Chapter 189
Su Lian originally planned to resign from the hospital after spending seven days in the cemetery, and then went home to commit suicide.
Fortunately, I met that master and changed all the sadness a little bit and reversed it.
A lot of emotions were pressing in his heart, Su Lian was worried that Su Huasheng was still outside, and pressed back abruptly: "I didn't know you could cook too."
"Do you need me to repeat it? Your brother Chi can do everything except study badly."
Su Lian sighed, helped to serve the dishes, and gave a nonchalant compliment: "Then you are awesome."
Seeing the sumptuous dinner, Su Huasheng was a little surprised: "I didn't expect you, a rich boy, to have this level."
"Yeah, I think I'm still a good boyfriend." Chi Huang put down his rolled up cuffs and handed over the bowls and chopsticks.
Su Lian groaned: "You've even got yourself squeaked by complimenting you."
There are more people, although there are few words, the atmosphere is not as embarrassing as the afternoon.
The three were eating and chatting, time passed slowly, and several dishes were swept away.
The two young lovers were sitting opposite each other, and it could be seen that they deliberately kept their distance due to their presence.
Su Huasheng said quite consciously: "It's a holiday, why don't you two go out on a date?"
"The rain seems to have stopped outside." Su Lian glanced out the window, and then cautiously said, "We won't just leave on the front foot, and you will go out to run business on the back foot, right?"
"If you don't go out, you've been tossing around for a long time, why am I going out?" Su Huasheng sat on the sofa, holding the remote control and casually pressed a channel, "I'll stay at home, don't worry about me."
Chi Wu followed the vine and quickly responded, "Okay dad."
He shouted quite smoothly, as if he had practiced it a thousand times in his heart.
"What are you screaming about?" Su Lian gave him a cold expression, kicked his calf, his eyes threatening.
"Shut the mouth, good uncle, then let's go." Chi Juan frowned and received the bào blow just now, stretched out his hand to hook the person and walked out the door.
When the door was closed, Su Lian loosely took his hand and walked into the alley. The two walked quietly for a while, no one spoke.
In the afternoon, after tossing and turning over and over, I couldn't catch the gap to continue the previous topic, and suddenly it became two people alone, for a while I didn't know where to start.
Chi Wang tickled his palm, and slowly opened his mouth: "You said, we have been together for four years? Is it that long?"
Having said that, he consciously lost his words and kept silent. Perhaps, it could have been longer.
"To be precise, it's four and a half years. You said it was a coincidence that we were together on New Year's Eve. In 2021, we counted down together in Beijing and then kissed."
Su Lian raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were gentle, and his eyes were full of love, "So what you said before, we are probably fate."
Chi Wang's heart twitched slightly, and he said in a low voice, "Is that a coincidence?"
Su Lian nodded.
"Then, how did the two of us know each other?" Chi Wang was curious.
Su Lian's heart suddenly hurt, Su Lian loosened his eyebrows, and said lightly: "Because that day was my twentieth birthday, my dad was here to help me celebrate my birthday, it was raining, and I died in a car accident on the road. Later, I was about to jump off the building. , you passed by and saved me."
In a few concise words, the sad past was made clear.
His tone was very calm, as if he was telling a stranger's past, but every word smashed into Chi Wang's heart, and the sourness in his heart was even heavier.
The two most important people in his life left him one after another, and no matter how strong he was, he probably wouldn't be able to withstand such a blow.
After that, in the last period of his life, the pain he brought to Su Lian was so deep.
Just imagining such a scene made Chili feel a pain in his heart.
He turned around, raised his hand and hugged the person heavily, almost rubbing his body.
It took a long time to make a muffled voice, and the voice was hoarse: "Susu, how did you survive all these years?"
"Brother Chi, it's all over." Su Lian comforted him softly, "Now you're all fine, I'm very happy."
Chi Wang hugged him tighter, and buried his head into his shoulder: "None of those bad things will happen this time, your dad and I will always be by your side."
Su Lian blinked and trembled slightly, revealing his unease: "But I will still be afraid, when you are twenty-five..."
The rest of the words were swallowed back, and he did not dare to say the word death.
It was like a nightmare, lingering in my heart for a long time, making people restless.
"No, I will do as you said, quit smoking and drinking, exercise well, I will take good care of myself, and go to the hospital for regular check-ups." Chi Huang was a little anxious, and a series of words couldn't stop coming out. " Don't worry, okay?"
He could understand Su Lian's fear, that time was like a ticking time bomb that would explode at the right time.
I finally understood why Su Lian wanted to write a love diary. He had already prepared himself to leave at any time.
This feeling of powerlessness is expanding, and there is no other way than the pale comfort of words.
Su Lian snorted, staring at the person with burning eyes, looking at him with a distressed face: "It's good to be able to tell you all these things."