Chapter 36: , puppy
Gu Miru didn't know how to answer at all.
She looked at Si Xianchun, saw the wound on his face, and thought of what he was doing during this time, her heart was sour, stuffy, and itchy.
She looked at Si Xianchun and didn't speak, Si Xianchun just knelt on the edge of the bed, lowered his head, maybe didn't speak for a long time.
At this point between the two, Gu Miru should be happy for Si Xianchun, because he has completely eliminated all self-destruction values.
He would never do anything to hurt himself again, even if she died immediately, Gu Miru knew that Si Xianchun would not commit suicide.
Gu Miru also knew that Si Xianchun would unconditionally believe what she said now, even if it was a lie.
Gu Miru can completely say that she is only leaving temporarily, to appease Zhu Si Xianchun's emotions and let him live a good life.
But Gu Miru was very scared. She was afraid that she would be wrong if she said more, and she was afraid that Si Xianchun's life would be wasted because of her comforting words.
"You don't have to worry about me anymore." Gu Miru said to Si Xianchun, "You just treat me as a friend you have been with for a short time."
"There is a banquet in the world." Gu Miru said: "You will have a good life, you and your sister will have a good life, you will have your own wife, and that is the person who can accompany you all your life. "
After Si Xianchun heard this, he chuckled lightly and shook his head.
He looked at Gu Miru, and there seemed to be a turbulent wave in his eyes, but it seemed that it was just the reflection of the sky and the sea of clouds.
"I'm not going to have another wife," he said.
"No one is like you," he said stubbornly.
"It's just that you have fewer contacts. There are all kinds of people. You may find someone who is particularly lively and lovely. You may..."
"So you don't want me anymore." Si Xianchun said, "If you don't want me, you have to push me to others."
"But I don't want to."
"Why are you leaving, I have never asked for your affection."
Si Xianchun grabbed the last straw, looked at Gu Miru and said, "I can never mention it for the rest of my life, you stay by my side, can't we get along like friends?"
"It's not about feelings, I can't..." Gu Miru couldn't reveal the truth of the world, she could only say half of the words and then she was silent.
Si Xianchun kept this posture for a while longer, he knew that Gu Miru would not explain to him again.
He slowly knelt down on the step stool and asked her, "Is it useless if I try harder?"
Gu Miru didn't speak, she didn't dare to look at Si Xianchun, she lay down with the quilt and turned her head to the bed.
Si Xianchun got up and quickly left the room.
The room returned to quiet, and the system in his head jumped out and said to Gu Miru: [Achieving the ultimate redemption achievement, the main system determines that the quality of redemption is a, the reward points are 10,000,000, and the current system cumulative points are 14,440,000. Does the host jump to the world immediately? 】
Gu Miru can leave right now. Just when she was about to agree to the system, Si Xianchun suddenly opened the curtain and came over from the next door.
Holding a dagger he found in the shop in front of him, he walked to Gu Miru's bed and sat on the bed, looking at Gu Miru's back and asking her, "Are you hungry?"
Gu Miru moved her shoulders, but did not turn her head. She was going to leave after a while, and left when Si Xianchun left. Anyway, Si Xianchun knew that she was not the original character.
And Si Xianchun had already guessed that she was leaving, even if she disappeared suddenly, Si Xianchun would not feel so strange.
Si Xianchun was holding the dagger in his hand, and his whole body trembled a little. He slowly turned the dagger and placed the direction of the tip against his heart.
He asked Gu Miru again: "Are you hungry?"
Gu Miru still didn't turn around, she didn't look at Si Xianchun, she just replied, "I'm hungry, go and get me something to eat."
It happened that Si Xianchun was separated, she really couldn't stay any longer, the longer she stayed, the more persistent Si Xianchun became.
But Si Xianchun didn't leave, he grabbed the dagger with both hands and moved slightly away from his chest. Then he said to Gu Miru, "I'll give you my heart and liver, so don't leave, okay?"
After he said this, he directly grabbed the dagger and stabbed it in his chest. Gu Miru heard that something was wrong, and when she turned her head, she saw that Si Xianchun stabbed the dagger into her chest.
"Si Xianchun!" Gu Miru immediately sat up and quickly grabbed Si Xianchun's arm.
The dagger is very sharp. It is the dagger used to unload the pork in the front. It cuts the meat as fast as cutting tofu.
But the dagger was a dagger, not a bone-chopping knife, and Si Xianchun's way of inserting it into his chest failed to find the gap in the ribs. Gu Miru grabbed it very timely, so the blade did not penetrate too deep.
