Chapter 68 Don't Abandon Me
Depression sometimes happens when he is ill. His memory is confused and he doesn’t know anyone. When he is afraid, he can only think of these two names, like a lost child, uneasy and at a loss.
Probably Sheng Chuan's gaze was too deep, depressed and subconsciously wanted to hide, but there was nowhere to hide, so he quickly buried his face in his knees again and continued to maintain the previous posture. In such an environment, it seemed that only the cold and hard Only the walls and the endless darkness can bring him a sense of security.
Sheng Chuan looked away slowly, not knowing what he was thinking, lowered his eyes to look at the tray in his hand, then opened the door and left.
Seeing him going downstairs, Aunt Lin subconsciously stepped forward and asked, "Mr. Sheng, has Second Young Master eaten yet?"
Sheng Chuan handed her the tray, and the porridge bowl on it was empty, "I drank a little porridge."
Aunt Lin finally breathed a sigh of relief when she heard the words, and smiled, not doubting him, "Mr. Sheng has a way. Second Young Master, he doesn't listen to anyone, he just listens to you."
After speaking, I took the tray and went to the kitchen to scrub.
Sheng Chuan thought to himself that depression was never obedient, and in his few memories, the definition of depression was trouble, and he had a young master's disease, and he would feel uncomfortable if he didn't lose his temper.
When Aunt Lin went to wash the dishes, Sheng Chuan sat on the sofa and quietly began to think about how he should go next. There is no doubt that Shen Run will be the first to be brought down, but Sheng Chuan has no way to compete with him now , the only reason is the car accident, which must have something to do with him.
At first, Sheng Chuan only thought that Shen Run's goal was the inheritance rights, at best he was a bastard who was dazzled by jealousy, but he didn't expect that the other party had other plans, even daring to risk his life.
Although they are in a cooperative relationship, Shen Run is very defensive and has been secretly guarding against Sheng Chuan. He has not revealed a word about the car accident to him, so Sheng Chuan has no actual evidence at present. If he wants to bring down the other party, he still needs to Think long term.
There was silence all around, and the gardener was still mowing the lawn in the garden outside.
Sheng Chuan unconsciously moved his hand, the place where Shen Yu bit him just now was still aching, the wound was a bit deep, the bleeding stopped after a while, and now it has solidified into a dark color.
He didn't take medicine, just tried to wait for the pain to subside, but as time passed, the pain became more and more painful, he let out a breath slowly, and frowned subconsciously.
The system observed quietly for a while, and finally automatically showed up. The interstellar transformation system will serve you wholeheartedly
Suddenly, a strange mechanical sound sounded in Sheng Chuan's ears. He raised his eyes subconsciously, but saw a blue ball of light floating in mid-air, with a pair of wings on his back flapping "..."
Seeing this scene suddenly in broad daylight was frightening to be honest.
Sheng Chuan once thought that he was hallucinating, his pupils shrunk, and he unconsciously clenched his fingertips. The system flew in front of him and greeted him in a tone like a customer service of a certain treasure. Interstellar Transformation System is very happy to serve you
As he got closer, he could even feel the breeze brought by the system's flapping wings, only to realize that it was not an illusion. Sheng Chuan couldn't get up and down his throat, and his face turned blue. It took a long time for him to utter a word. "what are you?"
The system flew around him, explained a lot of bits and pieces, and finally concluded that our mission is to find scumbags and urge you to reform. If you succeed in reforming, you can untie the system smoothly. Erase, you have to work hard!
Sheng Chuan understood its meaning, and it took him a long time to barely digest it. To be honest, it felt quite outrageous. After all, this kind of thing can only happen in novels or TV dramas. He adjusted his sitting posture silently, trying to hide his nervousness , asked without emotion, "So you found me?"
The interstellar executive officer of the system automatically selects the host and assigns it randomly, and we are assigned to a group
Sheng Chuan is not scum, he is pure bad, and he is extremely good at disguising and sophistry. Hearing the words, he slowly rubbed his fingertips, and there was a deceptive smile on his lips, "Then what do you think I am scum?"
Hearing this, the system pulled out its own notebook and showed it to him, and two lines of crooked words clearly appeared on the light screen: first, driving mad and depressed, and second, using improper means to seize other people's property.
