Chapter 574: Resentment meeting, love parting (4)
Chapter 574 Resentment meeting, love parting (4)
"Go away!" She immediately snarled with her eyes wide open.
"Don't worry, when I finish the medicine, I will naturally leave. But no matter what, I can't let you here alone, your blood will dry up and die."
No matter how unwilling Jin Mu is, she is now covered in injuries, and every movement is a piercing pain. In the end, she can only ask Zi Yan to help her with medicine.
In this process, her mood has gone through a very long and complicated process.
From hatred, disgust, humiliation, to final silence, overwhelm.
Even now, the things she was thinking about were still unanswered. She didn't know what she had done wrong, why everyone around her was blaming her.
She is clearly her enemy. If it were her, she would definitely take the opportunity to kill the person in front of her. She could only smash her corpse into pieces to relieve her hatred. Why would she save her?
And the righteous and awe-inspiring words Jinse said to her before, she didn't understand at all.
Isn’t this world born with the strong prey to the weak? Everyone must fight for their reputation and status, even if they have to go through countless blood baptisms in the process.
If you have good intentions towards your enemies, it is nothing more than exposing your own weaknesses.
Finally, she couldn't help but ask.
"I caused you to abolish your martial arts and get expelled from the lore palace. Don't you hate me at all?" She fixedly looked at Zi Yan, and in her eyes, there was no trace of hatred at all, only indifferent Like water, just as she saw it at first.
"No, all of this has nothing to do with you. Because this is the punishment that should belong to me, even without you, I will punish myself as well."
What? Jin Mu was stunned for a moment, suddenly a little confused.
She herself felt that she deliberately harmed Zi Yan like this, but now she has personally rejected it, she must not understand.
"What do you mean? Don't you just look down on me and think I'm not worthy of being a threat to you?" She had always been angry, so she was naturally angry.
"No, it's you who misunderstood from the beginning! All I want is an answer to the past! I've been in the lore palace for so long, but I never had the courage to walk up to him and ask him if he had forgotten. The promise I made to me until the blind date conference gave me the opportunity to finally stand in front of him. Three days is too long, I thought he should be able to recognize me when he first saw me , but the result disappointed me. After so many years of waiting, it turned out to be just my own wishful thinking. Now my heart is dead, and it doesn't matter to other things. "
What's the meaning? Jin Mu heard it in a fog.
What is the promise of the past, did she and the second son have something unknown before?
She has always defined Zi Yan as a woman with deep scheming and unscrupulousness in order to achieve her goals.
In her definition, if you like a person, you should fight for it in an open and honest way, not in a despicable way like her. Thinking that her passion has finally lost to such a person, she can't be reconciled no matter what. .
But now, she suddenly learned that the truth is not what she imagined.
What has she done all along? Beam jumping clown?
Maybe Zi Yan is too lonely now, so even if she is facing a person who wants to kill her by all means, she does not plan to avoid anything, but tells her what she has hidden in her heart for many years. she listens.
It was only at this time that Jin Mu finally understood that they had known each other a long time ago. Zi Yan's appearance was not accidental, and her approach was just to seek a promise that should belong to her.
"Heh..." She suddenly showed a mocking smile, "It turns out that I was the one who didn't see the situation clearly. I was just immersed in my own world from beginning to end."
How ironic!
The person she admired never looked at her in the eye from beginning to end, but she chose to oppose Zi Yan.
Not only did it hurt her not to say anything, but she didn't have a good end. Looking back now, she did a very stupid thing. No wonder Sister Jinse was so disappointed in her.
Women's wars are not won or lost, some are just lost.
Now there are only two of them in this huge cave, and it is impossible to tell who is more miserable than the other.
"It's all over, if you continue to hate me in the future, it doesn't matter. If you still want to kill me after you are healed, you can do whatever you want. Anyway, I've left the lore palace, and I'll never worry about it anymore. It's gone." Zi Yan looked at her and said lightly.
Although she is not stupid enough to seek death, she really has no hope.
At this time, Jin Mu couldn't help but think of how anxious the second son was when he learned that Zi Yan was gone, and even when he came to her to ask her about guilt, his eyes were full of worry and madness.
If he was really ruthless towards Zi Yan, why was he so excited at the time?
Maybe all this was just a misunderstanding, it was Zi Yan who didn't realize the second son's feelings for her at all, it was she who misunderstood him!
But if she was asked to tell the truth and bring the two of them together, she seemed a little unable to do it. After all, they were tit-for-tat rivals before, wouldn't it be too embarrassing?
Her feelings towards Zi Yan are a bit complicated now. She hated her to death before, but now everything is explained clearly, she is still her savior, and she owes this favor after all.
After thinking for a while, she finally couldn't help but ask: "Then... are you completely giving up on him now?"
"This question is meaningless, because the right to choose has never been in my body."
Anyone with a discerning eye could hear it, but she never let go.
Jin Mu's mood was even more complicated. If she hadn't fanned the flames at the time when the results were announced, preventing Zi Yan from coming to the stage, maybe she could hold on until the second son came back so that they could untie the knot, things wouldn't have fallen like this As a result, she clearly has an inescapable responsibility.
Forget it, she Jin Mu has never been the kind of person who can bend or stretch. Now that she has learned the truth, it is impossible to pretend that nothing happened. After all, she owes Zi Yan what she should pay back.
"Since you said you want to save me, then you have to save me to the end. I'm all wounded now, and there's no way I can take a step away. If those beasts find this place, then I will definitely die."
Zi Yan was obviously a little surprised at Jin Mu's request. She hesitated for a while but nodded anyway. She would never have given up on her.