Extra chapter: Until I can see you with a smile (five thousand chapters!)

Extra chapter: Until I can see you with a smile (five thousand chapters!)

I heard that my parents wanted a daughter very much before I was born, so when my father, who was waiting anxiously outside the delivery room of the hospital, heard the doctor say that mother and daughter were safe, he danced with excitement and imagelessness.

Jiang Jingyi, this is the name my mother gave me.

Jingyi's "Jing" means that she hopes that I can be a gentle and quiet beautiful girl in the future.

Let me state in advance that this is not my narcissism, but my mother’s exact words!

Let me tell you secretly, my mother is a very narcissistic woman, she seems to be very confident in her genes, and even though she has been married to her father for so long, she even has a daughter now, but she still has one A girl's heart never grows old, especially when she's with her dad.

We are obviously an old married couple, but on weekdays they are as sweet as a newlyweds and on their honeymoon. They completely ignore the feelings of my daughter who is sitting next to me and forcefully stuff her mouth with dog food.

So to a certain extent, I really grew up eating dog food!

As for the "Yi" in the name, it is my parents' best wishes for my daughter. I hope that I can always be happy and have no sadness in my future life!

But in fact, having said all this, the main reason is that my mother thinks the name "Jingyi" sounds nice. When she goes out to introduce her daughter, she looks more respectable!

Many times, as a daughter, I feel helpless towards my mother, who lives like a girl who will always be eighteen.

However, thanks to my mother's character, my childhood was very happy.

Maybe it’s because we have studied abroad for many years. My parents respect my personal wishes and ideas very much. Unlike other children of the same age who, under the strong decision-making of their parents, spend their time after school every day and every week. During the holidays, when I took advantage of every opportunity to sign up for various cram schools such as the Mathematical Olympiad class, I would go home from school every day and have fun and have fun. It was so satisfying.

As for learning musical instruments, I took the initiative myself, because my mother, who is proficient in musical instruments, often plays the piano at home when she has nothing to do, while my father sits aside and listens happily. It is said that they got connected because of music.

At this point, my daughter will severely condemn both of them!

You think we have been an old married couple for so many years. Why do we stay so happy and sweet when we have nothing to do? It's just a matter of forcing dog food on my daughter. The most serious problem is that it makes my eyesight become higher.

How will I find a boyfriend in the future? What should I do if I can’t get married?

After all, after seeing my parents for more than ten years, there has been no cold war, no quarrels, only slow and sweet marriage. Naturally, I am not willing to compromise with my future marriage life.

But, the world is so big and there are so many scumbags. How easy is it to find a perfect love that can last forever?

Maybe it was because I ate too much dog food at home. Being a bit precocious, I thought so melancholy until... I met him!

As for his name, let me keep it a secret and not tell you. Why don't we just call him "idiot" for the time being, hehe!

This is not because I have a problem with him, but because he is really stupid and stupid! Look at my sincere eyes, I definitely didn’t lie to you!

Maybe God thinks that my life is too happy and miserable, so it wants to impose some hardships on me.

So in my third year of junior high school, I was very unlucky. I had a small heart problem and was sent to the hospital for inpatient treatment.

Well, let's be honest with you. It's not a small problem. I have a serious heart problem and I need a major operation.

Although my parents hired the best surgeons and used the best drugs, the chance of success was only 30%.

More than three months before the operation, I was admitted to the hospital's special care unit to receive preoperative care and preparation, waiting for my fate to decide.

During the time when I was sick, my parents stopped what they were doing and took care of me wholeheartedly. I know that they, like me, were pretending, saying that the operation would be successful and that I would be able to go again. We went to school, just cheering each other up and comforting each other.

It was then that I realized that I could become so strong and even cry when there is no one around!

I really don’t want to make my parents sad anymore. I know they are already sad enough because of my condition.

Later, the frequency of their visits gradually became less and less, because they began to travel around the world to seek medical treatment, hoping to increase my hope of a successful operation even a little bit.

The nurse who comes to deliver medicine to me every day praises me for being brave, but I am not brave at all. This bravery is just pretending.

I am very afraid of death, because if I die, there will really be nothing left.

Because of my heart problem, I couldn't climb the stairs or go through the corridor to take the elevator, so my ward was arranged on the first floor. Outside one of the windows was a small alley that few people passed. I would sit there when I was bored. In front of the window, looking out the window in a daze.

That evening, when I woke up from my sleep, my face was covered with cold tears, and half of my pillowcase was wet.

I had that nightmare again. I dreamed that I was lying on the cold operating table. The operation failed, and my parents were holding my body and crying sadly.

