Chapter 20 He finally began to try to reconcile with the past

Chapter 20 He finally began to try to reconcile with the past

Lu Xingzhe felt that he was at a loss. He couldn't tell where he was at a loss. Anyway, he was at a loss. He shouldn't be meddling in his business yesterday. It's fine for him to send people home, and...

Lu Xingzhe's eyes dimmed, and his body fell into the back of the chair in vain, then he took out a cigarette from the drawer, lit it with a lighter, his hand was trembling, and he lit it twice.

The smell of smoke pervades the room, adding a touch of innocence.

Lu Xingzhe thought, maybe Xi Nian is laughing at him in his heart at this time, laughing at him for losing his wife and losing his army, laughing at him for sending him to sleep for nothing.

Cigarette butts were silently crushed at the corner of the table, and the rain outside the window was pattering.

Due to the weather and the fact that Shen Xilin was injured and the city was full of storms, the Star Games had to be postponed for a week. This Friday night at 8 pm, the second round of the knockout round will be broadcast on the sports channel on time.

It's been a while since the last video was exposed. Su Ge hasn't shown up for a long time and is already in a half-hidden state. Although netizens scold him, but there are always times when he forgets it. He doesn't remember it until the show is broadcast.

Different from the dominance of Lattice fans last time, this time they were very quiet and didn't even take a few shots. I don't know when the word "Suge fans" has become an existence that is ashamed to speak out. .

It is inevitable for others to sneer at them. After all, they have offended too many people in the past. When the camera is aimed at Su Ge, the bullet screens are all vomited. The smiling faces that used to look gentle and handsome now only feel hypocritical and greasy.

On the contrary, Xi Nian, his fans have already begun to take shape, and before he even starts shooting bows and arrows on the screen, the fans are already eager to cheer him on.

[Ten rings and ten rings! Must be ten rings! 】

[My brother Xi never fails! 】

【Xi Niantie wins, if I don't win, I'll screw my head off】

...

There was a muffled sound of "嗖", Xi Nian really lived up to their expectations, and hit the center of the ten rings. The moment the camera zoomed in, some viewers noticed the black armguards he was wearing. Thinking of Su Ge scalding him with water some time ago, they couldn't help guessing.

【Xi Nian wears armguards to cover his wounds】

[Basically, counting the date, the second knockout round is only one day away from Su Ge, and his hand must be bad]

[Why is there such a big difference between people? Someone faked his injury and wanted to make it known all over the world. Xi Nian persisted in the game despite being injured. From the beginning to the end, I didn’t hear him complain a single word]

Some people are not fans of Su Ge, but pure keyboard warriors: [It’s just a burn, what’s the big deal, besides, he’s not good at archery, how can he get ten rings if he’s really injured. 】

But soon these remarks were frantically slapped in the face. Xi Nian's injury relapsed in the second knockout round. The first arrow was already at the end of the crossbow. When the second arrow was fired, everyone could see it through the close-up His hands were shaking badly.

His face was pale, and the clothes on his back were soaked with sweat, leaving large dark marks, as if he was trying to endure something.

The audience present at the time didn't understand why Xi Nian didn't shoot the arrow for a long time, but now they understood, they all fell silent.

Through the screen, they saw the man pull the bow string again and again to aim with difficulty, and then hit ten rings one after another. When the referee stepped forward and asked him if he needed off-site medical treatment, He shook his head and refused.

Someone noticed that at this moment, Xi Nian glanced back at the auditorium, his eyes passed through layers of obstacles, and briefly fell on the few fans who were cheering for him hoarsely, and then looked back.

He seldom looked around, and only focused on the target. Occasionally, he deviated a few times, and all of them fell on them, and they were all captured by the camera.

When the rice cakes saw Xi Nian enduring the pain and shooting arrows, they wished to hack Su Ge to death, full of murderous aura, but when they saw this scene, their eyes turned red again.

[Xi Nian's look just now, woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

[It turns out that I was stared at by him before, suffocated, and died without regret! ! ! 】

[I cried, I felt so sorry for him. At that time, he was crazily torn apart by a certain fan. He would be scolded if he won, and he would be scolded if he lost, but because he was not popular, only a few fans supported him. I only found out a few days ago It turned out that he was burned by Su Qiandao]

[No, no, my eyes are red, Xi Nian, why didn't we get to know you sooner]

Why didn't we get to know you sooner.

