Chapter 295
But the reality is that if I only rely on my own talent, it will be difficult for me to be selected by the Five Elements Sect to become a disciple of the Immortal Sect - I got stuck at the first step of the plan!
If someone is blocking me or hindering me, I just need to get rid of that obstacle.
But the problem lies in talent, and I don’t even know how to make up for it!
I know, because of your face, Sister Hongli, Aunt Hongling told me that it is not difficult to enter the Five Elements Sect... But what happens after that?
I am not qualified myself. Even if I get in through connections, the gap may only get wider and wider.
Sister, you become the leader of the sect in one year, and I might be persuaded to quit or be at the bottom in one year.
Should I waste my time and accomplish nothing, and then go home and continue to be supported by my parents... That would make me feel guilty!
But my parents said, it’s nothing, just be happy! We can afford you!
This is not the point!
The key is that I also want to repay them!
Otherwise, what is the purpose of all my efforts over the years?
Is my life of the past ten years meaningless?
Should I accept my fate and admit that I am not cut out for this?
I do not want! In no mood! have no idea!
But I can’t do it, I can’t do it, really, I’ve tried hard for a long time, but I can’t do it!
But the more kind they are to me and the more open-minded they act, the greater the pressure I feel.
It would be better to be scolded, which would make me feel better...
I am very confused now and have a lot of things to say to others, but when my parents try to talk to me and find solutions, I am extremely resistant.
I felt like I was trapped on an uninhabited island, constantly sending out distress signals to the outside world and throwing bottles one after another, hoping that someone would see and find me.
As a result, when I saw a ship passing by from a distance on the island, I panicked and got into the bushes to hide my figure...
I want to be saved, but I don’t want to have contact with others. I feel very conflicted. I feel like I’m going to be pushed into a desperate situation..."
Hong Qiao put her arms on the table and buried her face in her arms. Hong Li sat next to her and touched her cousin's head.
"So, did you come to my sister to save you?"
"I don't know...I really don't know..."
Hong Qiao's voice trembled: "I can't sleep, not for a long time.
There seemed to be a sound in my ears, like some kind of music. After listening for a long time, I realized that it was a meaningless auditory hallucination.
When you close your eyes, you have a nightmare, and your mind is filled with negative emotions.
I knew that I seemed to be sick, so I thought that if something happened to me, my parents would be sad...
Then the more I thought about it, the more restless I became, and I was about to go crazy...
I even started to fantasize about things that didn't happen, and started to scare myself, such as if my realm suddenly stopped advancing and retreated, or if I suddenly became seriously ill, everything would be in vain...
Even some time ago, I felt heart pain, beating very fast, shortness of breath, and sweating...
I was scared because I often heard people say that the heart is a very important place. If something goes wrong normally, it will kill you if it does. I was afraid of death!
I cried to my parents, and they took me to see a doctor. The doctor said that there was nothing wrong with my heart, but it was because of a heart disease...
My parents were relieved, but I felt that I had caused unnecessary trouble to the family.
I...I...I..."
"If Hei Yang were half as sensible and hardworking as you..."
Hong Li showed her half-moon eyes: "I just treated him as a parasite and was happily raised by him at home motionless..."
"elder sister……"
Hong Qiao raised her head, her eyes red with tears: "What should I do? I feel like there is no way out in life..."
"I don't want to say this. How old are you?"
Hong Li frowned: "Don't be afraid. I have a sister. You can directly use resources during the Qi refining stage. When you reach the foundation building stage, you can understand your magical powers and talent is no longer the decisive factor.
And I heard that there are also natural and earthly treasures that can improve your talent. I can help..."
"But in this case..."
Hong Qiao sobbed and said, "Aren't you just causing trouble to your sister?
In this way, wouldn't it turn from nibbling on my parents to nibbling on my sister? What's the difference! So I am still a burden! "
Hong Li: "???"
This is from yesterday...
Chapter 275 About the fact that I almost died of thirst even though there was a pot of boiled water on the table less than three meters away from me.
"nailed it?"
The moment Hei Yang appeared in the room, Hong Li noticed him.
She looked at her boyfriend, who hummed.
"The other party is relatively easy to talk to."
Hei Yang sat down opposite Hong Li and Hong Qiao and nodded in affirmation.
"Everyone had a polite exchange, and everything is fine now."