The system said dear, you have to change these two points
Sheng Chuan smiled, and corrected it, "First, I didn't drive the depression crazy."
Shen Yu was so frightened that he became insane after witnessing the death of Mr. Shen in front of his own eyes. The car accident had nothing to do with Sheng Chuan. He didn't even know about it beforehand. It will be very troublesome for the police to come to your door in case of a life-threatening lawsuit.
Sheng Chuan "Secondly, it is Shen Run who plotted other people's property by illegal means, not me. Now the Shen family is in his hands, and I have nothing."
In summary,
Sheng Chuan "You should reform Shen Run, not me."
system……
Damn speechless.
Seeing that the system hadn't spoken for a long time, Sheng Chuan made a gesture to see off the guest, and kindly reminded, "Go and find Shen Run, he should still be in the company, there is still time to go now."
It's a good move to bring disaster to the east.
The system suddenly felt that this host was a bit tricky, not as easy to fool as the previous host... If the binding is undone, the granted rebirth right will also be withdrawn.
Sheng Chuan was about to get up and leave, when he heard this, he stopped and looked at it slowly, "What do you mean?"
The rebirth right of the system host is issued by the interstellar executive officer. If the transformation is refused, the host's existing life value will be withdrawn.
In other words, transform or die.
Shengchuan"
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Aunt Lin is washing dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen. Although there were not many people in the Shen family in the past, at least they were still somewhat popular. Now it is deserted, and it is no different from an empty house. The dishes and rice cooked at noon are basically untouched. Wait a minute Either they eat it themselves, or they have to throw it away and make new ones at night.
Aunt Lin is getting older, and she is no more lavish than young people. She secretly lamented the waste of food and was about to dispose of the food when Sheng Chuan's voice suddenly sounded behind her, "Aunt Lin, let's share a separate meal."
Aunt Lin turned her head subconsciously, only to see Sheng Chuan standing behind her at some point, and while re-dividing the food according to his instructions, she asked suspiciously, "Mr. Sheng, what's the matter?"
Sheng Chuan didn't want to say much, "It's nothing."
Aunt Lin didn't ask much, she just thought he was hungry, heated up the food in the microwave, put it on a tray and handed it to him, Sheng Chuan took it and left the kitchen, Aunt Lin looked out secretly, but saw him go to the kitchen upstairs.
Generally speaking, only a very few perverted perpetrators enjoy seeing the victim in pain. Most people dare not face the victim when they do something wrong, because they will be overwhelmed by the emotion of shame.
Sheng Chuan neither belongs to the former nor to the latter, he knows exactly what he wants, so unnecessary guilt will only interfere with his judgment, but it is undeniable that he does not want to appear in front of Shen Yu very much.
It's hard to get to the bottom of it, but I just don't want to.
Pushing open the door again, the inside was still pitch black, Sheng Chuan closed the door behind his back, then found a switch on the wall and pressed it, the light turned on, driving away the darkness in an instant, and the furniture inside could be seen at a glance.
Shen Yu still huddled in the corner, the sudden light seemed to make him feel extremely uncomfortable, his body trembled, Sheng Chuan stood in place, did not move for a long time, until the system seemed to fly out unintentionally, and then he moved.
Sheng Chuan walked over, put the tray on the ground, and stretched out his hand to pull Shen Yu out from the corner of the wall. The latter seemed to be frightened by something, and began to struggle violently and panicked, his face turned pale, "No...no...don't come here... "
His body was too weak, and his strength was naturally inferior to Sheng Chuan's, so he was dragged out from the corner in two or three strokes, immediately like a snail out of its shell, only left to linger and wait for death.
Sheng Chuan restrained his hands, and because of the long-term disguise, anger rarely appeared on his face. At this time, he still had a gentle appearance, and his tone did not change much, "Come over for dinner."
There is no place to hide for depression, so he can only tilt his head to avoid his sight. The noble young man who used to be taller than the top is now in a mess worse than a beggar on the roadside, his sanity is on the verge of collapse, and he whispered, "I beg you... …please……"
He was like a wounded little animal, whimpering and trying to hide himself, his voice was crying, like a wronged child, "Please..."
