Chapter 32: , puppy

Chapter 32: , puppy

The kiss was as light as a feather scratching on the face, but it was like a heavy hammer, hitting Gu Miru's heart.

"What are you doing?" Gu Miru looked down at Si Xianchun and asked.

Si Xianchun's eyes were still as clear, but Gu Miru still couldn't see any turbidity in his eyes.

He slowly shook his head, looking confused.

He said: "I don't know ... I just wanted to."

"You've been like this before." Si Xianchun remained in a half-kneeling position, staring at Gu Miru with a pair of shallow eyes.

She seemed to want to get closer, but Gu Miru held her shoulders.

No matter how clear his eyes are, this kind of kissing behavior can never be explained by the previous reliance.

Various prompts from the system flashed in Gu Miru's mind.

Gu Miru is not someone who doesn't understand love. She noticed that Si Xianchun behaved strangely, but she didn't believe it several times because she had never met someone like Si Xianchun.

He is like a spirit beast that has no enlightenment at all, and even more intelligent than a spirit beast that has never been enlightened.

His innocence makes people feel that if he over-interprets some of his actions, it is a kind of blasphemy against him.

Among the men that Gu Miru had been with, there had never been a man like Si Xianchun, who was as pure as a blank sheet of paper.

An old lover like Gu Miru turned over the car in front of this pure white.

Gu Miru pressed Si Xianchun's shoulder, not knowing what to say for a while.

She never thought about Si Xianchun... When Gu Miru thought about it, she couldn't help but think of those nights when she slept in the same bed, those hugs and closenesses because Si Xianchun made a little progress.

Even when Si Xianchun wanted to give her those hairpins, Gu Miru's heart was filled with warmth.

Gu Miru was stunned on the spot.

She has experienced all kinds of emotions, some thick as blood, some vigorous, some mixed with love and hate.

But there is no one. When the heart is tempted, there is only warmth without any passion. Desire...

Gu Miru's brows twitched, the feather-light itching on her side face did not completely subside, and she realized that she was not completely without thoughts about Si Xianchun.

But how does this work?

Gu Miru never intended to stay in this world.

After crossing into the redemption group, Gu Miru's points did not allow her to stay in any world.

Therefore, even if Gu Miru quickly sorted out the matter between her and Si Xianchun, she had no intention of continuing to condone it.

Gu Miru supported Si Xianchun and let him sit on the opposite side of the carriage. She glanced at him and said, "Let's talk after we go back."

Si Xianchun thought that Gu Miru was angry, and he didn't dare to look at Gu Miru's eyes any more.

The whole person was restless in the carriage, and he fell from the chair to the carriage board in two turns.

But Gu Miru didn't reach out to help him again.

After Si Xianchun realized this, he panicked even more. He was like a puppy who was suddenly let go by his master on the main road. Facing the constant flow of traffic, he didn't move forward or backward, and he didn't know. Where to go.

After the two got home, Gu Miru cooked dinner as usual, but Si Xianchun did not carve the hairpin while she was cooking, but sat in front of his small table with a carving knife in his hand, facing his mother's. The statue froze.

In fact, this statue doesn't look like his mother anymore. If Gu Miru takes a closer look, he will find that there are willow eyebrows on the statue. It has become long eyebrows that pierce the temples, and the eyes of the statue are not the round eyes of his mother, but phoenix eyes.

This statue is no longer his mother, and I don't know when it has become Gu Miru.

Where the heart wants, the knife is free.

Si Xianchun had already escaped from the pain of his mother's death, and his mother was no longer his only sustenance and hope in the world.

But it wasn't that he transferred this feeling to Gu Miru's body. Si Xianchun could tell clearly that Gu Miru was different from his mother.

Gu Miru is also different from the wife he married before.

Si Xianchun has never had such feelings for anyone. I had this feeling of... wanting to get close to someone.

Being close is a very difficult thing for Si Xianchun. A child who lacks touch since childhood is like a closed door in his heart.