I got out of bed and was about to go to the bathroom to wipe my face with a wet towel, but I heard a faint sobbing coming from the window, as if... it was a boy.

I quietly walked to the window, hid behind the curtains, and peeked out through the gaps in the curtains to see who was crying outside.

On the debris pile in the alley outside the window, a boy in school uniform sat on a cardboard box and wiped his tears. There were several little wild cats cuddled close to his feet, enjoying the dried fish he fed.

"Xiao Bai, I'm really sad now. She rejected my confession and said she didn't have any feelings for me at all."

"Xiao Huang, do you think it's better for me not to go to school tomorrow? In order to avoid embarrassment when I see her."

"Xiao Hei, don't just eat dried fish. Can you give me some face? I've gone from a crush to a broken love. I feel so uncomfortable."

…

I listened for a while behind the curtains, and I roughly understood what the plot was. This boy failed to confess his crush on the girl, so he came to talk to these little wild cats.

And it seems that this boy often comes to feed these little wild cats and has become good friends. He even gave each little cat a name according to its color.

By the way, what a failure this person must be. He was just rejected by the girl he had a crush on, and yet he is a manly man, crying as if it is the end of the world. It's really too bad!

What a big fool who doesn’t appreciate the beautiful life!

To be honest, when I saw the look of this idiot outside, I was about to undergo heart surgery and only had a 30% chance of survival. I was absolutely furious.

It is a waste of life to dwell on trivial matters like broken love when others don't cherish what you have always longed for!

"Are you an idiot, or are you not a man? If you really like this girl, then muster up the courage to pursue her. It's nothing to cry here. You are a complete coward. No wonder this girl doesn't like you!"

I admit that at that time, due to my own reasons, I was a little angry, so I just yelled at him through the window.

But what I didn't expect was that after I finished speaking, the idiot who was wiping his tears was so frightened that he fell down from the carton and threw away all the dried fish in his hand.

"Xiao Bai, Xiao Huang, Xiao Hei, you... have you become spirits and can actually speak human words?" After he stood up from the ground, he looked at the man who was picking up dried fish with a pale face. The happy little wild cat asked them solemnly with a shocked look on his face.

This idiot actually thought that the person who just spoke to him was the little wild cat under his feet?

What kind of IQ does this have to be? How can Meow speak? Even movies and TV shows stipulate that after the founding of the People's Republic of China, people are not allowed to become sperms!

This man is indeed an idiot, it’s so funny!

The anger that I had finally brewed was completely extinguished as if by a waterfall. I could no longer be serious and couldn't help laughing.

When he heard the laughter, the idiot outside the window finally understood the real situation, and his face turned red as a monkey's butt.

I don’t know if he was embarrassed because he just misunderstood that Meow could speak, or if he was embarrassed because I saw him wiping tears earlier.

This was the first time in my life that I met him.

Later, during the conversation, I also learned some information about him from this idiot.

For example, because his parents are not around and there is no one at home, he often stays out late after school. These little wild cats were discovered by him accidentally some time ago, perhaps out of a sense of loneliness. Well, he often brings delicious food such as small dried fish and comes to them to chat and talk about the troubles in life, just like the shadow of a broken love now.

Then he asked me very distressedly, what should I do now that I failed to express my love.

Hiding behind the curtain, I decided to act as a mysterious dog-headed strategist and help him chase the girl!

If the operation fails and you die unfortunately, consider it as doing good deeds before dying.

What's more, the days waiting for the operation are really boring and boring, and it's great to see this stupid-looking idiot in front of me!

There is a saying that goes well, women are the ones who understand women best!

So, in the following days, I hid behind the curtains of the window and acted as a dog-headed strategist. Every day I listened to him report on today's situation and analyzed what should be done next to get closer to the girl.

What? You ask me why I have to hide and not see this fool in my true appearance?

Are you a fool who asked this question? You don’t know that girls love beauty!

Because of my physical condition, I have been in the hospital for treatment for the past few days. I have to take a lot of medicine and drink several bottles of medicine every day. My body is ugly and swollen, and even my vocal cords are as hoarse as an old woman. I don’t want to go like this. When it comes to meeting people, especially a boy, even though he is an idiot!

Besides, don’t you think that this mysterious military advisor setting that doesn’t reveal his true face is very mysterious and powerful!

Those peerless masters in novels, movies, and TV dramas also wear hats and masks in broad daylight!

Gradually, every day, instead of waiting for him to knock on the window with a branch, I would stay in front of the window early, waiting for him to come over and share with me his progress today and some interesting things that happened in school.

