Chapter 236
Spirit ball, put the spirit ball into other people's body, not only can control other people's will and actions, but also can seize other people's thoughts.
The head of the Otsutsuki clan has a tradition of leaving power to future generations, and Otsutsuki Urashiki, as the head of this clan, naturally knows this tradition.
After seizing Urashiki's thoughts, Hinata can master the method of transforming chakra fruit.
As the head of the Otsutsuki clan, Urashiki's mind hides many secrets.
"Huh?"
"There is a seal!"
There is an illusion seal in Urashiki's brain. This seal is like the brain occlusion in the Harry Potter world. If you can't break the illusion, you can't seize Urashiki's memory and thoughts.
But Hinata is not proficient in this.
"In this case... I can only use force!"
Hinata made seals with both hands!
"Yin Yang Seal·Open!"
Unlock Urashiki's seal, and chakra returns in an instant. However, the pillar of the seeking truth jade not only restricts Urashiki's actions, but also blocks his chakra.
Possessing chakra, but unable to cast spells.
At the same time, Hinata can not only control Urashiki's will and actions through the spirit ball, but also control Urashiki through the stick of the Seeking Dao Jade.
"Become my power!"
Hinata quickly formed seals with both hands, controlling Urashiki to transform himself into a chakra fruit.
"Uh ah ah ah——"
Urashiki screamed madly. Mental torture is always more unbearable than physical torture, and the process of being forced to transform himself into a chakra fruit is even more painful.
Transforming chakra fruit is equivalent to annihilating one's soul and erasing the last trace of the existence of the "self" in the world.
Hinata's eyes flashed with a trace of reluctance, but then turned into determination.
Chapter 357 Pure Land Deep in the Heart
Hinata had seen similar examples of killing people and taking away other people's power in many novels in her previous life.
Hinata originally thought that she would have no psychological burden and could face such things calmly. But when the time really came, Hinata inexplicably felt disgusted.
This is different from killing people. This can be regarded as cannibalism.
Even in the education of ninjas, ninjas will never be allowed to rely on eating human flesh and blood for a living when they are out of food.
"Is it really worth abandoning all bottom lines and morals in order to gain so-called power and longevity?"
Hinata couldn't help but ask herself.
At this moment, Hinata's heart was very firm, and there was no hesitation in her eyes.
After Urashiki was sealed, Hinata told herself more than once that sooner or later she would transform Urashiki into a chakra fruit and eat him.
But even though her heart was already as firm as iron, Hinata hesitated.
This is different from the fusion of corpse veins and wood escape. Even if they are essentially for the purpose of seizing the power of others, but transforming people into chakra fruits and eating them...Hinata can't get over the conscience.
"Uh ah ah ah——"
Urashiki resisted Hinata frantically. This was a confrontation of pupil techniques.
If Hinata hadn't used the seeking jade to transform into a stick and inserted it into Urashiki's limbs in advance, I'm afraid Urashiki's resistance would be more intense and more tenacious.
"If I really did this, can I still be called a 'human'?"
"The Chakra Fruit is just a form of power. Urashiki died during the transformation process. This cannot be considered cannibalism, but just a way to gain power."
"Absolutely not! If I really did this, I would lose even the bottom line of being a human being."
"What is human nature? Think about the immortal life, think about the power of the universe... As long as you have these, the lost human nature will be recovered one day."
In Hinata's heart, it seemed as if an angel and a devil were arguing fiercely. One of them asked Hinata to gain power at all costs, and the other tried to persuade Hinata to keep the last trace of human bottom line.
Even Hinata's own heart was repeatedly hypnotizing herself that the Chakra Fruit was not Urashiki, it was just a form of power.
Hinata had absorbed Urashiki's chakra, and had also merged the power of the Corpse Vein and Wood Release... and now she was just transforming Urashiki into a Chakra Fruit, not really eating Urashiki.
As long as she could become stronger, what did all this matter?
Hinata's behavior, thoughts, and soul seemed to be divided into different camps. They fought each other endlessly, trying to persuade each other to give up.
"Ahhhhhhh——"
Hinata screamed madly, a trace of struggle flashed in her eyes, and she kept telling herself in her heart: Do it this time, and only this time.
But this idea could no longer control Hinata's actions. The five remaining Dao-seeking jades behind Hinata turned into spikes and instantly pierced into Urashiki's body, killing Urashiki completely.
"Hoohoo..."
Hinata panted madly, her heart was filled with endless regrets, but Hinata's soul seemed to have been relieved, and the whole person was completely relaxed.
"What have I been insisting on all this time?"
"Hoohoo!"
Hinata's clothes were soaked with cold sweat, but Hinata turned a blind eye to it, but questioned herself again and again in her heart.
"What happened to me during this period of time?"
"All my persistence and hard work, what is all this for?"
On the road to gaining power, the difficulty is not the method, but the torture and self-blame from the soul.
Hinata used to feel comfortable with ‘eating people’.