When you were not famous, you must have suffered a lot. It would be nice if we got to know you earlier.

They felt distressed and couldn't protect him when he was in his infancy...

Xi Nian was also watching the show. When the line of bullet screens flashed in front of his eyes, he propped his head on his hands, frowned and thought hard for a long, long time, whether someone had said the same thing to him many years ago.

The lights above his head were bright, and it made people dizzy to stare at for a long time. Among the messy memories, Xi Nian raised his eyes silently, and seemed to remember something through the ever-changing scenes on the computer screen.

In the suite on the top floor of the hotel, there were two bodies entangled with each other, rolled from the bed to the ground, and then turned from the ground to the sofa. A man with dark hair and eyebrows and eyes sat face to face on him, and then gasped and rose in his ear , Breathing intertwined: "Director Zhang's new play, you are the male number one."

The man's red lips wanted to kiss Xi Nian, but he turned his head away. Xi Nian frowned: "Shao Hansong also participated in the audition, Director Zhang has already appointed him."

"Do you know why he was appointed by default," the man whispered in his ear, "Because he has a female benefactor next to him. If the scandal spreads, who would dare to use him?"

Xi Nian's expression softened a little, and the man smiled when he saw this: "Xi Nian, if you don't

With me, what should you do? "

Without a foundation, even if you have acting skills, it's just that you are snatched away by those who have connections time and time again.

The man's blurry face suddenly became clear little by little, his eyebrows and eyes were all like Lu Xingzhe's. He lowered his eyes, held Xi Nian's face and said seriously: "We should have known each other earlier."

We should have known each other sooner...

Xi Nian didn't understand the meaning of that sentence at the time, but now he suddenly understands a little bit. Humans are a kind of animal with hindsight. It takes several seconds for a broken finger to feel pain. If you have heard it before, it may have been forty or fifty years before you suddenly remembered it in a quiet night. Only then did I realize what it meant.

Xi Nian is slower than them, and he only understands now after a lifetime.

The system could clearly see that he was on the verge of death in his previous life, and he had repented suddenly.

The third knockout round of the Star Games was rescheduled to Saturday. When Xi Nian went out early in the morning with his bag on his back, he found that Sun Ming was waiting downstairs in his car, looking around while looking at his watch.

Xi Nianquan pretended not to see him, and went straight to the parking lot. Who would have thought that Sun Ming had sharp eyes, and hurried over to stop him: "Xi Nian, Xi Nian, where are you going? I drove here to pick you up."

Xi Nian thought it strange that he was such an idiot, so he turned sideways to avoid him and walked out: "I can't bear it."

Sun Ming didn't feel embarrassed at all, and still had a smile on his face: "I know, I offended you before because I didn't know Taishan. You don't remember villains, but don't hate me. This time I really have something to do." Discuss with you."

After he finished speaking, he forcibly grabbed Xi Nian's arm, half-smiling and half-bending, and pulled him into the car. There was a free driver, so Xi Nian sat in the back seat of the car and took off his mask: "What's the matter?"

Sun Ming ordered his assistant to drive, and then took out a paper contract from the briefcase beside him and handed it to him: "It's like this, the Star Games is almost over, the company has considered it, and thinks that now is the best time to increase popularity , so I picked up a live experience reality show for you, called "Decoding the Chamber of Secrets", and all the people who can participate are popular stars. This opportunity is quite rare, and we have fought for you for a long time..."

This program is indeed very popular, and Xi Nian has also heard of it. He took the contract from Sun Ming, opened it, but when he glanced at the first few lines, he paused imperceptibly, and raised his eyebrows slightly: " What do you mean?"

What he has in his hand is not a variety show contract, but a renewal contract.

Meeting Xi Nian's cold gaze, Sun Ming was a little timid, he thought about it and said: "That's right, it's really not easy for the company to win you this opportunity, and your contract is about to expire, so why don't you just sign it together, It’s all mutually beneficial.”

Although he was tactful, the implication was obvious, first sign the prostitution contract, and then sign the variety show contract.

