Chapter 29 The Gloomy Director (End)
The camera captured the moment when the two embraced each other forever.
[Is this Director Xu saying goodbye to himself? 】
[He is saying goodbye to himself and his life. Wuwuwu. 】
[It is saying goodbye to one's own world, breaking the defense. 】
[Actor Jiang acted so well. After saying goodbye in the movie, he has to say goodbye again in the real world. Who can withstand this? 】
[Be sure to cut this clip in! It makes so much sense. 】
[This hug made me cry. I hope they can hold each other for a longer time and not end so briefly. 】
Su Qingyu only hugged Jiang Huiyin and pulled her up, "Congratulations on wrapping up."
The assistant director held a large bouquet of flowers and gave it to Jiang Huiyin, "Congratulations to Best Actor Jiang on finishing the filming."
Xu Rongjia took a big red envelope and handed it to Jiang Huiyin, "Xiao Jiang, take it, congratulations on wrapping it up, your performance was great!"
It is a habit in their circle that if an actor performs a death scene, he or she will give a red envelope.
Some of these red envelopes are said to bring bad luck, while others are said to bring good luck, but that's the meaning.
Jiang Huiyin put the red envelope into the pocket of Su Qingyu's down jacket.
Xu Rongjia saw it and opened his mouth without saying anything.
Su Qingyu didn't notice that he was watching the live broadcast camera being surrounded by more and more people.
After the filming of Jiang Huiyin's scene was completed, the set was opened, and many people came to take Xu Yunhan to the hospital, mostly actors.
In the film and television base, there are actors who Xu Yunhan has worked with, and there are also actors who have not had the opportunity to work with him. The actors who came to the hotel for interviews last time are all here, whether they are in the film and television base or not.
Contrary to Su Qingyu's expectation, Qu Huining also came.
Tao Tao said with emotion: "It seems like I have returned to the night when I chose the leading actor in the movie and the day when the story started."
Zhou Yi'an: "We were in a hurry, but the director chose Jiang Huiyin. Hum, he is the director's favorite. He was the only one he praised on the set."
Su Qingyu: "..."
Qu Huining said: "It's not me, I am. The director was thinking of me when he wrote the script. It was me who did something wrong and failed Director Xu."
Su Qingyu was silent.
Ma Siming shouted: "Who do you think I am? I think I am Director Xu's favorite director. I didn't act in Director Xu's movie, but Director Xu introduced me to the male protagonist of a TV series. Doesn't this count as love?" "
Ji Jinhua, who came in costume, opened a folding fan to cover his face and said with a smile: "Do you think it's just you? Director Xu also introduced me to a big-budget movie."
Jing Huai: "And me! And me!"
This was the last time Xu Yunhan stood on the set. When he was about to leave his professional stage, no one at the scene wanted to make the atmosphere heavy. They used this way to express their love and gratitude to him.
Su Qingyu naturally understands. In the camera, he is standing among a group of actors. He is not bad at all, and he even naturally becomes the center of attention.
He didn't hang his head, wasn't timid, wasn't sad, and even joked a little, "I just want to give every actor a chance."
[Director Xu, please give me a chance. 】
[Director Xu, please give me a foundation. 】
【? ? ? No matter what, I still want a chance. Director Xu, look at me! I am a professional nurse! That, in fact, the foundation can also do it, I am a male. 】
Su Qingyu's body couldn't support him from speaking much, so he said a few words briefly before getting in the car.
Qu Huining sent him to the car. When there was no camera, he said: "Director Xu, Jiang Huiyin plays Liu Xun. You didn't let Ren Heming play Liu Xun from the beginning. You originally planned to let him play Yun." He, let me play Liu Xun, we are not competing for the same role."
Su Qingyu was very calm, but just curious, "You already know, why do you still say that on Weibo?"
Qu Huining didn't say anything. After Su Qingyu got in the car and the car was about to start, he suddenly asked loudly: "Director Xu, am I your favorite actor?"
Su Qingyu saw his complicated face from the window and saw someone behind him covering his mouth and crying.
He didn't say anything, just leaned against the window, smiled and waved to them. He saw that the crying people were crying more violently, and more people were waving to him.
There were people from their crew and people from other crews, and it was a chaotic scene.
At this time, everyone seemed to love him, a dying man.