Even so, Si Xianchun's chest has also slowly opened a large red blood flower.
Si Xianchun's face was twisted with pain, but his hand holding the knife never let go.
He looked at Gu Miru, his eyes full of stubbornness and despair.
He said to Gu Miru, "I'll dig out my heart and liver for you to eat, don't leave."
"Are you crazy? What are you doing?!"
"Who wants to eat your heart?!" Gu Miru grabbed Si Xianchun, twisted Si Xianchun's wrist hard, and let go of his hand.
Gu Miru didn't dare to pull out the dagger rashly, she got closer to check the position carefully, and then she scolded through gritted teeth: "I think you are really crazy! Are you dying!"
"I taught you so many things for so long, just to make you so self-destructive?!"
At this time, the system in the brain said: [The self-destruction value has not increased, he is not trying to destroy himself. 】
Gu Miru was stunned, Si Xianchun didn't want to destroy himself, so he had to dig out his heart... Did he simply want to feed her?
madman!
Gu Miru immediately called Cuilian outside, and then asked Cuilian to call Chen Lao.
After a period of chaos, the dagger on Si Xianchun's chest broke, and Master Chen gave him a new dressing.
Shaking his head, he said to Gu Miru, "The wound is not serious. It didn't hurt any organs. It got stuck in the gap between the ribs. Fortunately, it didn't hurt any organs. What a sharp knife."
"How could he do this all of a sudden?" Chen Lao looked at Gu Miru and said, "Young man, you must know how to cherish life, what can't you talk about, what hurdles can't you get over?"
After Chen Lao finished prescribing the medicine, Gu Miru asked Cuilian to pick up the medicine and boil it.
Gu Miru was sitting on the edge of the bed, and her whole body was not in a sick state anymore. Now the person lying on the bed became Si Xianchun.
His complexion was originally white, and now even his lips were as pale as a hanged ghost who had just been hanged.
The servants all went to work, and there were only two people left in the room. Gu Miru glared at Si Xianchun angrily and asked, "Are you doing this to threaten me?"
"Because I'm leaving, because you know I'm leaving, so you're threatening me to scare me? Do you think I'll be scared?"
"You don't love yourself so much, I'm so disappointed in you!"
Si Xianchun kept looking at Gu Miru, and after bandaging the wound, he was still sweating from the pain.
But he slowly shook his head and said, "No."
"It's not to threaten you." Si Xianchun closed his eyes and said, "I'm willing to feed you."
"I'm not a fairy, why should I eat people's hearts?!"
After Gu Miru refuted it, she immediately understood.
Suddenly, Gu Miru's hands trembled a little. She glared at Si Xianchun and said, "You think I'm a goblin...do you want to live by eating people's livers?"
Si Xianchun opened his eyes, tears slowly slid down from the corners of his eyes.
He nodded and said, "Didn't you hope to breathe my essence?"
"I am willing to give you food." Si Xianchun said, "I am willing."
"What am I breathing? When do I..."
Gu Miru suddenly thought that Si Xianchun was drunk once and kept letting her **** him.
Gu Miru opened her mouth and asked Si Xianchun, "What kind of fairy do you think I am?"
She thought of the hairpin that Si Xianchun carved and hidden, and Gu Miru's lips trembled.
She looked at Si Xianchun, tears welling up, she said, "You think I'm a vixen."
Si Xianchun watched Gu Miru's tears slide down silently, and he said to Gu Miru, "It doesn't matter what you are, I just hope you survive well."
"You think I'm leaving because I want to **** people's spirits and anger."
"So you want to dig your heart out for me to eat..."
"Haha..." Gu Miru cried and laughed twice, her expression cracked a bit.
She reached out and wiped her face hard, sniffled, and said to Si Xianchun, "I don't know why you think so, but I'm not a vixen at all."
"You don't need to eat your heart and liver, just keep your heart and liver."
After Gu Miru finished speaking, she got up, thinking about going outside to cool off, but as soon as she stood up, Si Xianchun immediately moved and grabbed Gu Miru's hand.
Because of the movement of his wound, the blood soaked the cloth again.
His expression was distorted in pain, and his eyes were blurred, but he kept looking in Gu Miru's direction, holding Gu Miru's hand tightly.
He didn't say a word, no longer tried to keep Gu Miru, just expressed his stubbornness with his actions.
Gu Miru was able to break free easily. She looked like Si Xianchun, his white hair scattered all over his pillow, and he was sweating profusely because of the pain.
Looking at the blood flower blooming on his chest, Gu Miru only felt that the word Xianchun was very gentle before, but this was the first time that she felt that the word Xianchun was a little cruel.