He stretched out a little tentacle like a snail, he touched Gu Miru, he thought he had touched Gu Miru's tentacle too, but what he touched was Gu Miru's hard body.

During dinner, the two of them ate in silence and solemnity, like going to a grave.

After eating, Gu Miru didn't take down the rice bowl. She watched Si Xianchun bit by bit, swallowing the food in the bowl down, not having the usual aroma of eating.

On the contrary, it was like the first time Gu Miru saw him, he was holding those cakes and eating.

He's just swallowing mechanically, so what he eats has no effect.

Gu Miru stretched out her hand and held Si Xianchun's hand, and quickly moved it away after just pressing it.

She said: "Don't force it, it will not digest well."

But Si Xianchun didn't stop, he didn't dare to look up at Gu Miru, he didn't know how to deal with the current situation of the two of them.

Si Xianchun didn't even know what he had done wrong.

Gu Miru clearly said that the two of them are husband and wife, and the two of them can have intimacy.

They shared the same bed before, and Gu Miru kissed him, so why is Gu Miru angry today?

Si Xianchun did not understand.

It's like he doesn't understand male and female love.

"Don't eat it." Gu Miru's tone became a little tougher, and took away Si Xianchun's bowls and chopsticks.

Her voice was obviously not loud, but it made Si Xianchun tremble subconsciously.

Gu Miru pursed her lips, picked up Si Xianchun's bowls and chopsticks, put them beside the table, and sat down opposite him again.

She asked Si Xianchun, "Do you still remember who I am? Do you remember how I treated you in the past?"

Gu Miru thought that Si Xianchun was suffering from Stockholm. She did not expect that she would take care of his various thoughts so carefully, and Si Xianchun finally took this road.

Gu Miru was even a little angry because of this, she felt that Si Xianchun was willing to degenerate.

How can a man fall in love with someone who abuses him?

Si Xianchun quickly looked up at Gu Miru and bit his lip.

Gu Miru continued: "You've only lived like a human for a few days, and you have forgotten all the pain in the past?"

"Why did you kiss me today? Do you like me? Are you dependent on me? Or do you want to please me in this way?"

If Gu Mi was a little aggressive, she couldn't allow Si Xianchun to develop a morbid attachment to her.

If you wanted to go this way, why bother to this day?

Si Xianchun slowly raised his head and looked at Gu Miru, the kind of sad eyes hurt Gu Miru, Gu Miru's hand on the table tightened, but still said: "I don't need it. your favor."

"I hope you can clearly remember how I treated you in the past," Gu Miru said, "I hope you can remember those pains, and then have an independent and complete personality, knowing what's good and bad ."

"But you have only been happy for a few days now, and you have forgotten all the pain in the past. You even have feelings for me, the perpetrator, you are just..."

"I didn't." Si Xianchun, who had been silent all the time, heard this and suddenly retorted: "I haven't forgotten those pains."

"You didn't forget what do you mean today? You want to say you didn't forget those things, just forgive me for what I did to you?"

Gu Miru has never spoken so harshly to Si Xianchun before, she really hates iron.

Si Xianchun's eyes were red because of her attitude, and Gu Miru looked away from his eyes.

"Do you think I will miss your gestures, or will I miss your feelings? I just hope that you can quickly recover and make money. After you make money, you will give it to me..."

Gu Miru said that now, there is no other reason to let Si Xianchun return to normal state.

If it was only Stockholm, even if Gu Miru was a villain, she would have to break it up for him.

Gu Miru said words that stimulated Si Xianchun, sentence after sentence, trying to remind him of the pain he had endured in the hands of the original character.

But Si Xianchun, who was sitting across from her, didn't hear a word at all.

Because Si Xianchun had long known that Gu Miru was not that woman at all.

"You have that kind of thought for me, I think we'll live separately for the time being, I'll go out and rent a shop..."

Si Xianchun had decided to be a man who didn't know anything in his words book for the rest of his life.