Xi Nian thought that the old fox of Ouyang Shanxing was not so easy to fool. He held the 30-year contract in his hand, pondered for a long time, and then smiled slowly: "It will be a matter of time before the contract is renewed, why must it be urgent today?" .”

Sun Ming looked at him: "Xi Nian, don't be stupid. The big boss is willing to use resources to support you now. That's a good thing. No one else has this opportunity in their dreams. You signed the renewal contract earlier, and I'm fine with the variety show." Help you implement it as soon as possible.”

How could Xi Nian be fooled by him in a few words, pointing to the contract and said: "I am not satisfied with these regulations, so make an appointment another day and find a place to discuss it slowly."

Sun Ming only felt that he was slippery, another day? The contract will expire another day, and Su Ge has no hope of coming back. Xi Nian and the others must hold it in their hands. Thinking of this, his tone unconsciously became a little tough: "Do you want to sign if you push three and four? Let's find your next home, right? Xi Nian, think about it clearly, other homes may not be able to offer you such a generous offer, so don't do stupid things in the heat of your head, or you won't be able to afford the consequences."

Xi Nian hated threats from others the most in his life. Through the car window, he saw that the car had arrived at the entrance of the gymnasium. He put on his mask again, then threw the contract in his hand back, and said with a half-smile: "You guessed it, I I just don't want to sign."

After speaking, he opened the car door, got out of the car straight away, and then slammed the door behind him with his backhand. The movements were coherent and coherent, and Sun Ming was dumbfounded and didn't even react.

Xi Nian went straight into the gymnasium, thinking that if he wanted to rip his face off, he would rip off his face, asking him to sign a 30-year contract on the mountain trip, leaving his life there, he might as well go home and sell sweet potatoes.

After the last knockout round, there were only eight men left in the men's archery group. Because of Xi Nian's almost abnormal hit rate in the ten rings, rumors have spread on the Internet that there is no suspense that he will be the champion this time, and everyone else will accompany him. Running.

Xi Nian's ranking on the Superstar Ranking has risen from the bottom to the top three. Although the number of votes is still a bit behind that of Meng Qianlin and Yu Fan, it is not far behind. This time the auditorium has undergone a complete change. In addition to fans, a full third of Xi Nian's supporters.

"Xi Nian! Come on! Xi Nian! Come on!"

"We all support you!!"

When Xi Nian came on stage, there was a loud noise behind him, and he was about to overturn the ceiling. He looked back, his eyes swept across the crowd, but he didn't find that familiar figure.

This time, Xi Niank was in the eighth place. He probably knew that he was here to accompany him, so he didn't have any hope at all. The commentator played his venomous style as always, and said with emotion: "The result of this competition seems to be There is no suspense, I wonder if Xi Nian can continue to maintain the standard and set a record of ten rings again?"

Xi Nian drew the bowstring at the referee's signal and aimed the arrow at the bull's-eye. This time, there was no one behind him, but honors all over him.

"Whoosh!"

After the muffled sound, hit the tenth ring

.

His grades seem to have only this single number.

As time passed, the number of target arrows not far away was also increasing, and without exception, all of them were concentrated in the inner circle in the center.

As the referee said, there was no suspense in the result of this competition. All twelve arrows were shot down, and Xi Nian's result was still a jaw-dropping tenth ring. When the result was announced, the surrounding applause sounded like thunder. Calling his name.

The fans of Meng Qianlin and Yu Fan thought orz: Is my brother still alive?

Lu Xingzhe was standing behind the crowd. This time he was wearing light-colored clothes and without a hat. He looked unobtrusive at a glance. He looked like an ordinary boy with a camera on his shoulder. Shoulder Bags.

He also couldn't explain why he came here, maybe deep down he felt that he had watched the first two shows, so it was unreasonable not to watch this one.

After Xi Nian left the field, he walked directly to the viewing area. Fans stretched out their arms to ask for his autograph. He took the photos and signed them one by one, then scanned the crowd, as if he was looking for something.

Lu Xingzhe's position can't be found unless he looks carefully, or he never thought that Xi Nian would deliberately look for him, so when his eyes caught off guard and met the man's deep eyes, he was rarely stunned for a moment.

