Chapter 23 The Gloomy Director
"What nonsense are you talking about!" The two people said at the same time.
Ren Heming's voice was actually louder than Lin Kongmeng's, completely suppressing Lin Kongmeng's voice.
After Su Qingyu came to this world, Ren Heming had never spoken to him in such a loud voice. It should have been as loud as when he saw that the script was of the same sex and roared to question Xu Yunhan.
The louder and angrier he gets, the happier Su Qingyu becomes.
"It's strange, why are you reacting so loudly? Don't be so loud, others will hear you."
Lin Kongmeng also looked at Ren Heming in surprise.
Ren Heming tried his best to calm down, but the panic and hatred still showed on his face.
There was hatred. He looked at Su Qingyu with hatred. This hatred was more obvious than panic. At night, Lin Kongmeng only saw the hatred she thought she had.
She knew Ren Heming's past, and she understood Ren Heming's hatred.
What Ren Heming hated most was homosexuality. Xu Yunhan actually said that he was gay. How could he not hate it.
She immediately shared the same hatred as Ren Heming and said angrily: "Xu Yunhan, you are going too far! Is it so difficult to admit that A Ming doesn't like you and really stay with me? In order to protect your self-esteem and protective shell, you insult others wantonly, you know How much harm will this do to A Ming?"
Facing the hatred and anger of the two people, Su Qingyu's expression remained calm, and his emotions did not fluctuate at all.
He did not argue with the sentence "Xu Yunhan went too far", but said to Lin Kongmeng: "I know, Ren He told me that he hates homosexuals."
Lin Kongmeng turned to Ren Heming. Ren Heming did not lie to her. He did tell Xu Yunhan that he had indeed rejected him.
"You know, don't you think it's ridiculous for you to say that?"
Su Qingyu said to her: "Have you never heard that homophobia means being closeted? Some people who particularly hate homosexuals may be hiding the fact that they are gay from outsiders or themselves."
"What do you know!" Lin Kongmeng sneered and said, "A Ming hates homosexuality because... it has to do with his experience, not what you think."
Su Qingyu continued to tell her: "Didn't you take a good look at the photos I sent you? The way Ren Heming looked at me in those photos, do you really feel there is no love?"
527 was surprised at Su Qingyu's patience, [Host, why do you bother talking to this bad woman? 】
Su Qingyu: [She is bad because she is bad, and she will have her punishment, instead of really being deceived by Ren Heming for the rest of her life. 】
Lin Kongmeng wanted to speak, but Ren Heming grabbed his hand, "Mengmeng, it's very late, you should go back first, don't tell him."
"But……"
Lin Kongmeng was very hesitant. She came to tell Xu Yunhan with expectation that she and A Ming had received the certificate. She wanted to say that and wanted to see the embarrassment and pain of Xu Yunhan being slapped in the face. Who knew that she didn't see it and was still angry.
She was unwilling to give in and wanted to say something else, but at this time she did not want to reject Ren Heming.
Xu Yunhan just touched the most painful scar deep in Ren Heming's heart. Ren Heming's face was sad and he looked particularly silent.
Lin Kongmeng hesitated for a while, then let Heming leave.
Su Qingyu tilted her head and pinched her wrist, "Are you guilty of letting her leave?"
Ren Heming said solemnly: "I don't know what you are talking about."
527 As soon as he saw Su Qingyu's movements, he moved the small bench and sat down. It knew that the host was finally going to deal with the scumbag.
Su Qingyu, who was leaning on the pillar, stood up and took a step closer to Ren Heming, "I ignore you and send you photos as soon as you talk. Are you tortured?"
"Have you ever thought about why you feel that way? If you really don't care if you don't like it, what does it matter if I say nothing or what does it matter if you see those photos."
Ren Heming: "I don't understand what you are talking about."
Su Qingyu: "Because you have a guilty conscience."
He directly put aside Ren Heming's heart, "After seeing those photos, you felt guilty and ran away. The more I posted, the more painful and panicked you became."