He would never trick Gu Miru into the sun, he didn't want Gu Miru to dissipate in the air.

But Gu Miru said that she wanted to live apart from him, and Si Xianchun was struck by lightning when she heard the word "separation".

This is the result he never expected.

They have always been together very well. Si Xianchun thought he could live like this all his life with Gu Miru.

Now Gu Miru wants to separate from him... just because, because he kissed her?

Because Gu Mi thought that Si Xianchun had feelings for the wife who had abused him.

But you are not her.

"That's it, I'll send you to study carpentry, but we don't need to live together all the time. Originally, I planned to buy you a shop after you've learned something, but it's okay to move ahead now."

After Gu Miru finished speaking, she got up and unilaterally decided to cut through the mess.

Let Si Xianchun get out of that Stockholm state quickly, so that he can reshape his personality.

Gu Miru thought that her mission had failed, and now she was going to start again, her whole body was in a bad mood, and her face sank.

He got up, turned his head and walked towards the door, his back turned decisively and quickly.

Si Xianchun followed Gu Miru to get up, he looked at Gu Miru walking, and felt that if he didn't catch her - then she would definitely walk into the sun and dissipate in front of him.

Do not!

He doesn't want to.

Si Xianchun quickly grabbed Gu Miru, and after grabbing Gu Miru's hand, Gu Miru turned to look at him with a frown, as if looking at a disobedient chess piece.

Gu Miru looks docile, but she has never been a good-natured person.

If she was as calm and gentle as she seemed, she wouldn't have ruined the world several times, and was assigned by the system to the redemption group that couldn't choose character cards and world openings.

Gu Miru has always been extra gentle to Si Xianchun, because Si Xianchun has always been extremely obedient, and has been recovering as she hopes to take care of Miru.

But now Si Xianchun suddenly "disobedient", Gu Miru looked at him with indifferent eyes like a frozen river.

Si Xianchun felt that his whole body was frozen in there, he forgot to breathe, and his face turned red.

Gu Miru's stern gaze saw that his whole body was frozen with blood, but he persistently refused to let go of Gu Miru's hand.

"What are you going to do? When you fall in love with someone who abuses you, do you still think you are great?"

Every word Gu Miru spit out was like a sword and a sword, and pierced it towards Si Xianchun's body.

Si Xianchun held her wrist tightly, not daring to look her in the eyes, so he lowered his head and said, "No."

"I didn't like the person who abused me...!"

"Then why did you kiss me on the carriage today?" Gu Miru asked.

Si Xianchun held back his whole face as if he was about to drip blood, and even his pale eyes were filled with a little red blood.

His eyes kept rolling, like a child who obviously lied and stole something but refused to admit it.

Gu Miru shook him off.

She was having such a headache now that she couldn't let this Stockholm feeling go on.

She must immediately cut off this unclear relationship with Si Xianchun, and then think of other ways to carry out the redemption mission.

If it really doesn't work, just pass Xu Lancui...

Gu Miru opened the door and walked out of the room without looking at Si Xianchun again.

The moment the door curtain fell, Si Xianchun felt as if something had been cut off in his mind.

He shouted in the direction of the door curtain: "You are not her!"

In the end, Si Xianchun was still like the man in the picture book—but not the same.

The man pulled his wife into the sun to satisfy his own curiosity.

But Si Xianchun had to admit it. He didn't want Gu Miru to be angry, and he didn't want Gu Miru to misunderstand that he liked the wife he married before.

Yes, like it.

is like.

Si Xianchun didn't understand it at first, but Gu Mi was drenched in blood, tearing apart the truth with anger, and then he understood.

Kissing her is because I like it, and the feeling of wanting to get close to her is like.

He likes Gu Miru!

"I don't like my abuser! I like you!"

Si Xianchun roared almost hoarsely: "You are not her at all!"

Gu Miru's footsteps on the other side of the curtain suddenly stopped because of Si Xianchun's shouting, or rather froze.

You are not her... what does that mean?