"That's it..."
Hong Li raised her eyebrows, knowing everything.
"what happened?"
Hei Yang turned to look at Hong Qiao, who was in a low mood. Although he already had a general understanding, he still wanted to pay specific attention.
"There's nothing that can't be said."
"Harm, let me tell you."
Hongli waved her hands helplessly and explained the words to Hei Yang clearly in a few words.
"That's it."
Hong Li looked helplessly at Hong Qiao.
"Sister, how should I put it, I have no sense of empathy at all, and I don't know how to guide you..."
"or……"
Hongli beeped softly: "Shall I brainwash you?"
Hong Qiao: "???"
"Well……"
Hongli explained weakly.
"That's it, you know, soul-searching, puppetry and so on!
Just, your personality is still your personality, I'll help you guide your attitude towards this matter a little, so that you won't be upset!
Think about it, psychological counseling and so on, isn't it also hypnosis and brainwashing in essence...
Well, I still have a channel to contact a memory-clearing expert for you, just a spoonful of it...ah!"
"Heiyang!"
Hongli covered her head and looked at Heiyang with indignation: "Why hit me on the head!"
"Who told you to talk nonsense and scare other people's children? Ah. "
Heiyang rolled his eyes, looked at Hong Qiao, who was full of questions, and comforted her: "Don't listen to your sister's nonsense, psychological counseling is not what she said.
Well, your problem is actually very common. Many children of your age will have this kind of confusion. "
"Tsk, tsk, you act like you know so much. "
Hongli rolled her eyes: "If you can do it, you can do it."
"Tsk tsk..."
Heiyang laughed helplessly. The anxiety method in this child has been taken back. Now, it is the part she already has.
"How should I put it, in fact, I do understand a little bit..."
Heiyang smiled and retorted: "At least I understand more than me, well, a long illness makes a good doctor!"
"Huh?"
Hongli turned her head to look at Heiyang and blinked, knowing that he was talking about another world again.
And she, who already knew Heiyang's past very well, could probably guess the general idea after hearing this.
I heard that anxiety is more common in that world, and it is said that it is an emotion that can be sold for profit...
"Actually, it's because I didn't get beaten much, I've been smooth sailing since I was a child, and I don't have enough ability to resist setbacks..."
Heiyang sighed, thinking about how he used to be at the top of the class, but his grades didn't improve for a while, and it wasn't even a big exam, and the result made him feel like the sky was falling.
"But no one can be smooth sailing. If you are too comfortable when you are young, you may be unable to overcome difficulties and become useless..."
"Nonsense!"
Hongli couldn't help but say: "I wasn't comfortable when I was a child? Why don't I have such troubles?"
"Ah?"
Heiyang turned his head and looked at Hongli with a puzzled look.
"You, haven't you been useless to me a long time ago?
A dead pig is not afraid of boiling water, why are you anxious? Just join in the fun!"
Hongli: "..."
[Hongli: You are dead. ]
[Heiyang: Oh. ]
[Hongli: You are already dead. ]
[Heiyang: Oh. ]
[Hongli: Wait for me! ]
[Heiyang: Looking forward to it. ]
[Hongli: You...]
"Uh, Heiyang, so..."
Hongqiao secretly glanced at his sister who suddenly glared at Heiyang with gritted teeth, smiled awkwardly, pretended not to see anything, and tried to ask Heiyang, who seemed to be a professional.
"If that's the case, should I get beaten more? More frustrations or something?"
Hongqiao pointed out: "Just like Heiyang, you and your sister survived in the wild under the cliff for nearly a month to save us!
That kind of training and frustration should be able to make people grow up easily!"
"Ah, mentioning the cliff again!"
Hongli's expression froze, and she complained speechlessly: "It's not easy to grow up, it's easy to get to the end directly."
"Uh, I don't mean that, it's probably a bit of a crime to ask for trouble..."
Heiyang had no choice but to hold his forehead, his palm slipped, and he looked at Hongqiao with his chin.
"In the final analysis, it's my own shortcomings, coupled with my family's concern, the contradiction between wanting to do well and not doing well, isn't that right?"
"Well, I think so..."
Hong Qiao hesitated, a little unsure, but nodded.
"I was obviously depressed during this period, and my parents even temporarily put aside their work to accompany me after noticing it...