Surrounded by hustle and bustle, the air was silent for a moment.

In Xi Nian's memory, Lu Xingzhe always seemed to like to wear a hat to cover his face. It was rare for him to look at the other person without covering up. For some reason, he didn't look away for a long time.

Due to Lu Xingzhe's personality, he didn't show any panic, he just looked at Xi Nian from a distance without showing any emotion, then smiled, whistled a frivolous whistle to the latter, turned around and disappeared into the crowd.

Xi Nian signed the last photo in twos and twos, and then handed it back to the fans. He avoided the camera and went backstage without a trace. He remembered that the direction Lu Xingzhe left seemed to be Exit C, he paused, and then followed.

Xi Nian chose the shortest path. When he followed, he happened to find Lu Xingzhe's back disappearing in the corridor around the corner. He didn't think much about following him immediately, but he didn't even see anyone when he turned the corner.

"Why are you following me?"

A familiar voice suddenly sounded behind him, like a flat-bottomed thunder. Xi Nian turned his head subconsciously, and saw Lu Xingzhe appeared behind him at some point, squinting his eyes and looking at him.

Xi Nian didn't answer, or he couldn't answer himself: "How did you find me?"

Lu Xingzhe couldn't hear his emotions and said: "I can't even find out, isn't it too much for my job?"

He said, approaching Xi Nian step by step, not letting go of the question just now, staring into his eyes and asking: "You haven't answered yet, why did you follow me just now?"

Xi Nian didn't speak, and seemed to be thinking of an appropriate reason.

No matter how many times, Lu Xingzhe would always be tickled by his cold appearance, and after not hearing the answer for a long time, he deliberately lowered his voice, with a little playfulness: "Why, could it be that you don't want me?"

Just as Xi Nian was about to answer, footsteps from far to near suddenly sounded in his ears. He frowned and pulled Lu Xingzhe into the equipment room beside him, then closed the door with his backhand.

The light inside was broken, and the surroundings were pitch black, and only some old and dusty equipment could be vaguely seen. Xi Nian leaned against the door, and only realized that he was still holding the landing after hearing the chaotic footsteps outside. Xingzhe's hand.

He paused with his fingertips, and for some reason, he didn't let go.

Lu Xingzhe couldn't see Xi Nian's face clearly, he could only feel the breathing and heartbeat of the two of them intertwined. He looked down at his grasped hand: "Do you know what you are doing?"

He also asked this question that night, the difference is that Xi Nian is sober now.

This equipment room probably hasn't been used for a long time, the dust dances in the air, and even a faint musty smell can be smelled, Xi Nian tightened his strength slightly, forcing Lu Xingzhe to approach him, and then asked a nonsensical question: "Why help me?"

Lu Xingzhe: "What?"

Xi Nian reminded him: "Su Ge's video."

Lu Xingzhe was taken aback when he heard the words, and raised his eyebrows imperceptibly: "I don't like him, can't I?"

Xi Nian knew that he wasn't telling the truth, and probably couldn't bear Lu Xingzhe's always being so complacent, so he flipped his body and directly pushed him against the door, and asked slowly, "I rejected you that day, don't you hate me?" I?"

He had a fight with Lu Xingzhe in his previous life, and he was directly ruined.

Xi Nian didn't know why, but wanted to know the reason very much.

Hearing the word "refusal", Lu Xingzhe felt as if he had been stepped on a sore foot suddenly, and suddenly became irritable. He squinted his eyes silently: "You followed me just to ask these boring questions?"

Xi Nian didn't answer, it was his default.

The two of them were deadlocked in such a posture, which made Lu Xingzhe unconsciously think of that night. His expression was slightly cold, and he struggled without warning, trying to push Xi Nian away, but was restrained by the other party with greater strength, and his limbs collided. At the door, there was a muffled sound.

Lu Xingzhe couldn't struggle no matter what, his liver hurt from anger, he rolled his eyes, hummed deliberately, and said with a pale face: "You, you let go, I hit my leg, it hurts..."

Xi Nian was startled when he heard the words, his fingertips loosened suddenly: "Where does it hurt?"

Lu Xingzhe slowly slid down, covered his knees and said, "Legs..."

