Chapter 87

Chapter 87

Sheng Chuan lowered his eyes, saw that he was biting his sleeve in a gloomy way, thinking that he was pretending to be stupid and had the aftereffects, he was a little funny in his heart, but he didn't show it on his face, he pulled his hand off, and only said one word "dirty."

Depressed "..."

He glanced at his sleeve, and was slow to realize what stupid thing he had done, put it down immediately, and said with a sneer, "Are you in control?"

He wanted to bite, he wanted to bite!

Sheng Chuan secretly scolded him for his bad temper, and asked with a half-smile, "I don't care about you, who cares about you?"

He was the only one left beside Shen Yu.

He's the only one left...

After Sheng Chuan realized this, his eyes darkened for a moment, gloomy but he didn't notice it. When he heard Sheng Chuan say that he wanted to take care of him, he turned his head unnaturally, and muttered something secretly, but he couldn't make out whether it was a bad word or a good word.

Sheng Chuan pretended not to hear, picked him up from the sofa and went to take a shower, leaving a mess of folders, silently reminding what happened here just now.

After a while, Sheng Chuan was dealing with the registration of the online store. Uncle Cheng sent over all the required documents. He registered a store online in the name of Uncle Cheng and Father Sheng. After dealing with the relevant matters, he contacted The advertising company is ready for the next step of promotion.

The designer over there quickly contacted him, "Mr. Sheng, our equipment is ready, and we can go to the orchard to shoot promotional videos at any time. When are you free?"

Sheng Chuan has been controlling all matters from a distance, and invested a lot of money. Although it is okay to leave it to Uncle Cheng and the others to shoot the live promotional video, but Sheng Chuan was afraid that they would not understand those things, so he thought for a moment and said, "There is no rush now, when the time comes I will Let's contact you again."

After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

The bodyguards outside still haven't withdrawn. Sheng Chuan will be stopped if he goes a little farther. Shen Yu obviously hasn't completely let go of him. Sheng Chuan was afraid of stimulating his condition, so he never said that he wanted to go out. Looking at it now Coming is not a long-term solution.

Aunt Lin was making lunch in the kitchen, and the sound of chopping vegetables could be heard faintly, making this big and empty room a little more smokey. I don't know if it was for recuperation or to stare at Sheng Chuan. She seldom went to the company and spent most of her time Open a remote video conference in the study.

Sheng Chuan sat on the sofa for a while, guessing that it was almost time, and then went upstairs to find him, Shen Yu had just finished a meeting, saw him coming, and turned off the computer interface, "What's wrong?"

During this period of time, his mental state was better than before, but he still looked thin and gloomy, and he didn't grow much flesh.

Sheng Chuan walked over, leaned against the edge of the desk, didn't say a word, just stretched out his hand to him, hooked his fingertips slightly, narrowed his long and narrow eyes when he saw this, and put his hand on it, but it didn't go into his arms , but squeezed hard, trying to pull Sheng Chuan over.

Sheng Chuan seemed to have been on guard for a long time, his body stood still, he clasped Shen Yu's wrist instead, and secretly competed with him, and in the end he was superior and pulled him into his arms.

Shen Yu struggled twice, and it was obvious that he was not convinced.

Sheng Chuan held down his fidgeting hand, feeling that Shen Yu seemed to be full of energy in this kind of thing, and folded his arms skillfully, and the other party quieted down after a while, as obedient as he could be.

Sheng Chuan asked him, "Is the meeting over?"

Shen Yu moved in his arms, hair brushed against Sheng Chuan's chin, causing a slight itchiness, "It's over, what do you want to do?"

Sheng Chuan was very curious why Shen Yu asked this every time, with his fingertips through a thin layer of clothing, he lightly drew a circle on his waist, and said intentionally, "What do you think I want to do?"

Shen Yu obviously remembered the absurd thing in the study last time, snorted lightly, and said nothing.

Sheng Chuan rubbed the back of his head, like smoothing the fur of a cat, over and over again, squinting his eyes in depression, lazily, and seemed to be somewhat useful, but he heard Sheng Chuan suddenly say, "I have something to do, I want to go out for a while." .”