The system in Gu Miru's head screeched wildly: [Fuck me! What's the situation? What is the short ribs talking about, has the short ribs seen through your identity? ! 】

[Isn't he a little fool, when did he find out? ! 】

Gu Miru paused for a moment, then quickly turned around and opened the door curtain.

Si Xianchun was standing beside the door curtain, startled by Gu Miru's sudden return, took a few steps back, staggering and almost sitting on the ground.

Gu Miru took a quick step forward, grabbed his wrist, and held it tightly.

Ask him, "What do you mean?"

The water mist in Si Xianchun's eyes was full, and it silently flowed down his eyes.

He looked at Gu Miru with some sadness and fear in his eyes. Sadly, he still pulled his wife into the sun.

The fear is that he is afraid that Gu Miru will disappear in front of his eyes.

But what he was more afraid of was that Gu Miru was angry with him.

So Si Xianchun said, "You are not her, you are not the same as her at all."

"It was different from the beginning, I didn't like the person who abused me."

Si Xianchun shook his head and said, "I didn't, don't be angry."

"I like you. It's you, not her."

Si Xianchun's tears flowed silently, he gathered up the courage to approach Gu Miru and reached out to hug Gu Miru.

"I know you're not her, from the beginning."

The system has raised an alarm in Gu Miru's mind.

Gu Miru was stunned there. After so long, she didn't even notice that Si Xianchun had long recognized that she was not the original character.

But how did Si Xianchun recognize it?

Si Xianchun hugged Gu Miru, hugged him very tightly, and said in Gu Miru's ear, "Don't be angry, don't leave... I won't kiss you anymore, and I won't say I like you anymore. "

"Don't leave, don't get angry..."

Si Xianchun said these two sentences over and over again. Gu Miru stood there in a daze for a long time, and then asked in a dry voice: "When did you know? How could you know..."

"She wouldn't be so nice to me. You don't look the same as her."

Si Xianchun let go of Gu Miru, reached out and wiped the water on his face, looked into Gu Miru's eyes and said, "Although I can't remember what she looks like, I know you guys look different."

Gu Mi was stunned.

She opened her mouth and chuckled a moment later.

That's right, Si Xianchun's soul is so tenacious, it is the tenacity that can destroy the world.

He was devastated like that, and it only took more than two months to recover to what he is now. He could remember that the original character was a separate existence, although that part of the memory was erased when the system connected the plot.

But Si Xianchun still remembers the cracks in the world.

very impressive.

Si Xianchun looked at Gu Miru and smiled, and hugged Gu Miru again.

The two embraced in silence for a moment, Gu Miru felt that Si Xianchun was rubbing against her side face, and had no time to pay attention to the wave-like wave in her heart.

Take a deep breath and say, "It's great that you're not in love with your abuser."

"But unfortunately, although you like me, I don't like you."

Gu Miru said a little against her will: "I only hope that your life will get better and better, that you will have the ability to survive independently, and that you can live an upright and healthy life in this world."

"You have your relatives, and in the future you will have a wife you love to spend the rest of your life with, but that person won't be me."

After Gu Miru said this, she reached out and patted Si Xianchun's back as comfort.

It's too easy for Gu Miru to organize a relationship, she still won't stay in this world just because she realizes that she likes Si Xianchun a little bit, and she is confessed by Si Xianchun.

Since Si Xianchun always knew that he was different from the original character, then it would be better for Gu Miru to explain whatever she did in the future.

Gu Miru doesn't need to find all kinds of lame reasons to deceive Si Xianchun.

After Gu Miru finished speaking, she waited, thinking that Si Xianchun would ask her why.

She thought that Si Xianchun would question, like in a carriage, why Gu Miru kissed him before, but he couldn't kiss her.

But Si Xianchun was silent for a moment, and didn't ask why.

He didn't even ask Gu Miru where you came from or who you are.

As if he had never known Gu Miru's identity, he said, "It doesn't matter."

"It doesn't matter if you don't like me."