Xi Nian thought of Lu Xingzhe's character of not showing weakness easily, and believed it. He only thought that he was in real pain, so he immediately squatted down, groped for Lu Xingzhe's left leg in the dark, and asked, "Is it the injury from last time?"

mouth? Knee pain? "

Hearing this, Lu Xingzhe glanced at him quietly in the dark, but didn't speak, because he was breathing heavily after struggling just now, and it looked a bit realistic.

Xi Nian couldn't hear his answer, so he took it as acquiescence, rolled up Lu Xingzhe's trouser legs in the dark, and reached in, but unexpectedly, his hand was held down.

Lu Xingzhe's tone was wary: "What are you doing?"

Xi Nian's handsome face fell in the shadows, making it hard to see clearly. His cold fingertips pressed against Lu Xingzhe's calf, and he could faintly feel a little callus: "Look at your injury."

Hearing this, Lu Xingzhe slowly let go of him.

Xi Nian rolled his trouser legs up to his knees, and groped with his fingertips to inspect the injury. He felt that it was uneven and full of scars, but luckily there was no wet blood. He put Lu Xingzhe's trouser legs down again: "I'll take you to Hospital."

Lu Xingzhe's eyes kept falling on him: "Why, are you afraid I'm limping?"

He was just flirting habitually, but Xi Nian actually admitted it, and said without emotion: "Well, I'm afraid you're lame."

Lu Xingzhe was slightly taken aback when he heard the words, and was about to say something when Xi Nian asked, "Can you still go?"

Hearing this, Lu Xingzhe unconsciously landed his fingertips on his lap, then raised his eyebrows and uttered two words: "No."

Xi Nian: "..."

Lu Xingzhe seemed to see his hesitation, and stood up from the ground with his own support. He avoided Xi Nian's supporting hand, remained silent for a while, and suddenly asked, "Do you look down on me?"

Xi Nian said, "No."

Maybe they looked down on them in the previous life, but not in this life.

The audience was watching the game. At this time, there was no one in the corridor. Xi Nian came out from the equipment room, patted the ashes on his body, took out a black mask from his pocket, put it on, squatted down, and said to Lu Xingzhe: " Come up, I'll carry you on my back."

Lu Xingzhe wanted to say that he was faking it, but he stopped talking while looking at Xi Nian's generous back.

Xi Nian only felt his back sinking, and then someone hugged his neck. He looked back, then stood up, and walked downstairs with Lu Xingzhe on his back, his steps were steady.

Lu Xingzhe clung to Xi Nian's hot back, wondering what he was thinking, he stretched out his hand and pinched Xi Nian's earlobe: "Aren't you afraid of being discovered by reporters if you carry me like this?"

Xi Nian said softly: "Don't worry, other people are not as boring as you. Even if they find out, they will only praise me for being helpful and helping the disabled."

Except for Lu Xingzhe, whoever is idle is staring at him every day.

Lu Xingzhe was not angry at all, his red lips slowly approached Xi Nian's ear, and asked with great interest: "Then what if the two of us sleeping were found out?"

Xi Nian paused, then continued to walk forward: "As long as you don't tell, no one will know."

He had already arrived at the parking lot while talking, and Xi Nian didn't drive today. He found Lu Xingzhe's car, unlocked it with the key, opened the rear door and helped him in, and was about to close it, but he heard Lu Xingzhe suddenly say: "If I want to tell you Woolen cloth?"

Xi Nian paused, raised his eyes and met Lu Xingzhe's dark and quiet eyes: "You want to hold me?"

Lu Xingzhe originally just said it casually, who would have thought to hear his words, an unknown fire ignited in his heart, he directly grabbed Xi Nian's wrist, and then pulled him into the car, the door was slammed shut, Isolated everything outside.

In the narrow and dark space, the two had no choice but to stick close together. Lu Xingzhe grabbed Xi Nian by the collar and pressed him against him, unable to see his expression, he reminded him word by word: "Xi Nian, that night was You take the initiative, it's not that I begged you to fuck me."

His tone was calm, but the word "Lao Tzu" revealed his inner emotions.

Xi Nian could even feel his fingertips tense to the extreme.