He was in excruciating pain, and his body convulsed uncontrollably.
It was the first time Sheng Chuan heard Shen Yu say the word "begging", he was dazed for a moment, and when he realized it, he held him in his arms with a little force, lowered his eyes and said, "Eat, after dinner... I'll take you to see A Chuan."
Hearing the words, Shen Yu paused for a moment, these two words seemed to ignite some hope in him, and even his dark and dim eyes had an extremely faint light, and he asked uncertainly, "A Chuan...?"
Sheng Chuan looked at him, didn't speak, and said after a while, "Well, A Chuan."
The gloomy struggle became weaker, but he was still afraid. It was not until his back touched Sheng Chuan's chest that he really touched the real thing, and it was no longer empty, that he finally felt a little safe.
He hugged his knees, tugged at his sleeves anxiously, and whispered, "Don't lie to me..."
Sheng Chuan didn't speak, thinking that it was too late for me to lie to you, he lifted his gloomy hair with his fingertips, looked at the scar caused by the car accident, then slid down the other side's thin body with clear ribs, and touched His sunken belly.
Apparently, Depression hadn't eaten for a while.
Sheng Chuan remembered something, squinted his eyes, then stretched out his hand to take a bowl of porridge from the tray, stirred it twice with a spoon, and asked gloomily, "Have you seen Aunt Lin recently?"
Sullen shook his head a little uneasily, staring at the constantly stirring spoon in the bowl.
The heat gradually dissipated. Sheng Chuan scooped up a spoonful of porridge and handed it to his mouth. He hesitated for a moment, then lowered his head and ate it. He raised his face and asked cautiously, "Where is my father..."
Sheng Chuan thought to himself that your father had died a long time ago, who gave you a good brother? Although it is very pitiful to lose your father, but it was not his father who died, it was difficult for Sheng Chuan to empathize with him, so he didn't say anything, just scooped up another Spoon porridge to feed him, Shen Yu probably finally felt a little hungry, swallowed it obediently, and unknowingly ate up the whole bowl of porridge.
Sheng Chuan had just been reborn, so he didn't remember very clearly about this period of time. He put the empty porridge bowl back, and saw that the curtains were drawn tightly, so he stood up and opened them. This place is facing the back garden with the best view. It is not difficult to see Mr. Shen's preference for depression.
Directly below the window is a ring-shaped flower bed with lush green plants. Sheng Chuan was about to look back, but saw a blue figure flashing by in the corner, and couldn't help but fix his sight.
The other party hid in a panic, apparently not passing by unintentionally.
Sheng Chuan's thoughts turned for a moment, and seeing that most of the vegetables in the tray were still untouched, he opened the window by a small half, poured out the vegetables, and closed the window again.
After finishing all this, Sheng Chuan was about to leave when someone grabbed his trouser legs. He lowered his eyes and saw that he was depressed, "Where is A Chuan..."
Shen Yu looked up at him, his chin was sharp and thin, his eyes were dark and helpless, and his fingertips were tightly clutching his trousers, a little bit because of too much force.
Fan Qing: "You promised...to take me to see A Chuan..."
Sheng Chuan didn't intend to pay attention to it at first, and tried slightly to pull out his trouser legs, but at this time the system floated in front of him lingeringly. Although he didn't say anything, it seemed to be silently warning something.
Sheng Chuan was not the chief culprit who drove him crazy and depressed, but it was the last straw that crushed him.
The system has set a goal for Sheng Chuan, the first step is to resolve the cause and effect, that is... to help depression return to normal.
Before finding out the details of the system, Sheng Chuan naturally couldn't gamble with his own life. He stared at the system quietly. After a while, he seemed to finally compromise, and slowly squatted down in front of Shen Yu.
Sheng Chuan said to Shen Yu, "I am Sheng Chuan."
Shen Yu stared at him fixedly, then shook his head a little nervously, as if in disbelief.
Seeing this, Sheng Chuan hooked his fingertips to Sullen's hand, and lightly drew a circle on his palm, like a feather brushing by, the touch was slightly itchy.
This is a small gesture that they used to do between them.
Sheng Chuan looked at him, with a very deceptive appearance, which brought the word gentle to the extreme, like a piece of transparent and moist jade, with warm tentacles, and no edges or corners could be seen. "Do you believe it now?"
