Chapter 136: hide from me
She felt Cang Yu suddenly move, and walked up to her, stared at by his burning gaze, which made her feel uneasy.
Her flickering eyelashes flickered like a very beautiful fan, her face was a little pale, and her heart was beating so fast, she kept pulling her sleeves with both hands, even she didn't realize it, She revealed everything.
Cangyu has been staring at her for a long time, and she is getting more and more worried.
Suddenly she felt a burst of heat, and suddenly she raised her head and looked into his star-like eyes, so charming that she was reluctant to move away. She was convinced again that she liked him somewhat.
"Little thing," Cangyu's face was soft, he raised his hand and landed on her head, gently comforting, a low voice sounded in her ear: "What are you afraid of?"
Mu Bingyun was startled, his hands trembled a little, and he became pale because of fear.
He found out.
"Tell me, what are you afraid of?"
She suddenly lowered her head and said nothing.
A large warm hand raised her head, made her look at him, and let her fall into his eyes again: "Why are you hiding from me?"
"Cangyu, let me go..."
She suddenly widened her eyes, the warmth from her lips made her head go blank and her eyes were confused. In vain, she reacted and wanted to push him away, but he tightly imprisoned her, her small body was wrapped in his big body, his lips just pressed against hers, he held her tightly. Holding her tightly, it seemed to comfort her, but it made her panic even more.
Cangyu saw her panicked look in her eyes, so she quickly left her and comforted her carefully: "Little thing, why don't you come with me!"
He didn't know what she was afraid of. The way she wanted to avoid him made him extremely annoyed. He couldn't use force, so as not to scare her. It seemed that he had frightened her just now.
Mu Bingyun was still being kissed by force and didn't react, and his mind was still empty.
She just felt astringent and uncomfortable.
She wanted to forget a lot, but everything in her previous life was an obsession that she couldn't solve. Even though she didn't feel any more about Ling Jichen, the shadow that the other party caused her did not disappear at all. So much so that she couldn't believe any emotion anymore.
"Cangyu, let's go! I want to stay alone. Soon, I will participate in the assessment. I want to practice well."
Mu Bingyun squatted on the side, looking helpless, which annoyed him, was he scaring her?
He also squatted down: "Scared you."
"It won't be like this next time."
Seeing her bowing her head and still not speaking, Cang Yu didn't know what to say, how could she make the little thing accept him?
He saw that her eyes were a little wet, he took out a handkerchief and wiped it gently for her: "Little thing, tell me what you are afraid of."
His meticulous appearance, as if he was caring for a treasure, carefully held her in his hands, for fear of hurting her.
He pulled her up and let her sit aside: "Who bullied you?"
"No."
"Then what are you afraid of?"
He saw Mu Bingyun bit her lip and still didn't speak, and could feel her trembling with fear, "Don't ask."
"If you want to say it, just tell me."
"Gloomy!"
"Um."
Mu Bingyun raised his head, his eyes fell on his face, "Why do you do this?"
"No one is so nice to another person for no reason," she calmed down, "and you, why do you do this?"
Cangyu didn't talk to her, but her eyes were fixed on her, which made her a little uneasy.
Her unease made him annoyed again, she seemed like the little rabbit who was frightened and couldn't stand a little bit of fright.
"Want to do this to you."
"I'm not married yet."
Mu Bingyun paused, thinking of doing this to her, yet not married yet? Sure enough, Cang Yu did this to her because he liked her a little. But she couldn't feel a little bit of happiness. He was an incomparably powerful person in Xizhou, and she was a little Liuyun Sect disciple. She couldn't understand why this person did this to her.
Cangyu also found out, the little thing doesn't seem to be happy, doesn't she like him?
"Cangyu," Mu Bingyun suddenly looked serious and pointed to himself, "I'm not yet fifteen years old."
She paced to the window, and the walking white clouds took her thoughts away again: "My current goal is to cultivate, to complete my goal, and to solve a very important thing in my heart."
"So, it's too early to talk about this now." She didn't look back, and she didn't dare to look at him. He was really kind to her. It wasn't that she didn't know how to be grateful, but... Now she can't accept any, ever The trauma of her, and her weakness now, can't let her find a little bit of safety in this world.
After rebirth, she would have nightmares whenever she sleeps. In the small and dark space, she is alone, but she has to face all the persecution, betrayal, scolding and other bad experiences from everyone. When she was sleeping, she would always try to get into her dreams and wake her up from time to time. Later, she only practiced and never slept again.
If she has another experience like this, she doesn't know if she will be really desperate. Chiye can help her become stronger, and her inner hurt can only be healed slowly. She felt that when she became extremely powerful one day, no one would be able to hurt her.
"I feel too weak."
"I'm not feeling safe."
"The entire Liuyun faction, the people I know, eight out of ten want me to die!"
Cangyu suddenly said, "I'll kill them for you!!"
"What if all the people from Dongzhou want to kill me?"
"Then destroy Dongzhou!" He didn't hesitate at all, he said it with murderous energy, as if he really wanted to do it the next moment.
Mu Bingyun only felt that something was about to emerge in his heart, and finally shook his head and smiled.
"Cangyu, if I become so powerful, when everyone can only look up to me, no one will dare to hurt me." She lowered her eyes, "Maybe you like me now, maybe one day, you will meet me. When you get to someone you like more, you will turn around and leave without hesitation."
Thinking of this, her heart throbbed, and the feeling of the previous life came back to her heart again. It was such a sad, but unchangeable fact. She is not a scumbag. When Ling Jichen told her in front of Mu Fengxue that the two of them intended to become Dao Lu, she didn't react much on the spot.
A person who no longer likes her, she will not rely on each other, but this kind of damage can never be erased.