Chapter 1: Satisfy
Lu is a very mature person. He is taciturn and rarely takes the initiative to talk and chat. He is in a busy job every day. He is slow to respond to new things on the Internet. He does not understand fashion and trends. He is serious. Although he uses Weibo, he never posts Weibo doesn't mix fans.
Yu Mian has known him for so long, and has always felt that he should be that kind of serious middle-aged man in reality.
She had doubted whether Lu was really a fan of Lin Jianshen before. He didn't look like a star-chaser at all, nor did he show any signs of chasing stars.
Later in the contact, she discovered that he had a deep understanding of Lin Jianshen.
Moreover, the deer speaks very insightfully, sometimes Yu Mian has some troubles, if you ask him, you can always get a good answer. He never took the initiative to inquire into her privacy, and the two of them unexpectedly matched each other when they were talking, like a pair of friends who have forgotten each other.
Yu Mian regards Lu as a reliable friend and elder, facing Lu's question at this time, Yu Mian pursed her lips, and slowly typed the next sentence to reply to the other party.
Kapok: That's...literally [blush]
Lu: Do you like Lin Jianshen?
Kapok: I have always liked his.
Lu: Then you used to...?
The fingertips paused, and the girl's eyelids drooped, covering the slight loneliness in her pupils.
Kapok: I just suddenly figured it out. I can’t have it in reality, so let’s do it online! Anyway, he has so many girlfriend fans, one more than me is not too many, and one less than me is not much.
After sending this passage, the other party didn't reply for a long time. I wonder if she was frightened by her.
Yu Mian lay back on the bed, the phone was thrown aside by her.
Is she really so safe and secure in the eyes of others? They actually thought that she could hold back and guard Lin Jianshen for ten years without being moved by him?
how could it be possible!
Without him, she doesn't know how she survived all these years. A person lives in this world with no one to care about, nowhere to rely on, and does not know the meaning of his own existence. The loneliness and despair gushing from the depths of his soul can overwhelm anyone.
What's more, it was Yu Mian who lost his parents at a young age.
Only Lin Jianshen supported Yu Mian to persevere, did not sink into darkness, but tried to convince himself that there is beauty in the world, and kept his inner softness and kindness.
What he gave her was not only material satisfaction, but also a hand that reached out to support her invisibly. To her, he is like the sunshine shining in the darkness. He is her salvation, her spiritual sustenance, and also the motivation and hope of living for so many years.
Many people don't like star-chasing girls, thinking they are crazy, paranoid, and exaggerated. Yu Mian can understand their feelings, although the starting point is different, they are actually the same in essence.
In the past, she dared not love him. To her, he was a sacred existence similar to faith.
Now she still dare not love him, afraid that one day she will see boredom and disgust in his eyes.
But the close contact and the unique identity made her unable to restrain her heartbeat. This heartbeat was so fast, it was like magma that had been accumulated at the bottom of the mountain for many years, and once it erupted, it would burn her whole body.
Yu Mian thought, if she was not allowed to speak out, she would definitely suffocate to death.
...
This afternoon, Lin Jianshen was going back to the set, and Lin Jianshen came to Yu's house very early in the morning.
At that time, Yu's father went fishing by the lake in the villa area, and Yu's mother had just finished watering the greenhouse and was watching TV in the living room.
Seeing him coming, Yu's mother immediately wore a satisfied smile on her face. She came up to meet her and said with a smile: "Jian Shen is here to see Mianmian, right? She just went upstairs and hasn't come down yet. What do you want?" Aren't you going to find her?"
Hearing this, Lin Jianshen said: "No need for Auntie, I'll just wait here."
Yu's mother's intention of matching is obvious, and it's not that Lin Jianshen can't see it.
A large part of the reason why he didn't refuse the marriage contract was that he had very low expectations for marriage, and it didn't matter who he married.
However, since it was later discovered that Yu Mian hated him very much, Lin Jianshen could only apologize to Yu's mother for her intentions, and secretly signed a contract with Yu Mian.
He had no objection to the engagement, but he didn't want to force it either.
Yu's mother didn't give up, and continued to encourage: "What if she doesn't come down all the time? Can it delay your time? You are not filming, and time should be tight. If you want to say something, go up and talk to her, we don't mind of."
She pushed him to the stairs, and said with a smile: "Mianmian's room is the innermost room on the left side of the second floor. The little girl cried for a long time last night. Go and talk to her properly."
Lin Jianshen was still a little hesitant at first, but when he heard that Yu Mian had been crying for a long time, those hazy teary eyes immediately appeared in front of his eyes. The hesitant footsteps fell on the stairs.
He went upstairs, the floor was carpeted and he couldn't hear a sound.
When he came to the door of the room, he paused for a moment, then raised his hand and knocked lightly on the door.
A vague girl's voice sounded from inside, delicate and soft: "Come on!"