What a terrible idea!
Now thinking back, Hinata suddenly felt like crying.
“I’m almost unrecognizable…”
Hinata felt that her pursuit was not wrong.
As human beings, what’s wrong with us yearning for immortality and power?
What’s wrong with Hinata is actually the method, the behavior of pursuing power by any means.
Although Hinata has always said that she is the big boss behind the scenes of the ninja world and the ultimate villain of the ninja world, Hinata has always had a moral bottom line that she must stick to.
That is the bottom line of us being called ‘human’.
Hinata reflected on what she had done during this period of time, and quietly felt her gains and losses.
The uneasiness of conscience made Hinata dare not provoke a war between the five major ninja villages, because that would make Hinata feel that her hands were full of blood.
Even though Hinata’s hands were already dirty, Hinata still left a piece of pure land for herself deep in her heart.
After a long time, Hinata raised her head slightly.
There is no air flow in space, even in the Samsara Eye Chakra mode, but staying in space for a long time will be a little difficult to adapt.
In such an environment, Hinata must consume her own energy to maintain her vital signs.
Hinata said nothing and flew back to the Ninja World silently.
At this moment, Hinata suddenly wanted to talk to Hyuga Hiashi, hoping that Hyuga Hiashi could point out the direction for her future.
Hinata was looking forward to someone who could tell her that what she did was not wrong.
Before entering the Ninja World, Hinata looked back at Urashiki for the last time, and used the power of the Samsara Eye to bury Urashiki in a meteorite, and then pushed him into the depths of the universe.
"After all... I still couldn't break through myself."
Hinata felt very weak, and she also regretted a little in her heart, regretting that she had given up such a powerful power.
"Alas!"
With a sigh, Hinata flew all the way back to Konoha, handed over her identity to the White Zetsu substitute in the back mountain of Konoha, and then returned to the Hyuga House.
"Father!"
Hinata sat kneeling opposite Hyuga Hiashi, her face tense and her eyes extremely serious.
Hyuga Hiashi, as usual, had a poker face, as if nothing could change his expression.
"What's wrong?"
Hyuga Hiashi keenly noticed Hinata's abnormality: "Did you encounter something difficult to solve when you secretly left the village this time?"
"Yes!"
Hinata nodded, feeling a little aggrieved.
Hyuga Hiashi calmly said: "Tell me!"
Hinata was silent for a moment, and struggled for a long time before she said weakly: "Father, the hidden danger of your Samsara Eye has been eliminated."
Hyuga Hiashi touched his eyes and asked: "Did you leave the village this time just for this matter?"
"Yes!"
Hinata lowered her head, her tone a little lost: "Father, do you think I was wrong?"
As she spoke, Hinata recounted her hesitation when facing Urashiki and her inner struggle at that time.
"I have seen the road to immortality, which is almost within reach for me..."
"I once thought that I would do anything to gain power, but when the time came, I became weak."
"I can't do it at all!"
Hinata was a little discouraged and a little aggrieved: "If I really transform Urashiki into a chakra fruit and eat it, I don't think I can be considered a human anymore."
Chapter 358 At the end of life, remember to keep your heart at ease
"I am very happy!"
Hinata Hiashi had a calm face, with a deep sense of relief and pride in his expression, and said in a calm tone: "Hinata, you have not become a puppet of power after all, nor have you been dominated by desire. As a father, I am proud of you!"
"... You are worthy of being my daughter!"
Hinata suddenly looked up at Hinata Hiashi, with tears flashing in her eyes.
From childhood to adulthood, this is the first time Hinata can't hold back tears.
Recalling everything she had experienced before, Hinata felt regret, relaxation, confusion, and fear... Too many emotions filled Hinata's heart, making it difficult for Hinata to be firm on her own path.
The road that she thought she would walk on unswervingly, now she can't see the scenery ahead.
Hyuga Hiashi continued: "Your talent is the best I have ever seen in my life. Even in the records of the Hyuga family, no one has ever had such a strong talent like you."
"But the process of you gaining power is too easy... Without hard practice, you easily gain power that others can't achieve in their lifetime."
"I didn't worry too much about this. You were so naughty when you were a child, but you were indifferent to everything..."
After a pause, Hyuga Hiashi suddenly sighed: "I don't know what you have experienced. Your change was probably a year ago!"
"When you regard power as faith, the crisis has come."
"I am very happy that you can recognize your heart so quickly and break free from desire."
Hinata thought in her heart that this is probably the inner demon often mentioned in cultivation novels!
Uchiha Madara, Uchiha Obito, Nagato, and others, they may have all lost themselves in their inner demons.
"Then I..."
Hinata hesitated.
Hinata didn't want to give up her dream of pursuing immortality, because it was already within reach, and it was hard for her to give up.
Hyuga Hiashi comforted: "Hinata, continue to do what you want to do!"
"Huh?"
Hinata looked at Hyuga Hiashi in surprise.