527: [I thought of the scene of Xu Yunhan dying alone in the room. 】
Su Qingyu: [Not this time. His death will be paid attention to and regretted by countless people, and his movies will be watched by countless people. 】
527:【Yeah! Then he would have no regrets anymore. 】
This time it was still Jiang Huiyin who sent Su Qingyu to the hospital, and this time it was to the hospital in City A.
The medical resources in City A are better, and the filming of the movie is almost complete. He can spend the rest of his time in the hospital there. Xu Rongjia will come back to stay with him when he finishes handling the crew's affairs.
Jiang Huiyin adjusted his seat so that he was half-lying on a comfortable seat.
This time it was Jiang Huiyin's own car, which was more comfortable than the last one. After lying down halfway, Su Qingyu was actually looking forward to the journey.
Jiang Huiyin: "More than four hours, how about a nap?"
Su Qingyu smiled, "Why do these words sound so familiar?"
Jiang Huiyin thought about it and smiled.
Su Qingyu was in a good mood when she saw his smile. He could see that many people were forcing smiles on his face, with sadness hidden under their smiles. However, Jiang Huiyin was really strong and stable in her heart and did not pretend to be happy.
At this time, Su Qingyu didn't want to face those forced smiles. Jiang Huiyin made him feel relaxed and at ease.
The car drove away from the studio and the film and television base.
He has really left this circle.
Su Qingyu, who is also from this circle, felt a little emotional. He asked fellow actor Jiang Huiyin: "Have you ever thought about what it would be like to say goodbye to the set?"
Jiang Huiyin: "I am always ready to say goodbye to the set."
Su Qingyu was stunned for a moment. Indeed, Jiang Huiyin seemed to have been planning to leave the actor's set. He wanted to quit the industry when he went to study abroad, but he didn't know why he came back and filmed his movie.
The emotions stuck in Su Qingyu's heart just dissipated, and he slowly closed his eyes.
There is one thing that he cannot compare to Jiang Huiyin, his stability and chicness.
Su Qingyu's health was so bad that she fell into a very deep sleep after taking painkillers and still didn't wake up after arriving at the hospital.
527 saw Jiang Huiyin holding the steering wheel and waiting for half an hour. His eyes finally fell on Su Qingyu and looked at him for a long time.
He got out of the car and walked around to the other side to open the door. He stood next to Su Qingyu for a while, then leaned over and carefully picked up Su Qingyu. The movement was very slow. After holding Su Qingyu in his arms, he paused for a few seconds before walking slowly towards him. Hospital bed walk.
527 thinks Jiang Huiyin is really strange.
He was not sad at all when the host was about to die, but he was really nice to the host and didn't seem to care.
Jiang Huiyin took care of Su Qingyu in the hospital for a few days, and then Xu Rongjia came. Slowly, many people from the crew came to see him.
If Su Qingyu was in good spirits, all the people who came to see him, Xu Rongjia, would be allowed in. Only one, Ren Heming, would never be allowed in as long as Xu Rongjia was there.
Now the whole country knows that he is a big scumbag, and the nurses who like Su Qingyu don't look good when they see him, and sometimes they don't let him enter the sixth floor where Su Qingyu is.
After the weather got warmer after the New Year, An Xinyue brought a bunch of chamomile to see Xu Yunhan. She met Ren Heming at the door of the hospital and was startled by his appearance.
If she hadn't made a movie with Ren Heming, she would never have recognized that it was Ren Heming, the actor who was popular some time ago.
He was so haggard. He looked so glamorous both on camera and in private. He didn't even shave. He was so thin and haggard that he seemed to be seriously ill.
Ren Heming's empty, unfocused eyes swept over her without any waves. After a few seconds, he moved back and suddenly stepped forward to grab her arm, "An Xinyue? An Xinyue! Can you take me in to see Xiaohan?"
He almost cried, "Please, take me to see him, please!"
An Xinyue's mood was extremely complicated. She still remembered that not long ago, Ren Heming stood on the podium, attracting everyone's attention.
At this time, he turned out to be like this.
An Xinyue did not take him in rashly, but asked: "Why don't you go in yourself?"
Ren Heming: "I can't see him. I can't see him. Xu Rongjia won't let me see him."
Then she couldn't take him to see him, "I will tell Director Xu that you want to see him outside."
Su Qingyu lives in the VIP ward of the hospital with the best environment in City A. The windows of the ward are bright and clean, and the sun is shining brightly. Just looking at it will make you feel good.
Xu Yunhan fell asleep in a bright environment.
