Chapter 313
They don't need to think about what they need to do next, nor do they need to rush to read ten lines at a time. There is no great pressure to push people forward, nor is there a whip of anxiety to whip them forward.
They are like travelers walking hand in hand, not caring where the next stop is, and not in a hurry to reach their destination.
Because the scenery along the way is beautiful, they can even stop and admire it, and no one will urge them for a whole day.
This is the slow-paced life they have always dreamed of, but it is somewhat different from the real slow pace.
Heiyang Hongli built his own city-state on the ground, which is a small city that belongs only to the two of them.
From another perspective, they are actually autistic. Closing their own hearts and escaping from real social interactions will only bring endless loneliness.
But the problem is that they are autistic with the people they love, and they can't feel what loneliness is.
In fact, the real loneliness is that you walk in the crowd, but no one is willing to stop for you.
One by one, strange faces meet and say goodbye forever, and the colorful things are reflected in the eyes, leaving only black and white. The more noisy it is, the more terrifying it feels quiet, and the louder you laugh, the more it seems to cover up the emptiness in your heart.
The indifferent faces of men and women, young and old, shattered into meaningless whispers echoing in the ears.
The world is so big, but it seems that there is no place for you to stay. In the loneliness, you can't even shout, and crying is not allowed.
You need to wear the same mask as everyone else, and you can't show your inner face no matter how painful it is - you will be laughed at.
But while they are laughing, they envy each other. Maybe in the near future, they can also vent the pain in their hearts.
Before that, wear the mask and don't take it off.
Walking in the dark, waiting for the brief dawn to come at an unknown time, and then falling into darkness again until you can't move.
You know that no one will understand your suffering, and the most sincere words will only make people feel bored.
The other party is also anxious to rush to the next goal. No one has time to listen to your inner words, just like you don't want to listen to their hypocrisy.
You think that people who lock themselves in the room are lonely, but for them, only then can they truly realize their existence and realize that they are an independent individual.
Touching my heartbeat, ah, I'm still alive.
This is what loneliness is.
And these two are a couple who love each other intimately.
Financially free and healthy, they can do anything together, vent all their feelings in front of each other, know that they are unique to each other, and know that someone cares about them.
This is not lonely at all.
Fearless people are the most pitiful.
…
"Wait a minute, I'll write something down."
Hongli suddenly spoke, pressing the page of the book, and Heiyang subconsciously put his hand on the place where he saw it, in case he couldn't find the page number later.
"Hmm?"
Heiyang looked at Hongli with a question mark on his face.
"What to write down? Don't tell me that you, Hongli, can also excerpt good words and sentences when reading books, I will be scared!"
"That's right! It's what you think!"
Hongli proudly took out a small pocket book, took out the pen clipped in the book, and copied something from the content of the book.
"This is a habit I developed when I was in the Five Elements Sect. Does it make me look more like a talented woman?"
"Hmm..."
Heiyang frowned as he watched Hongli, who looked like a good girl, taking notes seriously. He always felt that something was wrong.
"Let me see what you wrote."
Heiyang reached out to take the notebook, but Hongli turned around and faced the wall, showing the back of her head to Heiyang.
"No."
Hongli snorted: "This is the notes that the good student Hongli carefully recorded. I spent a lot of effort on it. I can't show it to you casually!"
"Hmm?"
Heiyang raised his eyebrows and directly pinched Hongli's white neck, causing the latter's body to stiffen instantly.
"Miss Xiaoli, I allow you to reorganize your words. Are you sure you don't want to show it to me?"
"Ah this..."
Hongli suddenly realized that showing her back to someone who was greedy for her body was really insane!
Although lying next to him is not very safe in this regard, at least he still needs to turn himself over. Now he doesn't even need to turn over. He can eat it right after opening the bag...
Think about what the instant kill was called... Oh, right, the insidious backstab, hiss!
"Hahaha, how could it be, I'm kidding, hahaha!"
Hongli laughed twice, and she couldn't move because her neck was pinched.
"How could I not show it to my dear husband? Let alone a mere note, my husband can see anything he wants, hahaha, haha, woohoo, Lord Heiyang, spare me!"
"That's better."
Heiyang let go of his hand with satisfaction, and watched Hongli, who had escaped from the trap, turn around and face him with a smirk, and nodded: "Okay, bring it here."
Hongli: "..."
