobbies and bought some toy cars, toy guns, and a furry leopard doll.
He is Li Lei’s son, so he should also like it.
When Pei Ziheng saw these things, his face became even more gloomy. He threw the leopard doll out. Even the toy cars and toy guns were not spared and were swept into the trash can.
Xia Ling glared at him: "Pei Ziheng, what are you doing?!"
Pei Ziheng said: "Xia Ling, I know what you have in mind, but you cannot miss that man in any way around me. I will prepare toys for your son. These are not allowed."
Xia Ling fell silent.
As expected, Pei Ziheng prepared toys for his children. A quick look at them revealed that they were completely unintentional. They were cheap building blocks and airplanes, and they didn’t know what materials they were made of. They had a pungent smell.
Xia Ling refused: "These toys are not environmentally friendly and will cause harm to the baby."
Pei Ziheng sneered: "After you send him away, how can he be as comfortable as living here when he goes to someone else's house? He must adapt to civilian life as soon as possible." Xia Ling's heart skipped a beat.
She thought of her previous agreement with Pei Ziheng, and her heart froze, and she asked, "Can we not..."
"No." Pei Ziheng interrupted her without thinking.
“Please,” she said softly.
Pei Ziheng looked at her coldly: "Abort or send away, you can choose again."
Xia Ling's face turned pale and her expression gradually became desperate.
She cherishes every minute and every second while the child is in her belly, as if every day's gathering is God's mercy and a luxury. She was full of thoughts and her body was getting thinner and thinner.
Zhou's mother looked very worried and said to her: "Madam, you can't go on like this, you won't be able to bear the baby in your belly. You need to be healthier and stronger." Although, she already knew that the baby in her belly was It was not her husband's biological flesh and blood, but it was a human life after all. Out of maternal instinct, she couldn't bear to see her wife and child getting weaker day by day.
Xia Ling also felt that this was not going to work. Her mood was too depressed, so in order to change her mood, she sometimes went to the Emperor Company to find Feng Kun to relieve her boredom.
Feng Kun asked her what was on her mind. She told Feng Kun about her current situation and asked sadly: "Am I unable to watch this child grow up? What will he become like in the future? Will he be sent to Pei Ziheng?" What kind of people are you going to?”
Feng Kun pondered for a long time: "Xiao Ling, although you can't stop Pei Ziheng from sending the child away, can you let him send the child back to Li Lei? That way, it is better than sending the whole family away randomly."
Send the child back to Li Lei?
Xia Ling's eyes lit up slightly. This was a good idea. Li Lei was so gentle and kind, so he must be a good father. However, this joy only lasted for a short moment, and her mood darkened again. "I can't let Li Lei know about the existence of the child. Only by eliminating Li Lei's thoughts can he get married and have children, forget about me, and live his own peaceful life."
Feng Kun felt sad in his heart. The little girl who was so arrogant and willful in her previous life now knew how to make such a huge sacrifice. She would rather bear all the pain silently to make the people she loves happy.
Such a growth, what a painful price it has been.
He was a little sad, but he couldn't continue to persuade her. After all, this kind of matter was too personal and everyone had different ways of handling it. Even if he could make suggestions as a friend, he couldn't make the decision for her.
Feng Kun gently patted Xia Ling's shoulder: "Think carefully. No matter what the final decision is, I will always be on your side."
“Thank you, Akun.” Xia Ling said softly.
She returned to the villa and spent many days thinking about her conversation with Feng Kun, but she was still hesitant. Should she send the child back to Li Lei? How would Li Lei react if he knew this child was his? Will it trigger a series of butterfly effects, causing him to start "rescuing" her again?
Thinking too much will make the fetal image a little unstable.
Having experienced almost miscarriage several times, Xia Ling was now very careful and quickly forced herself not to think about these problems. She carefully arranged the pregnancy and spent much more thought than ordinary pregnant women to finally save him. The birth of this child was very difficult, and it was not easy.
(End of this chapter)