Shen Yu heard the words, his figure paused, his eyes were black and white, and he looked at him coldly, "I said, if you have the ability, you can jump from the second floor."

Sheng Chuan was neither angry nor annoyed, on the contrary, he wanted to laugh a little, "Why didn't you let me go out?"

Frowning gloomyly, his mood suddenly became irritable because of his words, "There is no reason."

Sheng Chuan asked, "Afraid that I will run away?"

Shen Yu didn't answer, just whatever he thought, "Anyway, you can't go out."

There seemed to be a dead knot in his heart that he couldn't get rid of, and his mentality was still paranoid and distorted. After speaking, he seemed unwilling to continue discussing this topic with Sheng Chuan, so he broke free from his arms, and left the study with a gloomy expression.

Sheng Chuan stood on the spot with his hands still in the same position as before, and then slowly put them down after a while. He looked in the direction of Shen Yu's departure and followed with steps, but saw him enter the bedroom.

Shen Yu's condition has been brought under control during this time, and basically he didn't touch any medicine anymore, but Sheng Chuan's light words just now were like a stone, which suddenly broke the peace in his heart, and he felt suffocated for no reason.

He tore off the tie with a gloomy expression, his breathing suddenly became rapid, and his fingertips began to tremble uncontrollably. He searched through boxes and chests for tranquilizers, but he couldn't find them. Cold sweat unknowingly soaked through his clothes. The long-term depression seemed to have reached a critical point, and he swept all the decorations on the table to the ground, crackling and crackling.

A ceramic ornament fell to the ground and shattered into several pieces, and it just hit Sheng Chuan not far from the feet of Sheng Chuan. He saw this scene just as he entered the door, and he couldn't help being stunned for a moment. Outside the door, his face was pale, and his dark eyes were dark and turbulent.

Sheng Chuan paused, and walked into the room without changing his expression.

In a short time, he stepped straight over the debris on the ground, then leaned over and squatted down in front of Shen Yu, and said in a calm voice, "I have already lost your medicine."

"It's all lost," he emphasized emphatically.

Looking at him depressedly, his chest fluctuated, he clenched his fingertips silently, his joints were blue and white, as if he was trying to endure something, Sheng Chuan wiped off the cold sweat on the side of his face, and kissed his dry and tight lips , asked in a low voice, "What are you afraid of?"

What are you afraid of, depression...

Shen Yu didn't speak, maybe even he didn't know the answer to this question, just like Song Mingxue once said, mental patients have a strong desire to possess, if he is willing to share something with someone, it means he really likes it other side.

But who can tell clearly whether that desire for monopoly is for things or people?

Sheng Chuan just hugged him so tightly, it had nothing to do with lust, nothing to do with love, until Shen Yu's cold body was finally warmed up by him, and finally pulled him up from the ground, "I'll take you to a place, okay?" ?”

Shen Yu raised his eyes to look at him, his pale face was still covered with thin sweat, his whole body was like an extremely pure black and white painting, he couldn't see other colors, his mind was still in chaos, and he couldn't hear his emotions when he heard the words Asked back, "Do you want to run?"

Sheng Chuan corrected him, "I won't run, you go with me."

As he spoke, he raised and shook their holding hands, and even clasped them a little tighter deliberately, making it airtight.

Shen Yu didn't speak, just looked at him quietly, not knowing whether he agreed or not.

When Sheng Chuan saw this, he assumed that he agreed, took his hand and walked downstairs, struggling for a moment and then stopped, as if he wanted to see what Sheng Chuan was going to do. When the bodyguards outside saw Sheng Chuan coming out, they subconsciously wanted to step forward to stop him, but when they saw that Shen Yu was also beside him, they retreated hesitantly.

Sheng Chuan asked Shen Yu to sit in the co-pilot, got into the main driver himself, and drove the car away from the Shen family mansion. The sun was just right today, Sheng Chuan lowered the car window a little bit, he could vaguely smell the dry breath of the sun, and there were golden fallen leaves piled up on the side of the road, flying away after the wheels rolled by.

Sheng Chuan glanced gloomyly, "The weather is fine today."

Sullen didn't speak. He actually seldom set foot outside during this time. It seemed that he just wanted to stay in that familiar closed room. It was enough to guard what he wanted. Hearing this, he looked at the rapidly changing scenery outside the window and took it back. line of sight.

