Chapter 72: desire
[Laughing crazy family members! Lin Yi's mother fan in our dormitory collapsed, ran to the balcony and shouted to the sky, the earth, and the students on the university campus: Lin Yi! Ma Ma obviously picked a girlfriend for you, why don't you! Captain, isn't she fragrant? Shichen, isn't she alright? Why Xu Shuyan! Just love her that much? ? ? ]
[As a result, just after howling, a question came from the opposite dormitory: What do Lin Yi fans mean! Don't you like our family Xu Shuyan? Xu Shuyan, the only rapper in our group with a superior family background, the youngest mentor, and the number one sales volume of a single magazine, is he not worthy of Lin Yi? say clearly! ! ]
[Then the more exciting thing came, my roommate was still shocked that Xu Shuyan’s mother fan could memorize so many titles in one breath, and was thinking about how to reply, someone in the dormitory building diagonally opposite held a small speaker and shouted: Qishi is locked! Don't bring irrelevant people with teammates when they fight! Crab! If the intention comes true, I am willing to pay two hundred! ]
[I laughed so hard, I actually got several pairs in one go! ]
[Fuck, what a wonderful way to go hahahahahaha]
[What a rich college life, what a lively female college student hahahahaha]
[Stop struggling with the two families, what's the use of finding a partner for the female goose outside every day, you must respect the wishes of the female goose! Lin Yi asked Xu Shuyan what to do! ]
[The funniest Xu Shuyan's family, Ma Ma, also disagrees with this marriage, but when Lin Yi's family dislikes Xu Shuyan, first comment on the female goose control and then talk about it hahahahaha]
[I go! Different developments in the same world! We have a group fan in our dormitory, a Xu Shuyan mom fan, a Lin Yi mom fan, and I am a CP fan. When I got home at the airport today, my two roommates actually shook hands and made peace! Xu Shuyan's mother said that Lin Yi is very good, mainly because my daughter likes it. Lin Yi's mother said, Xu Shuyan is good, mainly because I believe in my daughter's vision. ]
[...so focused on my own mother, this time is also a compliment to my own master. ]
[My roommate is a CP fan of Xu Shuyan and Zhou Shichen. She has always believed that cold CP is real, and the more she does business, the more fake. Now she has begun to think about life, struggling between whether to eat or not]
[Thanks to all the network comedians for providing some fun to me who is miserable at the end of the month, thank you! ]
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Lin Yi swears that she took Xu Shuyan home this time, she really took precautions against everything, and bought the plane ticket at the latest time, but she didn't prevent that she would be on the same flight as the station sister who was going back to the mountain city for the winter concert . But now that they were exposed, they didn't sneak around any more, and they agreed when Zhanjie asked them if they could post their arrival pictures online.
Ms. Zhan often got to know their itineraries and got acquainted with them. After excitedly asking for a TO sign, she blurted out: "I wish you happiness!"
Lin Yi: "?"
Xu Shuyan: "Thank you—"
"No, no!" Miss Zhan suddenly came to her senses, thinking about how she could dance CP in front of the Lord, and quickly changed her words: "I mean, I wish your friendship will last forever!"
Lin Yi: "?"
Xu Shuyan: "?"
The two of them looked at each other: "..."
Or wish them happiness!
Although she was so calm in front of Sister Zhan, when she came back and thought about it carefully, she still felt a little guilty.
"The two of us didn't do anything shameful on the plane, did we?" Lin Yi asked this question again, sitting cross-legged on the bed after taking a shower, thinking hard: "No hand holding, no head leaning, no kissing, yes Bar?"
Xu Shuyan was flipping through Lin Yi's childhood photo album, and she was so absorbed in it that she ignored her words and hummed perfunctorily.
Lin Yi was unhappy, and stretched out her foot to poke her waist: "Xu Shuyan! Please answer my question!"
Xu Shuyan subconsciously grabbed her feet, scratched her soles, raised her head and thought for a while, but was helpless: "You fell asleep as soon as the plane took off, but I have a chance to do shameless things with you. !"
"Then what are you doing after I fall asleep?" Lin Yi avoided her hand, his movements were not big, as if he was flirting if he wanted to refuse or welcome.
"I watched a movie." Xu Shuyan leaned back into Lin Yi's arms, recalling the plot of the movie: "...It was so badly shot. It hypnotized me to sleep in the end."
