Vol 3 Chapter 58: awesome
Yu Pingting went to protect her daughter with her big belly.
Chen Jinhua rolled her eyes: "It has long been said that giving birth to a daughter is a loser, but before you grow up, you want to make your father lose his job? I will throw you to Xishan tomorrow!"
Yu Pingting was surprised when she heard that, she picked up Ya'er and hurried out of the house, coaxed her well before going back home.
From then on, the villagers could always see Yu Pingting walking back and forth by the small river in the village with her big belly in her arms, coaxing her not to cry.
Rumors and gossip broke out in the village again. Some people said that the girl was bewitched by an evil spirit, so she cried day and night like this. Some people also said that the girl is sick and should call a doctor, and some people say that girls are born to be born, and their lives are too cheap.
Yu Pingting walked past with Ya'er in her arms amidst the villagers' pointing and gossip. She only knew that Chen Jinhua couldn't let Chen Jinhua throw Ya'er to Xishan. She had to protect Ya'er because she was Ya'er's mother. .
The hole pierced by Chen Jinhua and Bai Zhankui grew bigger and bigger in the torment, crying and crying day and night, unable to rest well, and eventually became terminally ill, irreparable.
Yu Pingting came here full of sweetness, but now, there is only bitterness in her heart. The bitter water in her heart gradually turned black, turned into rotten water and began to erode her heart, the darkness slowly slapped and climbed along the blood vessels of her heart, and turned into black thorns, which covered her whole body, stinging from time to time looking at her body.
She began to be in a daze, because as soon as she thought about it, those thorns began to **** her brain, and countless voices of herself would ring in her ears:
【Why does she like Bai Zhankui? 】
【Why didn't she listen to her parents' advice? 】
【Why is she so determined to marry Bai Zhankui like a demon? 】
【Why did God let her suffer? 】
【What did she do wrong...】
【Where is she now...】
【Why is she sitting here, thinking about this...】
【Where did these voices... come from? 】
As long as she was in a daze, she found that these voices disappeared. She seemed to never see Chen Jinhua's face, Bai Zhankui's dislike, or other people's cold eyes. There was also Ya'er's loud crying of her headache.
She doesn't hurt anymore.
She felt that she had become stronger, but in fact, the darkness had filled her heart, swallowed her soul, and made her live in the world like a shell.
In the second year, she gave birth to a pair of twins, and Chen Jinhua was ecstatic, saying that it was all because of her, that Yu Pingting could give birth to two baby boys.
Yu Pingting sat on the bed blankly, she was sleepy...tired...just felt like she was completely hollowed out.
Ya'er was still crying day and night, and she cried for a whole year, which prevented her from having a good rest for a day, made her brain buzzing, and her whole head hurt like it was about to explode.
Suddenly a voice said to her: It's too noisy, kill her, it's really too noisy...too noisy...kill her to stop the noise...you can be quiet...you can stop the pain...
"Damn girl, don't cry! It's making our grandson sleep! I'll throw you to the West Mountain right now!" Chen Jinhua's roar woke Yu Pingting up, and she started crying. She actually wanted to kill her own daughter too.
From that day on, she was always crying, crying in her arms, and when Chen Jinhua saw her, she wanted to take her away, because the girl affected her two grandsons to drink milk, Bai Zhankui's study, and Chen Jinhua's desire to become a high-ranking official. mother.
All of a sudden, Bai Youcai hugged Ya'er and said that he was here to coax her.
Yu Pingting was a little grateful to her father-in-law, but after her father-in-law put her daughter to sleep, she sat next to Yu Pingting and said that she would help her breastfeed her two grandchildren. Yu Pingting would definitely not be able to feed her two grandchildren alone.
Yu Pingting was startled, Bai Youcai's black and rough hands began to pinch Yu Pingting's chest, Chen Jinhua rushed in suddenly, Bai Youcai ran away immediately, leaving Yu Pingting scolded and beaten by Chen Jinhua.
What is Bai Zhankui doing these days? Still studying hard and "working hard to make money" for the family.
Zhankui's daughter-in-law is mentally ill...
Zhankui's daughter-in-law seduces her father-in-law...
Zhan Kui's daughter-in-law, mother and daughter are sick...
Zhan Kui's daughter-in-law is not filial to her mother-in-law...
Another wave of comments broke down Yu Pingting's remaining body in this world...
One early morning, Yu Pingting went into Bai Zhankui's study, stood beside him quietly, watching him.
Bai Zhankui noticed that he just said, "It's time for you to cook, don't let mother go hungry."
Yu Pingting stared blankly at Bai Zhankui's back: "Do you... love me?"
"Don't bother me, I want to study, and I'm going to take the palace exam this year! If I can't pass the exam, how can I raise this family?!" Bai Zhankui said angrily, "I knew that marrying you would make my mother unhappy, and the whole family would be overwhelmed." I won’t marry you if the dog jumps. It’s so annoying! I can’t study hard because of the noise!”
Yu Pingting continued to stand blankly in the thin morning mist. Bai Zhankui's words could no longer hurt her heart anymore, because her heart was dead and would no longer hurt.
"Do you love your children?" Yu Pingting asked again.
Bai Zhankui turned his face impatiently, and saw that her eyes were dull, her face was yellow, thin and withered, she had long lost the whiteness and beauty she had when she was a lady, and she was even worse than a village woman. The more Bai Zhankui looked at her, the more disgusted she was: "Do you have Sick?! Look at you now, where is there any womanly appearance? I was admitted to the first prize and became a high-ranking official. How can you be my wife? What a yellow-faced woman!"
Bai Zhankui's disliked voice became blurred and distant in Yu Pingting's world, and she seemed to instinctively block out these voices, which could turn into steel knives and pierce her **** voice.
She would get up before dawn every day, start the stove to cook, empty the toilet, wash the toilet, pick manure to irrigate the field, feed pigs and chickens, wash clothes and babysitter, and also prevent her father-in-law from touching her.
She's so tired...so tired...
Where is there still time to tidy up women's appearance?
And during these three long years, Bai Zhankui didn't have to do anything, just stay in his study, read books, and dream of his officialdom.
"Wow-wow-" The children's cries suddenly shattered the tranquility of the morning.
Bai Zhankui immediately patted the table impatiently: "Go and feed the children! It's so noisy! Let them all be quiet! Be quiet! Do you know?!"
Yu Pingting smiled lightly: "Okay, they will be quiet...forever...quiet..." Yu Pingting turned around dumbly, walked out of Bai Zhankui's study room, carried the two children on her back in the tranquility of the morning, Holding the hand of the weeping girl, he walked out of Bai Zhankui's house and slowly disappeared into the morning mist...
It is said that it is the most terrifying weapon in this world.
It kills people invisible, and can escape the punishment of the law!
It is the devil, the most cruel and bloodthirsty killer.
"WooWoo" The headless female corpse in the coffin cried bitterly.
There was silence in the hall, and the unprecedented heaviness made the listeners cry in silence. This is not the normal state of most women in Qianchao village.