Lu Xingzhe said, "It's my first time."

He said, "It's my first time..."

Being forced on the bed by a drunk person, I passed the night like that in a daze, and returned home exhausted the next day, and cleaned my body in a strange way.

Even so, he never thought of harming Xi Nian, never.

Lu Xingzhe asked him: "Why, you think I'm cheap, you can sleep with anyone casually?"

When he said this, his eyes were red. Xi Nian didn't know why, so he subconsciously raised his hand to cover his eyes, and said in a low voice, "No."

Lu Xingzhe didn't speak, breathing heavily.

Xi Nian slowly pulled down the hand that was holding his collar, and then he turned upside down and pressed Lu Xingzhe under him, and repeated in a low voice: "I don't think so."

Xi Nian said: "It was an accident that day, I was drunk..."

The endings of the next few words gradually faded into the air, because the hand covering Lu Xingzhe's eyes suddenly felt a little wet, and after a while, he realized something belatedly, and his body froze slightly.

He had never seen Lu Xingzhe cry.

Really never.

The light inside the car was dim, and everything could not be seen clearly. Xi Nian didn't move his hand away. He knew that Lu Xingzhe didn't like to be seen looking embarrassed by others, but he didn't know what to say. waist, and then with a slight force, he pressed the man into his arms.

"Don't cry,"

Xi Nian said, "Don't cry."

He knew Lu Xingzhe's grievances, but he was used to being selfish and cold-blooded, and rarely thought about it. As the system once said, some people understand everything, but whether they can do it is another matter.

Lu Xingzhe froze the moment he was embraced by him. Neither of them spoke.

The sound of jumping sounded, and the clamor was endless.

Xi Nian waited for a long time, until the little wet marks on his palms were dry, and finally moved his body. At this moment, Lu Xingzhe's hoarse voice suddenly sounded in his ears: "Xi Nian, if you didn't get drunk that day , don't you care about touching me at all..."

Xi Nian thought to himself if there is something rare, I wish for this kind of thing, he lowered his palm slightly, met Lu Xingzhe's dark eyes, and asked back: "Then were you forced by me?"

Lu Xingzhe looked at him and paused: "No one can force me to do what I don't want to do."

In other words, he did it voluntarily.

Xi Nian didn't know what he was thinking. After hearing the words, he was silent for a long time, and suddenly he laughed lowly, making it difficult to tell what kind of emotions were contained in it. He thought of Lu Xingzhe's legs again, so he got out of the car and went around to the driver's seat, and then started the car Drive towards the hospital.

But Lu Xingzhe automatically attributed the low laugh to Xi Nian's sneer at him, his face paled for a moment, he sat up straight, and then slammed the car window: "Stop!"

Xi Nian didn't listen to him, he just locked the car doors, and later realized that Lu Xingzhe was lying to himself just now: "Why, the leg doesn't hurt anymore?"

Lu Xingzhe's eyes turned red with anger: "This is my car, get out!"

Xi Nian ignored it, and drove the car on his own, waited until it stopped near the hospital, then got out of the car, then went around to the back and opened the car door, and asked Lu Xingzhe leisurely: "Do you want to go to the hospital or my house? "

Lu Xingzhe's hands and feet were cold, and his face was bloodless. When he heard the words, he gave Xi Nian a cold look, and heard some sarcasm from it for no reason. He got up and was about to get out of the car, but was held down by Xi Nian's shoulders.

Xi Nian leaned down slightly this time, was at eye level with him, was silent for a moment, and asked again seriously: "Do you want to go to the hospital or my house?"

Xi Nian felt that what he wanted to express was already very clear.

But what Lu Xingzhe understood was that going home = making a date, and angrily shook off his hand: "I'll go to your mother!"

He threw it too hard, and Xi Nian was unprepared, his right hand knocked on the car door unexpectedly and made a dull movement, the back of his hand was reddened to the naked eye.

Xi Nian was stunned because of the phrase "I'll go to your mother".

And Lu Xingzhe thought of Xi Nian's hand and had to draw a bow and archery to participate in the competition, his body froze suddenly, and a rare panic flashed in his eyes: "You..."