"Hehe! Don't"
Hongli smiled sweetly, blinked her eyes, and acted cute maliciously.
Heiyang: “???”
“Hey, please give me some reaction?”
Hongli saw Heiyang’s puzzled expression and said unhappily: “Your girlfriend Hongli is trying to please you by being cute, can you give me some reaction?
For example, make a love heart in your eyes and be fascinated or something?”
“Ha, you are being cute?”
Heiyang showed a shocked expression.
“Aren’t you making faces to provoke me?”
“What do you mean? You said I’m not cute enough?!”
"I said your cuteness is not up to standard."
"Haha, it's a joke. Good-looking people look cute no matter what their expressions are. Why do you need to set standards if you are not confident in your appearance?"
Hong Li looked at Hei Yang, and suddenly her eyes lit up.
"How about you demonstrate it to me?"
"ha?"
Hei Yang pointed at himself and widened his eyes.
"I'm a tough guy, and you want me to be cute for you? Stop joking!"
"Hurry up!"
Hong Li glared.
"oh……"
Hei Yang curled his lips, thought for a moment, and stretched out his scissor hands in front of him.
"so?"
"Smile for Uncle Hongli!"
"Ah, this, like this?"
Hei Yang forced a smile: "How is it?"
"Well……"
Hong Li frowned and looked at Hei Yang, stretched out her white fingers to lift Hei Yang's chin, and asked, "That, that's it, this action.
Can you show an expression that is one part unwilling, one part humiliated, one part ashamed and angry, and one part forced to obey?
That is to say, imagine that you are a good husband now, but you are blocked by Hong Li, a street gangster, who teases you with a wicked smile. You have tears in your eyes, but you are very resistant but unable to resist, and you feel bitter for a moment. sore.
Well, that's it, can you show that expression? Please, please, I really want to see it! "
"I think I should conduct a large-scale review of the books you usually read to cleanse the waste in your head."
"You can't do that! We are an unmarried couple! My behavior is reasonable! You should meet my requirements!"
"Uh, like this?"
"The emotional rendering is not in place."
"Is that so?"
"Be a little more humiliated. Well, the other person is going too far. Hongli even stretched out her feet to let you lick her toes. Who can bear this going too far? Who can bear it?!
Are you angry, do you want to punch her in the face, are you... Hey, what's your expression? not like this! You are the weak one! "
"..."
"..."
"Okay, okay, let's see the final result."
Hong Li held the image stone in her hand, injected her spiritual power into it, and developed it into an image, revealing Hei Yang's funny expression.
"Not bad, isn't it?"
Hei Yang looked serious.
"Not bad for your size!"
A tic-tac-toe popped up on Hong Li's head, and she said speechlessly: "This is completely different from what I thought! I've obviously angered you so much, are you really such a good-tempered guy..."
"Okay, stop talking nonsense."
Hei Yang stretched out his hand and said in a tone that could not be refused: "If you want to play, I will cooperate. Now let me be healthy!"
"Uh, just take a look, okay?"
"Um?"
Hei Yang raised his eyebrows: "I wasn't really curious at first, but the more you hid it, the more I wanted to see it."
"Ah this..."
Hong Li took a long breath, hummed softly, and patted the small book into Hei Yang's hand.
"Okay, okay, let me show it to you, please be satisfied!"
"That's pretty much it."
Hei Yang opened the small book, but he couldn't hold back on the first page.
[Complete collection of dirty words used to cleverly scold Heiyang - recorder, Xiaoli. 】
The second page……
【1,2,3,】
Hei Yang said "shuashuashua" with a dark face, sighed with a complex expression, and threw it in front of Hongli.
"Repay you, I really have nothing to say, Hongli, you are my brother, you are my sister, I admit that I spoke a bit loudly before, please don't scold me!"
"It's a pity that in terms of yin and yang, I'm still inferior to you."
Hong Li put away the notebook as if she was protecting her treasure, with a look of displeasure on her face: "You have seen all the results of the past few months, so how can I still achieve the ultimate effect!"
"I suspect you have more than just this notebook. This one is too new."
"Nonsense, of course I have several more, do you understand?
And it’s not all directed at you, there are also articles on horse hunting, quotations on disappearing genealogy, and a collection of slang..."
"Can you remember something serious, something positive and cheerful?"
"Check for omissions and fill in the gaps. I only remember what I think is useful!"
Hong Li pointed at herself proudly.