Si Xianchun no longer shed tears, but instead brought a gentle smile.

He looked at Gu Miru and said, "You don't need to worry about me, you just... just stay here."

"I won't say that I like you again, and I won't kiss you again. Don't be angry with me anymore."

Gu Miru felt that she was hit hard by these words, and she wanted to back off a little.

Does it even matter?

How could this not matter?

I don't care who you are, I don't care if you like me, I just care that you don't get angry and don't leave?

Si Xianchun's feelings are like this.

After the two talked about it, Gu Miru didn't need any explanation, just promised that she would not be angry or leave, and went to another store to live alone, and then Si Xianchun returned to normal.

I continued to carve hairpins. I was even a little hungry, and I took the initiative to ask for a supper in the evening.

On the contrary, Gu Miru fell there and couldn't get down, and somehow couldn't calm down.

Gu Miru had met people who liked her without asking for anything in return, but such people often couldn't last long.

Gu Miru tossed and turned for most of the night, she simply did not sleep, took a piece of broken wood after a long absence, and ran to the back of the house to practice martial arts.

She practiced until dawn, and Si Xianchun sculpted things until dawn.

After one night, Gu Miru had already figured it out. Anyway, those who didn't ask for anything in the past couldn't last long, and Si Xianchun couldn't last long either.

As long as he steps into a normal life as he wants to take care of Miru, and likes someone, it is only a small part of his life.

Si Xianchun has also returned to normal, and he is even better than normal.

Because he pulled his wife into the sun - but his wife didn't disappear.

The next morning, Gu Mi cooked him a delicious breakfast as usual.

Si Xianchun ate very deliciously, and his whole body did not show any decadence of being rejected, but he was a little blue and black right now.

It took him one night to carve the little wooden man.

He put the little wood and the other hairpins in the drawer together.

Just like he put his feelings there.

Si Xianchun was not relieved overnight, his love was very pure, and his love was not a simple request that Gu Miru knew.

It is a simple giving.

The fact that he likes Gu Miru has already made Si Xianchun very happy. This feeling is like those hairpins and villains. Gu Miru said no, he let it go.

If Gu Miru took it out, it would always be there.

Gu Miru was watching Si Xianchun's reaction all morning, and when she got into the carriage and was about to go to the carpenter's shop, Si Xianchun didn't show any strangeness.

Not at all pretend.

But after getting on the carriage, Si Xianchun showed nervousness.

He wanted to grab Gu Miru's hand, but after he stretched it out, it stopped beside Gu Miru's.

Then he turned his eyes away and stepped back, grabbing the robe on his body.

Gu Miru's breathing followed his movements and hung up, but never fell.

She looked at Si Xianchun's hand holding her robe tightly, and some small blue veins bulged on the back of her hand.

Obviously he's very, very nervous and he needs reassurance.

However, Gu Miru suppressed her thoughts of going over to catch him, and closed her eyes while sitting on the carriage.

Si Xianchun really didn't touch her the whole time, and didn't even speak to her about his anxiety and fear.

On the contrary, when Gu Miru took him off the carriage and followed him towards the carpenter's shop, he couldn't help but kept watching him.

After Si Xianchun got out of the car, his back was still straight, and his shoulders did not shrink. He was exhaling and inhaling according to the way Nursing Miru taught him to relieve tension.

His hand hanging on his side grabbed the sleeve of his robe, and his slender fingertips clenched a little blood, holding back his fear of the unknown.

He also forbears his dependence and feelings for Gu Miru.

Gu Miru couldn't help but ask, "Are you... alright?"

Si Xianchun slowly walked in the direction of the shop step by step, turning his head to look at Gu Miru with a gentle smile.

"It's okay," he said.

After thinking about it, Si Xianchun said again, "It doesn't matter."

Gu Miru knew what he meant.

Whether it's the panic of the unknown or his feelings for her, he can endure it, it doesn't matter to him.

Instead, he was comforting Gu Miru.

How can there be such a person in this world?