Lin Yi laughed at her: "How good would it be to sleep directly? And watch bad movies and suffer."
Xu Shuyan muttered: "Hypnosis."
Leaning in Lin Yi's arms, she lifted up the photo album in her hand and looked up at Lin Yi: "My wife was so cute when she was young."
Lin Yi's black line: "My dad is serious, what are you doing with this photo album?" Then he was filled with righteous indignation to Xu Shuyan: "You too! I saw it with the photo album after taking a shower, what's so interesting about it!"
"It's beautiful." Xu Shuyan pointed to one of them: "Where is this one, why does it look so angry?"
Lin Yi's father was a photographer when he was young. At that time, the old-fashioned cameras were not so high-definition, and the photos they took were always with hazy filters. Her father loves to take pictures of her mother the most, so he took two pictures for her by the way.
"This one..." Lin Yi hesitated to speak.
"It's normal if you can't remember it." Xu Shuyan didn't care. "You're only four or five years old at this time. Unless you have a particularly deep impression, you generally can't remember it."
"I remember." Lin Yi said.
Xu Shuyan raised his eyes: "Huh?"
Lin Yi pulled out the photo from the album, looked at the little girl wearing a beige gauze skirt, ponytails, and a puffy face, and said, "My dad told me that."
"He said that the mountain city in midsummer is very hot, and the fans at home turn and turn, and the wind blowing is full of temperature. That day was the weekend, so he drove me and my mother to the mountains to escape the summer heat. I didn't want to go, I Mom said that you can pick fruits in the mountains, and she prepared sugar for me. I was just tricked!"
"and then?"
"Of course there is no fruit, and there are many mosquitoes, so I am very unhappy." Lin Yi has long forgotten this matter. Hearing something from her father that looks like someone else, and repeating it again, his tone is also calm and difficult. Empathizing with the stingy bag in the photo, she yawned: "I guess the photo was taken at that time."
It was Xu Shuyan who became angry: "How can you deceive a child! A scheming adult!"
Lin Yi was stunned for a moment, fell down on the bed with a smile, and responded to her: "Yes! It would be great if you were here at that time, preferably at this age. Anyway, I will definitely follow when I see a beautiful sister."
"At my age, did I meet you when you were five years old?" Xu Shuyan asked.
Lin Yi nodded: "Why? Are you still not happy?"
Xu Shuyan wrinkled his nose: "I'm really not happy."
Lin Yi asked, "Why?"
Xu Shuyan held his chin and thought seriously: "Then how long will I have to wait for you before you can fall in love with me?!"
Lin Yi: "..."
She stuffed the photo back: "You know how to fall in love!"
"If I could go back to the past, I would definitely go back to the time when I first joined the company." Xu Shuyan continued to flip through the photo album, seriously dreaming: "Use my personal charm to make you fall in love with me, and then fall in love with me early."
Lin Yi laughed: "You are quite good at dreaming."
After a pause, Lin Yi said again: "Let's go back to Christmas Eve. You woke up early and blocked me at the door of the practice room. I was so easy to deceive at that time, and I could be fooled by you with a few words. I must think you are so good." Great, maybe I like you."
Xu Shuyan clapped his hands: "That's a good idea!"
Lin Yi gently pushed her: "Stop dreaming."
She closed the photo album and said, "Hurry up and go to bed, I have to see my mother tomorrow morning."
"Wait a minute." Xu Shuyan was very curious about Lin Yi when he was a child, and he had to turn over a page and ask, "When is this? What are you doing? Who are you with? Were you happy that day?"
"This one, this one is my first time riding a Ferris wheel." Lin Yi looked at the photo carefully: "At that time my mother had passed away."
The photo was taken by her grandma outside just after she got on the Ferris wheel. Her father was sitting next to her, and she happily raised her chubby little hands to the camera as a gesture.
Lin Yi recalled: "My grandma always said that my mother went to the sky, so I was very happy to ride the Ferris wheel. I said grandma, please go. My father and I went to the sky to find my mother, so I smiled so brightly. That day ...very happy."
Although she failed to find her mother, she played in the amusement park for a long time, carousel, ferris wheel, and small train. Finally, she was tired and fell asleep on Lao Lin's shoulder. Her dreams were full of the sweetness of cotton candy and candy. smell.
