Chapter 343
Of course Wang Yanqing knew that the emperor was notoriously moody, and even those in the cabinet couldn't guess the emperor's mood, let alone her? Wang Yanqing lowered his eyes and said calmly, "Because I want nothing from you."
To put it bluntly, the cabinet, eunuchs, and Lu Heng all wanted something. They hoped to gain power from the emperor and use the emperor's hand to achieve their goals, so they were restrained in their words and looked forward to the future. But Wang Yanqing didn't care, she stood a thousand miles on the wall, she had nothing to do, she didn't want to get anything, so naturally she didn't need to care about the emperor's opinion.
The emperor looked at Wang Yanqing and became more and more curious. He asked, "Is it the same when you and Lu Heng get along in private?"
Lu Heng lived in lies all year round, and was used to seeing darkness and calculations, so was he captured by a soul as pure as white paper?
"It wasn't." Wang Yanqing said truthfully, "When I first lost my memory, I thought he was my only relative and catered to him everywhere. It was he who told me to pay attention to my own feelings and not always think about taking care of others. In the end, he was a liar. My person. He doesn't care about me, why should I care about his feelings? I will say something after that, as for whether he likes to listen or not, it has nothing to do with me. "
Including her being so indifferent to the emperor, it was also because the emperor and Lu Heng had a good relationship and even lied to her together. Lu Heng took her to meet the emperor several times. Does the emperor know if Lu Heng has adopted a sister?
She didn't want to take care of their thoughts as a dog man of a raccoon dog.
The emperor nodded. He had basically witnessed the whole process and could understand Wang Yanqing's current feelings. The emperor sighed a little and said, "You can see through other people's thoughts without any effort. You are born with the ability that others have cultivated for decades. What are you dissatisfied with?"
If possible, the emperor dreamed of having this ability. When the courtier said that he shared his worries for the king, he actually wanted to use him to attack the political enemy; the concubines and concubines looked charming, in fact, every sentence was carefully designed; even his son and daughter, when they grew up, said filial piety, I will also figure out how to get the best benefit from him.
The emperor thinks a lot and is moody. It's not because he can't judge the truth and he spends a lot of effort every day to figure out whether these top smart people around him are plotting against him. If he can see through it at a glance like Wang Yanqing, everything about the affairs of the government, palace affairs, and family will be solved easily.
After the emperor finished speaking, Wang Yanqing stopped for a while and asked in a low voice, "Do you really think this is a kind of luck?"
The emperor was surprised and looked at Wang Yanqing, "What do you mean?"
Wang Yanqing has never told anyone this kind of thing, and even when he owns Baoshan, he says that he is in pain, which is really hypocritical. But the emperor thought it was a good thing, and Wang Yanqing felt the need to explain it to him.
Wang Yanqing looked down at the sunlight on the floor tiles, and said slowly, "Being able to quickly recognize other people's emotions, and to be able to see through other people's thoughts spontaneously, sounds wonderful, but in this way, you will have no friends, no relatives, or even one person who can People who talk to each other. Everyone will be wary, jealous and even hate when they see you. No one is telling the truth to you, and you know all this clearly."
Following Wang Yanqing's words, the emperor fell silent. After finally finishing the words that had been stuck in his heart for a long time, Wang Yanqing let out a long sigh and sighed: "If it wasn't for my sudden memory loss, I'm afraid I would never understand in my life, it turns out that other people in the world are not like this. When I was in the Fu family when I was a child, Like walking on thin ice, I dare not refuse anyone; after I lost my memory, I went to the Lu family, and because I was too early to reveal my differences, no one in the mansion dared to talk to me except Lu Heng. I have been with Lingxi and Lingluan for two years, But when the two of them stood in front of me, they would still tighten their bodies, as if they were facing a big enemy. The quicker they felt their emotions, the more they could understand the resistance of others to me. I am afraid that this feeling is not lucky. "
The emperor fell into a long silence. Seeing that the emperor did not speak, Wang Yanqing continued: "Your Majesty, you think I am lucky, but I think I am lucky to have a smart mind like you, or a strong observation like Lu Heng. Maybe. People are like this, they never see what they have, and they always feel that others are better. In the world of life, it is like a traveller, and all living beings are all alone.”
The emperor bathed in the sun, thought for a while, then shook his head and smiled softly: "You are more preachy than Taifu."
Although the emperor said this, he knew that the dead knot that had been in his heart since the change of the Renyin Palace had finally loosened. Several insignificant palace maids dare to kill him, who else can be trusted around him? However, Wang Yanqing told him that even if he saw through the thoughts of everyone around him, he would still be lonely and painful.
Life is like a reverse journey, and I am also a pedestrian. Everyone is a solo traveler.
The emperor untied the knot in his heart, and also had the mind to joke. The emperor was really curious and asked, "Did you really not see through Lu Heng lying to you when you first started?"
Really, which pot can't be opened and lifted, must the emperor's happiness be built on the pain of others? Wang Yanqing was expressionless and said, "No. The emperor and the Empress Dowager Zhang Sheng summoned me together. I think even if the second brother lied, these big men would never lie to me, right?"
Who would have thought that the real world is far more outrageous than imagined.
After Wang Yanqing finished speaking, he paused and added in a low voice, "Of course, it's because I never doubted him."