Xu Rongjia, Director Yang and Jiang Huiyin were sitting next to the hospital bed talking quietly. After seeing her, Xu Rongjia waved to her and asked her to sit over.
An Xinyue was about to take a look when she saw Xu Yunhan opened his eyes.
Others in the ward saw it too.
Xu Yunhan looked up at the clock on the wall and said hoarsely, "I slept for another four hours?"
Only then did An Xinyue realize that Xu Yunhan was terribly thin at this time, almost skin and bones.
Xu Rongjia said quickly: "No, no."
He asked Xu Yunhan: "Son, how do you feel? What do you want to do?"
Xu Yunhan pursed his lips and thought for a while, "Dad, I haven't eaten for a long time. I want to eat something, even some soup."
An Xinyue saw Xu Rongjia stiffen and hesitate a little. He gave Xu Yunhan time to tuck in the quilt and made a decision, "Okay."
Director Yang also said: "Eat something, you can tell me what you want to eat."
Jiang Huiyin picked up the coat on the hanger, "Do you still want to nourish the stomach soup? I'll go to the hospital cafeteria to cook it for you, soon."
I don’t know why Xu Yunhan laughed softly and said, "Okay."
An Xinyue said: "Brother Jiang, let me help you. I can chop vegetables or something."
She also wanted to do something for Xu Yunhan, but she seemed to have no time to do anything else besides this.
The hospital has several restaurants, including a relatively private canteen where people in the VIP ward can cook their own meals.
While preparing the ingredients, the two chatted casually, mainly around Xu Yunhan.
An Xinyue learned that Xu Yunhan had a very optimistic attitude and could tease the nurse every day, which made Xu Rongjia angry, even though he knew he didn't have much time.
She felt that Xu Rongjia was in a good mood and Jiang Huiyin was even calmer. She was more worried.
Before coming here, she thought that such a ward would be filled with death and sadness.
After putting all the ingredients in the pot and cooking, Jiang Huiyin said to her, "Please take care of it, I'll go out for a while."
An Xinyue nodded, "I'll watch, you go ahead."
She thought Jiang Huiyin was going to the bathroom or buying some ingredients. When she stood at the window and looked at the hospital, she saw Jiang Huiyin walking to the lake behind the cafeteria, where there was a man smoking.
Smoking is not allowed in the outpatient department and inpatient department of the hospital, but some people come here to smoke.
Jiang Huiyin was out of tune with those people.
He is called "White Moonlight" in the entertainment industry by fans and passers-by. In addition to the image of a young man in his first movie that will always remain in the hearts of the audience, it is also related to his own temperament.
He has a clean and cold temperament. I can't tell where this temperament comes from. It seems to be between his eyebrows, his hands, and everywhere on his body. In short, there is no trace of it anywhere on his body. Mortal smoke and dust.
An Xinyue has filmed a movie with him and has a better understanding of this. He is like this himself, with regular work and rest, good living habits, cleanliness, and rarely even eats meat.
Then, An Xinyue saw a scene she would never forget.
I don’t know what the two said, but the man handed him a cigarette and he actually took it.
He turned around to borrow a fire from the man again, and the smoke drifted towards his eyebrows and lingered in the side of his face.
The white moonlight is shrouded in thick fog, and it may reveal something in an unknown place, but no one can see it.
It was too far away. Even if he showed his profile, An Xinyue couldn't see it.
She just watched in shock. Jiang Huiyin held a cigarette between his arms. Like those men, he looked at the lake for a while, lowered his head for a while, and finished smoking without any difference.
He smoked by the lake behind the hospital like an ordinary man.
No one knew why those men were hiding here to smoke, but they seemed to be able to guess a little bit.
After smoking the cigarette, he left, probably going to the bathroom this time.
When he came back, his hands and face were still slightly moist, "Are you ready?"
An Xinyue was stunned for a moment and said hurriedly: "It should be ready, come and take a look."
He walked over to look at the soup in the pot, and An Xinyue didn't smell any smoke on him.
The cigarette seemed to be her hallucination.
After waiting for another half hour, they went back with the soup.
Xu Yunhan took a sip, with an extremely happy smile on his face, "The action of Actor Jiang and Dame An is indeed extraordinary."
An Xinyue smiled and said, "It has to be you. Even my boyfriend is not qualified to let me cook."
She sat in the ward for a while, and before leaving, she said to Xu Yunhan: "Ren Heming is outside. He said he wants to see you."
