Chapter 1301: the truth behind
Yinrong was stunned for a while, it was many years ago that Khan Ama had greeted her with such concern. His eyes were suddenly warm, but he held back the hot tears from falling.
"My son is fine."
Wanted to get up, Yinrong found that the back pain was so bad, Kangxi didn't care to get angry, put his son on the couch, and then asked Liang Jiugong to call the imperial doctor. The imperial physician rushed to Yuqing Palace to diagnose and treat Yinren.
In fact, this injury is very easy for Changqing, but he is not ready to help. The relationship between the two fathers and sons also hoped that the injury would be alleviated. He smiled lightly and was so frightened that his hands were shaking.
Let's say, Prince Rui, can you please stop laughing. If you offend the emperor, you can't eat and walk around!
Kangxi didn't notice this, and now all his heart is on how his son Baocheng is, full of worry, Yinren was stunned, it's been a long time since he saw Khan Ama showing such an expression.
"Your Majesty, the prince needs to cultivate for half a month."
"Are you seriously injured? Does it affect the future?"
"Your Majesty rest assured, there will be no sequelae."
Kangxi was relieved and rewarded the imperial doctor to let him go down. Liang Jiugong, He Yuzhu, and the eunuchs around Ying Changqing all retired very wisely, leaving only three father and son in the house.
"Baocheng, you should explain to me, what's going on?"
Kangxi also remembered the business at this moment. He always thought that Baocheng had fun all day long, but he didn't expect that what he saw when he came in was just an appearance. Baocheng is not what he imagined, why is this?
Yinren lowered his head, raised his head for a long time, put away his usual chuckle and contempt, and said seriously: "Khan Ama, if my son only wants to be your son, not a son and a minister, I just want to be with you. Father and son, not emperor and crown prince."
"If possible, my son is willing to give up this crown prince..."
"Fuck!"
Kangxi stood up angrily and raised his hand to fight, but Yinren didn't dodge and just looked at him with red eyes. This time, tears could not help falling all over his face. In the past, Baocheng used to cry miserably and loudly when he pretended to be wronged in front of him.
Kangxi put his hand away, "Baocheng, what do you think?"
"Khan Ama, my son has known that he is a prince since he was a child, and he has many responsibilities on his shoulders. Since he was a child, he did not dare to lag behind his brothers. He didn't sleep half as much as others, but his son persevered and didn't want to disappoint you. I don't know. Since when did my son find out that you have changed."
In the face of his son's tearful accusation, Kangxi's cheeks twitched slightly, but his beloved son was so sad, and he felt uncomfortable in his heart.
"My son is working so hard because he is afraid that his brothers will catch your eyes and make you feel that his son is useless. The dignified prince is no better than other brothers. The son doesn't want to see disappointment and indifference in your eyes." Yinren decided this time that he could not Endure it any longer," Ruo Erchen is stunned by this prince, that is, he can spend time alone with Khan Ama, and can feel Khan Ama's concern at any time, but his son found out that it was also this position, which made the distance between his son and Khan Ama more and more. farther and farther."
YinReng smiled desolately, "Khan Ama must feel that the things outside must be done by his son, even if it is not his son's actions, it is his son's connivance, right?"
Kangxi was indifferent, it was true, he thought so, but at this time, he felt that the truth was not necessarily so. Standing high and seeing far away, it is easy to blur the line of sight, and it is not uncommon to be deceived by the truth.
Seeing that Kangxi didn't deny it, Yinren's heart became more and more uncomfortable. After spending so many years in the west, this feeling of being guarded and suspected is really uncomfortable. He has been suffocating for so many years, and he is not ready to continue to suffocate.
If it wasn't for the last time the sixth brother asked him what he said, I'm afraid now he would really break the jar and use another way to attract Khan Ama's attention. Now that I think about it, I can't help but sweat behind my back. If he really used that method, will Khan Ama really be disappointed? Maybe today's slap won't be unbearable anymore, but it will really come down.
Many times, in his dreams, he dreamed that Kangxi was sitting on the dragon chair, looking at him kneeling below with indifference, saying that the prince was abolished and the prince was banned, and when he thought of that scene, his heart felt uncomfortable.
They are father and son, Kangxi and he used to be the closest father and son. He didn't ask for all the specifications, and Kangxi himself decided to give him the best for the prince, only a little worse than the emperor Kangxi.
Kangxi treats him like this, he can always feel the fatherly love from him. But because of this, he became more and more afraid of losing. He can only anesthetize himself in other ways, such as female sex, male sex, money, and even supreme power.
He always felt that as long as he was in control of everything, he could get what he wanted.
Later, he discovered the precautions, scrutiny, doubts in Khan Ama's eyes... and even gradual disappointment later, but there is still a sense of disbelief and tolerance...
In recent years, he has been living in conflict. He is almost 30 years old. His uncle mentioned Yinzhen's threat to his position more than once in his ear, and he asked him to find a way to bring Yinzhen down. There are also other brothers who let him win over him, and those who couldn't win over him were strangled in the cradle early, so that the other side had no chance. And let him develop his power as soon as possible, if necessary...
Yinren closed his eyes, he never thought of taking power from Kangxi's hands. All he wants is to attract Kangxi's attention, he just wants to return to the original father-son relationship.
In order to save Suo'etu, he asked Suo'etu to give medicine on Suo'etu's horse, causing Suo'etu to bend his waist, and coercing Suo'etu to sue the old man to return home. Everything is handed over, without causing any trouble to Khan Ama, and can also have an explanation for others.
He knew what Suo'etu's downfall meant to him, and his greatest support and power were gone.
He is already a prince, what else does he need. When it comes to running a country, after so many years of teaching by Kangxi, he is of course confident that he has this ability, but he knows himself very well, and his temperament is simply not suitable.
He has many brothers, all of whom can endure very well. Khan Ama has no shortage of sons to sit in this seat, but he no longer wants this seat to be him. He just wanted to be a father and son with Kangxi, and this time he had to speak his mind even at the risk of being banned.
The room was silent, Yinren suddenly rolled down from the couch, his knees slammed on the ground, making a soft noise, which made Kangxi so startled that he quickly supported him, but he couldn't pull him up.
Yinren's face was still full of tears, he pushed Kangxi's hand away, and slammed his forehead on the ground, "Khan Ama, today is the time for you to encircle Erchen, and Erchen also has to say what's in your heart, if you don't say it again, The son is going crazy, Khan Ama, you know, the son is really going crazy."