"What about this one?" Xu Shuyan opened the album again, and turned to the photo she had seen the longest: "Who is this person? Why are you so close to him? You have already gone to the company by now, right? Are you going to become an artist and still take pictures like this with people?"
In the photo, Lin Yi was standing with a boy in a high school uniform. The boy put his arms around her shoulders familiarly, and compared the hands on her shoulders, like a still from a youth school idol drama.
Lin Yi: "...you asked him?"
Alarm bells in Xu Shuyan's heart rang loudly: "Are you guilty?"
Lin Yi dodged his eyes: "You really want to ask him?"
"Wait!" Seeing Lin Yi's guilty look, Xu Shuyan was even more jealous: "Isn't your sexual orientation natural? You and him are good sisters? Good girlfriends? Why have you never heard of it?"
Lin Yi opened his mouth: "I—"
"Okay, you Lin Yi!" Xu Shuyan folded his arms, and asked with a look of excitement: "If you don't clarify who this person is today, I won't sleep! I, I will go back to S City overnight!"
A narrow smile flashed across Lin Yi's eyes: "Really?"
Xu Shuyan puffed his mouth like a gas bag, and hummed heavily: "Really!"
Lin Yi: "This is my cousin."
Xu Shuyan: "..."
Silence is the room tonight.
Quietly, it's the Shengxiao of the society.
Xu Shuyan wanted to escape, but couldn't.
"Why don't you talk?" Lin Yi teased her: "Xu Shuyan? Yanyan? Xu rapper? Little vinegar bag? Talk? Are you going back to S City?"
Xu Shuyan opened his mouth, closed it again, and said without any momentum when he spoke again: "...you have made it clear, what should I do when I go back?" She picked up the photo and looked at it carefully: "It turns out that it is our brother. so handsome!"
Lin Yi suppressed a smile: "Oh?"
Xu Shuyan nodded seriously, and dumped the blame on Lin Yi by the way: "Bring me back next time during the Chinese New Year. I will recognize everyone in our family. We are all family members. It's not good if we don't know each other when we go out."
Lin Yi endured it, but still couldn't help laughing.
Xu Shuyan blushed, put the photo album on the bedside table, shouted "Laugh again!" and went to scratch Lin Yi's itch, the more she tickled Lin Yi, the happier she laughed, from a low voice to a loud laugh, and finally Xu Shuyan pressed her down On the bed, he stuffed the laughter into his lips with a kiss.
The playful kiss gradually deepened.
Lin Yi wrapped her arms around Xu Shuyan's neck, raised her blushing face and kissed deeply, her lips were rubbed between the kisses, the panting sound was hidden in the intertwined breathing, and the sound of tsk tsk was especially clear in the silent room.
Just when Xu Shuyan was about to tear off Lin Yi's pajamas with his hands, there was a sudden coughing sound from the next door, and the two suddenly recovered from their confusion: "!!"
Lin Yi was dazzled by the kiss, but when she woke up, she realized that it was her father next door who was coughing. She didn't know if it was a simple cough or reminding them to be careful. Her face turned red, and she silently said: "My house is not well soundproofed."
Xu Shuyan took her hand aggrievedly: "It's all ready."
Lin Yi's fingertips were slightly hot, then turned cold in an instant, and became hot again when she moved lightly. Xu Shuyan pursed his lips and pressed his forehead against her neck, and swallowed it back in his throat softly: "...so uncomfortable Ah baby."
The fingertips trembled slightly in the air, and slowly retracted. Lin Yi kissed Xu Shuyan's hair, and coaxed Xu Shuyan in a low voice: "Why don't you go back and do it again, it's so embarrassing to be heard."
Xu Shuyan said no in a low voice.
Afraid that Lin Yi would leave her alone, she acted coquettishly: "No, I want it."
Lin Yi was helpless: "Then what should I do?"
Xu Shuyan nudged her lightly, like an electric shock, she also trembled, but didn't move, she just lay there and let Xu Shuyan make trouble, everything was going on silently, with a secret taboo, making the longing more intense very.
Until Xu Shuyan sat up with flushed face: "...I'll take a shower again."
Lin Yi's face was also flushed, and she said hastily: "You, you go."
Watching Xu Shuyan enter the bathroom, the hem of the nightgown was soaked in water and moved lightly in the wind. After being dazed for a while, she turned over and lay down on the bed, but the scene just now was still playing back in her mind.