He subconsciously grabbed Xi Nian's wrist, his palm was covered with cold sweat, he was speechless for a long time, his eyes quickly searched the hospital around, but he didn't see any shadow, so he could only look at Xi Nian: "Where is the hospital?"

Knocked a bit, it's really not a big deal.

Xi Nian saw a little unnoticeable worry from Lu Xingzhe's tense expression, paused, then held his hand instead, feeling sticky cold sweat, he slammed the car door, and said in a low voice: "Go to my house."

At noon, unlike the rainy days of the previous few days, the scorching sun hung in the sky, and the sycamore trees on the side of the road were densely lined up, casting a shadow, and occasionally a gust of wind passed by, making the leaves rustle.

Lu Xingzhe's mind was blank, he didn't even know how he got to Xi Nian's house, he just heard the door open and close with a light click, and then his back was pressed against the cold wall, his waist tightened, and he was caught The man's hot breath slowly enveloped.

Lu Xingzhe woke up in an instant, and looked up at Xi Nian's deep eyes. The man didn't speak, but slowly clasped and clasped the back of his head with his slender fingertips, then buried his head, and kissed intimately all the way from the collarbone. on the lips.

Lu Xingzhe didn't know why, but his face was frighteningly pale.

Xi Nian noticed that his figure was stiff and raised his eyes to look at him, but saw Lu Xingzhe's lips trembling slightly. After a moment of silence, he asked in a low voice, "You don't want to?"

Lu Xingzhe couldn't speak, his mind went back and forth, only Xi Nian's inexplicable sneer in the car, looking at him with dark eyes, suddenly asked without beginning and end: "What are you laughing at?"

Laughing at him without shame?

Or just let people sleep casually?

Xi Nian was stunned for a moment before he realized what he was asking, then let go of the hand that held the back of Lu Xingzhe's head, and said as if he could see through his inner thoughts: "I didn't laugh at you."

He half-truthfully said: "I laugh at myself...the charm is great."

He was actually laughing at karma, being able to be entangled with a person for two lifetimes in a row, it has to be said to be a skill.

Lu Xingzhe was dubious, Xi Nian knew he was sensitive and didn't care, he just stroked his back silently to relax his tense body, then pinched Lu Xingzhe's chin and kissed him, and asked vaguely: "Do you remember?" Remember how I wanted you that day..."

Breathing is low, heart is beating wildly.

Lu Xingzhe didn't expect Xi Nian to ask such intimate words, his pupils shrank slightly, he tilted his head to avoid the man's intimate and hot kiss, but he couldn't move as if he had been immobilized, he stumbled into the bedroom while being hugged by someone, Then fell on the bed.

Lu Xingzhe subconsciously clenched his shoulders, his throat seemed to be blocked by something, dry and astringent: "Xi Nian..."

His voice trembled.

For the first time when Xi Nian was sober, he so patiently comforted him: "It's okay."

He took off Lu Xingzhe's trousers, and with the soft sound of clothes falling, the wound on Lu Xingzhe's left leg was exposed to the air. Xi Nian sank slightly, as if he wanted to retrieve the memory of that night, beside the hideous scar He gave each other hot kisses, which burned to the tip of his heart.

Lu Xingzhe's eyes were red: "Don't..."

Of course Xi Nian would not listen to him.

bedroom

The curtain was drawn tightly, blocking most of the daylight, and all the furnishings inside were between light and dark. Xi Nian followed the habit of his previous life tossing about, but Lu Xingzhe felt that his life was about to die, so he said tremblingly: "Stop ……stop……"

He inexplicably thought of the muddle-headed night last time, he closed his eyes unconsciously, his fingertips clutched the sheet tightly, sweat dripped from his chin, leaving traces of dizziness.

Xi Nian stared at Lu Xingzhe's bright red lips, stroked them back and forth with his fingertips, and was satisfied to see that the color was getting more and more magnificent, so he lowered his head and kissed it, this time with a bit of domineering desire to swallow people into his stomach.

Xi Nian panted and asked him, "How does it feel?"

Lu Xingzhe didn't know if it was comfortable or not. He only remembered that after finishing the last time, there was no place that didn't hurt. After a long silence, he uttered a word in a trembling voice: "It hurts..."