Ren Heming's voice, which had just calmed down, became louder again, "I didn't! No! Xu Yunhan, don't think you are talking nonsense!"
"No? Ren Heming, you had a hard life before you met me, right? You were abandoned and ridiculed a lot, right? I treat you with all my heart, and I will not hesitate to defend you in the face of great temptations or terrible threats. , you don’t feel anything?”
Ren Heming shouted ferociously: "No! No!"
"You saw me filming for you day and night on the set, becoming increasingly haggard and almost unable to stand. Have you ever felt bad?"
Ren Heming began to sweat on his forehead, "No, no!"
"You saw that I carefully confessed my love to you and treated you as the only male protagonist in my world. Are you really not moved at all?"
Ren Heming didn't know what he was thinking of, his eyes were hollow and painful, "No, no...no!"
527: [Repentance value +3. 】
"You saw me with others, you saw me sick, and you didn't feel a little bit panicked?"
Ren Heming: "No..."
527: [Repentance value +3. 】
Su Qingyu went one step further: "You are trying to instigate a relationship between me and my father. Deep down, aren't you afraid that I will return to my father's side, rise through the ranks with the help of my father and uncles, and thus abandon you like your father?"
Ren Heming's pupils dilated and he shook his head crazily, "No! No..."
527: [Repentance value +5! 】
Su Qingyu took a final step forward, grabbed his neck, and stuck his index finger tightly on his Adam's apple. Her pale and beautiful face came close to him, "Is it really disgusting when you kiss me? Do you feel like vomiting when I'm like this?"
Ren Heming trembled all over.
Xu Yunhan is the devil who came to hell.
The devil smiled happily and gently, whispering softly in his ear, "Ren Heming, you said you hate homosexuality the most? You are a homosexual."
Ren Heming trembled and closed his eyes, feebly trying to expel Xu Yunhan's words and those pictures and photos from his mind, but those pictures and emotions took root, grew crazily, and spread throughout his body.
Faced with huge investments and threats from investors, he asked to change the male lead. At that time, he could actually play the second male lead.
But Xu Yunhan stood up directly, pulled him and left.
His back was thin and his head hung slightly, but his steps were firm.
His hands were weak, but they held him tightly.
Ren Heming has been abandoned and pushed away most of the time since he was a child. He has never been protected by someone so firmly.
He looked at his thin figure and slender hands from behind, his expression was dazed, and his heart was trembling violently.
For a moment, he thought that it would be nice if the road to the club had no end, and it would be nice if he held his hand like this for the rest of his life.
That winter was extremely cold, and Xu Yunhan didn't sleep for two consecutive days of night scenes. He looked around for him and found that he was sitting in a corner wrapped in a military coat and fell asleep.
The military coat was so big and rough that he almost disappeared when wrapped in it, and his nose and cheeks were red from the cold.
He wanted to go out and buy him some hot water to drink, but when he saw two women holding roasted sweet potatoes, he asked and found out that a roasted sweet potato seller had come to the door of the film and television base.
When he ran all the way there was only the last one left, and he begged another buyer to give it to him.
He always remembered Xu Yunhan's happy look when he saw the roasted sweet potatoes. He handed him a half-larger roasted sweet potato, and they sat together in the corner eating roasted sweet potatoes, hiding from the howling cold wind.
In the cold weather, the heat of roasted sweet potatoes lingered between them. It was something he wanted to hold on to, the warmth he had always wanted.
After learning that Xu Yunhan was Xu Rongjia's son, he was nervous and flustered, but he thought it was a transfer of his resentment towards Xu Rongjia's behavior back then.
In fact, he was panicking. He always thought that Xu Yunhan had nothing like him, and they relied on each other to move forward together. Unexpectedly, he is the second generation of entertainment, and he is not from the same world as him. As long as he returns to Xu Rongjia, he will have everything. Will he continue to go with him like that?
