Chapter 425: I don't kill Boren, Boren died because of me
Chapter 425 I Don't Kill Boren, Boren Dies Because of Me
In my life, I considered myself to be bright and upright, worthy of the heaven and earth, and worthy of the people of the world. But there is only one thing that makes my heart restless.
Twenty years ago, I was the prefect of Jingzhou, and I received great favor from the emperor.
Ye Kingdom has a vast territory and is coveted by villains. Yan Kingdom and Xiao Kingdom form a coalition army with a delusional attempt to conquer the Kingdom of Peaceful Night, divide the land, and have great ambitions.
During the two months of **** battle, both sides suffered casualties. Emperor Shizu offered a plan to Ye Huang, saying that he had an excellent strategy to defeat the enemy, and then ordered me to carry a letter to the enemy camp to negotiate.
Unexpectedly, three days later, the enemy troops attacked aggressively, and the city gates were wide open on all sides, and the enemy troops filed in, and the scene was out of control.
The generals defending the city were quickly killed, their heads hung on the city wall, and another army cooperated with the enemy's internal and external forces, besieging all the soldiers in the city and killing them.
I just realized that everything was because Emperor Shizu had colluded with the enemy army for a long time, and they formed a mutual benefit in private. That letter happened to be the main culprit in attracting the rebel army into the city.
I, too, became an accomplice.
The Ye Kingdom was destroyed, and the blood flowed into rivers. Hundreds of thousands of soldiers and soldiers were piled up under the city walls. It was on this blood-soaked land that Southern Chu was established.
Even though I didn’t know it, I have an undeniable responsibility. It’s a done deal, and I even concealed the truth and managed to survive until now. This is the biggest regret in my life, and my sins cannot be made up for by death. Only by our own strength, we can serve the common people in the world.
At the end, Feng Yinshuang's eyes were already moist.
She slowly put the book down, unable to convince herself to calm down any longer.
She would never have thought that for so many years, Grandpa's heart has been hiding such a big secret.
It turns out that Bai Lingguang was right. The demise of the previous dynasty was really related to grandpa. If Jun Mochen was really the prince of the previous dynasty, then he was indeed here to take revenge.
But now... she didn't know what to say.
In all fairness, this matter is indeed inseparable from Grandpa, but Grandpa was only blinded by Emperor Shizu, and sent the letter without knowing it. He is also a victim, but he has to bear the burden for so many years. A heavy sin, it's not fair to him either.
Grandpa said in the letter that he wanted to make amends for stealing his life and let the people of the world live a good life, and his promise was fulfilled.
Over the years, he has been working for the welfare of the people and doing things for them as much as he can. Even if he was guilty, he would have already paid it off.
…
The flames exuded a faint light, and the book ignited from her hands, engulfing everything bit by bit.
This is a secret that Grandpa never told until his death, and it is also the most regrettable and humiliating thing in his life, and she will definitely help Grandpa abide by this secret, maintain his self-esteem, and will not make him restless after death.
Soon, the booklet had been reduced to ashes, and there was nothing left.
Grandpa is gone and Jun Mochen is dead, so all the grievances and grievances will disappear with the letters that have turned into ashes.
He never thought that Grandpa would have such great pain in his heart when he was alive. He has always lived in guilt and self-blame, and felt uneasy every day. Maybe for him, this is really a relief, maybe.
From now on, she will no longer have hatred in her heart. She believes that her grandfather has done so many good things during his lifetime, and he will definitely be redeemed.
Feng Yinshuang finally unlocked the secret that he most wanted to know, and also understood the grievances and grievances in it.
After burning the ashes of the book into the splendid mandarin duck purse that she sewed by herself, she put the purse away, walked out of the study slowly, and locked it carefully.
This place is full of secrets, and she will never set foot in it again.
She wanted to send the purse and the ashes inside to grandpa's tablet, and sang to him a scripture of saving people, hoping that he would reach bliss sooner rather than later.
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After returning, Huang Ye appeared in front of her like a gust of wind, her face still looking a little anxious.
"Where have you been?" After coming out of the pharmacy, he didn't see her for a long time, and Ruo Shui was not there. He thought something happened to her, and he was very anxious.
Even if you want to stay by her side for protection, it's impossible to really stay together.
Chu Tan is okay to say that as a doctor, he is upright in her room, but he is different.
If a man and a woman don't have a relationship, he still has to maintain her reputation. Besides, if there are any rumors, the Lord will not let him go.
"I just went to deal with one thing, so I went to Grandpa's study." Feng Yinshuang explained lightly.
"What are you doing there?" Although Huang Ye had some doubts in her heart, she didn't take it to heart, "By the way, today I'm helping Chu Tan with the prescription, and I came out to hear from the servants that the princess of Liang Kingdom, Bai Lingguang, came here. Well, what did she come to do with you?"
Bai Lingguang, he and Feng Yinshuang had seen it very clearly when they were in the Qingping Palace.
As for the relationship between Bai Lingguang and Jun Mochen, as well as his family's esteemed master, he is even more clear.
Under such a premise, she came to Feng Yinshuang, so he had to worry about whether there was any conspiracy in it.
"It's nothing, she just came to apologize, she wanted to explain to me what happened that day, I hope I can forgive her." Feng Yinshuang thought for a while, and then replied.
"It's that simple?" Huang Ye was a little puzzled, "Isn't King Qingping already dead, and the two of you have nothing to do with each other. Isn't she doing this for nothing?"
"Yeah, I also find it a bit strange. Maybe she just wanted to take the opportunity to cleanse herself. Before that, she was my enemy for that person, but now that person is dead, and the conflict no longer exists. Nan Chu is isolated and helpless, and fighting against me will not benefit her in any way."
It's not that she couldn't explain it this way.
Besides, Feng Yinshuang didn't need to lie to him, so he didn't go into this matter any more. In short, she was fine.
Feng Yinshuang really lied to him!
Not on purpose, but felt unnecessary.
In her grandfather's study just now, she had made up her mind to completely break away from the past and bury all her love and hatred.
Now that she has decided to be with Qian Qixue, she doesn't want to live up to his sincerity and wants to be honest about her feelings for him. Why bother to bring this up again?
She didn't even plan to tell her own family, because it was Grandpa's secret, and she wouldn't reveal it to anyone except herself.
Because...she wants to maintain grandpa's dignity.