Chapter 136
If you miss him, then let's get back together..." Shang Muxiao said while nibbling on the buns.
I turned on the radio mainly because I wanted a little sound that would not make me sleepy. Even if I had heard what the anchor said, I didn’t think much about the content. So when Shang Muxiao suddenly expressed his opinion, I took some time to recall the anchor's words.
The front was blocked, and I took time to glance at the man beside me. He looked righteous and didn't think there was anything wrong with his words at all, as if a few months ago he kept saying that if he was unhappy, he would resolutely withdraw and leave, and it would only cause pain if he was disconnected." He is not the same person.
Let's see what other listeners think... One Mr. Wang said: 'Since the man didn't take the initiative to seek reconciliation, most of them didn't want to reconcile, so don't go to the other party, so as not to be hurt twice'. "
Shang Muxiao's eating action stopped, and his chewing speed slowed down.
A Miss Lina said: 'The man has not expressed at all for a few months, maybe he has a new object, and he is not very optimistic.' "
Shang Muxiao was completely motionless, staring at the radio, wishing he could ignite it with his eyes.
Miss Chen said: "It's better to create a chance encounter first, or think of another way to reconnect the two. If the other party lacks interest, there is no need to rush to find it." "
The car in front gradually moved, and I quickly switched to another frequency band. When I heard a pop song, I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
When I got to the school, because my department and I were in two directions, I dropped him at the nearest intersection.
Before I left, I told him that he had better not miss classes again, otherwise my electives this semester would still fail.
He held the car door and laughed wantonly: hang up, I don't plan to go in again..."
I was taken aback for a moment, thinking that he was no longer taking my class, and immediately scolded him for his bad attitude.
...I may be withdrawing from school. "
As a result, the words hadn't come out yet, and they were all blocked by his next sentence.
I parted my lips slightly, not knowing how to react.
Since yesterday, one after another, when is it a head?
Can you say that again? "I hoped that I had misunderstood what he meant, even if it was a remote possibility.
Shang Muxiao explained: Not long ago, a professional motorcycle team found me and handed me an olive branch, hoping that I could join them. I don't like finance, and I don't plan to inherit my dad's company..." When he said this, he sneered, of course, he probably didn't have this plan. I want to do what I like, what I really like."
Really...like something? "
The morning light was just right, and the warm morning sun shone on him, dyeing his hair golden brown.
Well, I don't want to live for anyone else anymore. "A breeze passed, and he smiled brighter than the sun. In the future, I will live for myself."
I watched his back gradually fade away, my heart was in a mess, and I couldn't figure out what to do.
He is still a year away from graduating, but he has to give up his degree at this time and pursue what he really likes... I don't know what Shang Lu and Shang Yunrou will think, but I...
Wait, I stopped just in time.
Why have me? I shouldn't be here.
If I were his professional teacher, I should feel sorry for him and try to persuade him to pursue his dreams after finishing school. But I'm just his elective teacher, he didn't even get a credit from me, what qualifications do I have to judge this?
Even if we haven't broken up yet, as a lover, I shouldn't stop him from doing what he likes, just as I wouldn't want him to persuade me to give up philosophy.
Some things are not above any emotion, but they are equally important in life. Emotions are blood, they are flesh and blood, supporting the framework of life.
I got out of the car with a lot of thought, and when I looked up, I saw Yu Xixi standing not far away.
When she met my gaze, she trotted over for a while and greeted me: Brother Bei, good morning. "
morning. What are you looking at? "
Yu Xixi retracted his gaze and said, "Look at the handsome guy, Brother Bei, do you live with Shang Muxiao?" "
I took a step and said: No, we can't live together. He lives in the same community with me now, so I just took him along the way. "
She nodded: Oh. "
We walked side by side on the Wutong Avenue, and when we came to chūn in winter, the bare branches of the Wutong grew green leaves again, and the canopies on both sides were almost connected.
Fragments of sunlight leaked from the gaps in the leaves, swaying gently with the breeze.
The most peculiar weakness of human nature is caring about how others perceive you. All things, existence is reasonable, reasonable is fact. "Yu Xixi finished reading softly, hurried forward holding the handout, and ran into the teaching building in a flash.
I stopped in astonishment, unable to describe how I felt at this moment.
Yu Xixi's first sentence comes from Schopenhauer, and the last sentence is from Hegel. If she discussed these two sentences with me from a philosophical point of view as usual, I would not have any doubts, but she fled after throwing these two sentences away, showing that it was unusual.