Chapter 143
Only until now, I only hope that he is healthy, that he is safe, that he can live a long and free life like he is now.
But these words, he couldn't tell Chi Wang in detail, and when he said it, Chi Wang would not believe it.
"It's not your fault, it's my own fault." Su Lian's mind was in chaos, he hesitated to say anything, "I'm not as brave as you, I just think that love can last forever. Separate, is it better not to start?"
As the feelings gradually become stronger, he will probably be more and more reluctant. If that day comes, how should he say goodbye decently?
Chi Huang had imagined countless reactions of Su Lian in his mind, but he never expected to have such a pessimistic idea. It sounded very sad, as if he had no expectations for the future.
He thought that Su Lian was probably completely heartbroken by the last relationship, and he hadn't been able to get out of it.
But not rejecting, perhaps for this moment, is the best answer.
Chi Li raised his hand and brushed Su Lian's hair that was messed up by the wind: "So, you actually like me a little bit, right? It's okay, you don't have to tell me the answer now. I'll give you time, when you're ready, we'll Start again."
Su Lian raised some sour eyes and shook his head: "Chili, this is unfair to you."
Chi Wang stubbornly said: "I think it's fair, and I won't feel wronged, don't think about it."
In fact, Su Lian didn't even know if he would be ready for that day. But no matter what the final answer was, he couldn't bear to make Chi Wang wait too long.
He didn't deny his liking, but lowered his eyes a little dejectedly, and whispered: "If you don't refuse, don't admit it, it's like a green tea bitch."
"How can you say that about yourself?" Chi Huang was amused by him, raised his chin slightly, "I believe that a handsome and considerate man like me is chasing you, you must not be able to control it, I am very confident."
When he said this, he seemed to have changed back to that extremely arrogant and indomitable young man who was always confident and fearless.
Su Lian sighed slightly and said sincerely, "If you like someone like me, you're unlucky. If you don't, you won't like me anymore."
"It's not bad luck, I'm very glad that the person I like is you." Chi Wang curled his lips and stared at his still red eyes, "I didn't expect our teacher Xiao Su to be a little crying bag and didn't get the desired response. , the one who wants to cry should be me, right?"
"I didn't cry." Su Lian blinked, forced the layer of mist back, and his pupils gradually became translucent, as if the sourness that came up just now was just an illusion.
Chi Liyang raised the corner of his mouth, giving enough face, and didn't expose it again: "Okay, I was wrong. Then Su Lian, from today onwards, I will start to pursue you in an honest and open manner, okay?"
"What do you want to gān?" Su Lian ducked back, and was stared at by those straight eyes, "Don't mess around."
Chi Wang leaned over, put his hands on both sides of his body, and said ambiguous: "Gān, what are you thinking about, why am I messing around? Teacher Xiao Su, your thoughts are not pure."
They were very close, and their breaths became entangled again, and the atmosphere suddenly became turbulent again.
"Chili." Su Lian pushed him angrily and said speechlessly, "Can you be serious?"
"Don't put on such a bitter face, make a joke with you, and adjust the atmosphere." Chi Wang got up lazily, picked up the coat scattered on the ground, bent over to help people put it on, and pulled his wrist to get up from the ground. .
"Aren't you cold? Would you like some clothes for you?"
"It's said that I'm in good health, you dress yourself."
Su Lian pulled the zipper of his jacket, the size one size larger was a little loose on his body, he shrank his neck to resist the cold wind coming from outside: "After reading the meteor, let's go home now."
Looking at the dark sky, Chi Wang hummed: "Go, go down the mountain."
It was the same road that came up, with twists and turns, with no end in sight. The two walked slowly side by side, but the mood at this moment was completely different from when they came.
Chi Li's arm was dangling in the air, always feeling that something was missing, and his fingertips suddenly hooked the cold hand next to him.
"Bring your hand here and hold it."
"I didn't promise you, I won't hold you." Su Lian stubbornly clenched his fists and blocked the entangled hands, feeling a little embarrassed.
Chi Zhang opened his fingers little by little, slowly inserted them into the five fingers, and clenched them tightly: "I can hold it just by the river, but now I won't let it go? Why is the treatment of future boyfriends not as good as ordinary friends, I'm so pitiful ."
Really shocked by this man's skinless method, Su Lian choked: "Who said you were your future boyfriend?"
"I'm not in the preparatory period. Sooner or later, I'll have to turn around." Chi Wang shook his hand slightly, and the young couple walked slowly as if they were pressing down on the road.
He was so excited at the moment that he wanted to jump on the spot twice.
Su Lian didn't reject him directly. Seeing the panicked look just now, he probably liked him more than a little bit.
It's just that he has too many worries and feels insecure in his heart, so it doesn't matter, he has time and can wait slowly.
The path was empty, it was midnight, not even a person could be seen, only the sound of the wind blowing through the woods, rustling.