Her fingertips became stiff, tossing and turning between damp and warm, she quietly clenched into a small fist.
I screamed a few times in my heart.
What a shame!
But so exciting!
Afraid that Xu Shuyan would come back and see her blushing so badly, Lin Yi simply kept a desk lamp. The table lamp was bought by her father in the old market. The dark green lampshade is designed with a drawstring, and the light is also dim, making the atmosphere of the room even more ambiguous.
Listening to the sound of dripping water in the bathroom, she thought wistfully of a line often used in a novel by a certain boss.
Xu Shuyan!
What a naughty little goblin!
Winter in the mountain city is very cold.
The sun hangs brightly on the white sky, which doesn't bring much warmth, but barely shines on the whole city. The more time goes by, the brighter it becomes, and the magnificent colors are reflected on the glass windows of the building.
The old-fashioned off-road vehicle passed by at a leisurely pace on the cross-river bridge, and Xu Shuyan chatted with Lao Lin one after another.
The last time I came here was to pretend to be a girlfriend, or when I was at odds with Lin Yi, so seeing Lao Lin was just a way to treat ordinary elders. But it's different now, she's a real girlfriend, and this is her wife's father, so we need to communicate more.
As soon as we communicated, I learned a lot of Lin Yi's dark history from Lao Lin who didn't like to talk.
Lin Yi thought it was black history, but Xu Shuyan thought it was cute.
She smiled and looked at Lin Yi, who was sitting next to her and buried her face in her scarf, and said: "The third grade went to the sixth grade choir to sing, and because the teacher sang so well, he was picked up by the teacher to sing solo, and finally went to the competition to win the prize." Award. It’s amazing, let’s be careful.”
She thought, how small is Lin Yi in the third grade, a little radish, and it looks even smaller among the big friends in the sixth grade, and she still sings so powerfully and beautifully.
She asked Lin Yi: "How did you fool the teacher?"
Lin Yi let out a cry, and pushed the back of the driver's seat: "Father! My dear father! Why are you telling her this? Can't you maintain my image in front of my girlfriend?"
Her father concentrated on driving and ignored her.
"Say it, tell me." Xu Shuyan entangled her, still confident: "If you like someone, you must know everything about her! Don't you think so, uncle?"
Lin Yi's father hummed.
Lin Yi: "?"
Isn't it time to concentrate on driving and not hear people talking?
Xu Shuyan squinted and smiled.
"Don't laugh so stupid!" Lin Yi snorted and said, "Okay. At that time, the choir was selected from various classes, and they all thought I was from another class. The teachers who counted the list didn't come often. , I just wrote my name on the click-to-book and got in."
Xu Shuyan nodded thoughtfully: "But what do you say? You were a head shorter than your big friend in sixth grade, right?"
"...Someone asked me once, why are you so short even in the sixth grade?"
"how do you say?"
"I cried on the spot!" Lin Yi looked very proud: "Those sisters panicked at the time, saying that there was no other meaning, don't cry, don't cry, there will be a chance to grow again in the future. Someone even secretly brought eggs and milk give me."
Xu Shuyan imagined the scene at that time.
The little Lin Yi is so cute, a beautiful little girl carved in pink and jade, her big eyes are full of weirdness, her tears are like little pearls, who can't melt her heart?
Xu Shuyan pinched her nose: "Little liar."
Lin Yi suddenly became angry: "Let me just say it! This incident has affected my good image in my girlfriend's mind! Dad! How will you compensate me?"
The car turned a corner, and the road sign ahead reminded that there were still five kilometers away from the XX cemetery.
Her father's tone was calm: "Anyway, you don't say bad things about me in front of the people I like, right?"
Lin Yi: "..."
That's right.
Lin Yi has been smart since she was a child, and she doesn't do things that make people unhappy. She looks cute and sensible, but she is actually a bad boy. When she comes back to see her mother, she always complains about her father. Her father "abuses" her, hoping that her mother can give her father a dream at night, and scold her father severely.
"Did auntie scold uncle in a dream?" On the way up the mountain, Lao Lin took the lead again, she and Xu Shuyan chatted behind, and Xu Shuyan asked her quietly: "Did uncle ever talk about it?"
Lin Yi put his hands in his pockets, walked into the sunlight, and thought for a while: "I peeked at my dad's diary."