He intentionally or unintentionally sows the father-son relationship between him and Xu Rongjia, not just his hatred for Xu Rongjia.
He still remembered the pounding of his heart in his chest when he kissed him.
He remembered...
Ren Heming's breathing was short, his eyelashes trembling, and the struggle on his face gradually turned into pain and resignation.
527: [Repentance value +7! 】
Su Qingyu let go of his hand happily, and Ren Heming staggered and almost lost his balance.
He took two steps back and just stood firm when Su Qingyu slowly took a step forward and came closer.
"Ren Heming, you must hate your father very much. If it weren't for him, you would have had a rich and happy life since childhood."
"You suffered a lot because of him? Does your mother like you? Do your neighbors talk about you? Do your classmates get along well with you?"
Ren Heming took a step back, his voice hoarse in pain, "What, what are you going to do?"
527 grabbed the small bench tightly. It thought that the host's goal had been achieved, but it didn't expect that he was still continuing. Seeing the panic in Ren Heming's eyes, 527 felt a little sympathy for him.
Su Qingyu: "You hate him, you hate him very much, you hate him to death."
"He is a liar. He is obviously gay. He also tricked your mother into getting married, which has caused a miserable life for you mother and son."
Su Qingyu paused for a while and said softly: "You hate him so much, but you are just like him. You are gay, but you still got the certificate with Lin Kongmeng."
He smiled softly and said with emotion: "It's true, like father, like son."
A thunder exploded in the dark night sky, and the ferocious dazzling lightning illuminated the violent tremor of Ren Heming's pupils.
He put aside everything, forgot about attracting attention, forgot about his image, pushed Su Qingyu away, and shouted crazily: "No! No! I'm not! No!!!"
Su Qingyu stopped laughing and narrowed her eyes to look at his frightened collapse.
He has seen Xu Yunhan's life, and also learned about Ren Heming's past during this time.
He often thought about Ren Heming. He knew that Ren Heming hated his father very much. It was probably this hatred that sustained him through the difficult and miserable years of his youth.
Even the most evil people have a thread in their hearts. A murderer may not want to see others abusing children, and a thief may have something he will never steal.
Ren Heming, a scumbag with a bad character, also has a bottom line that must not be crossed.
——The last thing he could accept was that he turned into a person like his father.
This is equivalent to shattering the foundation on which he relies for survival and taking away his spiritual support.
It doesn't matter if his reputation is ruined. People like him can grow up with hatred even if they are ruined.
He wants to defeat him from the most vulnerable and hateful place in his heart, causing his world to collapse on itself.
527: [Host, repentance value +11! 】
Su Qingyu laughed again and nodded affirmatively, "You are."
"Is it true that I woke you up today to the fact that you are gay? No, you have already realized it."
"Are you panicked when you saw the photos I sent you? I asked you to take a good look. Do you take a good look? How do you feel?"
Ren Heming backed away, "I don't feel anything, stop talking!"
"That day, when Jiang Huiyin and I were auditioning the young actor, what did you want to say when you came to me? When you saw the young actor's play, you thought that you had met me when you were a child, right? What did you think about?"
As Ren Heming retreated, Su Qingyu stepped forward step by step, "You have known for a long time that you like me, but you still went to get the certificate with Lin Kongmeng."
"No, no!" Ren Heming put his hand to cover his face and backed away. He was so embarrassed that he was about 1.8 meters tall. "I didn't know or wasn't sure at that time, it wasn't..."
Su Qingyu grabbed his wrist, "You like Lin Kongmeng very much, right? Lin Kongmeng is the clean and beautiful girl in your heart who has never been wasted by the world."
Ren Heming's hand was removed and he faced Su Qingyu's eyes and words.
"You actually want to turn such a girl into someone like your mother." Su Qingyu pressed her fingers on the tail of his red eyes, "Ren Heming, you are even more disgusting than your father."
He took his hand back, and a tear appeared where he had just held it.
It rained and there were cracks in the sky.
Ren Heming fell to the ground and collapsed for the first time.