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What are we talking about? "The math teacher came from the office with papers and asked when he saw the indignant looks of the children.

"Nothing, nothing, just say that the flowers downstairs are quite beautiful." A group of people fell over and scattered back to class to prepare for class.

Teacher Dong looked downstairs and didn't think the flowers were very pretty, so he shook his head and went into class.

After listening to the monitor's instructions, the students stood up and shouted "Hello, teacher". The teacher said "Hello, students" and then closed the door and started class.

Yan Ran raised his head and wrote down the problem-solving steps written by the math teacher on the blackboard. He lowered his head and wrote it down on the paper. The outline of his deskmate fell into his field of vision. The man was not listening to the teacher's lecture and was doing his own problems.

Liang Jia's current appearance gradually overlapped with the way he used to be alive. It turns out that living is such a beautiful thing. After Yan Ran stayed there for a few minutes, he puffed his mouth and his eyes were red.

When Liang Jia was doing math problems, he felt that something was wrong with his deskmate's mood, so he turned to look at his deskmate. The man lowered his head, with some curled hair covering half of his face, and his chin was vaguely A drop of water fell.

Liang Jia turned his head back and said nothing.

He had seen a very scary side of Yan Ran. For a while, the man wrapped himself in clothes and leaned against the wall whenever he was doing anything. When he was not talking, he would stare at his watch with an expressionless face and fierce eyes.

At that time, Liang Jia observed him for several days. Seeing that his condition was getting worse, he knocked on his desk to attract his attention.

Yan Ran turned his head to look at his deskmate, his eyes full of confusion.

"My deskmate, let me run with you today." Liang Jia tapped the knuckles of his left hand on Yan Ran's desk, held a pen in his right hand and straightened his back, looking at him and said with a smile.

Yan Ran's face turned back to his usual gentle look, and he smiled and said, "Okay."

When the time for extracurricular activities came, Chen Xiao was forced to play football by Shang Ning, and he shouted, "Hey, I agreed to run with Yan Ran."

"Oh, it's okay. Liang Jia is with him today. Let's go, buddy." Shang Ning dragged him away with great effort.

Liang Jiayan went to the playground to jog a few laps and then walked around the football field a few laps.

"My deskmate, you, me, oh, do you like anime?" Liang Jia hesitated and said something in the end!

"It's okay, I like One Piece." Yan Ran wanted to laugh seeing what his deskmate had been struggling with for a long time.

"Me too." Liang Jia's eyes lit up when he heard that there was someone who liked the same anime as him.

"My deskmate, you, you usually..." Liang Jia was interrupted by his deskmate before he could think of what to say.

"Tablemate, thank you," Yan Ran said suddenly.

"Huh? What are you thanking me for?" Liang Jia was a little confused.

"Thank you for your concern. You want to ask me why I am like that today, right? I am fully armed and isolated from the outside world, as if I have hatred against the whole world." Yan Ran's joking tone revealed Liang Jia's little thoughts. Mind something.

"Uh, you noticed it. Is it so obvious?" Liang Jia scratched his hair in embarrassment and immediately explained: "Actually, as long as you are fine, don't say anything if you don't want to. It's nothing."

It was indeed quite obvious. He wanted to ask many times but didn't know how to say it. He opened his mouth and opened his mouth, and all the words he said went astray. Yan Ran couldn't stand it anymore, so he stabbed him. Broken window paper.

"It's just a mental illness. It's okay. It will be fine in a few days. Don't worry." Yan Ran turned to him and smiled.

"Heart disease?" Liang Jia stopped and repeated.

"Well, I've seen a psychiatrist, but it's of no use. I must have scared you." Yan Ran laughed at himself and stopped.

"Don't think about yourself so much," Liang Jia comforted. After thinking for a moment, he said, "I don't know what you have experienced before. The good and the bad have all passed. It doesn't matter anymore. Don't think about it anymore. From now on, you And there are us, me, Shang Ning and Chen Xiao. We are friends. If we can solve anything together, we will be fine."

The man smiled brightly, which made Yan Ran lose his mind. It took a long time to answer the word "good", and he regarded the word "friend" as a rare treasure and recited it countless times in his heart.

"Can I ask you a question?" After a while, Yan Ran looked up at him and asked.

"Say." Liang Jia waited for him to speak.

"Have you ever thought that if you make a wrong step now, you will be in a desperate situation?" Yan Ran said.

"Impossible? Is it so serious? I have never thought about this, but how should we classify the matter of right and wrong? I think as long as there is no legal aspect involved, the right or wrong of a matter is just your own decision. Since you will choose to do something Everything must have its own reasons, isn’t that right? So, just believe in yourself, believe in your own judgment, believe that you can solve the problem, no matter what the result is, don’t blame yourself or regret it.” Liang Jia thought for a while and replied seriously.

"Believe in yourself?" Yan Ran repeated with wide eyes, then lowered his head and murmured, "Can I?"

"I believe you can do it." Liang Jia heard the inferiority complex in his weakened voice and put her hands on his shoulders to encourage him.

"Then I believe you too." Yan Ran's heart trembled when he heard the words of trust, and he looked up into his eyes and said.

The two looked at each other and smiled. A ball happened to come flying from the court. Liang Jia put down his hand and kicked it back, scoring the goal.

"Liang Jia is awesome," people on the field clapped their hands and praised.

"It's okay, it's okay." Classmate Liang pretended to be modest again.

Yan Ran's current state is much better than before. He has learned not to dwell on his past mistakes and has learned to believe in himself little by little.

I have been suffering from heart disease for several years and want to be cured

It's easier said than done, and the situation is good and bad sometimes. It goes on and on, and it's really painful.

When he lost control of his mind, he grabbed his neck and asked himself harshly: "Why? Obviously nothing will happen, why don't you let me go? Ah", but Liang Jia's confident look appeared in front of him, and he finally let go , the corners of his mouth raised.

After class, Liang Jia ran to play for a while and came back with an orange-flavored lollipop that he had snatched from someone's mouth.

"Tablemate, here it is." Liang Jia handed him the candy, his eyes were smiling crookedly, and the shallow mole above his eyebrow looked particularly beautiful.

"Hey, thank you" Yan Ran took the candy and smiled happily.

When Liang Jia saw his deskmate smiling, he felt that his efforts were not in vain. Others might not be able to help him, but a moment of happiness should still be enough.

Hey, a kind-hearted child always hopes that others can be as happy as him.

In fact, Liang Jia didn't just ignore all the classes and just answer the questions blindly. He listened to the classes selectively. The teacher had the teacher's plan, and he had his own plan. If he thought it was okay, he would listen carefully, and if he thought it was unnecessary, he would listen carefully. I won’t waste time, but the teacher will still take the quality of the assignments seriously.

This phenomenon is very common in the senior year of high school. During class, the teacher talks about the teacher and the students do their own thing. Most of them look down on each other. The students think that the teacher is not good enough and the teacher thinks that the students are too young and know nothing. Everyone’s words have some truth. , the conflict between teachers and students needs to be resolved urgently.

The school has taken great pains to solve the problem of students not paying attention to class. Lao Guo and Lao Zhang patrolled every class in the teaching building all day long, and educated every one they caught, but the effect was minimal.

Liang Jia was caught by Lao Guo even though he was still alive, and was pulled out and criticized for a long time.

Lao Guo upholds the concept of equality for all living beings, no matter who messes up