But sometimes, this idiot always misses appointments and is late, which is really annoying!

This idiot, doesn't he know that he has an agreement with the girl not to be late?

Well, I have to quickly go to the wall and silently draw a circle, cursing him for eating instant noodles without seasoning packets in the future. No, this is not cruel enough. He should be cursed to eat instant noodles only with seasoning packets!

Being late and missing appointments is the most annoying thing!

When will this idiot come? It's getting dark. Could there be some accident on the road... Bah, bah, bah! Maybe...he just caught up with the girl he liked again and went on a date with her?

But if he catches the girl he has a crush on, doesn't it mean that he will never come here again? So...what should I do?

etc! Why should I care about that fool? After all, isn't my original purpose just to help him catch up with the girl he has a crush on and do good deeds?

But... for some reason, when I think of that scene, I always feel a little uncomfortable, as if a piece is missing out of thin air, empty.

Maybe it's because my condition has gotten worse, my heart is so unsatisfactory!

Sometimes, I feel like a harried woman who lives alone in an empty house, always full of complaints!

Today, my body is full of frustration, and the treatment is still very painful.

But when I think about seeing him in the evening after today's treatment is over, I feel that the pain in my body has become much weaker, and I can get through it by gritting my teeth!

"I'm so sorry! I have let down your help all the time. I have recently figured it out and am not going to chase that girl anymore!"

This idiot's voice came from the window, but what does it mean that I'm not ready to chase him?

"Actually, I finally discovered recently that I don't like that girl as much as I thought. Because I have very little contact with her, in fact, it's not her I like, but the imaginary character I imagined and beautified. ." He explained this way.

"Thank you to the unnamed elder sister for your continued help! Although I, Ning Ye, will no longer pursue that girl, I will definitely come to see you every day in the future. Anyway, I don't have many people at home, so it would be nice to have someone to chat with! Besides, eldest sister, you are such a kind person, I believe your illness will be cured soon!"

After hearing the key points of the last paragraph, the heart that was hanging behind the curtain finally let go.

But what the hell is this eldest sister called? My voice is just a little older because of the treatment, but I am still a girl. I have such a lack of vision. Well, I will continue to draw circles and curse you!

I thought this would last until the day I entered the operating room.

But that day, my parents came to the ward exhausted and told me that they had contacted the best hospital in the provincial capital for me. A famous foreign surgeon would be there in a month. If the heart surgery could be performed by them, the chance of success would be very high. It will be increased by half.

Therefore, I must go through the transfer procedures immediately. The car is already parked outside, and I will immediately set off to the hospital in the provincial capital to occupy a surgical quota.

I looked out the window. When that fool comes over tonight, will he be worried if he can't see me?

No matter how worried he is, he should be allowed to experience the feeling of waiting...

But once he leaves, it will decide whether he will live or die, and he may never come back.

It's better... say goodbye to that idiot, so that he won't have to worry all the time!

It's just that it's still early morning, and it's still very late before the promised dusk, and I can't wait until then.

I thought about it, and the nurse and I found some chalk, and wrote farewell words on the window glass that connected me and him, telling him that he had recovered from his illness and was discharged from the hospital, so that he didn’t have to worry about himself, and he wouldn’t have to worry about himself in the future. No need to run so hard to come here, we will meet again if we are destined.

I followed my parents to the provincial hospital. I was already prepared to lie on the operating table and accept my fate, but strangely, my illness... was cured without any medicine. I was inexplicably cured.

The heart is no longer as fragile as before, like a new baby, able to beat and run, and no longer needs to undergo painful treatment every day.

At this time, not only my parents, but also the doctors at the hospital couldn't believe it, shouting that this was a miracle in the medical field.

Maybe, this is indeed a miracle,

Whether it's my illness or the fact that I met that idiot named Ning Ye.

That's right, that idiot is Ning Ye!

Hush, everyone has to keep this secret secret for me. I have been holding back and not telling him.

Originally, I wanted to wait until we get married in the future and give him a surprise (scared?) at the wedding. He will definitely burst into tears by then. I feel a little excited just thinking about it!

It's just that I really can't wait for that day.

In this case, I'd better keep this secret in my heart, lest this idiot won't let me go.

Finally, let me make a few greedy wishes.

Ning Ye, I hope that your future life will be filled with sunshine, that your brows will no longer be covered with sadness and frost, and that you will be treated gently by this cruel and cold world...

I even hope that one day I can meet you again in the vast sea of ​​people!

I hope to see you with a smile by then!