Shen Yu lowered his head when he heard the words, looked at their hooked fingertips, his thoughts were confused for a moment, "You are really Achuan..."
Because he hadn't seen the sun for too long, his skin was pale and bloodless, and he could no longer see the shadow of his high spirits, his eyes turned red little by little, a little aggrieved, a little sad "Why don't you come to see me..."
If people who do bad things have a conscience, they won't do bad things.
Sheng Chuan was silent and did not speak.
Shen Yu couldn't understand the reason, so he hammered his head hard, his red eyes were filled with tears, and he asked stubbornly and simply, "Is it because I lost my temper with you..."
Sheng Chuan still didn't speak.
Seeing him ignoring himself, Shen Yu lowered his head and retracted into his arms. Tears soaked the clothes on Sheng Chuan's shoulders little by little, like a child who made a mistake, and said in a choked and helpless voice, "I will never talk to you again. I lost my temper... don't leave me, okay..."
The fear that cannot be hidden in words.
This room is too dark, too dark...
He was like a lone boat floating on the sea, with no shore in sight, and the desperation around him flooded in like a tidal wave, almost drowning and suffocating him.
Sheng Chuan still didn't say anything. What can he say, but he just takes money to do things. He can't control so much about the following series of things. If Shen Yu is sober now, he won't care about his apology. This kind of verbal language Nothing works.
Shen Yu probably hasn't slept for a long time, tired of crying at this time, curled up in Sheng Chuan's arms, closed his eyes and remained motionless, as if falling asleep.
Sheng Chuan looked at him with downcast eyes, only felt a coolness on his shoulders, his arms slowly passed through the bend of Shen Yu's legs, and then picked him up from the ground, feeling light and weightless.
When Shen Yu was young, he would have the stars if he wanted the stars, and the moon if he wanted the moon. When a turmoil suddenly came one day, a small rain would blow him to pieces.
Sheng Chuan leaned over and put him on the bed, stared at him for a while, seeing that even though he was in a dream, he was still curled up and unable to relax, so he pulled the quilt aside to cover him, then turned off the light and went out.
At this time, Aunt Lin was cleaning the table underneath. Although she was old, her hands and feet were nimble. Sheng Chuan came down from the stairs, glanced at the blue apron she was wearing, and then handed her the tray and sat on the sofa. , Randomly picked out a magazine to read.
The servants of the Shen family said more or less, the nanny, the gardener, the driver, whoever could have Shen Run's eyeliner.
Sheng Chuan asked unintentionally, "Aunt Lin, how long have you been working in the Shen family?"
Aunt Lin raised her head subconsciously when she heard the words, and then she smiled, "Mr. Sheng, I have been working in the Shen family for more than 20 years."
Sheng Chuan looked at the magazine without raising his head, "Twenty years, that's a long time."
After he finished speaking, he seemed to think of something, and suddenly said, "By the way, I have something to go out tomorrow morning, and I may not come back until evening."
Aunt Lin subconsciously asked, "Is there anything urgent for you?"
Sheng Chuan nodded, "Well, a relative is sick and hospitalized, I'll go and see."
Aunt Lin said, "It's really urgent. Don't worry, I will take good care of the second young master."
Sheng Chuan smiled, didn't say anything, patiently finished flipping through the magazine in his hand, and then went upstairs to rest.
Too many things happened this day, Sheng Chuan needed to sort out slowly, he seemed calm, but the appearance of the system caught off guard and disrupted his plan, and he already had a faint feeling of trouble in his heart.
First of all, the first one is not an easy task. If you want to cure depression, you must first find a doctor, but their every move is under the control of Shen Run. Strange.
Then there is the second one. The system says that it is not allowed to take other people's property by illegal means. It really put a knife in Sheng Chuan's heart. He did so many things just for money. Now the system does not allow him to cheat money, so what else? mean.
He was the one who said that he couldn't steal the chicken, let alone the rice, not to mention that he couldn't get the money, and now he had to run endlessly for his life.
Sheng Chuan paced slowly in the room, silently thinking about countermeasures. He is a person whose interests are paramount, and he does not suffer at all. Shen Run cheated him in his previous life, and he has to cheat him back in this life, otherwise he will not be able to swallow this even if he dies. tone.