At this time, Xu Rongjia and Director Yang went out to eat together. Xu Yunhan didn't think much, as if this was not something that needed to be thought about. He said, "Let him come in."
When An Xinyue left, Ren Heming was still at the door. For some reason, she was not touched at all when she saw Ren Heming's miserable appearance.
She said: "Director Xu asked you to meet him."
Ren Heming hurried in as soon as he heard it.
This was the last time An Xinyue saw Xu Yunhan. Before getting in the car, she looked back at the hospital. In her mind, Xu Yunhan smiled happily while drinking soup, and she and Jiang Huiyin stood by the lake smoking.
When Ren Heming came, Jiang Huiyin happened to leave with the tableware.
Ren Heming's eyes turned red as soon as he saw the person on the bed.
Su Qingyu was really not in the mood to look at his expression and said directly: "I have only a few days to live. I called you here this time to tell you that I will not forgive you even after I die. Please don't come after I die." It disgusts me at my grave and makes me have no peace.”
Ren Heming almost lost his balance, and the light that had just appeared in his eyes was completely extinguished.
He was like a soulless body, in danger, with no sign of life.
527 hurriedly said: [Host, please take it easy, Ren Heming should not die. If he commits suicide after you die, all your merits will be gone. 】
Su Qingyu: [……]
He was silent for a few seconds and said: "After I die, the thing I can't let go of the most is my father. I didn't fulfill my filial piety properly during my lifetime, and I sent him to a man with white hair and a man with black hair."
527:【……】
Ren Heming seemed to know the meaning of his existence, and he assured him: "Don't worry, Xiaohan, I will help you take care of him in his old age."
Su Qingyu said rudely: "Ren Heming, you owe me this. You should spend your whole life atone for your sins. No matter how my father scolds you, you have to endure it."
He laughed softly, raised his head and looked at Ren Heming tenderly, and said with bloodless lips: "You don't deserve to die. If you die, it will affect my morality."
Ren Heming walked like a zombie.
As soon as he left, Su Qingyu vomited.
He really vomited all the soup he drank.
Fortunately, Jiang Huiyin took care of all this before Xu Rongjia came back.
During this period, Su Qingyu slept more and woke up less. After vomiting and lying on the bed, he had no energy again.
Before falling asleep, he said to Jiang Huiyin: "I'm sorry."
When he came to this world, he loved everything he should love and hated everything he needed to, and he did all the revenge and repairs, except for Jiang Huiyin.
This guy who wasn't originally in the story, walked in and he took advantage of him.
Jiang Huiyin said: "Why do you say sorry? It's all a matter of your own free will."
Su Qingyu looked at Jiang Huiyin's face and asked her doubts, "Jiang Huiyin, why are you here?"
Su Qingyu has always believed that all turmoil in the world is for profit. This is his basic criterion for looking at people and doing things. Even in Fengdu Hell, he guessed that operating this system is not unprofitable.
However, he didn't see what Jiang Huiyin was here for.
Jiang Huiyin said: "It has meaning. Living is to find the meaning of life."
In the deep sleep, Su Qingyu thought hard about his words, then laughed softly, and said: "Jiang Huiyin, I... I wish I had known you earlier."
Jiang Huiyin raised her eyes and looked at him, "'Me'?"
Unfortunately, the person on the bed had already closed his eyes and fell asleep.
On the day "Under the Banyan Tree" won the best foreign language film at a foreign film festival, the entire Internet was filled with joy. Almost all of them were congratulations, and no one was sour.
That day Tao Tao came to interview Xu Yunhan again, and she brought the audience with her.
Su Qingyu was in rare good spirits and chatted with Tao Tao and the audience for a while.
At the end of the live broadcast, Tao Tao asked for the audience: "Director Xu, the movie has won awards at film festivals. When will it be released?"
Su Qingyu said: "Originally I wanted to release it on the day of my death, but later I felt that this would be too difficult for the crew and theaters. Who knows when the film will be scheduled."
The number of people in the live broadcast room that day broke the record. Countless people saw Xu Yunhan's weak bones and bright smile, "It's scheduled for the day of my funeral. On the day of my burial, you don't come to see me, go to my movies, that's me A farewell to the world.”
On the afternoon of the second day of the live interview, Ren Heming was buying vegetables at the vegetable market when his cell phone suddenly rang.
He was not curious at all, and it took him a while before he picked up the phone.
