Chapter 406: heartache
Chapter 406: Heartache and Remorse
"Child, we can raise it together. Your child, that is, the child of this deity, this deity will not let your mother and child suffer any harm!" He looked into her eyes and said very seriously.
She opened her eyes suddenly, in disbelief.
All along, he has been extremely domineering in her heart, how can he tolerate such grievances?
And even if he agreed, the knot in her heart wouldn't be so easy to let go, right?
She shook her head with tears in her eyes: "No, it's not fair to you. You've been so good to me and saved my life a few times. I owe you so much. I've said it before, if this time I can still come back, and I am willing to repay you with everything, but if I take this child with you, it will be even more sorry for you."
"This deity doesn't mind at all! The only thing this deity asks is that you stay by my side. Since this child is here, it means that he has a destiny with us. How can you arbitrarily deprive such a small life?"
Feng Yinshuang was slightly taken aback by his questioning.
Thinking of what she just did, she couldn't help trembling slightly, and her face turned pale.
Just now... She took the knife and wanted to kill the child in front of Jun Mochen in order to avenge him.
But, thinking about it now, how could she do such a cruel thing?
"I..." She quivered her lips, tears kept falling, and she couldn't control it.
"Have you ever thought that even if there is no child, what about yourself? Wouldn't your body be severely injured? Are you punishing that man or hurting yourself?"
Feng Yinshuang was speechless, she had indeed lost her mind just now.
"I'm sorry, but I'm so scared, I'm really scared. As long as I think that this child belongs to him, the murderer who killed my grandfather, I suddenly can't restrain the impulse in my heart. I don't want to take away such a life, But what else can I do? Leaving this child, I will not only be full of hatred in my heart, but even more sorry for you!"
She was buried in the man's arms and wept bitterly. Now she is too fragile and too helpless.
He didn't mean to blame her anymore. Seeing her like this, it was too late for him to blame himself for the pain.
"It's me who should say sorry, girl, it's me who's sorry for you."
He was the real culprit, seeing her in such pain, but he couldn't do anything, he really wanted to kill himself.
He blamed himself like this, which made Feng Yinshuang feel even more uncomfortable.
He's been good enough to her, and the situation has developed to the point where she herself is the one to blame, what does it have to do with him?
At such a desperate and helpless moment, his embrace is her only warmth, and she has already begun to crave it now.
Without him, maybe she would really be knocked down again because of Jun Mochen's blow, and even when she was killed by Nan Yutian in her previous life, the motivation to want revenge no longer existed.
Feng Yinshuang finally calmed down a little, then raised her head to look at him and asked, "Do you really want me to keep this child? I don't want you to feel wronged, if you are just afraid of my body being hurt. , I can ask Chu Tan to prescribe an abortion pill for me."
Maybe she is really a ruthless person, but if she really gave birth to this child, let him know his background when he grows up, will he not fall into deeper pain then, Feng Yinshuang still did not dispel this. idea.
"Yes, I hope you can give birth to the child well. In the future, I will treat it as if I were my own and love it as my own child. You have to remember that no matter what happens, the child is innocent. He doesn't know anything. Can the grievances of adults fall on him? Is this unfair to him?"
In fact, Feng Yinshuang didn't have the heart to deprive her of a small life, but with the man's consolation, she finally untied the knot in her heart.
Since this child was reincarnated into her womb, it was destined to her. It was her child and had nothing to do with that **** man.
As long as she doesn't tell him these things when he grows up, he can still be happy, and she can't harm her child because of her own selfishness.
She finally wanted to understand the matter of the child, but her guilt towards Qian Congxue grew even deeper.
How could she be able to meet such a man and make him treat her so well?
It was obvious that she came to him in order to repay her kindness, but she added another burden to him. She swore that she would treat him well in the future to repay his kindness.
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Feng Yinshuang finally left with the man, Yue Qi looked at their figures and finally breathed a sigh of relief.
He continued to instruct the four servants to quickly bury the coffin, and this time it was finally possible to complete the matter smoothly.
When they returned to Feng Mansion, the Feng family saw the indifferent expression on Feng Yinshuang's face, and the hands they held together, all of them showed incomparably astonished eyes.
Shen Ying ran out of the room with a worried look on her face, and hugged her without saying a word, even her tone was unstoppable anxiety and worry.
"Yin Shuang, where have you been? When you finally woke up and came to see you, you actually disappeared. We were looking for you everywhere, for fear that something might happen to you. You can't scare us like this anymore."
A look of guilt flashed across Feng Yinshuang's face, and then explained to them: "I'm sorry, I won't be like this in the future."
"Shuang'er, where did you go just now, did... Young Master Qian brought you back?"
This time, Shen Ying also saw the man standing beside Feng Yinshuang, and also saw their tightly clasped hands.
Ya, this is obviously a major discovery.
Before, although she knew that this young man in white had feelings for Yin Shuang, but she didn't know what she was thinking, but now that she is with him without resisting and holding hands, doesn't that mean everything?
If they could be affectionate to each other, it would really be a gratifying thing. Originally, she was very worried that she would be devastated by the death of King Qingping. It would be really great if a peerless good man could accompany her at this time.
Feng Yinshuang didn't know how to explain this matter. If she told the truth about what she did, they would definitely be frightened.
At this time, Qian Qixue came forward to help her explain: "I saw the girl fell asleep for so many days, so I wanted to take her out for a walk to wake up, but I just walked too fast and didn't have time to inform you, you can blame it. Blame me."
The Feng family saw that Feng Yinshuang was in good spirits at this time, and of course they wouldn't blame anything, they just ordered a few words to tell them in advance when they go out next time, so as not to worry them.