Chapter 438: Chu Tan's guilt
Chapter 438: Chu Tan's Guilt
After returning to the room, Feng Yinshuang quickly fell asleep.
She was so tired and exhausted that she couldn't lift her spirits at all.
Before going to bed, what she thought in her mind was that she would never believe the words of that big pervert again. In the future, before the baby was born safely, she should learn to refuse, and she would never let him touch her again.
Qian Qixue naturally didn't know the mind of a certain little woman. Of course, he also had a hundred ways to treat her, so that she would obey obediently.
They didn't rush back first, he wanted to take this opportunity to completely recuperate the body of a certain little woman, otherwise he wouldn't be relieved.
This meat Ganoderma lucidum was found by him at the risk of his life, and it has such a remarkable effect. This time, the girl and the child should be safe, right?
There was always a concern in his heart, so he went to Chu Tan's place to ask about the situation, when would the girl be able to take this meat Ganoderma lucidum.
After returning, Chu Tan locked himself in the pharmacy, and has not come out until now.
Seeing Qian Qixue pushing the door and walking in, the half face of Chu Tan without a mask showed obvious exhaustion.
After returning from the snowy mountains, everyone went back to rest, only Chu Tan, but he wanted to commit crimes, quickly develop the efficacy of this meat Ganoderma lucidum, and then give it to Fengyin Shuang. In fact, there is no need to rush this moment at all, but Chu Tan insists on doing so.
Obviously, he didn't sleep all night last night and devoted all his energy to this matter.
Seeing Qian Qixue coming in, he didn't care about the things at hand, and hurriedly bowed and saluted: "Honored lord!"
The man replied softly, how could he not see the changes in him now, he seemed to have become a lot more uneasy and alienated, and the reason for all this was... guilt!
Indeed, Chu Tan still feels extremely guilty because he almost lost his life. Although the Honored Lord did not pursue it later, and Feng Yinshuang also helped to intercede, he still couldn't forgive himself.
If it wasn't for Feng Yinshuang's reminder, I'm afraid the Lord would have really... This is his negligence and his guilt.
"How did the deity want you to take guilt and make meritorious deeds?" He deliberately emphasized the words "criminal deeds and meritorious deeds" in a very meaningful tone.
He and Chu Tan also grew up together, how could they not understand his character.
Don't look at his usual elegant and indifferent look, but his heart is very fragile. If he doesn't come to help him untie this knot, I don't know when this guy will condemn himself.
"It's almost ready, only the last step is left. I filled it with a few other nourishing herbs that are beneficial to the pregnant woman's body. After she drinks it, not only will the child in her belly be safe, but her physique will also change. If it gets better, it won't be in any danger even when it's time for labor."
When Chu Tan does things, he is naturally relieved.
He stepped forward, stretched out his hand and patted his shoulder: "This deity should give you a good thank you. It was you who saved the girl and the child, otherwise this deity would probably lose them forever."
Chu Tan raised his head and looked at him with some puzzlement. Wasn't he still very angry before?
Moreover, this meat Ganoderma lucidum was found by him with all his life, and it has nothing to do with him.
The cold look in the man's eyes faded, and his eyes were full of solemnity and seriousness.
"Chu Tan, this time, you really helped me a lot."
Chu Tan is still a little puzzled: "This is what I should do. Everything started because of me. If I told the Honorable Master about Miss Feng's pregnancy from the beginning, there would be no such thing."
"No, you are not wrong, the wrong person is the deity. The deity kept saying that he would take good care of her and would not let her suffer any harm, but he didn't do it at all. That day, I watched Su Manrou with my eyes helplessly. Poisoned her but couldn't save her. Seeing her poisonous and painful, I couldn't share anything for her. If I really cared about her enough, I wouldn't have known that she was pregnant. It's too negligent to let her be so stimulated, everything is caused by the deity."
He wanted to understand everything, so he wouldn't blame Chu Tan, but he could only blame himself.
Why did he say these words, Chu Tan probably understood what he meant.
He is the dignified master of the lore palace, and as for the matter between him and Feng Yinshuang, it can only be said to be a private matter, and he does not need to come to him to mention it.
The reason for doing this is simply to make him feel better.
Over the years, although they are the relationship between the lord and the subordinate, they are actually good brothers who care deeply. Even with Feng Yinshuang, he has not forgotten his good brother. Chu Tan was immediately moved.
Between men, only a little hint is enough, if it is broken, it will be very embarrassing.
He received this love, but it does not mean that he can forgive his mistakes.
"Anyway, I'm also guilty of putting you in danger because of my own misjudgment, and I can't forgive myself."
Because... he is also really afraid of losing this good brother!
"But, you've already made up for it. I'm very happy that you gave me this opportunity to do something for their mother and son. What I owe the girl can't be repaid even if I pay everything! So don't say it's just a mere snow-capped mountain, even if it's going up. I will not hesitate even if I lose my life. Because in my heart, nothing is more important than her and the child, do you understand?"
Chu Tan understood it before, but he couldn't understand it; but now, when he saw that Feng Yinshuang was also fighting for him, he seemed to finally understand it all.
Feng Yinshuang was indeed worthy of his love and everything he had to sacrifice.
He nodded lightly: "The top and bottom of the lore palace are of the same mind, she is the wife of the lord, and naturally the mistress of the lore palace, all of us should respect her and do everything to protect her, not just me. Thinking like this, Huang Ye and others also think the same."
Even the people from the lore palace gate who went to the Snow Mountain to look for someone this time were full of admiration for Feng Yinshuang in their hearts.
Although this woman is weak as if a gust of wind can blow it down, she has the ability to surrender all of them, who are called "Nine Streams of Evil Cults", and he is completely convinced now.
Maybe she really has a heart-to-heart connection with the Lord, and sincere love is enough to move the world, so she will feel when the Lord is in danger.
Before, he was very worried that this woman would lead the Honored Lord astray, but now it seems that he is worrying too much.