She took him out of the ice and snow, nurtured him to grow up, nurtured him with branches and leaves, and finally he bloomed a flower.
But it is life, offering her a spring flower.
The system in her head sighed, and Gu Miru's eyes blurred again.
She went to bed with her arms propped up, approached Si Xianchun, and kissed his tearful eyes.
Her heart was full of softness and sourness, and this feeling made her unable to move even an inch, as if she had fallen into a swamp, unable to extricate herself.
However, after Gu Miru kissed Si Xianchun, she got out of bed with her arms supported, and quickly left the room.
Si Xianchun closed his eyes in the room, and for a while he didn't even breathe, he looked like he was dead.
But soon he resumed his gentle breathing again, his chest heaving evenly, he didn't try to move the wound, and he didn't open his eyes again.
The sound of the door closing made Si Xianchun's heart sink to the bottom.
He thought Gu Miru was gone.
No matter what, she couldn't keep her.
Gu Miru is standing not far from the door. She has experienced so many worlds and various emotions. She knows when to choose.
To this extent, Si Xianchun's self-destruction value has not increased, and even if he leaves now, he will not seek death.
But Gu Miru never let the system help her jump the world.
Gu Miru originally wanted to blow a little cold wind to wake herself up, but she found out that the spring flowers were already blooming.
Not only is it not cold outside at night, but it is also very cool and comfortable.
Gu Miru checked the time in the space and found that it was already June.
No wonder the weather wasn't cold at all, the row of flowers that Si Xianchun planted on the side of the wall had already budded and would bloom soon.
Gu Miru promised him the whole wall of climbing vine flowers, which will soon be completed, and Gu Miru suddenly figured it out.
She turned around but entered Si Xianchun's house, and pulled out the little figure that Si Xianchun carved her from under the pile of hairpins.
Gu Miru never knew that she looked like this. The villain didn't look like her at all, and even her eyes were as tender as water.
Gu Miru found the little fox's hairpin again. The tip of the hairpin's nose had a little bit of mouth fat and it was red, exactly the same as her current nose when she cried.
Gu Miru put the hairpin on top of her head, and then sighed softly in the direction of her house.
Si Xianchun was lying on her bed, but Gu Miru was in no hurry to say anything to him.
Just kept touching the little man.
Gu Miru has always done things with her heart, and the task has been completed. The reason why she doesn't want to leave is just because of Si Xianchun.
Si Xianchun's feelings are as clear and transparent as water, and like water, it has the ability of water droplets to penetrate stones.
Gu Miru has never denied that she likes him, so who wouldn't like someone who is so pure and so wholeheartedly with you?
Just if you stay...
Gu Miru checked the points in the space. One thousand points can be exchanged for one day. Three hundred and sixty-five days a year, she now has more than ten million points.
She can stay in this world for about forty years.
A person's life... is actually only a few decades.
Si Xianchun is worth her stay.
Gu Miru made a decision, and before she got up from the table, the system said in her mind: [Host, can you be more rational! You still have the next task to do. If you stay in this world to the end, you will have to live and die again in the next world! 】
Gu Miru was silent for a while at the table and said: [But the only purpose of earning points for doing tasks is to live. If you are exhausted and keep doing tasks, then what kind of life is it? 】
You must find a way to live that you like. Gu Miru has always loved every kind of life. Now if there is another Si Xianchun in her life.
Isn't it perfect?
[Aren't you afraid that you won't be able to renew your points once and then die? 】
[I have lived for so many years... Even if I die, it will be enough. 】
Gu Miru wanted to be nice to Si Xianchun, not because she was afraid that Si Xianchun would die if he left her, but because she didn't want to miss this piece of spring.
After Gu Miru finished speaking, she opened the door and walked into her room.
Cuilian just boiled the medicine and sent it over. Gu Miru took it and said to Cuilian, "Go out."
Cuilian was quite worried about Gu Miru, after all, Gu Miru had never been able to get out of bed before, and she vomited blood from time to time.
At this moment, seeing Gu Miru walking on the ground as if nothing was wrong, she asked Gu Miru in a low voice, "Master, are you all right?"
Gu Miru nodded, and Cuilian walked out of the door with a look of surprise.
Gu Miru sat on the edge of the bed and stirred the soup in the bowl. She found that Si Xianchun was asleep.
I don't know if I fell asleep or passed out, but I just lost consciousness and couldn't even wake up.
Gu Miru didn't wake up Si Xianchun after a lot of effort, and the decoction was not fed in, so Gu Miru went to ask Chen Lao again.