The driver who caused the accident was a pickup truck, which suddenly lost control on the expressway and collided violently with Mr. Shen's car. Later, the driver also died of shock due to excessive blood loss. After testing, his blood
The alcohol content in the fluid is high, which is shown as drunk driving.
On the surface, there seems to be no problem, but it is only on the surface. On the day of the incident, Shen Yu originally made an appointment to have dinner with Sheng Chuan, but was suddenly called away by the old man. The specific reason is unknown. It was obvious that the old man's tone was very low, as if he was suppressing his anger.
Why angry?
Someone pissed him off? Or because of something else?
Probably only Shen Yu knew about this matter, but he is already crazy now, obviously there is no way to check it out, Sheng Chuan didn't notice it at the time, but now that he thinks about it, it probably has something to do with Shen Run.
No one charged anything in this car accident, and it was not convenient for the police to conduct an in-depth investigation. They could only investigate the cause of the car accident and close the case after confirming that there was nothing suspicious.
If Sheng Chuan wanted to know more about it, he could only look it up by himself.
In the early morning of the next day, Sheng Chuan drove away from the Shen family's mansion early. He first found a private detective and asked him to find out the family information of the driver who caused the accident. go back.
He said yesterday that he would not be back until evening, and Aunt Lin was obviously surprised when she saw him, "Mr. Sheng, why did you come back so early?"
Sheng Chuan glanced at her, "Oh, that relative of mine has already been discharged from the hospital and returned to his hometown. I didn't find anyone, so I came back."
Aunt Lin: "So that's how it is. Have you eaten yet? I'll give you some hot food."
Sheng Chuan nodded, took off his coat and put it on the sofa, and asked casually, "How is Ah Yu today?"
Aunt Lin was stunned for a moment, then nodded and said, "Second Young Master is doing well today."
Sheng Chuan smiled, "Has he eaten? I fed him yesterday, but he didn't eat at all, and even bit me."
After he finished speaking, he poured a glass of water, and when he raised his hand, the cuff moved up, and there was a bright bite mark on his wrist. Aunt Lin saw it and said, "Second young master didn't get sick today. He ate a little, but not a lot."
Sheng Chuan nodded and didn't speak any more. After Aunt Lin entered the kitchen, he turned and went upstairs, opened the door and entered the gloomy bedroom.
He put the person on the bed well yesterday, but now he saw that there was only a crumpled quilt left, and he looked towards the corner of the wall, where he shrank in depression as expected.
When Sheng Chuan turned on the light, the shoulders of the people in the corner shook, but the reaction was not as strong as last time. He tentatively raised his head from his arms, like a frightened animal, his dark pupils were full of anxiety.
Sheng Chuan walked over, knelt down slowly in front of him, and stretched out his hand, "Come here."
Shen Yu seemed to recognize him. Seeing this, he pondered for a moment, and suddenly a gleam of light flashed in his gloomy eyes, and he was a little happy, "A Chuan?"
Sheng Chuan hummed.
Shen Yu seemed to muster up a lot of courage to force himself to leave the corner. He crawled to Sheng Chuan's side, then quietly grabbed his sleeve, and asked in a simple tone, "A Chuan, have you come to see me?"
There was undisguised joy in his eyes.
Sheng Chuan glanced at him, didn't say anything, reached out and touched his sunken abdomen through his clothes, "Has Aunt Lin been here today?"
Shen Yu thought for a while, then shook his head helplessly, as if he didn't understand what he was saying.
Sheng Chuan changed the way of asking, "Have you eaten anything today?"
Shen Yu huddled beside him, a thin and small ball, still shaking his head upon hearing this.
Sheng Chuan obviously wouldn't feed Shen Yu every day, after all, Aunt Lin was the nanny, and he would only go to feed it occasionally, if he couldn't feed it, the food would be dumped in the flower garden outside, maybe sometime it would be thrown into the garden. Aunt Lin bumped into it.
Sheng Chuan looked down at Shen Yu, saw that he was still playing with his sleeves with his head down, thinking that if he starved to death one day, he wouldn't know how to say anything. , please keep in mind:,