Chapter 159
"You said...you feel like you've been reborn. Can you tell me how it feels?"
Kevin paused for a moment, as if to sort out his words, and then said, "Since I recovered, I feel like I've been... I've always lived in a box. But now, I feel like I'm out of that box. I even feel sometimes that I can feel something, something bigger than all of us, floating above my head .Sometimes that blob is unnerving, but most of the time, it makes me… calmer.”
"Then what about those dreams you had? You said that you must sleep for more than eight hours a day?"
"Yes. Those dreams feel a bit like floating in the clouds. I feel that there are many people around, but I can't see them. But I can see things in their heads, a lot of things. It's not accurate to say, it's more like Yes... I can feel it. But it’s all fragmented and chaotic. I don’t quite understand what those dreams mean.” Kevin shrugged, “But I like those dreams, and I’ll be in good spirits after waking up from them.”
Kevin's tone was calm and serene, almost like those devout religious believers. But according to the biography of Kevin Zhang Xun obtained, it is impossible for him to have such a temperament.
This Kevin has been in prison twice for intentional wounding, and has violent tendencies after drinking. And now, his personality has undergone a major transformation. It's just that such a change is what the people around him want, so no one will report and investigate.
"I heard from Lucas that you used to drink heavily, but you haven't touched alcohol since you recovered? Did you quit on purpose?" Zhang Xun asked.
Kevin shrugged normally, "Alcohol is not good for my health. My liver is not good, so I don't drink."
"It's that simple? Quitting alcohol is very difficult for many people. Don't you have a withdrawal reaction?"
"No, I just don't want to drink, so I won't drink."
Zhang Xun nodded and pulled out a smile, "I'm happy for you."
Coming out of Lucas's house, Zhang Xun lowered his head and walked on the road alone. He felt that the emotion surging in his chest was almost uncontrollable, and his body was shaking slightly, but it was not because of the cold.
It was impossible for him to lie to himself any longer.
This is by no means a normal "sequelae"...According to several patients he interviewed, they all showed obvious personality changes to a certain extent, and some of the previous "bad habits" were swept away like antivirus, and all of them Mentioned the kind of dream that seems to be in the clouds.
All became lethargic and had to sleep more than eight hours a day.
Certainly, something is changing their brain structure, eliminating all "viruses". Not just the virus of the honey plague...
Such a change may be considered good in the short term, a "panacea" that can cure the ugliness of human nature.
But what exactly are those things eliminated by it? Are there really only ugly things on the surface? Many human traits are not as simple as good and bad, but have complex evolutionary mechanisms. When all human weaknesses are removed, what is left?
And such a dangerous "human antidote" was developed with his own help.
Zhang Xun stopped suddenly and held onto the wall with his hands. He felt dizzy and slightly sick. A sour feeling rushed to the nose and to the eye sockets.
He was wrong after all.
The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Sansansan, Lili, Xia Ran Xia Ran, Hurry, Nicolekef 1
Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Sinan, Lili 1 bottle
Chapter 71 Human nature antidote (9)
When Zhang Xun came back to his senses, he found himself standing at the door of the Lab.
He didn't remember how he came all the way here, his mind seemed to be crowded with a lot of things, but it seemed to be empty at the same time. He felt as if something in his internal organs had shattered, leaving behind a dark hole that was devouring all his strength.
The mechanics and researchers who saw him along the way greeted him earnestly, but they were all frightened when they saw his haggard look. Pan opened the door for him and said in a familiar tone, "Good morning, Zhang Xun."
Immediately afterwards, another voice as light as a breeze in the forest sounded.
"Axun!"
Zhang Xun felt a sudden twitch in his stomach, and the pain made the muscles on his face uncontrollable. He breathed hard, counting silently one, two, three, and then put the smile back on his face. He turned his head, but bumped into a large handful of fragrant roses.
"Happy Valentine's Day!" Adam's radiant smile appeared behind the roses, and his blue eyes shone with bright anticipation, as if waiting to see the surprise on Zhang Xun's face.
Zhang Xun was stunned for a while, trying to make an expression of surprise, but he couldn't do it. As he took the flowers, he said apologetically, "Today is February 14th, I was so busy that I forgot."
Adam held Zhang Xun in his arms, bowed his head and kissed him deeply on the lips. The mechanics around looked at their noses and mouths, caring, as if they couldn't see anything, which had long been commonplace.