He didn't feel anything, he only seemed to remember the pain.

Xi Nian paused when he heard this, stared at his red eyes, then stretched out his hand, gently brushed away the broken hair on Lu Xingzhe's forehead, and asked in a low voice, "Did you feel bad last time?"

Lu Xingzhe shook his head.

Xi Nian knew at a glance that he was lying, kissed his eyes, and covered the uneven scar on his leg with his warm palm: "Then what about here?"

Lu Xingzhe still shook his head, buried his face in the pillow, and didn't speak for a long time. He didn't know what he thought of, and said in a muffled voice without emotion: "If you want to do it, do it quickly, don't ask so many questions."

Xi Nian's few rare good intentions seemed to be regarded as donkey's liver and lungs. He buried his head in Lu Xingzhe's neck, feeling a little frustrated rarely.

After an incident, the bed was a mess.

Lu Xingzhe lay motionless on the bed, his chest heaving and unsteady, he looked at the ceiling, and after confirming that Xi Nian did not follow up, he got up and got out of bed, and then picked up the clothes on the ground.

Seeing this, Xi Nian grabbed his wrist: "What are you doing?"

Lu Xingzhe said without raising his head, "Go home."

Xi Nian frowned: "Go home?"

Lu Xingzhe curled his lips in a sarcasm: "Aren't you going to wait for you to drive me away?"

His voice was still a little hoarse, his face was pale, he put on his clothes without saying a word, covering all the bruises and purple marks on his body, his jaw was sharp and thin, and he looked thinner than before.

Hearing this, Xi Nian's eyes were gloomy, and he suddenly smiled angrily. He pulled a piece of clothing and put it on, then pulled Lu Xingzhe back, pinched his chin and asked, "What do you think I brought you home for?" of? dating?"

Lu Xingzhe really thought so.

Xi Nian really didn't know what to do, he tightened his fingertips slightly, thought for a long time before saying: "It's not anyway."

Lu Xingzhe thought that you were shot, now he told me no: "Why is that?"

Xi Nian took a deep look at him, pursed his lips and said, "...you think for yourself."

He didn't seem to want to talk anymore, he directly took Lu Xingzhe into the bathroom, poured the hot water from the shower, and the water splashed everywhere in an instant, every time Lu Xingzhe was under the control of others, he was slow to react , only to find that his clothes were already wet.

Xi Nian brushed the hem of his clothes with his fingertips, helped him clean it up, and said amidst the sound of dripping water, "Put on mine later."

Lu Xingzhe groaned because of his sudden movement, his legs were weak and he almost couldn't stand still, Xi Nian held his figure firmly, his palms pressed against his back, and after a long while, he asked: "Go up Did you wash it yourself?"

Lu Xingzhe's breathing became disordered, his face was flushed, and he thought to himself if it wasn't me washing it myself, maybe a ghost washed it for me.

In the hazy water vapor, he could hardly see Xi Nian's face clearly, he could only feel the strong body of the other party, and heard the other party say a word in a trance: "You walked too fast last time."

When Lu Xingzhe heard this, his heart skipped a beat: "What did you say?"

Xi Nian: "Nothing."

After taking a shower, he directly carried Lu Xingzhe out of the bathroom, then leaned over on the bed, and when he pulled his hands away from behind him, he touched his face instead, and Xi Nian brushed away his wet black hair and said: " Don't walk around, I'll get you a suit."

His eyes seemed to be different from before.

Lu Xingzhe vaguely guessed something, but he wasn't quite sure. He stared at Xi Nian's back in a daze, the words twirled on the tip of his tongue, but he couldn't ask.

After Su Ge was hidden in the snow, Xi Nian finally felt for a moment that the current road was not too bad. He began to try to get out of the demonic obstacles of the past and reconcile with himself in the previous life.

And Lu Xingzhe...

Xi Nian took out a set of clothes from the closet, and when he turned around, he saw him looking at him, handed over the clothes in his hand, and asked, "Why are you staring at me?"

Lu Xingzhe had just finished taking a shower, his eyebrows and eyes were clean, he lowered his head to put on his clothes, and buttoned them one by one. After a moment of silence, he suddenly said without warning: "I don't need to be a paparazzi."

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