When he saw the name popping up on WeChat on his phone, he trembled. The bag in his hand fell to the ground, and the oranges and radishes rolled all over the floor.
It was a message sent to him by Xu Yunhan.
His heart was beating violently for a long time, and Ren Heming almost cried with joy. He never knew that after receiving the message from Xu Yunhan, he would be so overwhelmed with happiness that he would almost faint.
He opened the phone with trembling hands. Perhaps because his facial expression was distorted with happiness, the phone's facial recognition failed. He excitedly entered the password twice before opening the phone, and finally saw the message Xu Yunhan sent him.
Osamu: [Okay. ]
OK?
So gentle?
What's good?
Ren Heming didn't react for a moment. He thought he had missed something and scrolled up the chat history.
The front was full of photos, and when he flipped up, he saw scenes of their warm and beautiful past. The love in their eyes made Ren Heming's lips curl up until he reached the last text message.
Ren Heming: [I don’t want to say more, let’s break up. ]
Falling from heaven to hell was nothing more than that, and Ren Heming's newly warmed heart and blood instantly turned cold.
Ren Heming: [I don’t want to say more, let’s break up. ]
Osamu: [Okay. ]
He ran towards the hospital like crazy, knocking down several people along the way and almost being hit by a car.
Along the way, people around him looked at him in surprise and pointed at him, wondering why he was running so crazy with tears on his face.
Even so, he didn't see Xu Yunhan for the last time.
Xu Yunhan is dead.
That night, the crew of "Under the Banyan Tree" announced the release time of "Under the Banyan Tree" on Weibo.
Many people on the Internet left comments on that Weibo post, and I don’t know why the entire Internet felt silent.
According to Xu Yunhan's last wish, the movie was released on the day he was buried.
Attending a funeral is to say goodbye to the deceased. The person said not to go to his funeral but to watch his movie. That was his farewell.
So that day many people went into the cinema to watch his movie, and learned about the life of a man named Xu Yunhan, and said goodbye to him while getting to know him.
I don’t know how many people shed tears in the cinema because they fell in love with an ordinary and great person, gloomy and soft, clean and stubborn.
When you fall in love with someone, it is on the day of his funeral that the sadness and love become heavier.
For many people, there may not be such a meaningful movie viewing in their lifetime.
That day was very meaningful to many people, and that day was also very meaningful in the history of film, leaving a lasting mark.
The movie is a huge success, so it is expected that the main actors will receive huge bonuses, but the leading actors in this movie are a little different.
One of the male protagonists quit the movie. Instead of liking him more for the movie, netizens scolded him even more harshly.
The last film and television drama Ren Heming acted in was "Under the Banyan Tree". After that, no drama studio contacted him again. Brand owners terminated his contracts one after another. After he paid various liquidated damages, he disappeared from the entertainment industry like a mouse crossing the street.
Later, someone broke the news that he was seen delivering express delivery on Qingrong Road in City A. I don’t know whether it was true or not.
The heroine of the movie is indeed popular. She doesn't have many scenes and is very unlikable, but unlike the miserable situation of the character's prototype, she became instantly popular and is loved by many people.
Many people remember that in that live broadcast, Xu Yunhan said, this is our female lead, don't bully her.
The third male lead, Zhou Yi'an, this little idol, finally made them recognize his acting skills through movies and successfully entered the entertainment industry, but he returned to the stage.
He sang and danced enthusiastically on the stage, with a wanton authenticity that was extremely dazzling.
At the end of a concert, he wore pale and gloomy makeup and danced desperately under the dazzling lights. At the end of the last dance move, he knelt down, covered in sweat, and looked up in tears.
"This dance is dedicated to my first love. I hope he can see it in heaven."
As for the recognized leading actor, Jiang Huiyin, he should have received the most praise, the continuation of the audience's love for the character, and numerous awards, but he went abroad again.
He had already gone abroad and left the entertainment circle of fame and fortune, but he came back for some reason.
He came back once, acted out a person's legacy, acted out his life, and then quietly left, never to come back again.
There are some people in a small and unobtrusive circle who quietly think that he likes him and are here for him.
They each had two pictures. One showed Xu Yunhan pulling Jiang Huiyin up from under the arched door. The two of them were holding hands and looking at each other.
One picture is under the banyan tree. Xu Yunhan pulls Jiang Huiyin up from lying on the ground. The two embrace each other, both suffering from a dying illness.
They call it Narcissus Love.
People in this world are dirty, and only "you" can be worthy of you.