Xu Shuyan was surprised: "Diary?"
Lin Yi: "Yeah, specifically to record the dream he had about my mother."
She frowned again: "But I don't remember very clearly. I started to have a personality after I was in junior high school. He didn't want to talk to me, and his heart died with my mother. Then I should be very cruel to him."
Xu Shuyan affirmed and praised her approach: "It's so cool, what a small idea."
It's impossible to say you don't mind.
Xu Shuyan quietly stuffed his hand into Lin Yi's pocket, grabbed Lin Yi's soft little hand, and clasped his fingers slowly.
She thought, when she was Lin Yi's teammate, she didn't dare to compliment Lin Yi's father's actions. Now that Lin Yi is the one in her heart, let her think about the years Lin Yi spent alone. Can't help feeling wronged for Lin Yi.
It would be great if I could meet Lin Yi sooner, accompany her earlier to spend those days when I could only have fun in bitterness, meet her earlier, take her out of the mountain city earlier, go far away, go to the earth thousands of miles, walk away into the light.
But there are no ifs, so she can only experience Lin Yi's past from a few words, and from those narrations, it seems that she has accompanied Lin Yi through this experience.
As usual, Lin Yi's father left first, leaving Xu Shuyan and Lin Yi to talk in front of the grave.
Lin Yi held Xu Shuyan's hand behind her back, walked to the tomb, pulled her down and knelt down, the marble floor was cold, seeping in through the fabric, Lin Yi took a deep breath: "Mom, I, this, this is Xu Shuyan. You saw it last time."
Xu Shuyan became nervous inexplicably, and stammered: "Auntie, Auntie, hello!"
"Don't be nervous." Lin Yi patted the back of her hand, and said to the black and white portrait on the tombstone: "Last time I made a wish to you that she would stop liking Yuanyuan, and now the wish has come true."
"...She's in love with me."
While talking, Lin Yi felt very embarrassed. When the mountain wind blew, the heat on her face was blown away. She continued: "Of course I like her too. So I...I want to bring her to meet you, you If you agree, we'll settle down."
Xu Shuyan listened quietly to Lin Yi's whispering.
Tell it to those who have long passed away, tell it to Shanfeng, tell it to her.
"Of course, if you don't agree, I will still be with her." Lin Yi said again: "I will persuade you. Just like you persuaded us to accept your departure back then."
"Then, Lin Yi's wish this year is to hope that her mother will bless her and Xu Shuyan."
They licked three heads in front of the tomb. The solemn ceremony seemed to have announced to the whole world their love and their vow to be together forever.
"You go there first." Xu Shuyan said: "I want to talk to Auntie alone."
Lin Yi hesitated: "Say what?"
Xu Shuyan shook her hand with a smile: "Just a little bit of your heart, you go there and wait for me, don't stand in the wind. Be good."
Lin Yi nodded: "Then stop kneeling, it's cold on the ground. Also," she glanced at her father, and said, "Hurry up. My father is in a hurry to talk to his wife."
Xu Shuyan elongated his voice, with a tilde in his tone: "I know"
After Lin Yi left, she squatted up slowly, moved up the bouquet of bright carnations in front of the tombstone, and met those smiling eyes, she opened her mouth slightly, but first smiled.
"Actually, I've thought about a lot of things to tell you, but now I only have one thank you." Her eyes were slightly red: "Thank you for bringing Lin Yi into this world and allowing me to meet her."
"Lin Yi, she's fine."
"She loves to laugh, and always looks arrogant and fragile, but in fact she is not fragile at all. She is very brave, has her own ideas, and her own persistence. I am very lucky to fall in love with her."
"Hope you can bless us."
"Then, please allow me to ask you a wish. Xu Shuyan's wish this year is that Lin Yi will be healthy and happy, safe and successful, and be Xu Shuyan's little princess forever and ever."
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The author has something to say:
It's slowly wrapping up!
Let me explain the mistakes in yesterday's chapter QAQ
I typed an extra small symbol in yesterday’s chapter, but Jinjiang couldn’t recognize it and deleted all the words after the small symbol. After the new chapter was released, I was busy with other things, and it took more than ten minutes to find out. Sorry for affecting everyone's reading experience QAQ If you haven't read the last chapter, remember to read it!
I am also here to thank the little angel of Bu Lei, Xie Xie!