Chen Lao said: "It doesn't matter if he falls asleep first, the wound is not fatal, and the wound is also treated with medicine. It is the same to drink medicine after waking up."
Gu Miru let someone warm the bowl of soup medicine, and sat on the edge of the bed watching Si Xianchun.
He looked haggard and pale, and the two bloodstains on his face, combined with the blood from the wound on his chest, made him look particularly miserable.
Gu Miru lay not far from him, her arms propped up her head, her fingers started from his forehead and slowly touched his lips.
Touching those two scratches, his eyes darkened a bit.
The people of the Si family dared to hurt him like this. Si Xianchun is good at talking, but Gu Miru is not a talkative person.
She recorded the account.
After deciding to stay, she no longer avoided her feelings in her heart. Gu Miru found out that she really liked Si Xianchun.
Gu Miru has always liked his appearance, his temper is so soft, and the way he is bullied is particularly attractive.
Gu Miru leaned in with her arms close, chuckled softly, and this time the kiss fell on Si Xianchun's lips.
Gently touched it twice, very soft, exactly like him.
Si Xianchun slept very deeply this night, and Gu Miru was afraid that she would meet him in the middle of the night, so this time she slept on the step stool.
The next day it was bright, and after Si Xianchun opened his eyes, he looked around the room and didn't see Gu Miru.
Just staring at the top of his bed, he didn't move.
His lips were still very white, the wound was very painful, and his eyes were empty, as if the beautiful and pure things in them had been evacuated overnight.
Cuilian's voice sounded outside, and she didn't know who she was talking to in a low voice.
Soon there was the sound of opening the door, Si Xianchun didn't look sideways at all, staring at a place in the bed with a lifeless look.
Gu Miru sat on the edge of the bed with the soup bowl in her hand, and did not rush to speak, but kept stirring the soup.
Si Xianchun never looked back as the spoon tinkled against the side of the bowl.
Gu Miru cleared her throat, and Si Xianchun didn't respond when she heard the voice, then turned her head abruptly after a while.
The movement of turning his head was too great, and he frowned again when the wound was affected.
But his eyes stared straight at Gu Miru and refused to move away, and the various emotions in his eyes passed through, from shock to joy.
Si Xianchun opened his mouth, but did not dare to ask what he wanted to ask.
you didn't go!
Are you not leaving? !
He closed his mouth again, fearing that he was dreaming, silently pinched his palm, and then stared at Gu Miru like that.
A pair of light blue eyes began to sparkle like a swaying sea again.
He seemed to be alive again.
Gu Miru didn't speak to him either, but just brought the soup with a suitable temperature to Si Xianchun's mouth.
Si Xianchun opened his mouth to put the medicine in, and swallowed it bit by bit.
The Adam's apple rolled slowly, the soup was so bitter that his tongue tingled, but Si Xianchun seemed to have lost his sense of taste.
All his senses are useless now, only his eyes are still working.
These eyes couldn't wait to stick to Gu Miru's body. After drinking the soup, Si Xianchun watched Gu Miru get up, and watched Gu Miru walk towards the door, his whole body was very tense.
He couldn't get up to hold Gu Miru, so he blurted out, "I'm hungry."
Gu Miru stood still at the door, looked back at Si Xianchun and said, "Cuilian will bring porridge over later."
Si Xianchun wanted to ask her "where are you going", but he didn't dare to ask.
He could only watch Gu Miru go out of the house.
From the ninth day of June to the nineteenth day of June, for ten days, Gu Miru would take care of Si Xianchun every day and let him see herself. Reassure him.
Every now and then, I would kiss him, smile at him, and be very gentle.
Si Xianchun felt that he was still in a dream.
Si Xianchun's wound recovered almost to the point where he could move around freely, but Gu Miru still didn't leave.
The tuberculosis was also cured, and he began to work or shop every day again. Si Xianchun was completely relieved, and he recovered faster.
The relationship between the two has returned to the time when nothing happened, peaceful and beautiful.
But Si Xianchun was inexplicably frightened, and became more and more frightened.
They didn't even dare to look at Gu Miru, for fear that Gu Miru would suddenly say that she was leaving.
Gu Miru was not in a hurry, she was waiting for Si Xianchun to take care of her body.
When Si Xianchun was able to walk around, he started to go to the store in front and stayed silently.
He didn't dare to talk to Gu Miru any more, he just helped sell meat and looked at Gu Miru.
The wound can't be bumped by a carriage yet, so Si Xianchun hasn't gone to learn carpentry for the time being. He can't calm down now, and he wants to look at Gu Miru every day.
I was afraid that she would disappear suddenly.
