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of the whole nerve.
When he knew about his special feelings for Liang Jia, he automatically avoided Liang Jia. If he couldn't accept it one day in the future, why not downplay his feelings now?
He is too persistent in his feelings, regardless of family and friendship, he is too deeply involved. The departure of one party is a devastating blow to him.
When his grandmother passed away, he went back to see the old woman for the last time and fainted next to the coffin. His clothes were completely burned.
Half.
The next day he was in a daze and scratched his arm with a razor blade. It's still too late to catch up with you, grandma?
Ever since he was carried out of the old warehouse by the police with injuries all over his body four years ago, various gossips began to spread. The most serious one was that he was raped, and it was done vividly.
Listen to what others say, listen to what others say, have you seen it with your own eyes?
From word to word, even his father felt that his son was dirty, his pride turned into his shame, and his son made it difficult for him to hold his head high in front of relatives and friends.
During the period after the accident, his parents argued all day long, and they would get into fights over the slightest thing. When they scolded each other fiercely, they didn't care about anything but the bastard father and the bastard mother who had killed their son.
"My mother"
"Yan Peng, I curse you to have no descendants"
Yan Ran was clearly hiding behind the door. He was scared and sad at first, but later he became numb. Fuck it and die.
At that time, his grandmother was the only one who protected him and defended him like a shrew. "If you dare to gossip behind my back again and my old lady hears it, I will chop you to death with a knife. Anyway, old lady, I won't live long. The worst is." A life is worth a life.”
Grandma's departure was like time taking away the last trace of color in his life. His chest was so tight that he scratched it with a razor blade.
After Yan Ran was rescued, his parents restrained themselves. They were a family on the outside, but they were doing their own thing behind the scenes. He also made a rule that no matter how busy he is on Sunday, he must go home to eat with his son, but the number of times he has eaten with Yan Ran can be counted on one hand.
At that time, he felt very guilty towards his parents, feeling that it was himself that caused their marriage to end. Later, when he found out the truth, he sneered, "His dad is really cruel." She had cheated on her a long time ago, and she was using him as a shield. His half-brother is also three years old this year, right? Another victim to satisfy parents' vanity...
He wanted to stay away from that person, but as soon as that person came close to him, all his defenses collapsed and he couldn't help but follow him and smile at him uncontrollably.
"Yan Ran, you will die" a voice inside him shouted to him
"I know" he whispered to himself
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Chapter 26 Chapter 26
The exam was coming soon, and Yan Ran was not as enthusiastic as last time. He just reviewed his homework calmly, without any desire or desire.
When he came back from breakfast, he habitually looked at that person's seat. Why was there not a book on Liang Jia's table?
He went back to his seat, writing homework and looking in that direction from time to time. Why hasn't he come back yet? He has to go to class. Is everything going to be okay?
"Where are the children?" the math teacher asked when he saw that his class representative was absent from the first class.
"He went home sick," Liang Jia's new deskmate explained to the teacher.
"Are you sick? Are you okay?" Dong Meng asked again in an attitude of being responsible for the students.
"I don't know either," Liang Jia's new deskmate answered truthfully.
"Then let's go to class," the math teacher said, opening the textbook and giving a lecture.
Yan Ran didn't listen to a single lesson. After class, he went to ask Shang Ning what was going on.
Shang Ning was also confused, he didn't know.
Alas, this child has been thinking about He Fan all day long, but what about him? Because of my dirty little thoughts, I deliberately avoided him for several days and didn't even know that he was sick.
"It's okay, Lao Liang will probably be back tomorrow." Shang Ning was still comforting him.
"Yeah," he nodded, hoping it was just a minor flaw.
Liang Jia went home on Thursday morning and did not show up at school until Sunday.
During this period, Yan Ran called Liang Jia's number several times, but no one answered. He decided to go to Liang Jia's house on Sunday afternoon to find him. He went to the courtyard in Nancheng, but there was a big lock in front of the courtyard door. He tugged on it and stayed in front of the courtyard for half an hour before leaving without waiting for anyone.
Yan Ran has been out of shape since he returned to school, feeling very irritable, and the ignorant Pei Ziming next to him kept jumping around.
"Are you fucking sick? Tell me what's wrong with you. What kind of man are you doing these secret tricks?" Yan Ran became furious when he saw Pei Ziming passing a form to be filled out to others through him.
"What's going on?" Shang Ning hurried over and grabbed Yan Ran.
It happened that my old classmate came to class and saw the two people at the same table having an argument and said, "What's going on?"
"It's okay, teacher, we were just having fun together," Chen Xiao helped smooth things over.
The two people who were about to fight were pushed back to their positions, and the spectators in the class dispersed.
After class, Li Yangfei called the two of them out to ask questions. After asking for ten minutes, he still couldn't find out the reason. Finally, he advised them, "Classmates should be tolerant of each other. Your current classmates will be your most important friends in the future." "
The two of them nodded perfunctorily and went back to class. Who is your friend?
Yan Ran has a bit of a weirdo personality. He has torn off the mask anyway, and he doesn't care about any classmates who don't want to learn. If you dare to mess with me, I will mess with you.
Pei Ziming is also a bully. After seeing Yan Ran's angry look, he never dared to provoke his deskmate again.
This Wednesday is the third monthly exam. Can Liang Jia still make it back in time to take the exam? Yan Ran flipped through the book and looked at Liang Jia's position, thinking about something.
Liang Jia still didn't come back on Wednesday, and the miracle didn't happen.
What exactly is the disease? It's so serious that you have to take six days off? He's going crazy!
Yan Ran was completely distracted in the examination room, thinking about what happened to Liang Jia.
When the results came out, Yan Ran regressed and dropped to class eighteen.
Without Liang Jia, the school's highest score plummeted by 30 points.
The old class also fulfilled his promise this time and arranged seats according to grades.
When Yan Ran heard his name being called, he sat down next to Liang Jia without picking it up.
He sat in his old seat and looked at Liang Jia's table in a daze, remembering the first time he arranged seats.
After a while, someone from the class came in and stopped at Liang Jia's seat and wanted to sit in Liang Jia's seat. Yan Ran raised his head and said, "Sorry, there is someone else here."
The boy stood awkwardly beside Liang Jia's table. Shang Ning naturally noticed it, but as the monitor, he couldn't say anything.
"Is there anyone here?" The boy and his buddy came in and said deliberately.
"Are you blind?" Yan Ran said impatiently.
"I think you want to die." The boy felt embarrassed when he scolded him. He glared at Yan Ran and punched Liang Jia on the table.
Yan Ran raised his head and looked at the boy. His expressionless look scared the boy who just wanted to sit in Liang Jia's seat.
"Haha, let me see which one of us will die first?" Yan Ran said, jumping out and grabbing the boy's arm and pressing him to death on the table.
"Yan Ran Yan Ran let go" Shang Ning quickly put down the list in his hand and ran away
Go to the fight
The people next to me also went to start a fight, telling them to let go and stop fighting.