About half an hour later, Sheng Chuan drove the car onto a road near the sea. Sullen felt vaguely familiar with this place, sat up straight unconsciously, stared at Sheng Chuan with his head tilted, and said in a deep voice, "Where do you want to go?" ?”

His breathing was disordered, his body was tense, and he couldn't relax for a long time.

Sheng Chuan slowed down the car, put one free hand on his head for a short moment, as if to comfort him, then held the steering wheel again, and said in a low voice, "Don't worry, it's fine."

This is a mountainous area near the sea with excellent scenery. It belongs to the Shen family's private property, but it was not used for development, because Mr. Shen had mentioned by name before his death that he would be buried here after his death. Really buried here.

Sheng Chuan found a place to stop the car, went around to the other side, and pulled Shen Yu out of the car. Shen Yu resisted a little, but couldn't twist him, and was finally staggered to a cemetery.

Mr. Shen is buried here, and his wife who died long ago is buried next to him. The black and white photos on it are calm and kind, not as serious and sharp as usual. A cold and hard stone tablet records all the stories of his life.

There is a special person cleaning here, and a bunch of light-colored flowers will be placed every day, but it still can't stop the weeds from growing wildly. Sheng Chuan leaned over and pulled out some, but turned his head to see Shen Yu standing there motionless, looking at the tombstone with red eyes , the sea breeze blew the corners of his clothes, making a rustling sound.

Sometimes, people only know that the Shen family has changed a new patriarch, but they don't know that it means that Shen Yu lost her father.

Overnight, he seemed to have everything, but nothing.

God just likes to tease people so much.

Mr. Shen didn't like Sheng Chuan, it could even be said that he hated him. He had a pair of eyes that had read everything in the world, and he knew that Sheng Chuan's closeness to depression was only for money, so the few times they met were quite unpleasant.

But now that everyone has gone, it's useless to worry about those.

Sheng Chuan cleaned up the grass around the tombstone, saw a bunch of light-colored flowers on it, still stained with morning dew, straightened out the messy branches, then got up slowly, and bowed three times in the sea breeze.

Sheng Chuan looked at the photo on the tombstone, and after a while, he suddenly said, "I will take good care of Ayu in the future..."

He will take good care of Depression in the future.

Sheng Chuan was able to tell wild lies, but he couldn't think of any good words for the only truth, plain and serious, these were the words he kept deep in his heart, and it took him two lifetimes to utter them.

Shen Yu didn't know when he squatted down, his eyes were red, he buried his face in his knees, tried his best to suppress the sobs in his throat, but his shoulders were trembling, he slowly tightened his hands to hug his knees, his back was helpless, as if he was just a A child who has lost his father and has nothing.

He couldn't let Sheng Chuan go, because that was the only person he cared about in this world after Shen's father passed away.

It is the only thing that can be held in the empty palm.

Sheng Chuan didn't speak, he slowly hugged Shen Yu from behind, in front of him was the endless blue sea, and the warm liquid falling from the back of his hand was equally salty, "Ah Yu..."

Sheng Chuan said, "I won't run away, I will take good care of you in the future."

After he finished speaking, he kissed Shen

Yu turned his face sideways, kissed those salty tears one by one, swallowed the other party's whimpering sound into his throat, and slowly separated after a long time.

Shen Yu didn't know why, so he didn't speak, Sheng Chuan gave him time to calm down, and stayed quietly with him in the cemetery for a while, seeing that it was getting late, he dragged him to the side of the car.

The sun had already set unknowingly, sinking slowly on the sea level, and the water surface sparkled for a while, against the orange sky, like a painting with rich ink and color.

Looking down at their holding hands, he suddenly asked in a hoarse voice, "Where are you going?"

Sheng Chuan paused when he heard the words, and it took a while to realize what he was asking gloomily, "I'll go back to my hometown."

Shen Yu looked up at him, and asked without emotion, "What are you doing back home?"

Sheng Chuan smiled when he heard the words, sighed again, looked him up silently, and after a while he jokingly said, "Selling oranges, do you want to go?"

Depressed "...", please keep in mind:,