There was no one else in the afternoon. Si Xianchun was sitting on a stool in the shop, carving a hairpin with a carving knife in his hand, and raised his eyes from time to time to look at Gu Miru.
Gu Miru made him look hot. If it wasn't for the **** wound on his chest these days, she wouldn't have to endure it.
Decided to have a good relationship with Si Xianchun according to her own wishes, Gu Miru is not a vegetarian. The weather was hot enough, but Si Xianchun's cautious attitude and ignorant eyes made Gu Miru burn.
Midsummer is here, and the flowers on the climbing vines are rushing to bloom.
Inside the room, there was only the sound of Si Xianchun's carving knife scratching on the wood, which was so small that people's ears itch.
The setting sun climbed in along the front of the store, Gu Miru leaned against the desk, and looked at Si Xianchun bathed in the warm red light, his white hair was floating in the sunlight, his profile was deep, and he was ignorant of world affairs.
He occasionally raised his eyes to look at Gu Miru's eyes, with hooks he didn't even know about, like a sea monster that led people into the deep sea.
There were no more customers in the afternoon, so Gu Miru closed the door silently.
She walked in front of Si Xianchun against the light, blocking the sunlight in front of him.
She asked him, "Have you looked at me for so many days, have you figured out how to make me stay?"
Si Xianchun's expression instantly panicked, the knife in his hand almost stabbed in his own hand because of his trembling movement.
He raised his head and looked at Gu Miru in a panic. Gu Miru asked him again: "If I leave, will you still seek death?"
Si Xianchun's eyes were a little red, but after a while he shook his head.
He already understood that Gu Miru didn't like him hurting himself.
So he said, "I won't."
The self-destruction value of the space is still zero, and Si Xianchun's drooping eyes cover the sadness in his eyes.
Is Gu Miru still going?
Gu Miru stretched out her hand and slowly raised Si Xianchun's face.
Gu Miru said to Si Xianchun, "I don't like you doing things that hurt yourself, remember?"
Si Xianchun nodded, and looked at Gu Miru rightly.
He wanted to ask Gu Miru: If I stop doing things that hurt me, can you stay?
But before he could ask the question, he saw Gu Miru's face enlarged in front of his eyes, and her lips warmed.
Si Xianchun was stunned.
Gu Miru said: "I'm not actually a fox spirit, I don't need to eat people's hearts and livers. But I also have to be angry."
Gu Miru said unpleasant words in a flat tone: "And the gas is not as simple as you think, are you willing to breathe it for me?"
Si Xianchun nodded immediately.
Gu Miru smiled and said, "This is what you said, don't move around, your wound is not completely healed yet."
Si Xianchun nodded obediently again.
The system has lost sight of it, and sighed in Gu Miru's head: [You just like him like this! People are bullied to death and I don't know what's going on! The world is going down...]
After the system is finished, it goes offline.
Gu Miru grabbed the carving knife and hairpin in Si Xianchun's hand and threw it on the desk, and raised her legs to sit on his lap.
When doing these actions, their lips never parted, Si Xianchun had forgotten to breathe, and his hands were hanging in the air, not knowing where to put them.
After Gu Miru sat down, she grabbed Si Xianchun's hand and clasped it around her waist.
Then temporarily separated from his lips, and pressed the tip of his nose against his, and asked, "Do you like me?"
Si Xianchun couldn't say a word now, his eyes were red and his ears were pink, he was holding his breath and almost suffocated himself.
But he kept nodding—like it.
I like it very much.
Gu Miru patted his face and said, "Breathe."
Si Xianchun tilted his head slightly, breathing heavily.
Gu Miru gave him some time to pull his face back, and began to taste the spring that belonged to her seriously.
Si Xianchun opened his eyes at first, but soon his half-closed eyelashes were trembling like butterflies in a storm.
His heart was beating loudly, and he was afraid. He half-opened his mouth and didn't dare to respond. He didn't know how to respond. He just let Gu Miru do whatever he wanted. Blood rushed wildly in his body, all converging to the place that embarrassed him.
When the two split their lips again, Si Xianchun's first reaction was to say, "I'm sorry..."
"Heh..." Gu Miru smiled: "What's wrong with that? I like it very much."
"Don't hold your breath, breathe, are you going to suffocate yourself?"
"Don't you like me? Why don't you look at me, look at me, and be obedient."
The sun crawled on the two of them, reflecting their embraced shadows into one.
Gu Miru didn't show her true form of "goblin" in the sun, but she did fail to withstand Si Xianchun's always unconscious temptation - eating a person this afternoon.
Aww, not even the scum.