Chapter 132
Shen Manyi is still at the age where she can swing and play games.
But for him, it was stuck in the year when his mother hanged himself, and he could never move past it.
So he was really annoyed by Shen Manyi.
Her presence is a reminder, reminding him all the time that his mother made a small mistake and hung herself in the room on May 19, 1913.
God is unfair.
He sometimes thought, if someone in the Shen family was destined to die on May 19, 1913, why wasn't Shen Manyi the one who died? She is stupid and useless, and will not survive long without shelter. If the fire that day had not been saved in time, Shen Manyi would have been burned to death.
But then he thought that if Shen Manyi died in the fire that was accidentally caused, his mother would not survive. It will only make you feel more guilty, and then hang even more fragile.
So look, no matter what, his mother is going to die, that's fate.
God is really unfair.
He often feels angry about these things, but he is very restrained and does not show it on his face. But Mr. Li always finds fault with his little details.
He said he was narrow-minded and could not tolerate others. It is said that he always thinks the worst about things, assumes the wrong about people, and cannot recognize people clearly. To put it bluntly, I just think that he is a villain who messed around with a gentleman.
In his opinion, these opinions vary from person to person. If the thoughtful person is Shen Manyi or Shen Mansheng, Mr. Li will probably applaud them again, praising them for being cautious and thoughtful and not being deceived.
So it's still unfair.
The housekeeper is a philistine and he only cares about money and accounts all day long. He often says "It's not easy for Jun" and "This is your home, we are all your family members", but they are just words.
Treating a place as your home is just a nice saying. If you say this, you must exclude him from your own people.
Even the mother-in-law who cooks is very unpleasant. In addition to cooking, she just talks about some fascinating things. He said that taking pictures takes away people's souls, and said that lighting a bright lamp will ensure a long life and safety. But it didn't take long for his mother to become a short-lived ghost.
Even so, the mother-in-law who was cooking still didn't put out the candle. He said that his mother's life was miserable and he wanted to pray for her so that she could live a better life there. She even insisted on dragging him in to recite together.
It's just superficial work, and you'll die if you die.
So he was really fed up with the Shen family, from top to bottom. He couldn't be happy every day he stayed here, he only felt irritable and depressed.
He was always holding on to a string, and finally he didn't hold it tight on the anniversary of his mother's death.
The only reason is that Shen Manyi was out of time and insisted on choosing that day to play games with him, making unfunny faces at him and running around the house giggling.
He wanted her to shut up, be quiet, and stop laughing, but he couldn't control his strength.
Some things are like this. Once you do it, you can't take it back.
He hid Shen Manyi, who would never make a noise again. Anyway, this lady's personality said that wind is like rain. In the past, she would lock herself in her room for several days, leave her food at the door, and she could not be disturbed.
But he was still afraid that he would not be able to explain it later, so he imitated Shen Mansheng's handwriting and wrote a diary, and then put the notebook away.
For him, those diaries could not be more imitative. Because Shen Mansheng was learning from him for fun. So much so that after a long time, I can’t change it back.
This may be retribution.
The matter was supposed to end here, but Mr. Li was so restless that he had no choice.
So if there is one there are two.
After that, he copied another diary entry.
He is too aware of the unfairness in this world. If he does the same thing and Shen Mansheng does it, there will definitely be two results. Compared to the young master of the Shen family, a silly sister and an inconspicuous teacher are nothing.
However, he soon discovered that he still made an omission - he wrote the date as 1913, but he didn't realize it for a long time.
Look, it turns out that Shen Manyi trapped him together for that year, unable to escape.
No relief...
That day, he suddenly felt that living was really boring. You have to be like a fly and a dog, and you have to be secretive. So he got into the small room where the cooking mother-in-law worshiped the ever-burning lamp, locked the door, and sat in front of the lamp all night.
He didn't know why he was sitting there, but after looking at it for a long time, he felt that his name was juxtaposed with a young master like Shen Mansheng, and was sandwiched between the so-called Shen family, which seemed awkward, out of place, and out of place.
He wanted to erase the name tag, but accidentally knocked over the candle.
This may be life.
Or, it's not that he was really careless, he just didn't want to do it again and it was over.
At the moment when his skin and flesh were withered, he suddenly remembered Shen Manyi's wide-open eyes before her death, staring at him unblinkingly with sadness and grievance.
She opened her mouth, but no sound came out.
He knew what she was going to say. She wanted to say: It hurts.
In fact, when the fire burns on the body, it is really painful, as much as a broken head and neck. It is not a momentary thing, but a long-lasting pain that cannot be shaken off.
He thought that he was still very kind to Shen Manyi.
"Look." Ajun said to the little girl in front of him, "I asked everyone to accompany you. We are all just like you. If we stop for that year, we will never grow up again."
After saying that, the pale skin on his body fell off like loose clothes, leaving a charred and stiff body.