Very sweet taste, one can feel the vitality of youth.
The white door was opened in front of her, and the girl still had a defenseless smile on her face. She was wearing a furry rabbit pajamas, and her fair face was slightly pink.
Lin Jianshen looked at her eyes subconsciously. The eye circles were slightly red, which was not obvious. The pupils were bright and moist, like two black pearls soaked in water.
The little girl must have been frightened, her eyes were wide open, a bit like a petrified animal.
"Lin, Lin Jianshen!"
Yu Mian looked at the man standing outside the door, her mind was blank.
He was not dressed as formally as yesterday, and the temperature in late autumn was already very low. He put on a long black overcoat with a gray plaid knitted vest, and a tightly buttoned white shirt could be seen through the neckline. Below is black trousers and casual white sneakers.
This outfit fits his style very well, with a touch of leisure in the cold, giving people a calm and elegant feeling.
Yu Mian stared at him blankly, her cheeks flushed instantly.
Lin Jianshen moved his eyes away without any trace, and without falling on her, he went straight to the point and said: "What happened last night was because I didn't..."
Yu Mian didn't want to mention last night at all, so she interrupted him immediately, and said in a panic: "You, you come in and talk, don't stand at the door."
He was about to decline, but when he looked up, he saw the expectant look in the girl's eyes. His footsteps paused, and Lin Jianshen walked into the room of this pink and tender girl slowly.
"Would you like something to drink? Tea or coffee?" Yu Mian was so nervous, the girl who was usually quiet and introverted would chatter and find nothing to say, and she couldn't calm down.
Her room was very large, with a small living room inside, and she could not see the deepest bedroom, which was why she assured Lin Jianshen to come in.
Now that the two of them were sitting on the sofa in the small living room, Lin Jianshen shook his head and said, "Don't worry, I'll be soon..."
Yu Mian's messy head suddenly had a flash of inspiration, and he stood up abruptly: "I almost forgot, you like drinking honey grapefruit tea!"
She stomped and ran out the door, her two straight and slender legs hopped like a deer, and quickly rushed downstairs to the kitchen.
Lin Jianshen sat alone in the room, did not look around, but lowered his eyes quietly, and his deep eyes fell on a mug with a round belly on the small table in front of the sofa.
The cup is light cyan, made in the shape of a little monster. The big belly of the little monster is the cup, and the curved tail is the handle. It is a cute and unique little cup.
There was a mobile phone next to it, and the screen of the mobile phone lighted up quietly, and a new message popped out.
Send me flowers: how about we go to visit the class together in a few days? How about a face-to-face meeting?
His eyes stayed on the screen for a moment, and Lin Jianshen slowly looked back when the screen went dark again.
Yu Mian came back quickly, she didn't dare to run away with the tea, she walked over slowly, and carefully placed the cup in front of Lin Jianshen.
Lin Jianshen took a look at the teacup. It was a simple white ceramic cup without any patterns or decorations. It looked very clean and pure.
Yu Mian sat across from her, lowered her head and hunched her shoulders, put her hands on her stomach, her fingers tangled together. The beating of her heart in her chest was so loud that she could hear it in her ears.
"Last night..." Lin Jianshen spoke again.
This time Yu Mian was ready, and immediately stopped him: "It's none of your business, I obviously drank too much last night, how can I blame you. I also want to thank you for taking care of me and sending me go home."
"I mean," Lin Jianshen stared at the girl with her head buried, touched her red ear tips, a faint smile flashed across her black eyes, and he said lightly, "I ate that sweet-scented osmanthus cake last night. .”
The shy little girl who didn't dare to look at him suddenly raised her head, and an astonishing light burst out from her beautiful eyes.
Yu Mian didn't know how to describe her mood at this moment, the huge joy and contentment exploded in her chest, she felt that she was going to be filled with happiness and explode into a firework.
When he was in his teens, he told her, who was on the verge of despair, that he would definitely come to eat the cake she made when they met in the future.
At that time, she told herself that she must live a good life, and one day, she could make cakes for him.
Now, he finally eats the cake she made for him, which is great.
Yu Mian's eye circles were hot, until her eyes blurred for a while. She tried her best not to cry, blinked quietly to get rid of the moisture inside, and asked him with red eyes: "Okay, is it delicious?"
Lin Jianshen looked at her. He didn't know her mental activities, nor did he know what the box of sweet-scented osmanthus cake represented. But he could keenly feel that the eyes of the tearful girl in front of him looked at him with a very heavy emotion, so heavy that he had to think carefully whether his judgment of her was too one-sided .
He always thought that she hated him, but at this moment, he overturned this guess.
Lin Jianshen was silent for a long time, so long that Yu Mian was uneasy, and his heart began to feel uneasy, and he couldn't help avoiding his probing gaze.
"It's delicious, I like it very much," he said.