Chapter 187: start to shake

Chapter 187: start to shake

   Chapter 187 begins to shake

  Xiao Li opened her mouth with a wooden face.

   After listening to Bai Yuxue's words, it would be impossible if she said that her heart was not shaken at all.

But.

   What if you can get a divorce?

   She knew very well that if she dared to take that step, her family would not allow her.

  At that time, they will only think that she did such a thing to bring shame to the family, and they will not take her back. After the divorce, there is no place to go. Does she want to go out begging to survive?

  Thinking of this layer, Xiaoli's face turned pale.

   She hesitated.

   "Technician Bai, I know you said these are for my own good, but... I also have my difficulties, you won't understand."

   She pulled Bai Yuxue's hand away to hold hers, and smiled forcefully: "When I have a child in the future, life will definitely get better."

   Even though she said that, her eyes were filled with tears.

   I'm afraid that even she can't convince herself.

  However, what else could she do other than desperately persuade herself to believe?

   Bai Yuxue glanced at her and knew that such dry persuasion was useless, so she picked up on her previous experience and told her something.

   Of course, it's mainly about how old Mrs. Ji, Sun Guifang and others sparred and bullied their mothers and daughters.

   "...Comrade Xiaoli, do you want to watch, one day, your daughter will live with you like a slave in the old society?"

  Xiao Li involuntarily snorted when she heard this.

   Then, she quickly covered her mouth and looked at Bai Yuxue in disbelief.

   She didn't feel that Bai Yuxue was making things up.

  Because what Bai Yuxue said was so sincere, she knew that she couldn't say such words without personal experience.

   But Bai Yuxue is doing well now and has become a technician at the village animal husbandry station, so can she also...

  Xiao Li bit her lip, and quickly stopped the thought that had just sprouted in her heart.

  What is she thinking? She is not as skilled and literate as Bai Yuxue, she knows nothing, and it is impossible for her to live as well as Bai Yuxue after she leaves.

   For a while, she couldn't help but feel even more desperate.

   Bai Yuxue can only make persistent efforts: "Comrade Xiaoli, you have to believe that you are not alone. There are still many people around you who are willing to lend a helping hand to you, such as your sister, Comrade Qiu Ying."

"Because of work, I have contacted Comrade Qiu Ying once or twice. I know that she is a good person with integrity and kindness. If you let her know that you are living in such a dire family environment, she will definitely not ignore you. ."

   This time, Xiaoli seemed to be persuaded, but she was still a little hesitant.

   "But, I don't know what to do..."

   Even the village chief and female officials in the village would only persuade her to be patient. Even if she could ask her sister for help, she had to be able to leave this place first.

"just forget it."

   Bai Yuxue looked at Xiaoli and knew that her heart had been shaken, so she did not continue to persuade, but suddenly changed the topic: "When you came to clean the sheepfold today, did that Sun Jiye tell you something?"

  Xiao Li was stunned for a moment. Seeing Bai Yuxue looking at her, she lowered her head subconsciously: "He...he told me to come and have a look..."

   "Look at what?"

   "Look... see if the sheep in the pen are doing well... and look at the expressions of the technicians at the animal husbandry station... or something..."

  Xiao Li's eyes dodged.

   (end of this chapter)